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Chapter 968 [End 7] Silence

She looked at Feng Nagi who was furious in front of her, and there was a little pity in her eyes.

Obviously close at hand, but Wanyan's eyes make Feng Naili feel that Wanyan is very far away from him, so far away that he cannot be touched, farther than the distance between ghosts and Abi Hell.

Wanyan didn't say anything, just this indifferent glance, Feng Nagi panicked.

He grabbed Wanyan's wrist and pulled her into his arms, hugging her desperately, wishing he could take her directly into his own flesh and blood.

"Yan'er...Yan'er...don't look at me like that! I beg you, don't look at me like that!
Do you know how scared I am?If I go one step later today, I will really lose you... Do you know how scared I am!

If you have something to say, can we talk about it?If you hate me, just scold me and beat me, I can do whatever you want, don't ignore me...

As long as you don't hurt yourself anymore, I promise you whatever you say, okay?

Yan'er, I beg you, just have a word with me! "

In Feng Nagi's voice, there was no trace of anger, only pleading.

However, Wanyan in his arms even made a weak gasp.

She let Feng Nagli hug her with her hands hanging down, her whole body was powerless, her eyes were hanging empty, like a doll at the mercy of others.

Feng Naili hugged Wanyan tighter and tighter, her voice became more and more trembling.

"Yan'er... I know you are sad, but you still miss him...

But he is already dead, Yan'er, he reshaped your two souls with three souls, and when you get out of ghosts, he has already disappeared!
He won't even die again, but Yan'er, you still have your own life to live.

He is not the only one in your life, you also have a brother, a friend, you and me...

From now on, I will definitely treat you very, very well, we will raise Shu Lian together, and I will never force you to do anything you don't want to do again!
If you want to think about him and think about him, I have no problem.You don't love me, even hate me, I can accept it!
As long as you don't hurt yourself anymore, as long as you let me stay by your side, you can ask me to do anything, okay? "

Feng Nagi murmured, and the person in his arms became lighter and lighter, as if calming down a little bit.

Feng Naili didn't dare to let go of her, for fear that she would disappear once he let go.

He didn't know that behind him, Wanyan with empty eyes actually shed a tear.

I don't know which sentence it is for.

Feng Naili patted Wanyan's back lightly, like comforting an injured kitten, and said softly:
"It will all pass... Yan'er, you are only 17 years old, everything that happened before was just a dream, we will have a new life in the future..."

That day, Feng Nagi talked for a long time alone.

But in the end, he didn't wait for a word of response.

Whether his heart hurts, Feng Nagi didn't feel it anymore, he only felt pain in his bones, all the bones in his body ached.

A few months ago, he cut off all the bones in his body, cut off half of the calf bone, and turned his own skeleton into Feng Nari's skeleton.

When cutting the bone, he was full of joy, and he didn't even feel much pain.

But at this moment, he only felt pain all over his body, the pain made his eyes full of tears.

Feng Nagi Fu, Feng Nagi Fu...

He smiled wryly in his heart and called his real name over and over again, but in the end, even in the bottom of his heart, he didn't ask:
does it worth?
All the swords and sharp weapons in Fengtian Temple were put away, and even a pair of scissors and a hairpin could not be found.

But in fact, this is unnecessary, because Wanyan sits on the bed in a daze every day, not wanting to go anywhere.

Two days later, Feng Naifu brought Xuan Yi and Guan Jiheng over, hoping that Wanyan would feel a little better after seeing her family.

However, what Feng Naifu didn't expect was that seeing Xuan Yi and Guan Jiheng's Wanyan was no different from when she saw him.

She sat on the bed and hugged her calf, looked up at Xuan Yi and Guan Jiheng, then lowered her eyes, leaning her head on her knee, as if seeing a stranger.

This frightened both Xuan Yi and Guan Jiheng.However, no matter how they talked to Wanyan, Wanyan never said a word.

Since then, Feng Naifu has been guarding Wanyan day and night, for fear that she will make any mistakes.

At night, Feng Nagifu had a dream.

In the afternoon of early summer in Kyoto, the sun was still scorching, and she stood under the scorching sun, as if she had been coated with gold.

She said: "Although Wanyan is not talented, she is also determined to devote herself to the court and the country, and to serve the people's welfare with all her heart and soul. I don't know if Miss Lanyu is willing to serve the court with me? Wealthy Wanyan dare not promise the girl, But in the future, as long as I, Xuan Wanyan, have a bite to eat, Miss Lan Yu will definitely be indispensable."

The inn in Shuzhou, sleeping together on a starry night.

She hugged his arm, leaned her head on his shoulder, and fell into a drowsy sleep, muttering in her mouth: "Why do you trust you so much? Because you... are worth it..."

On the window wall of the Xuan Mansion, she combed his long hair one by one, and the moss was waist-length under the window, and the beautiful lady waited by the king's side.

She was dying of poisoning, determined to leave everyone on the eve of death, took his hand, and said to him: "Compared with the truth, I would rather believe in you in front of me."

All the memories with her were extremely vivid and carefully sealed by him.

As for his own life before meeting Wanyan for the first time, Feng Nagifu couldn't remember anything.

He only vaguely remembered himself at that time, although he was not a very kind person, but he was far from the word "crazy".

He was just an ordinary boy, but he was born somewhat indistinguishable from male and female, but the way he grew up was a bit strange.

When did he go crazy?

Probably she stretched out her hand to him and said, "Come with me."

Probably he discovered that Jing Shijialan got Wanyan, as long as they have a scroll, they are a match made in heaven.

But if he, Feng Naifu, wants to get Wanyan, he will either be punished by the heavens, or he will defy the destiny and destroy the world.

Up to now, after Feng Naifu's deliberate and careful steps, Jing Shajialan's three souls were all destroyed, and his destiny was naturally broken.

Even if he went against the sky, Feng Nagifu still won, and he finally got Wanyan.

On the night when Jing Shijialan's three souls were destroyed, Feng Naifu felt that the stone that had been in his heart for more than ten years fell to the ground, and his heart was so empty that he forgot how to be ecstatic.

He didn't hate Jing Shijialan, but felt that he was really pitiful, and he got nothing in the end.

But at this moment, even in a dream, Feng Nagifu couldn't say a word to fulfill his wish.

Or maybe it was because in the dream, Feng Nagifu was a little more awake.

He suddenly realized that he had gained nothing, and perhaps it was never the pure Shakyamuni.

(End of this chapter)