Did the playwright couple get divorced today?

Chapter 180 If you are in a bad mood, you have to find a way to vent it, otherwise what should you do if you get breast cancer?
Nan Song collected his thoughts and said, "You know my character, I can't tolerate sand in my eyes."

"Yes." Zhou Shuwei nodded.

"I'll make this matter clear to Shen Du face to face, otherwise there's no need to live on, after all, you can't mess around right under my nose, right? But today I really don't have energy, and I feel very tired. I don't want to go back to Feili Mansion tonight, I want to go to your house."

"Come on, sister's bed is very wide!"

Zhou Shuwei paused after speaking, and added: "But I'm afraid you will have to sleep by yourself at night."

Nan Song: "Why?"

"I'm not going home tonight."

Zhou Shuwei drank the water in her glass with downcast eyes, not looking at Nan Song.

Nan Song keenly sensed something was wrong with Zhou Shuwei, and asked, "Where are you going if you don't go home?"

"Not sure yet." Zhou Shuwei spit out five words lightly.

Seeing her guilty face, Nan Song's eyes suddenly became sharper: "Zhou Shuwei, tell me the truth, what's going on? Did you date a man?"

Zhou Shuwei stopped silently drinking water, raised her eyes to look at Nan Song, and switched from expressionless to full of admiration (pretending) for a second: "Wow! Song Song, you are so amazing! You can guess this!"

Nan Song snorted lightly, pretending to be angry.

"It's really you, Zhou Shuwei, your sister and I have been betrayed by men, and you still have the mind to date men? You forget your righteousness!"

Facing Nan Song's accusation, Zhou Shuwei asked tentatively: "Then why should I postpone the date?"

Nan Song hurriedly raised his hand to stop: "I don't want it, I will go to ask you out! I am very ok by myself! Enjoy the feeling of being nourished by love!"

Zhou Shuwei couldn't help laughing immediately.

Nan Song's attention returned to the topic just now: "Hey, speaking of it, how is your date tonight? When did you meet? Why haven't you heard of it before?"

The smile on Zhou Shuwei's face that hadn't disappeared froze uncontrollably.

"Ah, this, I have known him for a long time, but we haven't communicated much before."

"Then where did you meet?"

Nan Song asked questions while eating. On the one hand, he was really interested in Zhou Shuwei's new relationship, and on the other hand, he wanted to divert his attention, otherwise he would always think about that lipstick.

She doesn't like this feeling of being unable to control her cranky thoughts very much, it makes people feel extremely irritable, as if her thoughts cannot be controlled by herself.

"We met at my bar."

Nan Song nodded after listening: "Handsome?"

Zhou Shuwei thought for two seconds, and said, "Well, he's quite handsome, and his appearance is more in line with my aesthetics."

"Okay, let's have a good time with your bullshit romantic love story. Once you've settled down, bring it out to meet for dinner another day."

Zhou Shuwei smiled brightly: "...that's for sure, sister!"
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After eating with Zhou Shuwei, Nan Song took a taxi and went straight to the south bank of Lushui.

Zhou Shuwei is not at home tonight, so it doesn't make sense for her to stay there.

Because during this period of time, he and Shen Du got along fairly peacefully, so Nan Song has always lived in the Feili Mansion, and he hasn't been to the south bank of Lushui for a long time.

The time when she bought this house was three days before she and Shen Du went to the Civil Affairs Bureau to get a marriage certificate. At that time, her thoughts were very simple——

She simply wants to have a space that is completely her own. The Feili mansion is the wedding room, and it is the common property and common ground of her and Shen Du.

If two people quarreled, there was no reason to tell who should get out, so even though Nan Song and Shen Du hadn't officially become husband and wife at that time, they had already made all the preparations for the disharmony between husband and wife after marriage.

It includes not only psychological preparation, but also hardware facilities.

So she immediately bought this house on the south bank of Lushui.

Facts have proved that this house was indeed the right one, so that Nan Song has continued to feel that this house has played a great role in supporting her solitude for more than two years since she got married.

It's been a long time since I've come to live here, the house is cold and there is no fireworks at all.

Nan Song originally stepped on the carpet with bare feet and felt a little cold, so he turned on the heating system at home. After a few minutes, the huge space finally warmed up.

When I was outside with Zhou Shuwei before, perhaps because the outside environment was too noisy, Nan Song's attention could be more or less distracted.

But now that she's back home, she's the only one in the huge family. The quieter the environment, the more active the brain will be.

That lipstick that has been used for a third of it keeps appearing in Nan Song's mind. She has never been a person with a good temper and can hold back her emotions.

If you are in a bad mood, you have to find a way to vent it, otherwise what should you do if you get breast cancer?This has always been her principle.

The exquisite wine cabinet was opened, and Nan Song randomly selected a bottle of wine from it, took a goblet and returned to the original sitting place.

The moment the bitter, sour and slightly sweet wine flowed into his throat, Nan Song felt a sense of pleasure that was on the verge of being broken.

Alcohol is actually not good, she has always known it, but it can paralyze people's senses and mind, at least when people are upset and don't know what to do, it can give people a moment of peace.

To be more blunt, it can also be said to be an escape.

When they were in the tea restaurant, Zhou Shuwei asked her what she was going to do about that lipstick. She vowed at the time that she could not tolerate sand in her eyes, so she would definitely ask Shen Du face to face as soon as possible.

But why she is hesitant now and dare not, Nan Song actually knows very well in his heart.

Because she has no confidence.

She has never obtained a sense of security from Shen Du since she got married for more than two years. In fact, did Shen Du do anything excessive in not betraying the relationship between husband and wife before?
there has never been.

But that wasn't enough to make her confident enough to feel that she was an irreplaceable person in his heart.

On the one hand, it was because of what he said to her on the wedding night, and on the other hand, it was because of what happened when he was young.

Like a brand, it was deeply imprinted in her mind. After so many years, she will never forget it.

Nan Song's eyes suddenly felt a little hot. She didn't know if it was because of the smell of alcohol. She raised her hand to take the wine bottle and added a little more wine to the glass, then raised her head and drank it in one gulp.

This sip seemed to be a bit violent, and Nan Song clearly felt the dizziness in her brain surged up in an instant, which made her a little overwhelmed.

Her body was also a little soft, she tilted her head and leaned against the soft cushion beside the sofa.

In the hazy consciousness, Nan Song's memory began to drift, returning to the summer seven years ago.

　Hello everyone, I write here and want to say a few words from my heart:
　　All the characters in my books are never perfect, because they are first and foremost human beings in their world.Since we are human beings, we must have flaws and imperfections, especially imperfections in character.

　　For example, Song Song's character is super-A on the surface, but in fact, she is easy to worry about gains and losses when facing Shen Du's kindness to him. In this marriage, she is very insecure, so once the other party makes her suspicious, she will take the first step. It is easy to take the step back.Shen Du, on the other hand, was too stinky and impulsive when he was young and ignorant, which set the tone for his subsequent wife chasing crematorium.So both Song Song and Shen Gou need time to grow and change.

　　But rest assured, all misunderstandings are really just misunderstandings, not really bad things, and even if they are misunderstandings, they are still in the style of sand sculptures and sweet pets. Many writers are afraid of abandoning the article at the first sign. (counseling.jpg)

　　So I would like to explain here, I hope you have a happy reading!The mood is beautiful!grateful!
　　
　
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