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Chapter 886 Tell Your Heart (4)

Jing Shijialan was stunned when he heard the words, his whole body was so stiff that he didn't look like a living person, but he seemed to be dead.

He held the hand on Wanyan's shoulder, little by little, lowering it.

It turns out that even when you are drunk, so drunk that you don't even recognize me, you can still remember clearly that you hate me.

Jing Shijialan lowered his head, his heart ached so badly that he couldn't breathe, but Wanyan suddenly patted him and said vaguely:

"Brother, you know what, it's so funny to say.

On the day when I entered Tianxuan Palace alone and unarmed, in order to survive, I knelt down in front of my sworn enemy with blood and blood on my back.

At that time, I looked up, and there were statues of gods in front of me. They all looked down at me from a height, as if they were looking at a dirty insect.

No one was by my side, and no one helped me...

I've never felt so small...so helpless.

I don't know what I did wrong, but I knelt down and kowtowed, desperately accepting the crime, calling myself a sinner one by one...

I still... scolded Xuan Yi... scolded Ah Heng... scolded Wei Er scolded Qianzi...

I said they are scum and villains, and I want to draw a clear line with them, for fear that my face is not ugly enough...

But...they are the only relatives I have left...

Even... the murderer who killed my father and mother wantonly insulted my deceased father and mother. He said that my father is a cancer and evil, and that my mother is an evil...

To live!I also agreed... and even more frantically than him, counting the crimes against my parents!

In order to save me...they can't enter the cycle of reincarnation...but I kneel in front of the enemy and slander them...

But if I want to live, I really can't think of any other way except to wag my tail and beg for mercy like a bereaved dog...

Oh yes... At that time, my husband was also there.

When I was most helpless and embarrassed, I didn't know what to do. I thought to myself, maybe he didn't hate me as much as others, would he be willing to give me a hand...

So, I looked at him eagerly.

You know what he looked at me and said?

He was condescending, and the contempt and contempt in his eyes were so clear.

He said, 'Xuan Wanyan is full of evil and bloody debts', if she is not punished, how can she be the post-registration...'

It was only then that I realized that among these people, the one I hate the most is him..."

As Wanyan spoke, she laughed, but there were more tears.

"At that time, I really wanted to ask him, what did I do wrong, why should I be punished! Why am I so heinous!
But I didn't ask anything, and I thanked him for willing to punish me for dirty hands.

He did what he said, and when he said he was punishing me, when he personally punished me, he really cleaned me up completely...

Here comes the funniest part...

You know, when the Eight Stars were aligned with me, I was still like a fool, thinking that he would show mercy and save my life...

I've seen him strike before, but I've never seen him strike so hard like that day, as if he thought I had ten lives and was afraid that I wouldn't be able to die... Hahahahaha...

At that time, was I afraid?It seems a bit.

But I wanted to laugh more at that time, and then said to him:
Jing Shijialan, I am Shahua, not a monster, my life is not that hard, and I can't be as cruel as you..."

Wanyan laughed while talking, as if she really thought it was funny, she patted Shi Jialan's chest with her hands while talking.

Jing Shijialan raised his head, but the tears still fell.

He looked at Wanyan and wanted to hold Wanyan's hand several times, but in the end he didn't.

Wanyan said she was thirsty, so she went to grab the wine bottle, grabbed it and poured it on her face, but Jing Shijialan grabbed her wrist.

"Yan'er...don't drink..."

One sentence, you are drunk, can no longer be said.

It's good to be drunk, and when you are drunk and say these things, you can still laugh.

Wanyan threw down the wine bottle in disappointment, and continued talking on her own without saying a word.

"But then, did I hate him?
I don't hate...he just wants to kill me, don't I want to kill him?

I think so too, but I don't have the skills...

Therefore, don't do to others what you don't want yourself to do to yourself. If he wants to kill me, I don't hate him.

Later, when he married me, he didn't have a betrothal gift, and didn't allow my relatives to come. He even put a shackle on me, and made me get married like a dog on a leash in front of the whole world.

I don't hate him.

He has an illegitimate child, he accepts a side concubine, and he turns a blind eye to me.

I still don't hate him.

Why should I hate him?He just doesn't love me, what's wrong with him? "

When Wanyan said this, her smile faded, and a gleam of clarity flashed in her misty eyes.

The erratic voice also carried a bit of vicious hostility:

"From beginning to end, there was only one thing I hated about him.

It's that he obviously doesn't love me, but he didn't give me a chance not to love him..."

When Wanyan's words fell, Jing Shijialan's body trembled violently, and he raised his head suddenly like a corpse, grasped Wanyan's shoulders, opened his eyes wide, and said in disbelief:

"You... what did you say...?"

Wanyan laughed again, each sound more bitter.

"If there is a person, when you meet him for the first time, you will somehow feel familiar and kind.

Afterwards, whether it was Fong'an or Huku, whether it was on the battlefield, they were kidnapped by Wuwu, or the power of Shahua was leaked, and they were besieged by people from Tianxuan Palace.

Every time, as long as you are in danger, he is always like a flying fairy, the first to find you and the first to rescue you, can you not be moved?
If a person is willing to suffer the sword of Wuwu in order to save you, but when Wuwu throws a silver needle at you, he will help you block it, can you not be moved?
If a person looks so indifferent and unattainable, but reminds you to hide your identity time and time again, and even fights against you to let you know your own strength, can you not be moved?
If a person breaks free from 64 evil sutras and is still covered with scars, can you not be moved?

If a person holds a knife against himself and threatens others to let you go with his life, can you not be moved? "

Wanyan asked one question after another, her voice became louder and her emotions became more and more agitated, and finally she almost shouted out.

At that moment, Jing Shijialan's heart stopped beating.

Jing Shijialan, who predicts things like a god, guessed all the answers wrong for the first time.

I thought you had forgotten everything, but I never thought that if you forgot, you would be tempted again.

The two looked at each other for a long time, looking at each other's tearful eyes with such piercing and clear heartache, but they didn't say a word.

Wanyan's excited mood suddenly turned cold, as if she was suddenly exhausted.

She lowered her body and said softly:
"I am Shahua...but Shahua also has a heart...

Could it be... am I not moved? "

It's ridiculous.

Wanyan's face was full of tears, but she smiled in her heart.

The world says Shahua is the most ruthless.

But she, from the first time she saw him, was moved.

　Hey... Brother Lan is really miserable, but from Wanyan's point of view, how good can this little fool be?
　　Brother Lan, Yanyan is carrying the curse of never being able to love anyone, so she fell in love with you at the first sight

　　
　
(End of this chapter)