gold medal actress

Chapter 39 Anger

Shengfan's eye circles were reddish, and his mood was agitated for a while, and he couldn't calm down no matter what.

She turned to the last section of the script, roughly read the lines, and her memory slowly came to life.She nodded towards Zha Yidian, "I'm optimistic."

Zha Yidian took a deep look at her and didn't get angry again, "Let's start when you're ready." His voice was calm, as if he didn't care.

Sheng Fan closed the script, opened her mouth and came, without any preparation for the drama, the plot slowly unfolded in her words, "Mr. Commander is so majestic, he doesn't seem to know how to blush, it's really admirable."

She directly challenged the final confession scene of Jiuzheng who was tortured to the brink of death at the end of the film.Part of the reason for choosing this scene is because there is no need for a confrontation scene here, which can avoid the embarrassment of being blank, and part of the reason is because it requires an extremely strong emotional outburst, and at this very moment, Sheng Fan has too many things in his heart Need to explode.

She was already on the verge of death, but now she burst out with a radiance like the scorching sun. She bit her lips and sneered, "Do you know how ridiculous your appearance is? Putting on the green leather of a military uniform, it seems that you are really I have become a character myself. I would like to ask you, do you understand the Chinese people, do you understand our folk customs, our history, our beliefs and our feelings? I don’t know, people who don’t understand anything are also qualified I don’t need you green-skinned monster to teach me what is ignorant and what is stupid after judging other people’s behavior.”

"Ah!" She suddenly screamed and fell to one side suddenly. Here in the play, Matsui Iwane whipped her face hard with a whip.

She slowly raised her head, her eyes were cold, she stretched out her tongue to lick the blood on her lips, and suddenly a sinister smile burst out, she laughed and said something inexplicable, "Commander Matsui, it's snowing outside, Is it right?"

Matsui Iwane ignored her, but she laughed herself, "I know, it must be snowing." She took a deep breath, as if enjoying it, "This is the smell of snow, my favorite It’s all too familiar. It’s imprinted in people’s bones, so that people can’t forget it even if they want to.”

There is a flash of memory in this paragraph, it is the scene where Zhu Jiuzheng was raped by the passing Japanese soldiers, her eyes are empty, cold, like a corpse without emotion, her eyes are fixed on the camera, the miniature pupils are heart-wrenching My hair is cold, and my bones are cold.

She suddenly laughed, with an unusually bright smile, "Look, Commander Matsui, I am but one life, and among these thirty million lives, I am just the most humble one. And you, Commander-in-Chief of the Army, how old are you?" What a dignified and dignified position, don't you think?"

Matsui Iwane was a bit complacent, he didn't answer the words, but his heart was extremely happy, he only thought that this bitch finally came to his senses and knew how to flatter him.

"However, even an ant like me can plot against you, cause you casualties, fall into an ambush by mistake, and let you risk the lives of your disgusting soldiers like dogs, and despicably try to curry favor with your superiors, Admitted in every possible way, only to barely exchange for a chance to be saved. Say it, Commander Matsui, it's ridiculous."

Matsui Iwane was about to swing the whip again, but she laughed loudly, straightened her chest and continued to sarcastically, "Chinese people hate me, and Japanese people look down on me. Although I am humble, I have never forgotten that I am still a Chinese citizen." You insulted me today, but as long as I don't die, I will be with you forever, and if I die, it's okay, the [-] million people in China will accomplish what we want to do for us dead souls. You are not cowards, the shame of your occupation of the land will eventually be wiped away with your blood. The enemy is at hand, and he will be punished no matter how far away he is!"

After these words, she burst into tears, and these were the last words she left in this world. Matsui Iwane, who became angry from embarrassment, finally ended her life angrily.

When she died, she was only 26 years old, but in troubled times, living a long time may not be considered a good thing.

Sheng Fan ended the performance, but the gloom in her chest did not dissipate for a long time. The role of Jiuzheng was too heavy. When the last scene was finished, she cried a lot of staff members, and it was released later. At that time, she harvested another wave of tears from the audience, and during that period of time, she was always dubbed a tear harvester by the media.

After a play, Sheng Fan looked up at Zha Yidian, with expectations in his eyes that he didn't realize.She acted out the scene just now completely in the way Dou Kou used to do it. The scene reappeared and the knots in the previous script were untied. Zha Yidian was able to recognize who she was by the way she acted.

But the matter of rebirth is too bizarre after all, and Sheng Fan doesn't know what reaction Cha Yi Dian will have.

After being speechless for a long time, Sheng Fan looked up at Zha Yidian suspiciously, and saw that his lips were tightly pursed, his expression was solemn, and his eyes were also looking at himself with cold eyes.

Her expression was slightly stagnant, and her eyes fell on Zha Yidian's graying hair. He was also a handsome guy who was popular all over the country in his own era. Time also lost its aura and became an ordinary old man.

Sheng Fan clearly remembered that when he visited him for the last time, he didn't have so many gray hairs. Under his joke, he also said that he would ask Sheng Fan to accompany him to dye his hair next time.But in a few days, why did he change a little more?Sheng Fan looked at his almost white hair and the wrinkles on his face, and his heart ached for a moment.

She opened her mouth, knowing that she is not qualified to say such things with her current status, but she still couldn't help but care, "You should pay more attention to rest..."

"Shut up!" An angry shout sounded, and the veins on Zha Yidian's neck burst out, and he shouted at her with round eyes.

Pan Meiyun upstairs was startled by the voice, and ran out quickly to see what happened, and was about to persuade her, when she was startled again by Cha Yidian's "Go back!"

After a few moments of hesitation, knowing Zha Yidian's temper, she walked back helplessly.

It's been a long time since Shengfan was scolded by Zha Yidian in such a tone when he was young. She actually didn't remember a few times when he was so angry.

Just by looking at Cha Yidian's appearance, she knew that he was definitely really angry.

But she didn't know what she did wrong.

She was a little bit at a loss, a little wronged, and shouted, "Teacher."

The next moment, Zha Yidian was completely enraged, he stood up angrily, pointed to the door, "Get out! Get out!"

Sheng Fan also hurriedly stood up, already emotional, the feeling of missing and feeling guilty for Zha Yidian made her aggrieved like a child, "Teacher, I..."

"Don't call me! Immediately! Get out!" Gritting his teeth, Zha Yidian kept pointing his fingers at the door. His roar sounded like a beast roaring, and the veins on his neck were so bulging that he could clearly count one by two. .

His lips were trembling, but he didn't realize it.

Zha Yidian is old, his face turns red when he is angry, now only his eyebrows are still black, but his hair is all gray.

He roared loudly, as if he was trying his best to vent his emotions. He was very angry, but he also stood up and Sheng Rong, who was about the same size as him, could clearly see that there was something glistening in his eyes, faintly flickering, but stubbornly refused to fall.

His eye sockets were all red.

For a moment, she recalled the quarrel with Zha Yidian about the script incident. At that time, Zha Yidian yelled at her loudly, and she picked up her bag and left in a rage.Now knowing that everything was a misunderstanding, the feeling of grievance at that time rose wildly, almost drowning her.

She was at a loss, as if a nuclear bomb had detonated, and with a bang, her mind went blank for an instant.Her voice choked, and she packed up her small bag on the sofa, "Okay, okay, I'll be leaving right away."

Zha Yidian was still roaring, repeating the same sentence, but it was meaningless, maybe he didn't even know what he was talking about, "Get out immediately!"

Sheng Fan burst into tears instantly. She pouted her mouth and tried her best to hold back, and walked out without turning her head. When she came to the door, she didn't forget to turn her head and bow to Zha Yidian, "Teacher, I'm leaving."

"Get out!" Zha Yidian threw a pillow over, his voice hoarse and trembling, trying his best to conceal the strong emotions that were about to break out of the ground.

Sheng Fan almost ran away, when the door closed, her nose and eye sockets were all red, there were no pedestrians on the empty road, night had fallen, and the aroma of warm food was coming from every house.Her stomach was empty, and she was walking alone on the road. Feelings of loneliness and helplessness swept over her body. On a sultry summer night, her blood seemed to be completely chilled.

Before she could take a few steps, she had already surrendered, squatting on the side of the road holding her bag and crying loudly.

From time to time, a car drove by and honked at her, but she refused to let her go. She just cried loudly, as if she wanted to cry out all the grievances in her body.

Once reborn, she is far from being as strong as she imagined. Everything is just holding on. In fact, she is also helpless and hesitant. It's just that growing up alone for many years made her get used to keeping everything in her heart and facing it with a smile. everything.

In fact, she is just an ordinary and fragile person.

The many auras she had gained did not make her truly invulnerable to all poisons, nor did she allow her to easily face the anger of her beloved.

She vaguely guessed the reason, but it didn't mean that she couldn't feel sad at this moment, and she could stop crying as if nothing had happened.

Her phone was not on silent, and there was a ding dong, indicating that there was a text message notification.Shengfan cried even louder, overpowering the ringtone of the phone, like a child on the side of the road crying all the time.It's a pity that she doesn't have loving parents, no one to comfort her gently and kindly, and no candy that can make her smile. There is only the street that is getting colder and colder. Every family is enjoying the beautiful atmosphere of dinner. No one knows. , under the light of yellow halo street lights, a girl was crying loudly.

Shengfan cried out of breath. In her memory, she has not experienced such a big cry for several years. She knows that crying can't solve the problem, only being strong can make her grow up and mature, but at this moment she still wants to Indulge yourself once.

No one spoils her and pampers her, only herself.

Crying until she was almost discouraged, a loud ringtone interrupted her thoughts, sobbing and irritatedly pressing the mute, her eyes swept across the screen, and it was a completely unfamiliar number.

But it's useless to turn off the mute. That number is like a gangrene, and I call and call again, and it seems that I won't stop until the call is connected.

Shengfan was completely angry, and her emotions were already fluctuating. She acted rudely, and vented her anger completely on her mobile phone, pressing the screen to make a clicking sound.She wanted to turn off the phone directly, but she gave up halfway through it and got through the phone.

A calm male voice came from the other end of the phone, "Miss Sheng, it took me 36 minutes and 28 seconds to make this call. According to statistics, it only takes eight seconds to make a call on average. That is to say, We could have saved these 28 minutes and [-] seconds. According to my personal ability, these [-] minutes and [-] seconds are enough for me to process [-] documents. Therefore, I hope you can do something about the time I wasted. Come up with a reasonable explanation."

As soon as Sheng Fan got on the phone, he heard this person babbling a lot of nonsense at an extremely fast speed, like a machine gun, chatting non-stop, it was extremely annoying.

She suddenly became angry for no reason, and her anger burned directly to the top of her head.She sneered, and said a word into the microphone that she hadn't said for a long time in order to maintain her image.

"roll!"

　In the past few days, because of exams and some things about the start of school, I may not be able to take care of them, so I can only post new chapters automatically.

　　Everyone wish me success in the exam, sad face.

　　
　
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