The origin of the star lotus world

Chapter 380 Text
Text Chapter 350 Three

"Mr. Lin Qisheng, do you know that I stayed at home for seven consecutive years without going to work! What kind of miserable life did I live?? I had autism at that time, and for three years, my grandma and I lived at home in the suburbs of Beijing. Not bad! For a total of two or three years, it was not bad for me to live with a cat at home...But for a while, my father, my mother, my grandmother and my family of four were at our home in the suburbs of Beijing. After my mother scolded me, my father scolded me My grandma can’t stop me, after all, I don’t go to work, it’s so shameless to gnaw on me! My mother patted her face and said that people have shame like a witch!! My mother and father didn’t work at the time, and my father From time to time, I scold when I eat at the dining table!! I have to wait for them to finish eating before I dare to come out to eat. I try to hide out of my bedroom, sometimes I have to be scolded when I come out! There is no movement in the house, sometimes I have to be called out to be scolded! Just because I don’t go out to find a job, how many reprimands and scolds I have endured... My mother drove me to a dead end because I didn’t go for 50 yuan for a ticket to the health care product conference My dad continued to eat and drink at the dining table after seeing it. He ate and drank very calmly, as if he was still smiling! Sometimes I wonder if he really was my dad who treated me well when I was young? Occasionally he is like a stranger He is the same, even the enemy is as cruel, how can I still treat him well?? Mom is still mom! She gave me all the money she promised me! But I have scolded me a lot!! It’s not that grandma has been protecting me as much as she can, she has never given up on me as if there is no future! Maybe I was gone at that time... At that time, no one else was willing to pity me and help me! In my extreme suffering During the filming, I gradually regained my eyes that see through human nature... But thanks to all the hardships and hardships at that time, I survived. In autumn and winter when I was 24 years old, my grandma went to a good nursing home in my hometown, and then my mother went abroad! In the spring of the second year, I also found a job, and everything gradually got better... After another year, my mother’s financial situation improved greatly! She had a very easy job helping foreigners purchase intermediaries, and her financial situation gradually improved. Already! I also started to have some good taste of being a human..."

Lin Qicheng continued to gently touch my hair and my cheek, and I continued to talk to myself, talking endlessly. (Maybe I'm bored, but that's how I am...)
"Thinking about the seven years from the age of eighteen to the age of 24, I was very tired of myself during this period! Is it because I am the cheapest life in the world that I have to live such a miserable, poor and difficult life?? After a period of time, I only had one meal a day! A pair of Adi’s cracked shoes had to be worn for three years in a row!! My grandfather passed away when I was 19. In the next six or seven years, apart from my grandma and mother, I had A word of concern and greetings from any relatives! My dad said that I would break with anyone, but was there anyone who was willing to take care of me when I was completely in trouble?? I mentioned to you the other day that I was 25 years old in the spring , I couldn’t find a job one day, and I didn’t catch the last subway, so I sat outside the city all night. Xing Xing, I asked myself in my heart if there is any meaning in living? Why am I so talented but so miserable?? Why did my originally well-to-do family, which was good when I was a child, fall to such an extent now? I Is life so bad??"

"Your life is very good! You have me, you have...you have...you have many, many..." Lin Qicheng gently touched my face, encouraging me.

"Maybe the starry sky gave me the ultimate answer that day, allowing me to gradually unravel many memories of the fantasy period that I had been dusted up by myself, and help me find my true self! I began to think of many, many illusions Stories from different periods... It turns out that in the fantasy period, I was so powerful, so terrible, so vicious, so hateful, so arrogant!! The real me is so unfathomable, yet so passionate! How cruel must I be in this life? My weak and humble self was forced into this state..." I cried helplessly and sadly, lying in Lin Qicheng's arms, my body trembled slightly.

I spoke of my past misfortunes without shedding a single tear, nor moistening my eye sockets!But mentioning that I'm finally starting to unblock myself, I immediately become tearful and sobbing...

Everything is for the ultimate dream, with my fifth life's near-limit tenacity and hardships, I finally accumulated enough divine power to carry out the upgrade and firmness of the new three fantasy universes...

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