too affectionate

473 Chapter 472 My heart is broken, my heart is dead, I still think about you

All three of them hesitated for a moment before responding even more hesitantly.

It's also a disaster of extinction, who said there is any difference.

Xuan Yi paused for a moment, and then instructed: "Before you tell her, you must let her sit down first. She is so weak, if she faints while standing up, she must fall black and blue."

Xuan Yi spoke very calmly and in a very ordinary way.

My heart is broken, my heart is dead, and I still think of you.

Even at this time, he was still afraid of hurting her any more.

He is not smart, but as long as it is about her, he can always consider it in detail.

This is Xuan Yi's love, clumsy, meticulous, love to the bone.

At this moment, not to mention Wanyan, even Yanwei and Guan Jiheng's eyes were red.

"it is good……"

After another period of silence, Xuan Yi hesitated for a long time before finally speaking:

"Also, don't tell Yanhan, I was forced to marry you.

That is to say, I was the one who told His Majesty to marry Princess Yao Jin, and the Emperor made the decree today, no one forced me.

It is because I am too incompetent and really have no ability, but I want to glorify the lintel too much, so I want to contribute to the family through marriage with the royal family.

Therefore, I can only be Chen Shimei, and I can only fail her. "

Speaking of this, even a heartbroken person would shed tears, his voice choked up several times and he could not continue speaking.

"Tell her I'm sorry, but I don't regret it.

I don't ask her to forgive, I only hope that after she hates me, she can forget me as soon as possible.

Tell her again, because the wedding date is too late, I have to repair the consort's mansion, and I have to prepare a lot of things, so I won't see her for the last time..."

I beg you, just hate me, hate me ruthlessly, it would be best if you hate me so much that you want to kill me with a knife.

After hating you, recognizing my true nature of being ungrateful and ungrateful, and giving up on me completely, forget about me, forget about the past, and live your own future life well.

Compared with the unforgettable love that can't be loved forever, maybe the momentary hatred entrusted to the inhumane will be better accepted, and it will be forgotten faster.

Putting on the ugly face of a ruthless person to make you feel better for the rest of your life is the last thing I can do for you.

Xuan Yi said it easily, but in fact, only by biting his lips tightly, the blood dripping from the bite, could he forcefully restrain himself and not let himself cry out.

People who are ungrateful and ungrateful can easily put on a face of deep affection.

But letting a person who loves to the bone pretend to be ungrateful is tantamount to peeling off the love that has penetrated into the bone layer by layer, and the unforgettable pain can be ignored. What is really unbearable is to punish the heart.

"Xuan Yi..." Wanyan's voice became hoarse, "Do you really... really have to do this?"

For her sake, is it okay to be Chen Shimei who is ridiculed by the world?Is it okay to be misunderstood by your lover and hate your whole life?

Xuan Yi didn't answer, but after a long time, after thinking for a long time, he opened his mouth again: "Xuan Wanyan, Yan Han was brought back by you, she has been with you since she was a child, supporting you.

In the future, she needs you to take care of her and pay more attention to her.

She is very stubborn, and she is most afraid of troublesome people, and she has to bear the hardships and hardships by herself, so you have to take care of everything by yourself.

If you are careless, please trouble Miss Sapphire for me and ask her to take care of her too. I can always feel at ease.

Also, she is a girl, and she is too wandering after all to follow you all the time.

I would like to trouble you, Brother Guan, and Wei'er to pay more attention to the people around you, find a house that is really clean and stable, and investigate carefully. If it is really worthy of a heavy responsibility, let her be someone else. "

Speaking of this, Xuan Yi's eyes narrowed, resisting the heartache that was dripping with blood, and said earnestly: "That person does not need to be rich, but that person must be really reliable and treat Yan Han wholeheartedly. OK.

It is best to have read a few books, and getting fame is secondary, but you must be sensible.

The relationship at home should not be too complicated, the mother-in-law should be easy to serve, and the aunts and sisters-in-law should not be too many.

Before she gets married, Xuan Wanyan, you need to raise more points and put more pressure on her so that they don't dare to do anything wrong to Yan Han.

Oh, by the way, there is also the dowry and dowry I prepared, as well as the small courtyard as Yan Han's dowry. If the dowry is generous, her status in the in-law's family will be higher in the future.

In the future, you will have to worry about her children studying and so on..."

Across a door, Xuan Yi talked and talked non-stop, telling Wanyan and the others everything in detail, thinking of everything that Yan Han would take care of in the next few decades, it really broke his heart.

In the end, Xuan Yi really couldn't think of anything to ask, and after a long silence, he finally said with difficulty: "Okay...that's all I want to say...you go and see her."

The sound, rather than speaking, was more like a sigh.

Wanyan and the others were still worried, but they also knew that Yanhan had to go to deal with it early, so they had to walk away step by step.

Hearing the sound of footsteps getting farther and farther outside the door, Xuan Yi made a "plop" and fell straight down, lying on his back on the bitingly cold ground.

Xuan Yi just thought of Yan Han's life, and felt that he had exhausted his last effort.

At this moment, he only felt that everything was over.

Over there, the three of Wanyan rode to the gate of the small courtyard that Xuan Yi bought in the west of the city.

It was obvious that they rushed over quickly, and stood at the door, but the three of them hesitated instead.

Even Wanyan, who is born with a good tongue and can use one mouth, doesn't know how to tell Yanhan about this matter.

This is simply killing her.

(End of this chapter)