Shocked!She came back with a miniature version of the boss

Lu Zhiyuan was a little confused, why could Gu Ziyu see him?A two-year-old child has never seen his father since he was a child, how can he recognize him?Gu Ziyu frowned, "I fell off the horse and came back."

Lu Zhiyuan was surprised, and wanted to give him a hug, but found that he still couldn't touch Gu Ziyu. He was afraid of disturbing Gu Ci, so he took Gu Ziyu outside the courtyard. Gu Ziyu sat on the steps, stroking the scar on his arm , The knife wound healed relatively slowly. He was young and his pain tolerance was not good. He only felt very painful and could only comfort himself.

"Do you come back often?" Lu Zhiyuan asked.

Gu Ziyu nodded, "I don't know why, but I always come back here frequently, occasionally in a dream, occasionally fainted suddenly, and come back here again."

He looked around the familiar courtyard. He has lived here for many years and is very familiar with every plant and tree here. Every time he comes here, he will repeat the experience he encountered as a child. Once he wants to change something, or say something If so, he will leave immediately.

Gu Ziyu basically found the pattern.

Even if he comes back, he can only bear the suffering here passively and cannot resist. Once he resists and leaves again, he feels sorry for Gu Ci and becomes powerless because of his weakness. Nightmare, always resolutely leave.

Childhood is like a huge net that traps his past and present lives. He has no way to change it, and he doesn’t want to suffer repeatedly. He can’t do anything to save people in the abyss. For anything, he could only watch Gu Ci suffer.

"Mom must be very worried." Gu Ziyu said angrily, "We are all here, and there must be people unconscious over there. Mom must be very anxious. I want to go back. Dad, how about you?"

Lu Zhiyuan glanced back at the bedroom on the second floor, Gu Ci was lying there like a puppet, walking dead, he couldn't turn a blind eye, he wanted to do something.

He also wanted to know what happened to Gu Ci during these days.

"I can't find my way back." Lu Zhiyuan said lightly, "Zi Yu, has mother always abused you like this?"

He has seen the scars on Gu Ziyu's body. The scars accumulated over the years are permanently engraved on his skin, which cannot be erased or hidden. , he had to experience everything that he should not have experienced at a young age.

"Ok!"

Gu Ziyu lowered his head in frustration, Li Jiang only saw the young master sitting on the steps alone, very pitiful, but he didn't see who Gu Ziyu was talking to.

"Don't blame mom!" Lu Zhiyuan reached out to caress his head, knowing that he couldn't touch it, but still had the urge to comfort his son, "She is sick, don't blame her."

Gu Ziyu looked at Lu Zhiyuan with a confused look, and suddenly smiled.

"As expected, it was an accident. Mom is the person you care about most." Gu Ziyu smiled strangely. After his father knew about his injury, the first thing he said was don't blame mom, she was sick.

"Am I a child who was born by accident?" Gu Ziyu asked bluntly and calmly, "You were destined to have no children. When you knew that I existed, were you surprised? I guess so. Mom only has you in her heart. You go away." She's crazy, she doesn't remember that she has a son, she can hurt me wantonly, and you...you only have mother in your heart, you don't love me. "

Lu Zhiyuan's heart trembled, "Zi Yu, you misunderstood."

"I didn't misunderstand!" Gu Ziyu said, "Or, you don't love me enough, you saw how Gu Chuyun treated me, and you also saw how my mother treated me. You saw the scars on my body back then, those Old wounds, you never asked me whether it hurts or not. Those scars are too old, I can still understand, you don’t care at all, after all, it’s been a long time. But today, how did my mother treat me, how did Gu Chuyun treat me , you can see it too, Dad, have you ever cared about me?"

Lu Zhiyuan had to admit that love has its own order, and in his heart, Gu Ci must be number one.But this doesn't mean that he doesn't love Ziyu, he also loves what Ziyu has suffered, this scene happened under his nose, he can only watch helplessly, can't do anything, he is also frustrated, annoyed, But to Zi Yu, he couldn't say anything too sensational.

"Forget it, actually I don't care." Gu Ziyu laughed at himself, "It seems hypocritical!"

The two-year-old child's voice was very immature, but he spoke clearly, and Lu Zhiyuan's heart was pierced when he heard it.

He remembered that Gu Ziyu stretched his head and looked at the direction of Ji Xuan's departure with reluctance. In his heart, he probably hoped that Ji Xuan could stay with him and take care of him. His attachment and dependence on Ji Xuan was visible to the naked eye.

It was he and Gu Ci's dereliction of duty that caused Zi Yu's unfortunate childhood.

"Gu Ziyu, I feel sorry for what Gu Ci has suffered, and I also feel sorry for what you have suffered. There is no parent in the world who does not love their children. Xiaoci and you are the most important people in my life." Lu Zhiyuan Shen Sheng said, "Father also loves you. This kind of love may be different for mother, but father is also willing to use everything he has in exchange for your safe growth."

Including his life!
This was the first time Gu Ziyu heard Lu Zhiyuan say he loved him.

He always felt that Lu Zhiyuan didn't love him!
When he first found out his identity back then, Lu Zhiyuan was the third master, he had no emotion and no concept of family affection, he was cold to everything, after he regained his memory, although Lu Zhiyuan would cultivate father-son relationship with him, maybe he would have feelings, but not much!
Lu Zhiyuan was in a stable mood and was decisive in dealing with things. Except for Gu Ci's affairs, nothing could disturb him, so Gu Ziyu always felt that his father didn't love him.

"Ziyu, if you want to go back, you can go back." Lu Zhiyuan said, "Dad will stay here for a while, you go back and report to Mom that you are safe, lest she worry, you don't have to suffer anymore .”

If Ziyu comes back repeatedly and encounters these things repeatedly, it will not be good for the child!

"What are you doing here? You can't do anything except watch." Gu Ziyu said anxiously, "If you do something to change the direction of fate, my mother and I in that world will still be there." Will it exist?"

Lu Zhiyuan chuckled, "Don't worry, nothing will happen."

Gu Ziyu obviously didn't believe it, but Lu Zhiyuan had already made up his mind. Nothing he said or did could change his mind. Gu Ziyu was very angry. He wanted to pull Lu Zhiyuan back together, but he didn't know what to do.

Li Jiang came over, "Young master, your injury needs medicine, I will take you to a doctor."

Gu Ziyu glanced at Li Jiang, got up and went to apply medicine with Li Jiang, Lu Zhiyuan turned and went back to the master bedroom, Gu Ci was stimulated, and woke up faintly, thinking of what she had done to Gu Ziyu, she hurriedly lifted the quilt , didn’t have time to put on his shoes, and hurried downstairs, shouting as he ran, “Zi Yu, Zi Yu…”

"Ma'am, the young master is administering medicine..." Jin Wei said.

As soon as Li Jiang gave Gu Ziyu the medicine, Gu Ci rushed in and hugged Gu Ziyu suddenly, tears streaming down his face, sad and annoyed, Li Jiang quietly stepped aside, Gu Ci looked at Gu Ziyu's neck The red mark on the face is very sad.

"Ziyu, I'm sorry, my mother is out of control again, does it hurt?" Gu Ci caressed his scar, "It must be very painful, right?"

Gu Ziyu played the role of a two-year-old child, and said cutely, "Mom, it doesn't hurt. Ziyu doesn't hurt at all. Mom doesn't cry."

He reached out to wipe away Gu Ci's tears.

Gu Ci hugged him tightly, "Li Jiang, next time I lose control, hold Zi Yu farther away, and don't let me see him."

She didn't want to hurt Ziyu at all, but when she went crazy, she lost control so much that she couldn't control herself. In a daze, she only felt that killing, bloodthirsty, she must do something, otherwise, she would To go crazy, to crash.

Why is Zi Yu the one who is injured every time he loses control?
Li Jiang said, "Madam, if Gu Chuyun sees that you have returned to normal, or that you have not hurt the young master, she will provoke you even more, and she will not let the young master go."

This is the reason why Li Jiang watched with cold eyes.

He tried his best to ensure the safety of Gu Ci and Gu Ziyu.

Gu Chuyun is a lunatic. After she sent someone to kill Lu Zhiyuan, how could she bear the fact that Lu Zhiyuan's blood remained in the world? When Gu Ziyu was born, she was murderous.

Gu Ci, who had just given birth, went crazy and out of control, and almost fell to Gu Ziyu's death. Gu Chuyun felt that it was a good show for their mother and son to torture each other, and she couldn't wait for the day when their mother and son would kill each other.

If Gu Ci stopped going crazy and they stopped killing each other, Gu Chuyun would do it herself.

Black Eagle backs Lu Shijie and Gu Chuyun behind their backs. They have huge connections and strength. Li Jiang once thought about taking Gu Ci and Gu Ziyu to a sea island to live incognito, but he couldn't be sure.

Besides, the poison on Gu Ci's body, he had no choice but to wait for the time.

Gu Ci broke down emotionally, annoyed and remorseful, Gu Ziyu looked at Lu Zhiyuan coldly.

Dad, did you see that?

There's nothing you can do, can you change this?

If you really change, will there still be me and my mother in the future world?
Gu Ziyu was afraid that one sentence would change the future and their hard-won happy ending, so he endured everything silently, never saying a single word that shouldn't be said.

After Gu Ci's mood stabilized, he took Gu Ziyu out to relax. They were locked in another courtyard. Gu Chuyun didn't send anyone to monitor them, but Gu Ci couldn't go anywhere.

The courtyard was also very large, and Gu Ci led Gu Ziyu for a quiet walk.

"Zi Yu, I'm sorry."

Gu Ziyu actually doesn't really remember what happened when he was two years old. He was too young at that time. When he remembered, his mother was already a lunatic, so crazy that she hardly had any time to wake up.

He didn't know that when he was two or three years old, his mother only lost control occasionally. When she was awake, she knew what she had done and loved him very much. It was also the first time that Gu Ziyu returned to her two-year-old self.

The few times he came here before, Gu Ci was already dead.

Gu Ziyu could feel Gu Ci's pain, he loved Gu Ci very much, and wanted to tell Gu Ci that her father was following them, and she could see her father as soon as she turned around, so don't be sad.

But he dare not!

He was really afraid that he would change the course of his fate.

"Mom, Ziyu doesn't hurt."

Gu Ci hugged him and sat on the stone pier. How could it not hurt? He was covered with scars all over his body. He could cry to the point of tearing his heart when he fell. How could these scars not hurt?

How can a son be sensible at such a young age? Gu Ci blamed himself even more.

If she died, Ziyu wouldn't be hurt anymore.

She kissed Gu Ziyu's cheek, "Mom loves you!"

Gu Ziyu's eyes widened. This was the first time he heard Gu Ci say that he loved him. It was Gu Ci in this life who said he loved him. This memory has long been blurred, and he couldn't remember it. It turned red in an instant, and the big black and white eyes were filled with tears.

Within a day, Dad said he loved him, and Mom said she loved him too.

He is not an orphan.

"Zi Yu also loves his mother, very much, loves his mother very much." Gu Ziyu suddenly let go of the harm that Gu Ci caused him. In the memories that happened but he couldn't remember, his mother loved him so much.

He saw pain in her eyes.

"As long as my mother is gone, our Ziyu won't suffer." Gu Ci said, she didn't expect that Gu Ziyu was not a two-year-old soul, so she was saying goodbye to Gu Ziyu, "Ziyu, do you want to marry me?" Remember, mom loves, loves you very much."

Lu Zhiyuan panicked, what is she going to do?
Gu Ziyu was also a little panicked, Mom, what are you going to do?
"Let's go, mom will take you for a walk!" Gu Ci took Gu Ziyu up the mountain for a walk. This courtyard was built halfway up the mountain, and the entire mountain was Lu Zhiyuan's private property. The mountain was full of maple and oak trees. There are many big banyan trees. This is a specially maintained mountain. It is especially beautiful in winter. The mountains are full of red, with a little bit of yellow and green, like a colorful oil painting.

Lu Zhiyuan followed their mother and son all the time, and Li Jiang and Jinwei also followed behind them. Lu Zhiyuan also specially checked the guards, and the number remained unchanged. After his death, his guards also loyally guarded Gu Ci and Ziyu.

Gu Ci took Ziyu to climb the mountain, Li Jiang and the guards were also talking about it, and Lu Zhiyuan also knew that this was the first time Gu Ci took Ziyu to climb a mountain after giving birth to Ziyu.

It was Gu Ci's first time going out in the past few years.

She is usually in the other courtyard, staying at home, not even leaving the master bedroom.

The sunshine in winter is particularly good, it is a little warm in the cold, the wind in the mountains is not cold, Gu Ci seems to be in a good mood, and even took a lot of photos of Gu Ziyu, Li Jiang said, "Madam, I will help you and Xiao Master, let's take a group photo!"

Gu Ci caressed the scar on her face, lowered her head in low self-esteem, "No need."

Gu Ziyu felt distressed and sore when she saw it. She didn't keep a single photo of her mother, except for the one from the marriage registration. She was very worried about the scar on her face.

When Gu Zi met his mother, who was so magnificent in this world, he felt sorry for her even more.

He was also sensible enough not to poke Gu Ci's sore spots, and obediently posed in various poses, asking Gu Ci to take pictures of him.

The two wandered around the mountains for a long time, and returned to the other courtyard in the evening.

Lu Zhiyuan frowned when he remembered that Ji Xuan was coming to burn the mountain tonight. Gu Ziyu didn't mention that the other courtyard was burned down. Did this happen?Gu Ci passed away when Zi Yu was six years old, so she definitely wouldn't die in Ji Xuan's hands.

After Gu Ci returned to the other courtyard, she asked the chef to go to cultivate immortals first. She wanted to cook for Gu Ziyu. She had been silent for the past few years, with scars on her face. She was very scary when she was expressionless, and the servants did not dare to disobey her.

Gu Ci cooked a table of sumptuous meals, and his craftsmanship was not very good, but Gu Ziyu ate very happily.

This should be the only warm and beautiful memory that Gu Ziyu felt in this life, because he was too young, he actually forgot it.

But no one expected that Gu Ci, who accompanied Gu Ziyu after the meal, committed suicide by swallowing sleeping pills in the room.