rain like flowers

Chapter 7
Zhang You was still a little sad at first, and she also knew that it seemed a little unreasonable to propose a divorce so forcefully, but now the relatives' words seemed to enlighten her, didn't these relatives and elders want them? face?their lining?What about her face?Where's her lining?Could she not?

She really regretted it. Originally, marriage and divorce were her own business. She married for the sake of filial piety, but now what happened in exchange for it? She didn't expect that it was her parents who hurt her the most. That man didn't say anything, just knelt down In front of her, she struggled to stay, hmph, what a worthless man, he looked so gentle, but he was nothing more than a gentle scum after all.

Why is she here at this moment? Why does she suddenly want to laugh after listening to these people talking so much nonsense to her? What a joke, can't she even decide on her own marriage?When I get older, do I have to accept a man who looks good on the outside but is actually strong on the inside?Who will listen to her suffering, and why?She really regretted it. If she knew it earlier, she should have divorced that man directly, and she didn't need to discuss it with her parents. They really didn't understand and only knew how to tell her what to do.

"That's enough, I don't want to listen to you anymore. I decide my own affairs. I can tie it up when I want to, and leave when I want to." Before Zhang You finished speaking, Zhang Yiyou slapped him with his raised hand. Come over, hit Zhang You heavily on the face, his face turned red in an instant, this slap was so hard, it almost made Zhang You unsteady, after all, she is a thin type, she is really weak look.

The slap seemed to have shocked everyone, Zhang You looked at Zhang Yiyou resentfully: "Dad, you actually hit me, if you want to hit me, don't resist, if you want to hit me, kill me, I'll pay you if you lose this life!" You paid it off, and I don't owe you any more."

"You, you, reversed." At this time, Zhang Yiyou was almost furious.

"What you wear and use, from childhood to adulthood, where you lack food and clothing, how much I have dragged on to find you for work, and the house you are renting now, 3000 yuan a month Who pays the rent for you, and the car you drive when you go out to work, which one can afford to drive a good car like yours in the past few years you have been working, you pay, can you afford to pay after all these years? Now let’s say you two Can we harm you? Could it be that we have raised you wrongly? Are all the people who are good to you wrong?” Zhang Yiyou almost screamed, while Zhang You’s cheeks were already covered with tears. Wet with tears.

"You pick and choose. When we were not married before, we couldn't hold our heads up in front of people. Now that we are married, you are going to divorce now. Do you think people won't say you are sick? Are you really sick?"

"Dad, go and ask who is sick, who is it?" Zhang You was almost hysterical, maybe she was really tired, she didn't want to quarrel, but maybe her marriage had already touched the weakness of her parents , what can she do now?What do they know?
They don't understand anything, they can only point fingers there and can't help, maybe it's time for her to leave now, maybe freedom is waving to her, life is precious, love is more expensive, if it is for freedom , both of which can be discarded.

The big deal, throw it away, isn't it just death, what's the big deal, she asked herself, if she lived with that kind of person for the rest of her life, would she be willing if she still had a choice?If she doesn't even love herself, then who will love her?People must first love themselves before others can love them.

Suddenly, she saw the fruit knife on the coffee table with sharp eyes and quick hands, and she didn't know how she ran over. At the moment when everyone couldn't recover, Li Ruyu hurriedly shouted: "Cousin, stop, what are you doing?"

At this time, Zhang You seemed to be a little relieved, as if she had seen the dawn, her eyes were a little sly, and she looked at her father quietly: "Father, don't be afraid, no one will ever say that I will give you money." It's a shame, I want to pay for it all my life, but now, I will really pay it to you, don't worry, I bought this knife myself, it is very sharp, as long as it cuts towards the blood vessel, it will be very fast, You don't have to be afraid of me anymore, I don't have to be afraid of breaking your hearts anymore, as a human being, I'm really sorry, I'm really sorry for you."

"Youyou, put down the knife quickly, Youyou." Zhang You's mother hurriedly shouted, her voice trembling.

"What are you doing, why don't you put down the knife quickly, who are you trying to scare?" Zhang Yiyou was almost furious, with so many people, this daughter really didn't give him peace of mind.

For a split second, just for that quick split second, Zhang You didn't know where the courage came from. He usually didn't even dare to kill chickens, and he loved small animals, but when the fruit knife cut her wrist and hurt her artery She seemed a little relieved, but also a little funny. It was a very complicated ingredient. Didn't her father not believe it?

Now the family members should believe her, right?But to be honest, it really hurts, but it seems that it only hurts for a while, and then it no longer hurts so much.I don't know if people who commit suicide can enter heaven, and I don't know what heaven is like, but I hope there will be no pain, no mistrust there, so that she can swim happily, and in short, maybe everything is liberated.

Now Zhang You's knife shocked everyone. Zhang Yiyou hurriedly took out a towel to stop Zhang You's bleeding. Li Ruyu's father called 120 with trembling fingers. The whole family was almost in a hurry. Shouting in a low voice: Youyou.youyou" as if he didn't want Zhang You to fall asleep.

But now Zhang You looks really angry. When the ambulance came, the attending doctor was also anxious to check the wound on her wrist. Some emergency measures were taken. Zhang You was lifted up by the stretcher. At that time, Li Ruyu was in a complicated mood, and she rarely experienced such a scene.

But she vaguely understands why Zhang You is so stubborn and tenacious. She thinks she is very wronged and helpless. What is it that has driven a woman who looks so vigorous and energetic into such a desperate situation? Is it true? Only suicide can resolve all these pains?
Almost the other relatives were really dumbfounded. It was difficult for an upright official to decide on housework. Some of the parties involved didn't have much idea, and it was difficult for others to make accurate judgments.

"Fortunately, it was almost there. If the knife edge is a little bit off, it really can't be saved."

The attending doctor said with a sigh, the woman who looks so well-dressed is only in her 30s, how many sad things have to commit suicide, although he has to deal with countless human lives every day, perhaps in the eyes of others, they have already died. He is used to watching life and death, but when he meets a child as old as his daughter, he is not hard-hearted, how can he not shed tears?How can you not care?

(End of this chapter)