rain like flowers

Chapter 152 Seriously
"I didn't think so before, but now I really feel that I really can't do without him." Li Ruyu sipped her coffee, which was no different from Qi Meng's surprise. She was actually quite embarrassed. Didn't even say hello, luckily Qi Meng didn't care that much.There was a smile on his face, as if to say that the coffee was delicious.

"This is really not a good sign. Women, don't pay too much attention to men, and don't take them too seriously. Between men and women, whoever takes it seriously first will lose. If they lose, they may lose everything. Often It's going to be miserable."

Li Ruyu said in a low voice: "When I heard it, I felt like a woman with a lot of stories. Everyone said that she was frustrated in the officialdom and proud in love. How are you doing now?"

"Boil the frog in warm water, take one step at a time." It seems that Qi Meng is very unwilling to talk about her boyfriend's problem.

"Did he hit you?"

"He dares, I think he really wants to hit me, but he doesn't have the guts, so he just shows off."

"Then he scolded you."

"Easy meal."

"In the past, when I saw you, I could always see the brilliance in your eyes. It was always there. Think about how arrogant we were when I played the violin and I accompanied you. But now? Once upon a time, I don't know why it has become like this?"

"Don't worry about me, it's not worth it."

"It's worth it, Qi Meng." Suddenly Li Ruyu held Qi Meng's hand tightly, really wanting to hold her tightly, as if she was unwilling to part with her at all.

"When we were living together with you, wasn't it great?" The past is vivid in my memory, as if it was yesterday.

"I'm fine. Really, I think it's hard for you to understand. After all, many things just don't make any sense. Maybe he's still young."

"Who would believe the excuse of being young?" Li Ruyu said disdainfully.

"Ru Yu, let's talk about some happy things. I like to hear about you and Yang Jinhua, and I like you to talk about him. Seeing how happy you are, I am also happy for you."

"There is really something related to Yang Jinhua. I want to go to the mountainous area to deliver some supplies to the children. My mother asked me to go to the company's poverty alleviation project. Are you free? Come with me."

"Okay, let me know when you go, I will accompany you, what's the matter with Yang Jinhua?"

"I never thought that Yang Jinhua was molested by a female teacher when he was very young."

"What?" Qi Meng was shocked. Listening to Li Ruyu's narration, it was hard to imagine that Yang Jinhua had experienced such pain.

"If it wasn't for a coincidence, I think he would have been hiding it from me."

"Tearing up the wound and showing it to others is equivalent to experiencing it again and again. In fact, the emotional experience is really traumatic, and it is also very internally traumatic. It may last a lifetime. Ru Yu, cherish Yang Jinhua and love him. Bar."

The topic was a bit heavy, but the two of them felt a little uncomfortable. After all, it was related to Yang Jinhua, and Qi Meng was also a little at a loss when it was involved in that kind of thing.

"But I'm beyond my reach at this time. As I said, I have never been separated from him for such a long time, and I don't know how long his business trip will take this time. I count the days on my fingers every day. There is nothing special now. The important thing, the only important thing is to wait for him to come back, doesn't he look like a woman waiting in her boudoir?" After changing her mood, Li Ruyu also felt refreshed.

"Yes, you have never been separated. You are used to seeing each other every day and sticking together every day. It is normal for him to be uncomfortable when he is on a business trip."

"Yeah, I know he doesn't want to separate from me. You know he's very clingy to me, but I also know in my heart that maybe he will travel more and more in the future. In fact, I also need to travel, but A lot of work was postponed by me, I always wanted to reconcile with him, and I still wanted to stay with him for a while."

"In short, if the two places live separately, it is easy to cause problems. If you have the conditions, you can stay in one place."

"That's right, I can't even go abroad to serve as a soldier. I could have served as a soldier or went abroad that year. Obviously grandpa has such great power, but my mother."

"You and I feel sorry for each other, so why isn't my mother like this?" Qi Meng took out a pack of women's cigarettes and took a light puff, as if she was used to it.

"Qi Meng, are you obsessed with smoke?"

"In front of you, I'm sorry." Hearing what Li Ruyu said, Qi Meng hurriedly put out the cigarette.

"You can smoke if you want, I don't know what to say."

"Your mother loves you so much, she doesn't want you to stay away from the country, and she doesn't want you to suffer as a soldier. Anyway, she just wants you to stay by her side, even though she doesn't see you often."

Li Ruyu nodded: "It's true."

"But I thought if I had gone abroad or served in the army, maybe I would have broken up with Yang Jinhua. After all, the two of us were no longer together, and we were in different places. In short, I think it would be very difficult. If I went abroad, I would definitely be with Yang Jinhua. We must have broken up, and if we were in different places, I don't think I would trust him that much."

"What's the matter, it doesn't really matter whether it's in different places, many people are together every day, should they cheat or cheat anyway." Probably thinking of his own affairs, Qi Meng couldn't help but shudder.

"I believe in myself. I don't believe in Yang Jinhua. If I have been away from him for so long, I won't see him for several months. In short, I don't believe in him anymore. I think this is also the inevitable result of physical development. People like him , anyway, I don't believe it."

Qi Meng burst out laughing: "Really, there is nothing wrong with it. You are not in a long-distance relationship. You are together every day. Could it be possible to tie him to your waistband?"

"That's what I said. He said that he has a mental cleanliness. I don't know if it's true or not, but I think I should believe him, yes, I should believe him."

"That's right, Yang Jinhua loves you so much. You, don't be so condescending. After all, he is a man, and he is still such an excellent man. Men, sometimes they need to be vanity, face-saving, and appropriate." Wouldn't it be better to be softer and subdue him, or else he'd be able to empathize with you?"

"Qi Meng, are you kidding me or are you serious?"

"I just think sometimes you shouldn't be so arrogant. In fact, Yang Jinhua has done so much for you. I can't tell you. He is really a good man. Don't miss it. Get married if you can. Anyway, getting married is just like that." Something happened." Listening to Qi Meng's words, Li Ruyu fell into deep thought, she was thinking, did she often do many things wrongly, did she not give Yang Jinhua too much face sometimes?
Is it a bit too strong, but after all, between two people, sometimes there is a relationship that ebbs and flows. Sometimes between a man and a woman, especially between two people who love each other, many things cannot be said in words clearly.

(End of this chapter)