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Chapter 98 The quagmire of marriage, the abyss of pain

(One)

Gao Shiyuan: "Sister Tuanzi, you have such a serious problem with your body, it still doesn't agree to sleep in a separate bed, and it still blames you for being hypocritical, what a jerk!"

Sister Tuanzi: "It's okay, I'm used to it."

"A person's spiritual world has no limits, but the body has limits. It won't work if you go on like this, your body can't stand it! Sister Tuanzi, tell me your address, and I'll go find it to communicate. If you still don't If you agree to our meeting, then tell me the address of its unit, and I will only meet with it."

"We can't meet, and you can't see him."

"why?"

"He already suspected me of cheating. He had someone outside, so he had to sleep separately from him. If you came, he would think that you were the one I cheated on, and I couldn't tell."

"I'm about to explode! Sister Tuanzi, please tell me where you live, I'm going to save you!"

"You can't save me, everyone can only save themselves."

"I know, but my heart hurts so much that I can't do anything for you."

"No, you have done a lot for me. Every day you can chat with me, and we talk about what's on our minds, I'm very happy, really."

(two)

Gao Shiyuan: "Sister Tuanzi, are you sleeping well?"

Sister Tuanzi: "Not good, go to bed at one o'clock and wake up at four o'clock."

"Have you taken sleeping pills?"

"Eat it, it doesn't work. The physical and mental injuries are too serious, and the medicine has no effect."

"It used violence against you again?"

"Well. I told him, let's go see a psychiatrist together. He said that he was not sick and his mind was very healthy. He also said that psychiatrists are all neurotics. If I want to see a psychiatrist, I will go alone, and he will not go."

"This paranoid man! If I knew where it lived, I would run over there now and stab it a few times. Even if I was sentenced to death, I would admit it."

"Sometimes I also think this way. It would be great if he died outside while on a business trip and never came back! But, Yuanlai, we can't do that, we are different from him."

"Sister Tuanzi, call the police."

"No, if the police come, we will tear each other apart completely, what will the children think of us?"

"But, we have to find a way to solve it!"

"Well, I'm going to see a psychiatrist tomorrow. I'm really depressed."

"It's not you who should see a psychiatrist, but it!"

(three)

Gao Shiyuan: "Sister Tuanzi, have you seen a psychiatrist?"

Sister Tuanzi: "I've seen it. The doctor said that I am mildly depressed. As long as I take the medicine on time, it can be cured."

"However, if it doesn't change and your living conditions don't improve, the root cause will always be there."

"I've thought about it. The problems in my marriage are not his responsibility alone. I also have a lot of responsibility. I really should understand him more."

"Marriage is about mutual understanding and mutual love between husband and wife. It only emphasizes one-sidedly to let you understand it, but it never understands you, Sister Tuanzi, this kind of marriage is too unfair to you, you are too bitter! "

"It's okay, I'm used to it."

"If you are really used to it, why do you still suffer from insomnia and depression every day?"

"I'm not doing well enough."

"Sister Tuanzi, don't say that about yourself. It's not that you didn't do well, it's that it's too bad! If it were me, I would definitely not let you suffer a little. Even if I let me do all the housework, I would be willing "Sister Tuanzi, you need someone who truly understands and appreciates you to take care of you."

"I don't have that kind of luck in my life."

"No, sister Tuanzi, you still have a chance. Get a divorce, and I'll take care of you."

"Don't say stupid things, it's impossible for us. Don't say such things again, okay? Even if my marriage is really a mistake, it's my own choice. Now that I have chosen, I have to stick to it, even if If you make a mistake, you have to make a mistake to the end.”

(four)

Sister Tuanzi: "Yuanlai, you are right, my body is really going to collapse."

Gao Shiyuan: "Is there something wrong? Is it serious?"

"I have a poor appetite, and it is difficult to digest food. I also have heart problems, insufficient blood supply, frequent palpitations, and sometimes my chest hurts."

"Have you been to the hospital?"

"I've seen it. The doctor prescribed medicine and told me to rest more and not stay up late."

"Are these all caused by insomnia?"

"Insomnia is the leading cause."

"Have you spoken to it?"

"I told him."

"What does it say?"

"He was very nervous and said that he would take me to a big hospital in BJ and Shanghai to see a doctor, find the best doctor, use the best medicine, no matter how much it costs, he must cure the disease."

"Doesn't it understand that it is the real cause of your illness?"

"Well. He doesn't think he has any mistakes. If there is a mistake, it's that I don't understand him and don't love him enough."

"What kind of bastard logic is this!"

"It's okay, I'm used to it. But there is also a little good news, he agreed to sleep separately for the time being."

"Well, that's good news indeed. How long did it agree to be apart?"

"Ten days."

"It's still too short. When it reaches ten days, communicate with it again and strive for more days."

"Ah."

(Fives)

Sister Tuanzi: "Sleeping separately these two days, I feel much better. I could only sleep for three or four hours before, but now I don't have to worry about him hurting me, and I can't hear his snoring. I can sleep for about five hours."

Gao Shiyuan: "It's still too little."

"Well, take it easy. But now I'm content."

"It will be better."

"Ah."

(six)

Gao Shiyuan: "Sister Tuanzi, did you sleep well yesterday?"

Sister Tuanzi: "I slept for two hours."

"Why? After sleeping separately, hasn't it improved?"

"We slept separately for three days, and last night he dragged me into his room again. I wanted to resist, but he was violent again."

"Didn't you agree to sleep separately for ten days?"

"He said he loves me, he can't bear to sleep separately, and if we sleep separately, he will go crazy."

"If I had a gun, I would shoot it to death right now! No, it's too cheap to use a gun. I'd stab it to death with a knife!"

"For me, it's not worth it."

"Sister Tuanzi, everything I do for you is worth it."

"Don't be silly. Yuanlai, I know you care about me, but you really can't help me with my affairs. I can tell you what's in my heart every day, which is your greatest help to me. Really, if Without you, I don't know how I would survive."

"Sister Tuanzi, I beg you, tell me your address, I want to see you."

"Have you forgotten our original agreement? We must maintain this pure emotion and cannot meet."

"But seeing you like this really hurts me."

"The quagmire of my marriage should not be the abyss of your pain. Don't take me as your responsibility."

(End of this chapter)