rain like flowers

Chapter 65 Self-esteem
She didn't know what to talk about today?Originally thought that she would howl and cry with excitement, but she didn't, but she became calmer and calmer. It was Yang Jinhua who came to get back with her before.

Is her attitude now a compound?She didn't know, at first she thought she would cry, make trouble and hang herself after seeing Yang Jinhua, after all, crying is a woman's best weapon, especially when dealing with a kind-hearted man.

However, with her proud self-esteem and her self-cultivation, she looked down on women who cried and cried and wanted to get back together. Yang Jinhua knew all of this.

During the conversation, she could clearly feel that Yang Jinhua was perfunctory, even dismissive, and maybe she didn't want to come to this dinner at all, or even didn't want to talk more, didn't want to talk to her, didn't want her.

"You don't owe me anything, and I don't owe you anything. We owe nothing to each other."

"In the past, you always came to me to apologize to me and reconcile with me. Today, I took the initiative to ask you to ask you out, so it means I took the initiative to ask you to apologize and reconcile with you. You are right, I was always superior before , In fact, I feel really sorry for you, you have really suffered a lot of grievances, and some of the grievances are really because of me, I love you very much, it comes from the bottom of my heart."

During the conversation, the waiter in the restaurant had already served a large table of dishes. At the beginning, Li Ruyu just picked up a piece of fish tofu and put it on the plate in front of him, but now he has no desire to eat at all.

Yang Jinhua nodded. He was really surprised to receive the news from Li Ruyu, but he also felt that what Li Ruyu said was right, some things should always be discussed face to face, maybe not because of Li Ruyu's WeChat, but because he wanted to come.

He just couldn't control his own thoughts, even if he simply glanced at her, just one glance, he really couldn't imagine, what was he putting all his eggs in one basket for?Looking at the reasons she was thinking now, he was a little ridiculous, but he was powerless to refute.

But to be honest, Li Ruyu is really a good talker, especially what she said, which also touched him. It is good to be with her, but there are times when he is wronged when he is with her.

Love is not always so beautiful, it needs tolerance and tolerance, it needs each other, and it makes sense to go both ways, but maybe there will be more boys.

"Well, that's good, I've apologized, and I've given you the sincerity to get back together, I wish you happiness, sincerely."

After saying this, she immediately got up and left the private room quickly. When she walked out of the private room, she burst into tears instantly, and she broke up as soon as she broke up. Anyway, there were only a few reasons.

Besides, boys never tell girls the real reason when they break up. In her heart, it doesn't matter if she doesn't believe it, if she doesn't love her, she doesn't love her anymore.

Maybe they loved each other to death before, and if they don't love each other, they don't love each other anymore. Maybe they still have a deep dislike for each other. In short, she thinks she will never know the reason for breaking up.

Besides, even if Yang Jinhua said it, she didn't believe it, she would only believe that Yang Jinhua didn't like her anymore, no matter it was her person or her body.

When a man likes you, he just likes you, and if he doesn't like you, he just doesn't like you. There is no reason, and the reasons are all excuses, just not loving enough.

When she left the restaurant, she forgot that she didn't pay the bill. It wasn't that she didn't want to eat with Yang Jinhua, but she was so sad that she couldn't sit opposite Yang Jinhua and eat with him.

This was the first time they sat facing each other, and she thought that Yang Jinhua would pay the bill, at most, she would just give him the money, and besides, the money Yang Jinhua gave her every month, after all these years, she also needed to calculate it.

And the jewelry and jewels that Yang Jinhua gave him on weekdays have to be counted. She will find a lawyer, and add Yang Jinhua's things in her room, car keys, etc., all need to be dealt with properly. The principle of the matter is not to let the other party suffer.

It seems that Yang Jinhua can only be left alone in the wind, what are they talking about today?From Li Ruyu's point of view, there was actually nothing to talk about, the deal is done, the raw rice has been cooked, anyway, you can't wake up a person who pretends to be asleep, and it's no big deal if you break up.

"Just divide it, what's so great about it."

But she probably couldn't see that Yang Jinhua in the private room also cried childishly like a child, with tears streaming down his face.

He almost howled like a child, without any gentlemanly self-cultivation. He was really a very poor man, as if he had been ruthlessly abandoned by his lover.

Li Ruyu pretended to be aloof in front of outsiders, but when she got back to her room, she showed her true colors. She called Qi Meng to tell the story. When Qi Meng came to her room, she felt like a pig's nest.

Li Ruyu was completely different from the usually radiant Li Ruyu. Seeing her slovenly and without makeup, Li Ruyu hugged her and cried when she came up to her. It was heartbreaking.

"Qi Meng, he doesn't want me anymore, he really doesn't want me anymore, no matter if it's good me or bad me, he doesn't want me anymore, Qi Meng, tell me, what should I do, how can I get him back, what should I do? Should I kneel down and beg him to forgive? Qi Meng, you don’t know. I really love him, I beg you, can you help me find him, please, no matter what kind of request I promise him, please.”

Seeing Li Ruyu hugging her and crying loudly, Qi Meng's heart was also broken, Li Ruyu's tears were really contagious, she did not break up with her boyfriend for so long because she was afraid that she would become Li Ruyu's situation.

She hugged her and gently patted her on the back: "Good boy, don't cry, stop crying" comforting her like a mother, but she didn't intend to find Yang Jinhua in the slightest.

In the evening, Li Ruyu had a fever, and she murmured the name "Yang Jinhua" in her mouth, asking Qi Meng to find Yang Jinhua for a while, and yelling hysterically for a while.

Qi Meng took good care of her and never stayed away. Now when Li Ruyu needs comfort most, she will not abandon her. Facing men, it seems that women are much more reliable than men.

Li Ruyu, who was crying and fussing, also let Qi Meng see another side of her, probably because of the depth of love, love is too deep, and only when she loses will she feel more pain, even if she cannot live without him, But she knew that Li Ruyu would get better gradually, and everything would be fine.

When she was the saddest, she was still entangled like that, which showed that she still had the ability to control herself. Yes, with Li Ruyu's lofty personality and such aloof temperament, it was simply impossible for a mere man to knock her down.

Qi Meng has also pushed several performances these days. Compared to her boyfriend, Li Ruyu is more important to her. As long as Li Ruyu needs her, she will appear by her side.

She also made up her mind to take care of Li Ruyu and accompany her no matter what, she thought that Li Ruyu would be fine, and gradually many things became less important, and they became less important and persistent.

(End of this chapter)