The origin of the star lotus world

Chapter 622 Text
Text Chapter 580

Later, in some places, I told the love story of my junior high school boy with people in the circle I came into contact with. Although it was plain, it was true and pure.

These feelings are just a small test, but I also experienced a feeling of being hurt and hurt, and I clearly remember the sadness and fragility at that time.

This is just liking, what if it is crazy love that hurts?I dare not think about it because I am very emotional.

The boy in the middle school class didn't like me at all, he even mocked my charm and said I was sick!

People who have had unrequited love can understand how sad it is to be hurt by the person who has a crush on love.

I don't want to be hurt emotionally by others in the future, not even once!Rather than being severely hurt to the inner pride and self-esteem, it is better not to like it, and liking it is only a short-term superficial layer, not to love deeply, not to be obsessed.

Once I was in the outer courtyard of a bar, and saw a girl squatting on the ground and crying loudly. Her friend was comforting her, and she was crying very sadly.

Because the fitness male god he came into contact with was gay and a mother, she really couldn't accept such an astonishing truth, which was too different from what she imagined.

Of course, male gods from all walks of life have their own freedom of orientation, and the era is tolerant and allows other orientations to exist.Some can even get married, and enjoy the same rights as ordinary spouses, don't cheat, and show more responsibility and obligation.

The greater the resistance to being together, the more you want to be together, and if you don't separate or give up, you will love to the bone and soul.

(Yuan Tian: "You're not saying that Lin Qisheng's little cell wants to be with you, are you?")
(Origin: "Write it casually, Lin Qisheng doesn't love Mengsheng, it's just my wishful thinking, love can't be forced, give him freedom.")
When you are young, if you can, cry more for love, no one always wins in love.

Sometimes I miss those years when I was emotionally moved by love. As long as you live a lifetime, it is good to have loved.

In the past, I have had secret love, fantasized, lusted after, and had the aftertaste of love.

I also chatted and shared with the people in the base that I came into contact with in the first grade of primary school, a foreign uncle called Second Uncle, who worked for my mother and father's clothing store, lived in these homes, and was a relative of my grandfather who lived in Lingcheng County.

There is also a very masculine uncle bath worker in the factory bathhouse of my grandfather's house in elementary school. They have touched it many times.

When I was 26 years old, I met a young male tour guide with curly hair and brown skin in a bar in September, and some of the past experiences of many people I chatted with on the Internet.

Once, there was a Pisces boy in Nancheng. We met in a game group. He was the owner of the group. He had a rich family, a villa and a servant.

At that time, I stayed at my mother's house and chatted with him, and found that he was also a person with the same orientation, and he was just talking in the group.

I use a [-] netbook, and he uses a high-end desktop computer. He still has a good laptop computer in the university dormitory. He has many friends and classmates and has a good social circle.

After talking a lot, he had a whim and felt that I already had a partner, so he refused to have sex with him.

But he is very used to having me and doesn't want to be separated!He can be a mistress without dignity and shame, and I don't need to love him, as long as I can stay with him all the time, just don't ignore him!
He also spent tens of thousands of dollars to live in a five-star hotel in Kyoto for half a month. Except for traveling alone, he just begged me every day and even scolded me to come out and meet him.

It's actually my responsibility!I said I was ugly, but I didn't say I was fat!And it didn't work either!Staying at home, where can I find any emotional partner?
If I had been honest with him, he would have gone to someone else!It was the youthful age of love in college, he didn't like the big fat man, so he let it go.

Then he went back to Nancheng to go to school, and then he would quarrel with me, even if he didn't!

He started to get angry when nothing happened. He lost the clean, naughty and cute aura of the past, and sometimes even became depressed, with dazed eyes, hesitant expression, and always sullen.

I have completely failed his imagination!He humbly agreed to be a child, and his family still has money!He said that I can change my job and live in his house in Nancheng. He doesn't want much, he just wants a companion and a reliance. Of course, this is just his idealized personal imagination.

When he and I finally had a complete quarrel, I completely ignored him, and he ate after despair. Fortunately, his family found nothing wrong.

Her cousin used her younger brother's name to say that she would find someone to kill me in Kyoto!It has been located in my approximate area, and if it doesn't disappear again, it's not scaring me!How dare you fuck her innocent 20-year-old brother who is in college like this!If I don't fuck off again!If you dare to chat with her brother once, then burn some paper for yourself in advance and prepare the passing money!
Then I started to change the number and continued to watch his space silently, never spoke again, and interrupted once.

I don't want my original account number, and the account and password are all deleted in the computer's notepad.

Until one day, he wrote in space that his first love was a devil. He really couldn't imagine what kind of person it was, but he once loved, and the love was very sad and tangled.

For a while he couldn't laugh anymore, he just wanted to be alone in a daze, but now it's all right, now he has a good person who loves him, he wants to let go of these unwillingness and grievances, and he also thanks this person for his kindness to him for a year or two Accompanied by chatting and irritating words, I had an unforgettable youthful memory.

Then I deleted all the information I had contact with him, and I couldn't find this person at all. I am very happy that he is living a happy life.

Many years later, my mother took me to Nancheng to participate in the South Fair. I didn't stay in the hotel once, and I didn't go to the South Fair venue.

I myself tried to find him in the subway, but I didn't know his address. He had said it many times before, but I had forgotten it, so I went to other strongholds to stay several times.

Maybe he doesn't remember me long ago, if he does, I want to tell him that when I chatted with him, I was just a very young otaku fat guy who had no job and was about his age, not the frail uncle he liked who was older than him!
In fact, I envy him quite a bit. His family has money, enough food and clothing, and he is in college. Unlike me, who was admitted to college with three majors, my family had no money to study at that time, so I could only squat at home, suffocating and shutting down for seven years.

And it's true that I chatted with him to relieve boredom!Games such as Tianlongbabu online games and Pokemon Ace Attorney are also fun!
Also, his singing is really hard to listen to. He is more tormenting than me listening to him sing!Sometimes he spoke in tongues, and I couldn't understand him.He was quite narcissistic, and he was a pretty sunny boy at the time.It's just that he can give money to strangers, but he never thought of giving me money.

In the video, he ate dessert by himself, but he ignored the black screen and could only watch. I also wanted to eat something good, but I didn’t have much money at the time.

Also, my netbook is sometimes crashed by the other party's video card, and it's not that I don't reply when I have something to say.

(End of this chapter)