gold medal actress

Chapter 237
"I... hate this world."

"It's dilapidated and dark, and disgustingly disgusting. If these creatures are not wiped out, this world will never usher in tomorrow."

"But I'm exhausted..."

"Important people have passed away, and I will no longer have any expectations for this world. Destruction or existence, what does it have to do with me... Anyway, my tomorrow will never come again."

The pale-faced woman spoke slowly and numbly to the screen, her voice was so flat that it was almost impossible to hear any emotional fluctuations, and it was not much different from the walking dead outside who had completely lost their human emotions.

After saying a few more words, she seemed a little impatient, and let out a soft hiss, "That's all for today's video diary."

She frowned slightly and stood up, and quickly restrained her overly exposed emotions, her whole face became cold and unapproachable.

She walked to the window slowly, without saying a word, but her back was completely cold, obviously the camera couldn't see her facial expression, but the woman couldn't feel anything unreal, her eyes were like a falcon It was sharp, but because it didn't know what to think of, it dimmed inexplicably. A gust of wind blew lightly, and when it passed by, it brought a bit of salty and moist taste.

The woman shed a drop of tears expressionlessly and quietly.

After being quiet for a long time, she suddenly let out a cold snort, and the infinite anxiety and boredom in her heart rushed up crazily, making her malice towards the world and her loathing for herself soar to the extreme. It seemed that with the appearance of that tear, everything in the woman's heart The dark side of everything is infinitely magnified.

She slowly made a sneer, almost already thinking about how she would take revenge on the world, and how she would die to end her own life, but before she could figure it out, a voice interrupted all of her thoughts. thoughts.

"Prosperity!"

The woman's expression froze for an instant, "Sheng Fan?...Who is Sheng Fan?"

This question floated up and down in her mind for a few times, and then followed by a surge of rich life growth and memories that her thin character could not bear at all, and this memory—— It doesn't belong to her.

As if some barrier had been opened, she froze, and something jumped past her and surfaced.

——Sheng Fan slowly breathed a sigh of relief.

Looking at Ke Ming who was walking towards her with a worried face, she smiled and waved her hands, her face was pale but relaxed, "I'm fine, thank you."

Ke Ming pulled her up who had been sitting on the ground before she knew it, Sheng Fan was not pretentious, stood up with his strength, patted the ashes on her butt briskly, and said with a jumping voice, "I can feel Now, I seem to be able to control my emotions, and I am not as anxious as before, Ke Ming, do you think I am doing well?"

The middle-aged woman who seemed to have a dull face before disappeared, and the lively and sunny little girl changed back.

The corners of Ke Ming's lips were curved, and a few locks of black hair hung loosely on his forehead, making his outline look very gentle today, "Let's watch the video first."

He walked back and pressed a few keys, and the clip just recorded was projected on the big screen.As the picture is zoomed in, the details of people's expressions become more clear, and the emotions that can be expressed are also more abundant.

The recording time was only 10 minutes, and the screening was over in a while. Ke Ming's eyes lit up, and he looked at Shengfan, "It can be seen that you were really fully involved in the play just now. How do you feel now?"

Sheng Fan lowered his eyes and felt it carefully, "I feel that my emotions are no longer affected by Minnie."

Minnie is the name of the heroine of "Doomsday Twilight". After entering the scene, Shengfan seemed to really hold the leash of this character, and the direction of things began to be controlled by her hands.

The long-term emotional impact made Shengfan look like a person recovering from a serious illness. She was in such a good mood that she couldn't help but have a show with Ke Mingxiu.

"Why do I have to fight for the people of Keluo Town who are still alive for a day? What decides all this? Is it because of that damn fate that my life has to be tied to these people I have never seen before?" On a stranger?"

In the blink of an eye, the girl turned back into a middle-aged woman with sneering eyes. Her cold-blooded and cruel temperament was completely different from hers just now. Even though her clothes and appearance hadn't changed, no one would confuse the two of them.

In front of him was Minnie, and only Minnie.

As long as after the play, you can turn the characters you have interpreted into your own personal existence as if you are in command, call it out when you need it, and put it back when you don’t need it. the benefits of.

As long as they get through the difficult days of slow and difficult performances at the beginning, most experienced actors can achieve great achievements in middle age by relying on the classic characters they have created one by one.Although it takes a lot of effort, time-consuming and risky, the rewards are far beyond imagination.

It depends on whether you have the courage and perseverance to do it.

Shengfan has courage and perseverance, but she is just too eager for success.But today, she tried to control Minnie easily after a performance, which made the present Shengfan squint her eyes with a bit of sensibility, and smiled.

"Have I figured out the play?" She asked Ke Ming with a smile.

"If you can feel that you have complete control over the character, then it shouldn't be a big problem."

"But I still want to try again." The queen girl who became interested after playing Minnie laughed out her eight white teeth.

In fact, she is not a complete entry into the play. She only mastered the personality of Minnie after she lost her lover in the second half of despair, and those experiential actors who have fully penetrated the entire role, and even have a complete set of life history and character development. There is still a gap.

But now she is willing to try.

Hearing this, Ke Ming's eyes lit up instantly, and he asked knowingly, "Which role are you trying? Minnie? Or other movies?"

Sheng Fan thought for a while, "I think I can try to start with Minnie first, after all, the process is already halfway through."

She has watched "Twilight at the End of the Day" before, and now she is just fast-forwarding and recalling the plot, taking a look at the demeanor and movements of the heroine, and conducting an in-depth analysis, and Ke Ming is also happy to see Sheng Fan's "study" After the performance, the two cooperated and played it together. While playing it, they gathered together and pointed at Sheng Fan on the screen, looking for deficiencies. When both of them realized that their stomachs were empty and hungry, the sky outside It was completely dark.

"Do you still want to eat hot pot?" Ke Ming asked.

Sheng Fan looked at his watch, and it was already past seven o'clock. In fact, she hadn't fully grasped the many experiential theories that she had just come into contact with, and it was just when she was interested, but she couldn't blame her for always being with Ke Ming like this. I'm sorry, I just want to say that it's okay to give up your life to accompany the gentleman once, and it's okay to put down what you're doing and go to a hot pot restaurant for a while.

But Ke Ming saw her thoughts, bent his lips and smiled, and took the initiative to stop the projector that was still working, "Why don't you forget it today, and it's the same if you eat it another day."

He had a gentle smile, he couldn't see the coldness and alienation when facing outsiders at all, his face was warm and clear, Sheng Fan looked at him, his eyes drifted for a moment, and then he quickly stabilized his mind.

(End of this chapter)