The prisoner and the sea

The instrument beeps and beeps.

The noise caught Gwen's attention.

These instruments look very modern, but they have been replaced with a [retro skin] feeling. There is even a small LCD screen, a few brass glass tubes constantly playing visual values, and a detection filter composed of a distiller and a high-pressure valve. instrument.It looks unbelievable, very powerful.

The tail still hurts a bit.

Seeing that the tray beside him was still stained with blood, he remembered the scene where the mastodon Shadtomia pulled out a piece of his own dragon scale.

Even the teeth hurt a little.

"The result is out." After Tomia finished speaking, she picked up the record book and walked over.

Tomia opened the record book in front of Gwen.

I wrote a lot about my own data, almost all of which I couldn't understand; but a few key figures probably matched Gwen's estimate of myself in my mind, so that I could know what was written about my own records by reverse cracking. what. "The body is fully developed, the muscles and the source force are well mixed, the right knee has a rejection reaction of 12 farmian, the mechanical heart has not updated the beating data, the blood supply has a 0.75% error error, the dragon blood concentration is 11:15%, and the dragon has not yet affected the mind. ..." Generally speaking, my body is good, but the bad news is that this body has reached its limit.

At this time, Gwen is like Captain Aizen. His physical fitness and spiritual pressure have evolved to the upper limit, but his upper limit is slightly worse than that of some people.

"I don't understand," Gwen said.

This is learned from the curse blade.

Tomia put away the brochure: "I won't tell you about such complicated terms. Your data is incredible, and your evolution rate is amazing. How do you exercise? Could it be that you are also exercising in your dreams? Your body has reached To an extremely advanced level, are you really a human being? In fact, this is what I’m thinking about right now. Generally speaking, human beings can’t exercise their muscles perfectly, but what you said is indeed a perfect exercise Here it is, it’s unbelievable.”

"It was indeed exercised in a dream."

"Hahaha, you are so interesting! If only you were from Shucheng, we would have known each other earlier, maybe we are married now, hahaha!" She laughed loudly.

Her smile has always been quite low.

"Okay, no kidding." She closed the book. "Your mind and body have produced a subtle connection. To continue strengthening your body, it must involve strengthening your mind. Something has been blocking your chance to break away from the boundaries of yourself. For you, you Now if you want to continue to strengthen your body, then you must be honest with your heart. Honest with your source power."

Going beyond the limit in Utopia is not an unimaginable thing, it is better to say that every powerful person has surpassed his own limit.

Long Yan didn't become so powerful in the first time, he also had a clear growth range, until today he was becoming stronger every day, and he didn't hit a new limit again.

Let go of your mind.

To recognize the scenery in your heart.

Answer the images in it.

Incorporate what you have learned all your life into this scene.

This is how the source power is obtained.

It sounds like a very mysterious way to gain power, but it's actually not like that.

Utopians believe that everything in this world can be learned and obtained in a step-by-step manner.The same is true for Yuanli. Although it sounds mysterious and illusory, it contains a kind of truth, a truth that can be practiced and obtained repeatedly.It's like a mathematical formula, you can use it to calculate the answer of one person, and you can also use it to calculate the answer of another person.

Generally speaking, for most Utopians, Yuanli is a kind of power that feeds back to the body through the soul.

But for Gwen, this kind of power is more like feeding back the soul from the body.

It is true that you have practiced your source of strength.

Now Gwen's physical body has reached its limit, and it has reached a point where it cannot be changed without stepping on it.
Further limits.

It is impossible to strengthen one's own body through ordinary means.Gwen is acutely aware of this.

Then there are only two methods left.

One is the use of illicit drugs for physical enhancement.

The other is supplementary lessons.To make up for those things that were missing in the process of growing up, that is, the normal source of power to tame the mind, so that the behavior of the mind and body tend to be on the same level.

There is still some time.

There is still a little time.

Gwen decided to use all her strength to tame her heart.

With the source power of the third stage, his future on this road is naturally bright, but it does not mean that this is a completely good thing, especially if he wants to tame the soul in a short period of time, he must re-recognize Be clear about yourself, it takes a few days to complete the journey of almost a lifetime with other sources, the difficulty is beyond doubt.

The means through this method is to meditate first, to summarize the knowledge and past of the self.

Grab a word, explain it in depth, and start to breed power.

"Okay, I understand now, so where is the meditation room...will you guide me?"

"Meditation room? What meditation room! You don't need that!" said Tomia.

Miss Mastodon crossed her hips: "You have reached the point where it is difficult to return. Ordinary meditation should not have any effective effect on you, so we need to be more radical."

She expressed her philosophy: "Scholars of source power. Obtaining source force through spiritual strengthening, and then using source force to strengthen one's physical body, this is the foundation of a theory. And some gifted people can use their own body to strengthen the source force. Then it shows that there is a possibility to change the cognition of the mind through the strengthening of the body. Therefore, the radical behavior we say is to exercise your body so that You are walking towards a road of well-being in your mind.”

It's a bit like a wizard's guide.

Some people often tell you from an early age that taking a detour is an irresponsible approach to the future.However, in reality, people who take detours often have more development space and location advantages than taller people. This is where human beings have contradictions.Morality doesn't change anything except making people more noble.People who have been treated unfairly will still be treated unfairly.People who cheat to gain their own advantage often have this advantage to guarantee them a difficult early stage.

Therefore, as soon as Gwen heard that there was a wizard strategy, he became interested.

"Tell me carefully."

Tomia smiled:
"I can use a poisonous drug to put your body into a state of suspended animation. This state is also a state where the source force is stimulated to the greatest extent. The source force is flexible. Although it is rigid, it does have a limit to its flexibility. , before a person is about to die, if he encounters a major crisis, he will encounter the root of his own spiritual landscape to a large extent when he enters the spiritual landscape at this time. That is to say, you will see what the answer is, without having to work hard It took a lot of hard work to meditate to get the answer."

"You said so many benefits, I think there should be some disadvantages, otherwise you wouldn't have to leave the Xuecheng and come to this desolate place to find experience items, am I right?"

"Power has a price." She swayed from side to side with a sweet smile.

"tell me."

"This starts with meditation on the source of source power. Let me ask you a question, why do people have to meditate to obtain the truth of their own source of source power, the truth of the things they desire in their hearts?" Mia is much more serious.

This question is used as the first question by all Origin Messenger to ask their students.

Gwen heard the answer from the gray tower without exception.

"In order to have a sense of self-identity."

"So you see why you need to have a sense of self-identity?" she asked.

The gray tower did not mention this question.

Gwen frowned.

"Worried about us being addicted to power?"

"It's not because the answer to this question is the lifeline of our power users."

Tomia said loudly:

"What human beings yearn for is bound to be different from what they want in their dreams. For example, now, I give Long Yan a wish, and it will come true when I say it. Long Yan will make a wish, so that the old man will be in peace forever .And is this wish really his wish? Or is this wish really what he wants from the bottom of his heart? Then? Let me change the premise, I will give this wish to Long Yan and realize it immediately The thing you want most in your heart.”

She showed a cruel smile:

"Then there appeared Long Yan's sister, his mother, his father, and all the innocent people who died in that fire. Then this wish to send what he wanted in his heart is really what he dreamed of ?not necessarily."

She spread her hands:
"You can see that what people want and what people really desire are two different things, and the sense of self-identity is our lifeline. If we do not obtain self-identity and compromise through meditation, cognition, morality, and values ​​​​are all It may completely collapse in an instant. So what I am going to do for you is very radical and very dangerous.”

She warned:

"Especially people like you. You may not have a clear understanding of yourself, so you may misunderstand what you really want. Let's assume, suppose you come from a place that does not belong to Utopia, then back to Is home really what you want? You don't have to answer me. You just have to ask yourself."

Tomia's eyes were deep, and she could no longer see the pretended stupidity.A certain kind of self-certified wisdom and the will of a high-level source of power emerge in the eyes.

It was a fire.

One group explained why she left the best and most comfortable environment and came to a town class from a giant city class.

"Let me think about it for a moment. I'll go get something to eat."

Gwen ran out of the room almost in a panic.

Tomia waved behind him and said:
"Then I'll stay here. If you don't come tonight, I'll go do other things."

Gwen didn't answer.He only gave the other party's slightly embarrassed back as an answer.

Is what I want the same as 'I want in my heart, eh?

Even just thinking about it makes people feel scared.

Gwen is probably able to know what he really wants in his heart, but he will try his best to deny this, and use his words to comfort himself.

Can.
Even if you pass the test of universal morality, it is hard to say whether you can pass the test of your own heart.

Gwen felt like a character in the movie Stalker.

In the movie Stalker, there is a place called the restricted area, and there is a room in the restricted area where people's wishes can be granted as long as they enter.The main character's master goes into that room and gets a lot of money out, and then shortly after that his master commits suicide.The reason is that his master once had a brother whom he loved very much. He thought that his inner desire would be to revive his own brother, but the real desire in his heart was to get a lot of money. This kind of guilt made him unbearable. So he took his own life.

At the end of the movie, the men who want to enter the room are standing outside the room.

They dare not face their true heart.

So he fled in the end.

At this moment, Gwen's mood was the same as theirs.He is eager to know what his heart's true desire is, but he is also afraid of this desire, denying everything in the past.

He knows his true colors.

It is because he knows that he has been unwilling to release.

He controls his depraved desires with superhuman willpower.

Now, you have to face yourself.

Even if I have never done anything that can be called 'conscience,'
But...true self, is this really okay?There are many things in this world that are better not to know than to know.

What the id craves is absolutely what the superego rejects and the ego fears.

For example, some people like to say that they don't want to do anything but pornography, but they may be kind-hearted, or they may be entangled in themselves.

For another example, some people are filial to their parents, but what the ego desires is for family members to spend money and gain unfettered freedom.

It is difficult for people to imagine how despicable their real desires are.

Most of the time, it's not the person who turns bad.

It's that it's already so bad, but it's always been restrained.

He wants a lot.

He also knows a lot about himself.

After spending some time in an empty room, Gwen decided to give it a try.

Back to Mastodon's lab.

Tomia seemed fully prepared to see Gwen back.She smiled, "I know."

She pinched her hair, "I know you will come back...you are this kind of person, you are more unyielding than everyone else."

"...What's the plan?"

Gwen was getting ready on the bed with a pink mattress and pink mugs.

Although very girlish.

But now I can't take much care of it.

"The plan is, I just made a batch of new potions based on the results of your sampling, which can strengthen the condensation of your dragon blood, and at the same time put you in a state of suspended animation. Hold your brain with the source force, and you have about 1 minute .”

"1 minute…"

"In your ego, this 1 minute can be used for nearly an hour. This is the exchange ratio I got based on the research data obtained by some friends."

"Let's do it."

"Understood~"

The end of her voice rose happily.

With the two tubes of medicine slowly injected into the body.

Gwen felt as if his brain was about to explode, and the powerful source force almost crushed the steel brackets around him.

Tomia was taken aback.

Then, it's like sleep.

Gwen closed her eyes.

When he broke free again, the world had already undergone earth-shaking changes.

Looking at the endless emptiness around him and the blue waves beneath his feet.

He opened his lips a little, and murmured, "...is this, the sea?"