rain like flowers

Chapter 201 Difficult
"Do you know why the blind date breaks up as soon as they say it, and they don't seem to care about it?" Liu Shanshan took a sip of coffee and said slowly.

Yuan Jing didn't know why, but still looked at her in bewilderment.

"Because I have no feelings, I am not like you with him. You are both in love. After all, it has been so long, and you may have known each other very well. Let me be with him. In fact, I feel that I don't know him at all. Blind date It's just so suitable, if it's not suitable, I won't contact you soon, at worst, I'll find the next one, it's really nothing special."

"But in fact, I still feel very reluctant. You still care about him, don't you? Seeing how sad you are every day, I always feel that you really fell in love."

"It's true that a woman's initiative is the least cherished. I was the one who wanted to meet his parents with him. I took the initiative in almost everything. I think he must think that I really hate marriage, so he took the initiative to find him, but if he didn't He was so generous and gentle to me a few times ago, maybe I would not choose him, my mother always let me take the initiative, will a woman who takes the initiative really have a good ending?"

"I don't know, but I think maybe you really like him. People like him must be very charming. Isn't it the playboy's ability to make women reluctant to leave?"

"I don't know, maybe it's because I met my parents with him, and I always want to explain everything to my parents. If I don't have a relationship, I have to tell my parents. Forget it, let's divide it. I I think since getting married is so difficult, why not listen to my father, maybe follow his arrangement and become a puppet is not bad, at least you can get married this way." Thinking of this, Liu Shanshan's eyes were a little moist.

"Actually, he is really nice to you. He is so generous. He never cares about money. I haven't seen him since I was with him. He takes me to high-end restaurants every day. He can spend money for you, but When it comes to buying bags, he is very stingy. He has never bought them for me, but recently I have figured it out. He likes to buy and buy. If he doesn’t buy it, he will be defeated. Anyway, I can buy it myself. In fact, Shanshan, you should think carefully. Well, after all"

"I don't know, it doesn't matter. I will know the result after today. Don't worry, I won't take the initiative to send him WeChat messages." Yuan Jing looked at Liu Shanshan and said that she would not take the initiative to send WeChat messages, but her eyes were almost always tight. Staring at the phone, isn't that just waiting for the other party to reply?Women, if a woman in love has zero IQ, even Liu Shanshan, who is ascetic as she is, can go on and on and on. It’s not worth mentioning her grievances on WeChat, but now she has to tell her grievances in person. It is impossible not to be tempted.

"Then what is the reason for you?"

"Actually, I don't know, it's just some small things encountered in the relationship."

"Shanshan, you have such a good temper, how could you be like this?"

"You have a bad temper because your boyfriend dotes on you and loves you, but what about me? I haven't been pampered by him, so how dare I have a bad temper? Think about it, if you lose your temper when you meet for the first time on a blind date, what about me? Is there any possibility of continuing? Maybe that’s the case. Only when the relationship is confirmed will the tantrums be lost. At that time, the two people already have feelings. Either endure it or split up. You only lose your temper when you are in the stage, you know me, when something happens, I sit for a long time without filing a case, and I toss and turn, but there is nothing I can do about it."

"Yeah, these things have to be faced by yourself. Shanshan just be herself, don't worry about him, my mother is invincible." Hearing what Yuan Jing said, Liu Shanshan burst out laughing, Yuan Jing also knew, no matter what It's almost useless to comfort Liu Shanshan, after all, this is Liu Shanshan's business, and he can only make the decision.

"It's getting late, I'll take you back." Liu Shanshan looked at her watch, and it was already past eight o'clock in the evening. She thought that Zhang Jingbo would definitely not send him a message. WeChat to him, maybe many people missed it in this kind of non-contact.

She drove Yuan Jing home, and the two said goodbye reluctantly. When they entered the house, they were still thinking about what to do with the 1 yuan red envelope.If Zhang Jingbo does not contact her, it seems that Zhang Jingbo is unwilling to continue this relationship. According to her understanding, the money will not have to be returned to him. In fact, it is not the money Zhang Jingbo gave her, it is obviously A gift from his parents to her.In the past few days when she met Zhang Jingbo, he was very generous. None of their family was stingy. If it's not about love, what is there to talk about?

She thought to herself, if Zhang Jingbo wasn't ready for her at all, and didn't think about marrying her, there was really no need to meet his parents. Maybe she had known this earlier, and she shouldn't have taken the initiative to marry Zhang Jingbo. It's really helpless to say this, marriage is such a process, how can she be willing to spend so much time on Zhang Jingbo?Time is not forgiving, and she has already reached the age of health preservation, so how could she waste her youth and take a big gamble?She couldn't afford to gamble, and she couldn't afford to lose, hey, the future is still bleak, maybe it's really not suitable for Zhang Jingbo.

In fact, she also felt in her heart that being with Zhang Jingbo is really very happy and happy. She never felt that being with Zhang Jingbo was suitable, nor did she feel that being with Zhang Jingbo was not suitable. Anyway, it is still in the stage of understanding, and it is too early to say anything. , actually think about it seriously, he really knows too little about Zhang Jingbo, but who can understand how deep a person is?

After grooming, it was already ten o'clock in the evening. She lay on the bed step by step, thinking about this point in her heart. Zhang Jingbo probably wouldn't send her a message. If he wanted to, he would have sent it early. Now I haven't sent it at this time, it seems that I must not want to send it.

She thought in her heart that she must still talk to Zhang Jingbo about the meeting ceremony, but it's not now, nor is it today, so let's wait and see what happens in the future, shall we?Every time I feel so unclear, gradually lost contact, deleted WeChat, as if that memory was also deleted.

What if you don't delete it?She has always been particularly entangled, always thinking about whether to delete Zhang Jingbo's WeChat now, or when to wait?After all, I have known him, and I have met him many times, and I can almost vividly remember his appearance and the tone of his voice, as if I can still hear his tone of voice when he speaks, and that magnetic voice, like that. He is so gentle, so considerate, but it doesn't matter, I am a Xiaoqiang who can't afford it, I can only say work hard, work hard, and continue to make persistent efforts.

(End of this chapter)