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Chapter 63 Then I Really Ask
Starting from changing the subject, the atmosphere all the way back was so good.

It seems that Yi Ming has never confessed her heart.

It seems that Fei Yiban has never heard of Yi Ming's mental journey.

However, in this seemingly happy "journey".

There are too many truths that Fei Yiban is simply unwilling to face and touch.

The girl who made him fall in love for the first time said to him, [I don't like this world, including myself, including you].

Stressed again and again.

This was before he even started expressing any emotional appeals.

She is afraid of harvesting all the emotions from this world.

It's not that she doesn't like it.

She dare not.

I don't even know how to express it.

As a person who experienced serious psychological problems during adolescence, Fei Yiban is especially able to understand Yi Ming.

In his opinion, Yi Ming is a person with extremely strong heart.

Even if 10% of what happened to Yi Ming happened to him, he might be autistic until he grows old.

When we met for the first time, he hated Yi Ming's innocent smile.

Now that I see it, it hurts so much.

How much hurt a person has to suffer and how much struggle he has experienced, can he cover up all his emotions.

Perhaps, it is really impossible for Yi Ming, who has experienced so many traumas, to fall in love with him.

Even so.

Fei Yiban also doesn't want Yi Ming to live in a mask forever.

Even if you don't like him, you should take a look outside the cover.

Feel the real world, and the most authentic self.

however.

The process of unraveling the cover was too cruel.

Fei Yiban couldn't help it.

There is no way to peel back the cocoon of Yi Ming's experience at this time.

Even if he still has too much curiosity.

This feeling is difficult to describe in words.

It's not even logical at all.

He is obviously the one who most wants to pull Yi Ming out of the cover.

Why did he become the person who was least willing to let Yi Ming lose his protective cover just like that?

It would be great if there is a way to open the cover without hurting Yi Ming.

Will there be?
It would be great if there were more "old classmates" like Qi Xiaodong, who were not close or far away, and who spoke impartially.

In that way, he can outline many pictures of Yi Ming's growth process in the few words of these people.

It's just like the picture of Yi Ming's Ueno School sketched before.

There are not so many ifs in the world, and there are not so many ifs.

All assumptions are not facts.

At this moment, Fei Yiban doesn't want to think about anything, he only hopes to make the girl he likes happy.

A joyful return journey, a different kind of happiness.

Just like that, I drove the car all the way to the pond villa.

Fei Yiban didn't intend to send Yi Ming back directly, but made a long-awaited proposal.

"I designed a star room on the top floor of the Doric Villa. You don't need a telescope, and you can see the night sky at any time. Are you interested in going to see it with me?"

Fei Yiban let go of his insistence on waiting for Yi Ming to find out.

What else is more meaningful than making Yi Ming happy now?
Even without the blessing of surprises.

The appearance of the starry sky roof can at least make Yi Ming feel better than before.

If Yi Ming didn't like to watch the stars, he wouldn't have specially built a slanted skylight.

Not to mention a hidden pillar for the telescope.

The pillar was discarded by him, but Fei Yiban definitely put his heart into remodeling the whole room.

Yi Ming accepted Fei Yiban's proposal and said, "Okay. After the villa is built, I haven't even seriously visited it yet."

"I wasn't there when the villa was built, and the house was already mortgaged when I came back after it was built." Yi Ming stood under the Doric column gate, feeling a little emotional.

"I, the owner of the house after 15 years, haven't had time to check and accept it properly." Yi Ming clapped his hands and was about to go inside.

She came in once before and told Fei Yiban how to [borrow the scene] the soul of Yijia Village.

Not long after.

The mood is very different.

"How could you be the homeowner 15 years later? You are the homeowner now, you rented the house to us, aren't you the landlord?"

Fei Yiban did not agree with Yi Ming's statement, and retorted: "The landlord wants to see what his house looks like. Isn't it justified at any time?"

"Oh, is it? That's probably because I don't have experience as a landlord."

With a smile on his face, Yi Ming turned his head and said to Fei Yiban calmly: "I have rented in the basement without windows for more than two years, but the landlord never once asked to come to see the house. She dislikes that place. She has great taste, as long as you send her money on time, you can talk to her about anything."

"Ah? Don't you claim to have three bedrooms and two living rooms on the North Third Ring Road?" Fei Yiban was very surprised, and immediately found the details he focused on: "Why is it a basement without windows again?"

"Does Dafei think that I'm talking big when I don't match what I said?"

"No, I'm just surprised. No matter what Yi Ming says, I will definitely believe it."

"why?"

"You said it, everything you want to say is true."

"That's it." Yi Ming once again began to talk about things related to herself in an understatement:
"In the beginning, I lived in the basement to save money to build a villa and buy a car for my parents. If I can save money, I must save a little."

"For me, I don't have the life to live in a good house."

"My three-bedroom and two-living room on the North Third Ring Road, I bought it for a day and sold it before I lived in it."

It was obviously a particularly bad thing, but Yi Ming said it as if he had won some kind of reward.

The clouds are calm and the wind is light, with a smile on his face.

No matter from any angle, he smiled without a speck of dust.

This expression is innocent and impeccable.

Every time this expression appeared, Fei Yiban felt even more uncomfortable than when he first saw him.

When we met for the first time, Fei Yiban was simply upset at this smile.

Every face-to-face now is mixed with too many emotions.

He especially didn't want to see such a smile, let alone hear Yi Ming say such things.

"How can you say that? Can you stop saying such things in the future?" Fei Yiban's tone was almost pleading.

"Why not? Is a house very important?" Yi Ming asked back: "Even if I live in a palace-like house, what can I do? You know, it's not like I haven't lived in one before."

"I wish I didn't know." Fei Yiban said.

In Fei Yiban's heart, Yi Ming deserves the best in the world.

She lives so hard.

She may have emotions she cannot express.

There have also been more extreme treatments.

But her heart is extremely soft.

She will remember others' kindness to her, especially what Yi Shenfei and Tao Caidie have done for her.

After running away from home for the first time, Yi Ming knew better than anyone else what her parents did for her.

Just because he knows everything, Yi Ming will never be able to forgive his past behavior.

Under this kind of strong self-blame, he still has to face the gossip and gossip of the whole village with a smile.

Live hard in endless accusations.

Seeing that Yi Shenfei was sick, he was reluctant to go to the hospital for formal treatment.

Every second Yi Ming opens his eyes, he will be condemned by his conscience.

She must have endured to the limit before choosing to leave again.

Different from the last time, this time, she put all her efforts into making Yi Shenfei and Tao Caidie live a life that everyone envied.

In order to achieve this goal, not only must she be good enough, but she must also endure a lot of hardships that ordinary people have never experienced.

Just a few words can piece together a picture of Yi Ming's life in Beipiao.

Hearing Yi Ming mention the "palace" again, Fei Yiban knew that the cheerful atmosphere along the way was all an illusion.

They may not mention it, but this topic has never passed.

It became an unavoidable topic between them.

Fei Yiban didn't say a word, and took Yi Ming to the star room in an unusually silent manner.

He took out the remote and closed all the shades.

The star room was instantly dark.

Fei Yiban pressed the remote again.

The two nebulae on the ceiling began to twinkle like stars.

These two nebulae are fully ten times the size of the roof of the starlight car.

In a room with no other light sources.

Two nebulae are particularly spectacular.

Probably only the aurora in Rovaniemi can be compared with the roof of the starry sky at this moment.

The gorgeous starry sky, revealing endless splendor, seems to be natural, flickering but not dazzling.

The starlight on the roof cannot illuminate the entire star room, nor can it illuminate the people in the room.

It's so flickering.

I can see the person next to me, but I can't see the expression on the face.

It's just so good that people can temporarily let go of all pretense.

"There are two nebulae on the roof, can you see what they are?" This is what Fei Yiban hoped for Yi Ming to see a long time ago.

He was going to introduce the constellation to Yi Ming, and then tell her all his little thoughts.

Yi Ming lay on the carpet, stretched out his fingers, and said, "This one is Capricornus, and this one is Aquarius."

Fei Yiban was a little frustrated, and said with a weary look: "How do you know everything?"

"I've seen pictures of constellations, and it's so unfortunate that I have a meaningless picture memory." Yi Ming's tone did not show any excitement.

"I suspect you're in Versailles, but I have no proof. I feel like I've been hit hard, physically and mentally."

"is it so serious?"

"Of course, it can't be more serious."

"Actually, there is still a small thought that I didn't see at first glance." Yi Ming's words, I don't know if they are comforting.

"Then tell me, what evil thoughts do I have?" Fei Yiban's tone was rascal and cute.

Anyway, I can't see the expression clearly at the moment, so it's best for me to act in my true colors.

He is still a 22-year-old boy.

The age of just graduating from college.

Why can't he be rascal and cute?
"You can't say it's bad, at least you didn't mean it." Yi Ming explained.

"Ah? What are you talking about!" Fei Yiban really wanted to add "my good sister", but he held back.

"Capricorn and Aquarius, when you designed these two nebulae on the roof, did you think that one is your constellation and the other is mine?"

"Ah heh?" Fei Yiban became excited immediately, from lying on the white wool carpet to sitting.

Regardless of whether Yi Ming could see it or not, he frantically raised two thumbs up to Yi Ming in turns, and said with a sullen expression, "Sister is wise."

For the two nebulae on the roof, it took Fei a whole week for the wiring alone.

A small starlight roof requires two top craftsmen to spend 9-17 hours, but he spent ten times the workload.

Moreover, the larger the area, the more complicated the circuit.

It's just such a small detail.

Fei Yiban felt that all his previous efforts had not been in vain.

"Unfortunately, I'm not a Capricorn." Yi Ming poured cold water on her.

"Impossible! I've seen your ID card, okay?"

"When did you see it?"

"Just... just the village committee, isn't there some information left by you when you worked in the village committee?" Fei Yiban was a little nervous: "Let me declare in advance that it's not what I want to see, it's your village committee." He said that he wanted to find me the information on the cement factory before, anyway, I just took a look."

"Well, it's okay, you can watch it anytime you want."

"Ah? Are you not angry?"

"Not angry." Yi Ming replied.

"Impossible, I asked you to take a look at the font I designed with my mobile phone, and you disagreed with life and death. You must be a person who pays special attention to privacy."

"Well, I respect your privacy, so I don't look at your phone."

"Tch, that's why you're angry with me." Fei Yiban was extremely depressed.

He really happened to see it.

At this moment, there is a feeling of indisputability.

Explanation is to cover.

To hide is to have a guilty conscience.

To be guilty is to do something wrong.

So in the end to continue to explain or not to explain?

"I'm really not angry, anyway, even if you read it, you don't know what constellation I am." Yi Ming patted the carpet next to her and motioned Fei Yiban to watch it together.

"How is it possible? January 1st is so easy to remember on your ID card. I must be mentally handicapped to figure out what your zodiac sign is."

"You also said that it was on my ID card. My birthday and my zodiac sign are two different things. On January 1st, my father and mother reported it casually. At first, I felt that they deliberately concealed me. The fact that there is a mine at home."

"..."

Without warning, the topic returned to the time when I first got into the car.

Compared with that time, the current light and atmosphere are more suitable for heart-to-heart conversation.

Fei Yiban didn't have to change the subject, he turned sideways, pillowed his left hand, and said in a very gentle tone in the dim starlight room: "Today Yi Ming seems to have a particularly desire to express."

Yi Ming also turned sideways, resting on his right hand, facing Fei Yiban.

Although they couldn't reach the distance where they could feel each other's breath, it was definitely the closest they got.

"If you want to say it, finish it at once. It's better than squeezing toothpaste, right? Is there anything else Da Fei wants to know?"

"Then I'm really asking."

"Just ask."

"Why do you have three bedrooms and two halls on the North Third Ring Road?"

　Finally returned to the normal amount of updates.

　　Keep going tomorrow.

　　
　
(End of this chapter)