rain like flowers

Chapter 29 Anchor
She was a little surprised, sometimes Qi Meng needed help from others, but sometimes she was so stubborn, as if she didn't need anyone's help, but deep down she might still want others to help.

Maybe she must be very helpless deep in her heart. She has met Qi Meng's boyfriend before, and she thinks it is a bit glib, but he is very handsome.

Working in a TV station, she is an excellent anchor. Standing with Qi Meng, she really looks like a man and woman, but what happened to Qi Meng?

Qi Meng is a little autistic, as if she lives in the world of the violin, her life seems to be nothing but the violin.

They are both only daughters, and they are also the jewels in the palm of their hands. Li Ruyu knows in her heart that she has to take care of the family business because of her mother, although she also loves violin, piano, and temperament.

But she clearly divides those fun things, and she is involved in almost all kinds of hobbies. Even though music and dancing are the favorites, she still has to take care of family affairs after all.

She also has to do something for her mother, so she's not like Qi Meng, who doesn't care about anything but just plays the violin with all her heart, and that's just because the relationship between Qi Meng and her parents is also very tense.

She has a better relationship with her mother, but Qi Meng blocked her parents at all, and never contacted them. The only contact may be that the driver came to send her living expenses.

She thought that the boyfriend Qi Meng was looking for was pretty good, but now she feels that Qi Meng is even more unhappy than before. When did it start?It turns out that Qi Meng wasn't as cheerful as her at first, but now she seems to be a little more autistic.

"Qi Meng, are you happy that you are with him? I haven't asked you for a long time, are you happy?"

"Happy?" Qi Meng smiled strangely, seeming to sneer at this: "Although I tried my best to adjust myself to cooperate with him, to be honest, I'm not happy.

I look at myself every day, but I know in my heart, I'm not happy at all, I'm not happy at all, do you know why I like playing the violin? "

Just as Li Ruyu was about to answer, Qi Meng quickly said: "Because the violin can make me quiet, my heart can truly calm down, and the moment I play the violin, I feel as if I'm dancing with the music.

Although I'm not good at dancing, I seem to be able to immerse myself in the world of the violin without waking up, but I have to say that recently the teacher also said that I can't play well.

Maybe it's because my relationship with him has affected me, I think love will always affect people, even the most dedicated person will always have an influence. "

"If you're not happy, why don't you leave him and start a new life?"

"A new life is easier said than done. Are you happy every day? Don't you need to face those unreasonable demands from perverted customers and people every day? Can you really leave Yang Jinhua?

I also want to leave, but he seems to have merged into my blood. If I really want to leave him, what is the difference between cutting my blood with a knife and eating my flesh?

Besides, it's not that that person never committed suicide. If I really leave him, he will definitely cut his wrists. It's really painful for me. "

"Suicide? Why have you never heard of it before? How could this happen? Qi Meng, what's going on?"

Li Ruyu was a little surprised, she regarded Qi Meng as her best friend and loved her from the bottom of her heart, but now Qi Meng doesn't want to say many things to her?
"Actually, it's nothing. In that quarrel, I threatened to cut my wrist with a knife. I didn't expect him to snatch it and cut his own wrist. The blood flowed all over the place. I was so shocked.

Crying and shouting, he actually told me that he enjoyed it quite a bit, and he was quite happy in his heart. After that, sometimes when things didn’t go his way, he would think about committing suicide. I think you must sound very happy. Complicated, right? "

"Why don't you tell me such a big thing? Do you still think I'm your best friend?"

"I don't want to tell you everything, I don't want you to always help me with everything, like my parents, decide my life, decide my friends, decide my hair accessories, decide the tune I play .

I just want to choose by myself, even if I am wrong, I will choose to go on, I must at least prove that I am right, and you are wrong, anyway, I will not break up with him now. "

"You are rebellious, right? In fact, you don't love him, maybe you really don't love him, but it's just to disobey your parents, right? Qi Meng, I love you, you know it.

You are my best friend, best best friend, I hope you are happy, I hope you are happy, if he hurts you, seeing you in so much pain, I will also feel pain. "

"Stop being hypocritical, there's no need, you all say it's for my own good, who do you think you are, philanthropists? Then why don't you save the common people, you? Hehe."

There was a sneer at the corner of Qi Meng's mouth, she was not happy at all, but in fact she regretted it as soon as she said it, she probably forgot that it was Li Ruyu sitting opposite her, not her boyfriend Lin Li.

If it was her boyfriend, he would probably say coldly: "What the hell, who would love you? Do you deserve other people's love like this? You don't deserve it, you know, you don't deserve it."

Maybe he started to laugh at her clothes today, the dirty clothes she wore, obviously she was in the band, and her clothes were the most fashionable and trendy, and besides, they were so quiet, peaceful, and indifferent.

"Qi Meng, do you know what you're talking about?"

Li Ruyu stood up straight away, looking down at Qi Meng from above. Recently, she seldom accompanied Qi Meng, but why did she feel that Qi Meng was like a stranger.

"It's up to you. Whether I love him or not is none of your business. You should take care of your affairs with Yang Jinhua. You don't need to worry about other people's affairs."

Angrily, Qi Meng picked up the LV bag in front of him, and walked out of the school cafeteria. In fact, all the students in the school noticed it. After all, they were Li Ruyu and Qi Meng.

Coupled with the famous brand around him, it was impossible not to be noticed. In an instant, some people began to whisper in the crowd, but they still didn't know why.

"Qi Meng." Li Ruyu shouted in a low voice, I really don't know how Qi Meng has changed now?Why did she not look like her anymore? The two of them have such a close relationship, a relationship that can be kissed. Why is it that Lin Li will become like this?

What happened to Lin Li?But she also knows that if a worker wants to do a good job, he must first sharpen his weapon. If she intervenes rashly, it will only make Qi Meng hate her even more. Now she really misses Yang Jinhua, because when Yang Jinhua comes, at least he can give her advice Yes.

Sincerely thank Moonlight Shura for his support!Thanks!

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