Rebirth starts from Xianyu

Chapter 747 Life is so absurd
Since Lin Zheng became the leader, he has met Qingxue almost every time.

There will always be a collision of flesh and soul, and even sparks will be inserted.

But there was never a real conversation between the two of them. Lin Ying agreed to see her today, so he wanted to talk to her about his innermost thoughts, something pure and beyond revolutionary friendship.

Eating offal in the old place, there are memories everywhere.

It's an indescribable feeling.

When eating offal, Qingxue sat very close, almost touching Lin Ying's body.

She is still familiar with the smell of Sprite.

It made people feel very excited, but Lin Ying didn't dare to go too far, and hid for a while after returning. This place is not far from Baga Company. If people see it, how can they explain it clearly? It's all different.

Qingxue also felt Lin Ying's indifference, but she was the same, she still ate gracefully, and picked up a piece for Lin Ying from time to time: "Eat this beef intestine, I remember you like this."

Lin Ying passively accepted her enthusiasm, and said while eating: "When I was working here, I ate this for a while at noon, and then I felt it was not good. Now I don't eat it every few years. Now It tastes good again."

Qingxue raised her chin, and said with affectionate eyes: "Director Lin, you may be different from you. I will always like the things I like. Every time I come back, I will have a meal of offal."

Qingxue always felt that there was something in the words, and Lin Ying didn't know how to continue.At this time, the situation has changed, things have changed, and looking back, the person who is still in the dimly lit place may not be him anymore.

After eating the offal, Qingxue proposed to go for a walk in a park outside the city. Lin Ying checked the time and did not refuse. After they arrived, they walked and chatted about the past, talking about the situation of the same colleagues in the past.

In the end, the two were tired from walking, so they sat in a pavilion in the middle of a park to rest their feet. The peach blossoms were burning outside the pavilion, and the cool breeze was blowing in the pavilion. It was a good place to relax and happy.

In the past, I always felt that I couldn't finish talking with Qingxue, but today, Lin Ying always felt that he didn't know what to talk about. This may be the so-called strangeness.

"Speak, Qingxue, what's the matter with you? I guess you came back from Huga to find me today." Lin Ying asked directly, seeing that the time was almost up.

Qingxue looked at the beautiful scenery with her head tilted, her expression was a little unnatural, and she replied with lowered eyes: "It's okay, what's the matter?"

"I know you have something to do, so let's talk." Lin Ying looked at her. From the time we met, Lin Ying felt that Qingxue came here today with a purpose, and he has been waiting for Qingxue to speak, but she has never said anything. He said that he had to break the deadlock by himself.

Qingxue seemed to have been prying into her privacy, her face flushed slightly, she looked back at Lin Ying, and suddenly said, "If something really happened, I might just miss you a little bit."

Lin Ying froze for a moment, and replied with a smile: "Qingxue, let's forget about it. I'm married and have a very cute child. You can come and see him if you have a chance."

Qingxue suddenly collapsed, her body trembled violently, and her big eyes turned red: "Lin Ying, do you really have no feelings for me?"

This kind of question is really inexplicable.

Lin Ying smiled wryly: "These are not important anymore, Qingxue, you are a good girl, and I can't delay you. To be honest, you should also find a good man to marry and live your own life."

Lin Ying felt a little pain in his heart when he said this, but this is the way normal people think.

Qingxue chuckled lightly, feeling a bit sad: "Chairman Lin, am I afraid that I will make you responsible, so I deliberately don't want to have anything to do with me, ha ha, then you underestimate me too Zhang Qingxue.

I have always liked you, and I can't forget you, but I won't pester you. As for whether I want to find another man, this is my own business. At this stage, I still can't forget you, so it's not right to find someone else. To be fair, it only hurt him. "

Lin Ying looked at the snow-white side face, and was a little moved: "Qingxue, I am always grateful to you. If you hadn't lent me money to buy a house, helped me, pushed me, and encouraged me, I guess You don't have everything that I, Lin Ying, have now, so in my heart, you have always been the kind and hardworking Qingxue."

"It's a pity, I transformed you so that other women's women can enjoy themselves." Qingxue smiled wryly, her face full of pain, like a little girl who lost her beloved toy.

Lin Ying was helpless about this: "Actually, to you, I am just an illusion now, not a real existence, so you have to let go of your obsession." Lin Ying is also persuading himself to let go of his obsession.

But Qingxue suddenly grabbed Lin Yan's hand and said: "Even if it is an illusion, it is real. For me, there is no more real feeling than this illusion. I need this feeling to enrich myself. I The most regrettable thing is that I didn't stand firmly with you at the beginning, hold you tightly, but pushed you away. If God gives me another chance, I will definitely die. Hold you tight, hold you tight, never let you go, stay by my side forever."

At this time, it's a coincidence.

There was a thunderstorm, and it began to rain. The bean-sized raindrops were sparse at first, and then became larger and denser, forming a huge rain net that enveloped the entire Baga City.

The sky darkened immediately, the leaves rustled in the really strong wind, and the petals of the residual flowers splashed in with the rain, and one of them hit Qingxue's snow-white and flawless face, stuck, and flowed with her tears.

It makes people feel incomparably pitiful and poignant.

Lin Ying gently wiped the petals off her face, just like wiping away her tears, and gently held her hand tightly. In the storm, this lonely gazebo became the only lonely umbrella for the two of them.

The hearts of the two are also close.

But Lin Zheng's cell phone rang, and it was a message from Xiaowen, "Husband, are you back? I'll wait for you to have dinner tonight."

Lin Ying was immediately slapped in the head, and Qingxue's hand was warm and greasy, so he took it back. At the same time, he began to worry about when the rain would stop. He had already told Naiwen in the morning that he would rush back to have dinner.

This little girl probably did the cooking herself.

Qingxue looked at the rain and didn't intend to stop, but she felt more and more happy in her heart. The rain created a solitary atmosphere for her and Lin Ying, and left Lin Ying to herself. He jumped and sat directly on his lap.

The whole body was also on Lin Ying's body.

Ruanxiang fell into his arms, Lin Ying was shocked, as if he was facing an enemy, he looked around in a daze, and quickly pushed her: "It's clear and snowy, are you crazy?" This is a big park, this is a place where people come and go, luckily it's raining heavily No one came.

But Qingxue hugged Lin Ying's neck tightly with her own hands, brought her face closer to Lin Ying's, almost one centimeter away, and said very seriously: "Lin Ying, I know you have a wife Now that I have a child, I don't dare to have too many thoughts, but I can be your lover, I don't want anything, I don't want a title, I don't want an identity, and I don't need to give me money, I just stay here silently, as long as If you come back, or if I can see you when I go up, I will be satisfied."

A woman is indeed a very emotional creature, and also a crazy animal. For the person she likes, she can be like a moth to a flame, desperate, but Lin Ying knows that this is unfair to her.

Lin Ying pretended to push her away and replied calmly: "Qingxue, the most precious thing for a woman is not to find a man who is rich and successful, but to find a woman who truly loves herself and protects you. Be your person, but now I can't do it, so I'm sorry, I used to like you very much, it's true, but I can't occupy you for the rest of my life, people always have to look forward, so that there is a better future .”

"I don't care, Lin Ying, I just like you, I love you, I am willing to give you everything I have, I can give it to you now, now it is raining, no one will come." Qingxue kissed wildly Looking at himself, Lin Ying seemed to be suffocating.

To be honest, Qingxue's words were extremely provocative, but Lin Ying didn't dare to do such a thing, it was too exciting and absurd.

"Qingxue." Lin Ying roared angrily, shaking her shoulders violently at the same time, completely controlling her.

Lin Ying said angrily: "In my heart, Qingxue will always be a pure, beautiful, and hard-working girl. Maybe she is already dead. You don't have to do these despicable things to get some rewards. Do you want to If you want the position of Baga’s general manager, I’ll give it to you, I’ll give you what you want, and you don’t have to do this kind of thing anymore.”

Qingxue was stunned.

It was as if he had been slapped on the face by Lin Ying, and he was in a daze.

She didn't refute, but just lowered her head a little ashamedly.

She came to Lin Zheng today, the starting point was that she really wanted to be the general manager of Baga.

Because she got the news last night that the position of general manager of Baga is going to be vacant. This is her best chance and the last chance to be promoted. She must come to Lin Ying and win Lin Ying's favor, so there is today's scene.

Of course, only Lin Ying deserves her to do so.

She didn't think it was a deal, and it wasn't worth being ashamed of, because her feelings for Lin Ying also flowed out naturally.

Even from Lin Ye's point of view, you can't say that she is hypocritical, she has real emotions in her heart, and Lin Ye can feel that kind of hotness, but it's just mixed with impure things.

Yes, impure.

Lin Ying knew Qingxue too well.

Lin Ying knew it when she shook her chest.

She will never change, there is no way to change her nature, no one can change a person's roots.

"Lin Ying, if I can get you, I don't want anything, but I can't get you, I just want to get something else." Qingxue understands too well that a woman is real only when she gets it, and what she can't get, It is empty, it is empty.

Lin Zheng didn't speak for a long time, and then said: "Qingxue, let me share a word with you, if one day, you no longer look for love, just love; you no longer desire success, just do it; you no longer pursue empty space Your growth is just the beginning of cultivating your own temperament; everything in your life is just beginning, maybe everything will be much better."

Qingxue seemed to understand, and she didn't seem to understand, so she retorted stubbornly: "I can't understand what Lin Dong said, I only know that a person has only one life, and only you live well, seize every opportunity, and serve every opportunity. Do your best with an opportunity, and this kind of your life belongs to you.”

This sentence is indeed very clear, this is the truest portrayal of this woman.Lin Ying dare not say that such a view is wrong, and he is not qualified to evaluate it.

It's just that, in his own life, Lin Ying has to walk according to his own mind. A pair of shoes can only be known if they fit, and a person's life path always needs to be tried to know whether it is suitable for him.

Therefore, once a person has established himself, no matter how many things he has, it is difficult to change, nor can it be easily changed.

The two of them sat like this for a long time in the pavilion without talking, and waited until the wind stopped, the rain stopped, the clouds cleared, the sun came out, the birds twittered, and the children came to play in the water. Then Lin Zheng said: "Qingxue Let's go, let's go back."

Only then did Qingxue come back to her senses suddenly, as if her soul had revived.

When they separated from Qingxue, the two embraced with expressions, which was requested by Lin Ying himself.

This hug.

It contains a lot of things, including regrets, treasures, reluctance, and abandonment.

After parting, Lin Zheng called Xiaowen: "Xiaowen, I'm coming back now, you wait for me to eat."

Xiaowen said happily over there: "Well, I thought you were delayed by something, Xiaotian, Dad is coming back to have dinner with us, be happy, Dad, Dad."

Lin Ying suddenly felt like returning home, and returned to the provincial capital without stopping. Just after leaving the city of Baga, it rained heavily again. , the vision is still very blurred.

Lin Ying asked the driver to drive slowly, and watched the flying rain through the car window, overlooking the entire Baga City. He felt that the entire Baga City was wiped out by the rain, and it ceased to exist, as if he had put his previous All are buried.

Back home, Xiaowen was still cooking the last dish, Lin Ying stepped forward, hugged her waist gently, and bit her ear.

"Don't~ wash your hands quickly, you can eat." Xiaowen's face was about to water.

After this time, Lin Ying never returned to Baga.

The next day, when I returned to the company, Lin Ying talked to the HR department and issued a few personnel notices to transfer Baga Madeli to Huga Company as the chairman of the labor union, and transferred Zhang Qingxue, director of the office of Huga Company, to the post of Baga General Manager , Comrade Ding Wancai was appointed as the director of the marketing department of Baga.

This is the final settlement between myself and Qingxue.

As for Ding Wancai, this was decided by Lin Ying on the way back.

Although Lin Ye didn't talk to Ding Wancai this time, Lin Ye saw him in the corner, his eyes seemed to be abandoned by the whole world, lonely and helpless.

Ding Wancai, who has experienced so many ups and downs, deserves a chance both in public and in private.

Seeing the personnel notice, Zhang Qingxue felt mixed emotions in her heart. She got what she wanted, but she also knew that this was the last straw to draw a line with Lin Ying. From then on, that Lin Ying no longer existed.

As for Ding Wancai, when he saw the notice, he almost killed himself. He really couldn't believe that what he could not get after struggling for a lifetime, was changed by a single word.

Life is so absurd.

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