Shocked!She came back with a miniature version of the boss

Chapter 184 She Was Afraid Of Losing Lu Zhiyuan
She is a person who lacks the desire to share.She also couldn't tell about this experience and emotion, she didn't simply fall in love with Lu Zhiyuan with a dual personality.

She still has heartaches and obsessions that have never been healed in her previous life.

Gu Ciyin hid the third master's superpower and Ziyu, and told her life as a story. This talk lasted for two hours, intermittently, and Dr. North didn't interrupt her.

Dr. North's heart was full of turmoil. It turned out that Xiaoci was a person who had resurrected her life. No wonder, with superb clinical skills, there was always a sadness hidden in her eyes. No wonder Xiaoci knew that she was in prison. No wonder Xiaoci had some actions, like It's a person who has been in prison, that's the subconscious reaction of a person who has been in prison, and she once wondered why Xiaoci behaved like this.

Now, it all makes sense, then she used to be Xiaoci's master.

Dr. North knew it well, but he didn't point it out.

Gu Ci only talked about her and Lu Zhiyuan, but it was enough to make Dr. North feel distressed.When Xiaoci saw her, she always rubbed her wrists, so, did she abolish Xiaoci's hand?
"Master, what should I do?"

Dr. North is an atheist, and he doesn't believe in karmic reincarnation, rebirth, time travel, but Gu Ci's emotions convinced her that this is a real story, not a dream of Gu Ci.

"Xiao Ci, Master will not tell you how to choose. You have to follow your own heart. No one knows your choice except you." Dr. North said, "But Xiao Ci, you have to learn to love yourself. to love others.”

Gu Ci looked at Dr. North ignorantly. It was only with such eyes that Dr. North felt that she was a young girl. She hugged Gu Ci distressedly. She never thought that Gu Ci would suffer so much. .

"Those bad memories make you lose the ability to love yourself. Your people have returned to the first life, but your heart is still in the sadness of the previous life." Dr. North said, "I ask you, if they all If you don't love you, what would you do?"

A look of cruelty flashed across Gu Ci's eyes, "Shut it up! Make him unable to leave me for the rest of his life."

Dr. North touched her face, "You are hurting, not loving, Xiaoci, this is not the expression of loving someone."

"I know I'm sick." Gu Ci said, she was soberly watching herself sinking into madness.

"It doesn't matter." Dr. North said with a light smile, "In this long life, who hasn't gone crazy once or twice, don't blame yourself, don't feel inferior, self-suffering, it's not your fault that those sufferings in the past have knocked you down. Let's not keep other people's sins in our hearts, Xiao Ci, bring back you who stayed in the previous life, and don't let her stay in the abyss alone, okay?"

Gu Ci burst into tears, as if shed all the tears suppressed in the previous life at once.

"Master, I can't get it back!" Gu Ci cried loudly, "What should I do, I can't get it back."

"Don't cry, baby, you're crying so hard that Master's heart will break." Dr. North stroked her long hair tenderly. Thinking of how he had broken her hand, Dr. North's eyes turned red, and she couldn't help but It is certain that she likes Gu Ci, so it is impossible to abolish her hand for no reason, "Master will help you, and Master will help you."

After a hearty cry, Gu Ci fell asleep lying next to Dr. North. Dr. North looked at her sleeping face, with tears still hanging on her eyelashes. It is difficult for a doctor to heal himself, as it has been since ancient times.

Xiaoci needs a psychiatrist. Too much obsession is a disease.

Heart disease still needs a doctor of heart medicine, and her best cure is also Lu Zhiyuan.

Dr. North frowned, and pulled Gu Ci's sleeve. There was no scar on her arm. She hesitated, and pulled off her blouse. Sure enough, she saw some bruises and burns on her lower abdomen, almost all of which were fresh injuries. There were similar scars on his thigh.

When Gu Ci woke up, it was already late at night.

"Master, I lost my temper." She cried until she was exhausted and fell asleep.

"Are you feeling better?"

Gu Ci nodded. It was strange to say that the matter was still a mess and there was no solution, but she did feel a little more relaxed.

"How long have you been having nightmares?"

"It's been... for a few months." She didn't dare to sleep soundly at night. Once she fell asleep, she would have nightmares. It was better when she was in Universal, knowing that Lu Zhiyuan was upstairs, and after arriving at Lantian Villa, she almost had nightmares every night.

"What about masochism?"

Gu Ci was stunned, pulled the quilt to cover her legs, and suddenly felt a little cold, she knew she couldn't hide it from Dr. North, "There has always been... I can't control myself."

Dr. North looked at her, feeling extremely distressed, "Xiao Ci, is there anyone or anything you are attached to in this world?"

Gu Ci nodded, with eager eyes, "I can't stand it, so I abuse myself, because I'm afraid that I will get worse and worse, and the pain will wake me up."

"You need to see a psychiatrist." Dr. North said, "Master has some accomplishments in this area. You came to me because you want to save yourself, right?"

Gu Ci nodded without denying it, otherwise, she would not have said it.

"You have come to a dead end, Xiaoci." Dr. North said, "What you have to do is to cure yourself, to cure him. His situation is definitely not a dual personality. Once a dual personality appears, differentiation will start to fight. , competing for the control of the body, memory, life skills, and social skills will not be interoperable. It is absolutely impossible to live in peace for more than ten years. If I guessed correctly, they must be one person, but... why did this happen? I still don't understand the situation."

"Third brother must make a choice for me, what should I do?"

"Then you choose, what are you afraid of!" Dr. North chuckled, "You choose whoever you want, and then go to heal him, don't trap yourself in the memory, always feel that whoever you choose, you will lose Who, you will not lose anyone. Don’t be afraid to make a choice, it doesn’t matter if you make a wrong choice, our life is a constant choice, and no one will always choose the right one.”

Gu Ci felt a sudden enlightenment, as if the door that had been trapping her had quietly opened a gap, and light leaked in, and she saw hope.

"You are too afraid of losing Lu Zhiyuan." Dr. North said the crux of the matter, "You are saving yourself by moving away from Universal. You are trying to live a life without Lu Zhiyuan. In fact, losing someone is not that terrible. You Once you lost him, you went crazy because he was the only support in your heart. Without him, your sky would collapse, but Master watched your behavior in this life. Apart from him, you have other attachments, don’t you? ?”

Gu Ci nodded.

Dr. North looked at Gu Ci, "Master, let me share a story with you. Perhaps, you have heard of it a long time ago. I once loved someone so much that I was willing to go through fire and water for him, and I was willing to get rid of Chen Geng for him. Before I fell in love with him, I didn't even think about resisting Chen Geng. Loving someone really makes you have faith and strength. Later, I failed. I found that I couldn't get rid of Chen Geng except death. There is no result with my sweetheart, he has a bright future, what do I have? I will only bring him misfortune, so I leave without saying goodbye, cut off contact, I hide this love in my heart as a belief. Later, I got rid of Chen Geng, then went to find him, and found that the person went to Loukong with fake names, I was also very desperate, and I also thought fiercely, if one day I meet him again, I will also lock him up and question him Why did he lie to me, why everything is fake. One day, I secretly went to see Little Cherry, she is eight years old, she is so beautiful, she lives in the sun carefree, all my The resentment is gone, I think, if one day Little Cherry knows that I am her mother, I hope that in her eyes, her mother is a mother who can make her proud, not a mother full of resentment and beyond recognition."

Gu Ci had never heard of this story, and Dr. North seldom talked about her past.

"So, Xiao Ci, treat the past suffering as a catastrophe. If you have experienced catastrophe, don't worry about it." Doctor North's voice was very powerful, "Lu Zhiyuan will love you, and you will get your wish , have a bright future."

Gu Ci hugged Dr. North, "Okay, I will work hard."

If she doesn't love herself, how can she learn to love others!
(End of this chapter)