too affectionate

Chapter 74 The thinnest is nothing but youthful love, lost to ambition and fame.

"I see." Wanyan nodded, her voice was clearly a bit disappointed,

"Also, if your lord really believes in Xiaguan and regards him as your own sister, then please stay away from Mr. Heng. I privately think that Mr. Heng is cruel and cold-blooded, with vicious methods, and has a deep friendship with him." , I'm afraid it will be bad for you, my lord."

Just like Heng Li was able to see through Feng Nagifu at a glance, from the first time Feng Nai Fu saw Heng Li, she knew that Heng Li was definitely not just an ordinary brocade guard on the surface.

But no matter what, Feng Naifu never expected that the highest god representing the supreme destiny was actually hidden in the market.Although Feng Naifu couldn't think of what Jing Shajialan wanted to do for a while, but Feng Naifu knew clearly that Shengzun's move must be related to Wanyan's identity, and it was very likely to be detrimental to Wanyan.For the present plan, the only way to do it is to remind Wanyan to stay away from him.

"What..." Wanyan suddenly raised her small face, her expression full of doubts.

Wanyan didn't expect that Sapphire, who has always been the most gentle and understanding person, who treats everyone with reason and restraint, would also criticize people.She didn't even expect Lan Yu to look at Heng Li like this.

"Sister Lanyu, you have really misunderstood Mrs. Heng. Although Mrs. Heng seems to be as you said, he is actually very kind. He has taken good care of me when you are not here during this time." Without any hesitation, Wan Without thinking, Yan chooses to defend Heng Li
Feng Naifu grabbed Wanyan's hand, her eyes were firm and sincere, and she said earnestly: "Please trust me once, sir, otherwise you will definitely regret it in the future!"

Otherwise, you will be destroyed in his hands in the future.

Lan Yu's appearance made Wan Yan unable to refuse at all, and she could no longer refute, so she smiled obediently and patted Lan Yu's hand lightly, "I know, Sister Lan Yu, I will stay away from Mrs. Heng, you Don't worry." After saying that, he immediately cut the topic calmly, "It's late at night, you should be careful along the way."

"Thank you for your concern, my lord. I will be careful." Seeing that Wanyan didn't want to say more, Lan Yu bowed respectfully, and left full of worry.

After Lan Yu left, there was no sound or breath in the mountain village in the middle of the night, and it seemed that only Wanyan and Mantian Xingchen were still awake in the world, which gave her an environment where she could calm down and think seriously.

Wanyan sat with her knees hugged on the stone at the entrance of the village, and the cold mountain wind at night woke her up completely. Her heart, which had been burning hot all day, gradually cooled down as the temperature gradually cooled at night.

The sour and sweet feeling in Wanyan's heart, which always haunts her but is not annoying, is especially obvious today, and it is almost always with her.

However, during the noisy day, Wanyan was busy all the time, and Wanyan didn't have time to think at all. Now that she calmed down and thought about it, she finally got a vague answer.

This... is what my sister said before, the feeling of admiration.

Just thinking about this word, Wanyan's face burned up again, and her heart was faintly haunted by joy and anticipation.

It turns out that this is what it feels like to admire someone.Wanyan rubbed her chest and thought to herself.

However, before she was happy for a few minutes, a question entered Wanyan's mind, which deeply troubled her.

But, will Mr. Heng feel this way about me?
Thinking of this, Wanyan twisted her fingers involuntarily, suddenly feeling uneasy in her heart.

The glance at the door of the house, the smile that lit up the blue sky under the red umbrella, and all kinds of good things about him are clearly vivid in my memory, and they are all clamoring and clamoring in Wanyan's mind, making Wanyan Immediately believe that Heng Li really has a heart for her.

But for some reason, Mingming vaguely had an answer in her heart, and this answer was exactly what she wanted, but Wanyan just didn't have the courage to believe it.

Whether it is in Wentao, martial arts, or decision-making, Wanyan has always been confident.It's not because she recognizes her talent, but because she knows these things. As long as she works hard enough and works hard without hesitation, there will be results.

But when it comes to the heart of admiration, Wanyan loses any confidence.

How can the human heart be something that can be obtained through hard work?
If the two hearts are the same, then there will be a good story without hesitation.But if it is wishful thinking, then no matter how much effort you put in, it will be a waste of infatuation. In the end, you will get rid of all the scars and get nothing.

Wanyan took out the name card that Heng Li gave her from her bosom, and the four words on it that she didn't recognize at all seemed even more unfamiliar at this moment.

Wanyan's fingers slid across these four words, and she murmured and complained: "Who is he who gave me this name card? Is it Heng Li or Bei Ze?

If he really falls in love with me, then where is he falling in love with me, and where is my heart worthy of falling in love? ...If he doesn't fall in love with me, then what kind of woman does he fall in love with..."

The more Wanyan thought about it, the more chaotic she became, she couldn't help jumping off the rock, thinking while walking under the moonlight, doubting herself for the first time.

The girl in red walked countless laps under the moonlight, and almost reached the end of time, making the stars, the moon, and the moon dizzy, and making herself more and more hopeless.

“啊啊啊搞不懂啊！”这剪不断理还乱的感觉实在痛苦，婉妍忍不住一屁股蹲在地上团成一团，一眼就看到了地上自己的影子。

Under the moonlight, this group of shadows is messy, tangled, humble, self-doubting, bleak without any light, just like Wanyan at this moment, timid and worrying about gains and losses.

It turns out that liking someone is a very happy thing.But as soon as you expect that person to like you too, things become sad.

At this moment, Wanyan has never felt so sad before, wandering here like a ghost in the middle of the night, her mood is more restless than drunk, and it is just because she racks her brains to know what a man thinks of her. mind.

Recognizing this reality surprised Wanyan immediately, and Lan Yu's words before she left immediately came to mind.

You are Xuan Wanyan, not Yan'er.

yes!Wanyan's right fist hammered into the palm of her left hand, and she suddenly understood.

I'm Xuan Wanyan!I am the top scorer in this year's National Examination, I am the imperial official appointed by His Majesty, I am the descendant of Bai Ze, the True Lord of the Four Gods, and I am the most likely Patriarch of Bai Ze in the future!I have studied hard for more than ten years, and I have mastered everything in literature and martial arts.It's me like this, actually doubting myself for a man?
The more Wanyan thought about it, the angrier she became, and she couldn't help but hit her small head hard.

So far Wanyan has completely straightened out her mood.

It is true that my admiration for Mr. Heng is undeniable, but a large part of it is admiration for Mr. Heng's ability, not the love between men and women.Although the remaining part vaguely has the meaning of love, but in today's atmosphere, it is difficult to control one's character so as not to have feelings because of this ambiguous and warm atmosphere.

Therefore, my admiration for Mr. Heng is just the result of Xixian's love and atmosphere, and it should not add to Xiao Xiao's imagination, just looking for trouble for nothing.

Thinking of this, Wanyan suddenly jumped up from the ground, and the worries between her brows were swept away.

Besides, I am still young and don't know much about emotional matters. If I dabble in it rashly, I will definitely harm others and myself.It's better to leave this faint admiration for now, and it won't be too late to criticize it after I have more experience, a more mature mind, and a better understanding of Mr. Heng.

Thinking of this, Wanyan's worry about gains and losses just now was wiped away, and her little face became bright again.

I am the famous Xuan Wanyan, I am naturally worthy of all the good things in this world, if I get it, I deserve it, and I deserve it.If you can't get it, it means that the time has not come. I am neither arrogant nor impetuous.

Tsk tsk tsk tsk, Wanyan couldn't help but smacked her lips and sighed: "This is really, well-spoken, well-understood, brilliant writing, outstanding, and mighty Master Yan!"

After triumphantly complimenting herself unceremoniously, Wanyan felt clear and bright in her heart, and the confusion in her eyes was swept away.During this period of time, the feeling like a kitten scratching her heart disappeared without a trace from time to time, making Wanyan feel relaxed physically and mentally, and she walked back briskly.

The thinnest is nothing but youthful love, lost to ambition and fame.

Even, they are vulnerable in the face of pride.

But if he can remain untroubled by love like this, even if he is blamed for being indifferent, it would be a good thing.

(End of this chapter)