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This is an exquisite notebook, and its weight is negligible to Yuchen, but at this moment, this light notebook is like a heavy weight in Yuchen's hands, and he slowly opened the first notebook. Ye, at that moment, the feelings that had been suppressed for three whole days finally could no longer be suppressed at this moment...

The first part of the diary records Ruoxue's feelings for a long time. This is a diary that makes people cry, and it is also a diary that makes people feel sad and feel sorry for that beautiful girl.

In the diary, Ruoxue records every bit of her life, as well as the hesitation and anxiety in her heart. She wrote that, from the moment I was born, my life has been determined for the future.

Like the children of most families, what I have to face in the future is to become one of the major victims between the interests of the family. In the Qiu family, my fate has already been doomed. Big, they always think that I am like that delicate girl who is loved by thousands of people.

In fact, I am more envious of those carefree childhoods. Their smiles are always full of innocence. Every time I see those innocent eyes and innocent smiles, my heart throbs inexplicably.

......

At 20, I was trapped in the entire huge cage like a bird in a cage. When I learned that I was going to marry a son of a family that I didn't love, or even just met when I was a child, I couldn't stop crying I wet my cheeks, why, why does God treat me like this?

Why do we women have to become victims of family interests?

So, I decided to run away... With the help of my best friend Yihan, I moved into her house, hehe, I met a very shy man, um, he is a little handsome, with Sometimes there will be a sly smile.

In June, this day was a shocking and restless day for me. We returned from school as usual, but we witnessed an astonishing scene on the street. ,vehicle...

At that moment, a cry of a child piercing through the sky suddenly reached people's ears. When several cars galloping towards them were about to mercilessly take away the life of the lovely little girl, a figure stood at the critical moment. Rushing into the road, he rescued the little girl. His back is simple and great, but what he didn't expect was that that person turned out to be Yuchen...

I never thought that my life would intersect with him, but in the next days together, I found that I couldn't help falling in love with him, and I kept telling myself no, no, he has meaning, I am doomed not to have love in this life..

But...but why, I obviously want to forget, I want to leave, but I am always accumulating thoughts about him, and I can't let go of this love that I shouldn't have.

Seeing this... Yuchen couldn't calm down anymore. He took a deep breath and lit a cigarette that he hadn't smoked for a long time. At some point, Lin Tian had quietly receded, and Yihan took his arm, Quietly looking at Ruoxue's last beautiful relic..

I fell in love with him, desperately fell in love with someone who shouldn't be loved, because he is my best best friend's boyfriend, I am a sinner, I know I can't have love, I know I'm going to leave, but Or moths to the flame.

God, why, why can't I have a love like a normal person?Why don't you even have the qualifications for love?If not, then I would rather turn into a butterfly and soar in the free sky...

Turning through the pages of the extremely heavy diary, the eyes of Yuchen and Yihan couldn't help but tears welled up. There was too much helplessness and unwillingness in it, as well as Ruoxue's miserable life.

No, I can't be easily defeated by God, I have to work hard, work hard to pursue my love and the life I want... But I failed, under the tears and anger of my parents again and again, I knew, from that moment Since I have failed.

I used to work very hard and I was very persistent, thinking that I would get the happiness I thought I would get in the end of my life, but when the dream was shattered, I realized that it was just a shameful happiness that I was deceiving myself. Seeing Yihan and Yuchen happy The appearance is always sour and wants to cry, but every time this happens, I can only force myself to smile. I hate this kind of myself, because it is very hypocritical. I have lived under the mask for 21 years. Get used to a person, sometimes that loneliness is really beautiful, so quiet, so indifferent to the world.

This day finally arrived, I made a willful decision, I gave the most important day of my life to the person I like, I know, I am about to leave.

I traded my tears for cheap love, and I got Yuchen, but I couldn’t walk into his heart, walking in the rain, I could only cry and cry, love you, let me accompany you to the end for a while...

The time happened to be the period when Ruoxue left. This is a very long but heavy unspeakable diary. Both Yuchen and Yihan's hearts became extremely heavy...

Yuchen, I’m sorry, forgive me for coming into your life uninvited. When I left you, my life seemed to lose its brilliance. There was always darkness in front of my eyes. Lin Xiyang wanted to get me, he wanted revenge You can only live in fear and anxiety every time..

Walking into the hall of the wedding banquet, I knew that my life was about to end at this moment... Looking at the poignant words, at this moment, Yuchen trembled all over, his expression was gloomy, and the tears in his eyes could not stop Wet the rows of delicate words...

Yuchen seemed to see that beautiful rose, which dyed the entire wedding hall red...

Yuchen...I know I will leave you, I know I will leave the whole world, Yihan, Yudie, Xuanerjie, and Yuchen...I love you all, I will never forget you in my life, And my parents, my daughter is not filial, I don't blame you, I only blame the unfairness of this world, in my next life, I want to be an ordinary person, don't have too much family background, don't want too much money, and don't want a beautiful face , marry an ordinary person, and live the happy love that ordinary people should have..

I know I'm naive and stupid, but I...bye, I love you all...

On January 1, Ruoxue walked into the wedding hall, walking towards the countdown to death. Under the eyes of countless children from aristocratic families, they envied, jealous, and even looked greedily at the most beautiful Ruoxue that day. Xue, wearing a luxurious white wedding dress, under the v-neck is the alluring white curve, her delicate and perfect cheeks are slightly pale, but more icy and glamorous, but no one can see the gleam in her beautiful eyes. Faint sadness.. No one thought that this holy church would soon be stained red with blood...

At the last moment of the wedding, at the moment when the rings were being exchanged, Ruoxue suddenly proposed to dance. Amidst enthusiastic applause, the dancer in white danced slowly and rhythmically.

Exquisite body, sexy figure, all these outline a beautiful picture, in the warm applause of the people, the beautiful bride continuously danced the last dance in her life...

"Yuchen... I love you, I have never regretted it in my life, goodbye, the one I love..." After these words, that beautiful rose, that poignant bride, in countless People's attention fell heavily on the palace of marriage...

At the end of this sentence, there is a section of Ruoxue's unwillingness and hopeless helplessness. It says, if you have peerless martial arts, if you have a prominent family background... there are countless exclamation marks behind. ..

"Snapped..."

"Snapped...."

Tears could not stop falling into the black and white notebook, Yuchen and Yihan could no longer suppress their feelings, the diary recorded Ruoxue's life, and also recorded her love for Yuchen, this love, Heavy and painful, this love is so beautiful even if you can't get it...

On the last night when the notebook was closed, Yihan couldn't help but burst into tears in front of Yuchen. At this time, a hazy drizzle suddenly fell in the gray sky, as if the earth was baptizing the crying soul...

In a gorgeous cemetery in Shanghai, a few black shadows are faintly visible in the hazy rain and fog... Some are sad, and some are indescribably heavy...

In front of a tombstone, the owner of the tombstone has a beautiful and delicate face, so beautiful, so touching... This tombstone will always make passers-by stop for a few seconds, and then shake their heads and sigh...

"Ruoxue, this is your favorite orchid, and this sea of ​​purple flowers will bloom here in the future..." The purple orchids are so beautiful, Yihan puts them in front of the tombstone.

With heavy remembrance in his arms, Yuchen walked step by step in front of Ruoxue's tomb. Looking at that familiar and beautiful face, Yuchen couldn't believe it. , if you have a prominent family background, you still echo around Yuchen, Ruoxue's words come true, but she will never see Yuchen again...

"In the future, I will come to see you and accompany you, and tell you the stories that have happened in these years..." With his head lowered and tears streaming down his face, he placed Ruoxue's diary in front of her tomb, and stared at it for half an hour. Finally, Yuchen stood up slowly.

"Let's go..." Holding Yihan's hand, Lin Tian, ​​Fei'er, and Nini held umbrellas, and they left the rainy and foggy cemetery. Is it an illusion or a hallucination, she actually saw an illusory but familiar smiling face in front of Ruoxue's grave...

"Ruoxue, in the next life, we will still be sisters..." Yihan smiled lightly, took Yuchen's hand and said playfully, "Yuchen, I want to see the sea..."

"OK..."

"Ah."

"Brother, I'm going too..."

"Then let's all go..."

In the hazy rain and fog, their figures slowly disappeared, and the rain and fog in front of the tomb slowly became clear, that beautiful cheek embedded in front of the tombstone, with a faint smile...

(After much deliberation, this is Ruoxue's best ending. God said, forgive the author for that beast)