rain like flowers

Chapter 116 Nervousness

The next night when Li Ruyu came back to the room, Qi Meng also came in. She looked at the environment of the house, and it seemed that Yang Jinhua had already left early when she woke up. Clean, that's how he is, almost neurotic, so the two of them are a perfect match.

"Wow, the house is so clean, isn't it? You really brought Yang Jinhua back? Oh my god, didn't you see that my underwear is all messed up, come here."

Qi Meng was instantly annoyed, she never cleaned things up, she had already said at that time, never bring the other party's boyfriend back, because it was really ugly.

"Yesterday was an accident, and I didn't expect it."

Li Ruyu approached Qi Meng who was packing her clothes, still holding her backpack, yesterday she only remembered to bring Yang Jinhua back, but she forgot that Qi Meng also needed her privacy.

"What's the matter with him? Want to get back together with you?"

"No, it's just that he was drunk yesterday."

"Why did he sleep with us when he was drunk?"

Qi Meng brought the wine, and invited Li Ruyu to sit down, and the two of them each served some food, as if their peaceful life had been disrupted.

Sometimes eating can really make the air quiet, how can there be a beautiful woman who can resist the temptation of delicious food.

Li Ruyu actually cares about Qi Meng's opinion very much. After all, Qi Meng is her best friend and best girlfriend. Some things are really difficult to do without Qi Meng's consent, especially seeing Qi Meng's face, it seems a little Not so good.

"are you sick?"

"no"

The two of them were eating casually, and the atmosphere tonight was different from usual. After a while, Qi Meng said, "Actually, I know what you mean, but sometimes you can't be too warm-hearted, and don't give it to me. Boys have an illusion, since they are about to start a new life, and since they intend to forget Yang Jinhua, then stop dating."

Li Ruyu didn't speak, but she also felt that what Qi Meng said was right.

"But, it's hard. After all, you were once so good. It is said that the sword of wisdom is used to cut the thread of love. What happened in the past is always forever."

"Actually, it's nothing. Maybe even a stranger would help take him in yesterday."

"I hope so, but boys are always like that, and they will misunderstand if there is a little trouble. Don't do this again in the future. After all, each of you has to start a new life, right?"

"You're always like this. It's easy to talk about others, but it's hard to talk about yourself."

These days, Li Ruyu has been dealing with the company's affairs. In fact, she has long looked down on the children's affair. Once the children have an affair, it is really heroic shortness of breath. The same is true for young girls, who will also be heroic shortness of breath.

The two of them sometimes chat about music, sometimes about school affairs, but they rarely talk about the company. Qi Meng doesn't like to talk about business, and she doesn't do business, but they always talk about The topic of boys is almost never an exception.

"It's really strange when you think about it. You always talk about boys when you're chatting."

"Actually, boys are the same, don't they always talk about girls when they chat?" The two looked at each other and smiled, maybe that's the case.

"Your mother asked you. I heard from you on the phone call. What do you mean?"

"You mean Shao Dong?"

"Yes, how do you treat him? Would you like me to analyze and analyze for you?"

"I treat him? It doesn't seem to be anything special. He is just a blind date arranged by my mother. It seems that my parents are very satisfied. As for the others, I don't know much about it."

Slowing down, Li Ruyu frowned and said: "In the past, I was urged to marry by Yang Jinhua, but now I am urged to marry by my parents. It seems that there is not much difference. I only met that Shao Dong a few times, so I can't tell?"

"Does that make you feel?"

"I can't talk about it. In fact, I don't care about him at all. What he does and what he likes don't seem to have much to do with me. I don't care at all. Maybe I don't like him."

Li Ruyu waited for a long time before realizing that what she wanted to say to Qi Meng was actually these words.

"Huh? You don't like him? You don't like him but want to date him? This"

"No, I just don't think it's relevant. It's ridiculous. You said that if I married him, would you have to laugh out loud?"

Qi Meng was very confused and confused, as if he couldn't understand Li Ruyu's meaning.

"I think now. I heard people say that the one who gets married is not the one I love deeply, but just suitable. Whoever said that two people can't get married if they don't like it. Marriage, each has its own differences. Like my mother said, partnering Live your life, it’s nothing special.”

"Hearing you say this, I'm really sad for you. I think you must be very hurt and sad, but you still pretend to be happy. Sometimes I really want to ask you. Seeing you laughing and joking every day, really Some heartless, but whoever hurts the wound in your heart, who cares about you, you really make me feel bad."

"It's enough to have your words. You don't have to worry about me. Since I don't like it, he can treat me as he likes. In fact, I don't care at all, and I don't care. You are like me to Yang Jinhua, even if he wears it. I will care about the smell of perfume on my clothes.

I would be picky about the price of the dishes in the restaurant he took me to, but for Shaodong, it doesn’t matter, he can treat me to whatever he likes, whether it’s cheap or expensive, I don’t care at all, I think He should be able to feel it, looking for bosom friends at the end of the world, maybe when you lose the person you love the most, you don't care so much about other people. "

"But two people will last long only because they like being together."

"Forever and ever, this hate will never end. You see, no matter how much in love a couple is, it may not last forever. It's hard. I don't care about that. Some things just go with the flow. Take it one step at a time. I think they both There are too many things to worry about, and some things can only go with the flow."

"Looking at you so sad, my heart starts to ache. You look so aggrieved. You always look weak and listless. You can't hide what's on your mind. I can see your grievance. "

"But maybe people are born to be wronged, maybe one day they will be unable to bear it, but what can I do? What can I really do?"

Listening to Li Ruyu's crying, even with a crying voice, Qi Meng really felt sorry for Li Ruyu, she could really feel Li Ruyu's grievance, it was a kind of grievance from the heart, it was difficult to express it to outsiders She said that only she knew the pain in her heart, and she was really sad.

They seem to be rich and well-to-do, but their hearts are dark and only grievances are left. Sometimes they don’t even have the right to cry, so they can only lick their wounds alone in the middle of the night. Pain from the bottom of my heart.

(End of this chapter)