Shocked!She came back with a miniature version of the boss

Gu Ci finally asked out the doubts in her heart calmly. She had never dared to ask, but the days of always worrying made her feel uneasy, and she didn't want to hide it anymore, because after knowing the secret, she was always afraid of Lu Zhiyuan's sudden departure. .

"Lu Zhiyuan, you dreamed of someone when you were in the research institute, and you kept talking to him. Maybe you thought it was a dream, but I heard everything you said." Gu Ci said, "I heard you talking to him Arguing, hearing your anger, your sadness, I also know you said that the curse is coming, since then I treat every day as if it is the last day we are together, I am always best prepared, you leave suddenly, I hope you can tell me the truth, but you have never said that you gave Ji Xuan all the Black Eagle property at a young age. Lu Zhiyuan, I am not a fool. Humans have ambitions and desires. If you really Without worldly desires, why did you become a racing driver and attract global attention? You are born a dazzling person, and you also want to stand in the most dazzling place. Although the third young master and the third master are half souls, human nature wants to It makes sense, no matter how much you deny it, he is also you, and his thoughts are also your reflection, but you cultivated Ji Xuan so early, you gave up everything long ago, you know, no matter how much you resist fate, then It’s all passing smoke.”

Gu Ci was sad and heartbroken, "Why don't you tell me? Lu Zhiyuan, if one day you are leaving, I hope you can say goodbye to me well. If there is any way to save you, I hope you tell me. You have been unwilling to tell me that it is nothing more than my life or Ziyu's life in exchange. If you exchange Ziyu, I don't want to, so don't hide it too much. If you exchange my life, I will Yes, but if you don’t want to, I’ll listen. Besides, I don’t know the reason why you don’t want to tell me. Lu Zhiyuan, I’m different from you. I don’t have memory, so I can guess it. Maybe my fate in every life They are all very bad, you want to give me a relief, but people live in one life, and they die in death. Who knows what will happen in the next life? Once you close your eyes, everything will stop. There will always be people who suffer, and there will always be people who are heroic. Die young and die alone, why can't it be me? I only want this life, not the afterlife. For so many years, I always hope that you can be honest with each other. I haven't learned it, so I have been digesting what you are going to leave by myself News, but in Sansheng Temple today, I figured it out, Lu Zhiyuan, since fate cannot be changed, you can't change it after so many years, why don't you be honest with each other?"

Lu Zhiyuan's whole body was stiff, and for a moment he forgot that the tea was boiling hot. His fingers were pressed against the porcelain cup, but they were also numb. He didn't expect Gu Ci to hear his words. From the research institute to now, it has been several months, and she has been enduring it.

Seeing his slumped expression, Gu Ci walked up to him and hugged him. Lu Zhiyuan felt a tsunami-like discomfort in his heart. His cheek was pressed against her soft waist. Gu Ci hugged him gently, as if to soothe him. All unwilling.

She had told him her wishes and thoughts openly and honestly, without hiding anything, Lu Zhiyuan closed his eyes to hide the pain in his eyes.

"I won't force you." Gu Ci red eyes, stroking his hair over and over again, "I'm just afraid of a sudden parting, I just want... If someone really wants to leave, I can say goodbye properly, whether it's you ,still me."

Lu Zhiyuan, I'm actually not that fragile and need your protection.

I can bear your leaving.

"Do you really want to know?" Lu Zhiyuan's voice was hoarse.

Gu Ci lowered her head and looked into his reddish eyes, "I want to know, Lu Zhiyuan, you're not Lei Feng, you don't leave your name when you do good deeds, you want to repay your kindness, you do good deeds silently, and leave with your clothes when it's over. Saint, I don't want my third brother to be a saint, and I won't be grateful to you either."

For so many years, many things have been pressed in his heart, and it has become a long-term scar, and no one talks about it. Lu Zhiyuan pulled her to sit on his lap.

"That day at the research institute, I did see the priest again. He is not a specific person, but more like... a nightmare in my heart. When the curse is fulfilled, he will always appear and laugh at me badly. No matter how hard I try, I will change. It's not your fate. Xiaoci, you don't care about the afterlife, but I do, because I know that people have an afterlife, not just this life. I hope you will be safe and happy, that you will meet your beloved, and that every life will be happy, not... If you die young, you will never have anything to do with your loved one."

Gu Ci gently kissed his eyes, "Some people's life is a hundred years old, and some people's life is only 30 years. If we can love and stay together with you, 30 years will be 30 years. How do you know that I don't want to."

"I don't want to!" Lu Zhiyuan looked away, got up and walked to the window, his emotions fluctuated, his red eyes looked like a beast that had been trapped for thousands of years, "Why didn't you die well, why did you die young , Life is bumpy, life is suffering, why can't you enjoy family happiness. Xiaoci, my fault, you should not bear it, this should be my fate, when I was selected into the temple, I should be banned for life In the temple, you should not have delusional thoughts, know your mistakes and make mistakes. These punishments should have fallen on me, but they fell on you. I am not reconciled. I just want to make things right and get back the fate that should belong to you."

"It's okay, Lu Zhiyuan, if those bad fates are yours, I'm willing to change them."

"I don't want to!" Lu Zhiyuan roared, "Xiao Ci, I don't want to!"

If you don't want to, so what?

He was helpless.

When the punishment came back then, Xiao Ci's fragrance disappeared, and the punishment that belonged to him fell on Gu Ci. Gu Ci's fate originally belonged to him, and he was the one who would be punished for generations to come.

But the priest just put all the punishment on Xiaoci.

Back then, he knelt in the hall and begged him to show his noble hand and let Xiaoci go.

The priest asked three times, did he know he was wrong?
Lu Zhiyuan refused to admit his mistakes. The seven emotions and six desires are human nature. Everyone is born with love, why is there a mistake? He didn't enter the temple voluntarily. Because of his fate, he was forced to separate from his family since he was a child. The kinship is weak. Who asked Why did he make a mistake once he said he was willing or not? Why should he admit his mistake again.

But after so many years, Lu Zhiyuan knew that he was wrong.

If I had readily admitted my mistake back then, perhaps everything would have been different.

There was a rare bit of grievance and sadness in his eyes, and he looked at Gu Ci with moist eyes, "Xiao Ci, I was wrong, I was really wrong."

Gu Ci felt a great pain in her heart and hugged him. It seemed that Lu Zhiyuan's pain for so many years had a window to vent. It turned out that her previous life was her supposed destiny.

His life was full of disasters and he died young.

Gu Ci, if life after life had such a fate, would you be willing?