love war star dream

"How many misunderstandings can a love bear

Survive the snowy winter

How deep can one sentence tear apart

become more distant than strangers

The first love is more like a flame

In the end the more will be extinguished by the wind

sometimes the truth is too sharp

some people have to tell lies

what can i do if the time comes

Find what you didn't say but want

If I don't let you go many years later

would blame me hate me or move

Thinking if is the most empty pain"

In the babysitting car alone when she was young, Kim Taeyeon was listening to the song she just downloaded from the Internet with earphones on, looking out the window, silently lost in thought.

The manager looked at Taeyeon in the rearview mirror, was silent for a while, and then suddenly said, "Taeyeon."

Kim Taeyeon didn't respond, the manager paused for a moment, and said again: "Taeyeon."

Taeyeon paused, turned around subconsciously, took off her earphones and looked at her manager: "oppa, did you call me?"

The agent nodded: "Do you need me to come forward and respond to the company?"

Kim Taeyeon was puzzled: "What's the reaction?"

The agent looked at Kim Taeyeon in the rearview mirror, and said calmly: "The company is spreading rumors now, it's an open secret. The elder brother of Jinyouxi, the director Moon Seungwoo is about to quit SM. And the management rights of SNS will be handed over to Kim again. The president and Director Li Xiuman. If it’s inconvenient for Youxi to pester you, and you don’t want to be perfunctory, I can find a way to communicate with President Jin and Director Li Xiuman.”

Kim Taeyeon lowered her head silently, and looked at her manager with the corners of her mouth raised for a while: "oppa."

The manager responded, and Taeyeon looked at him, and said softly, "How long have you been in the company?"

Although the manager was surprised that she asked such a question, he also answered: "Three months, what's wrong?"

Kim Taeyeon was silent for a while, and said with a smile: "I can handle it myself. Thank you oppa."

The manager frowned: "Do you think I'm here for a short time and you don't trust me?"

Solo brokers are not strictly brokers, just their job titles, but they are more like assistants.There is only one real broker, who is called the chief broker or the head of the department or the head of the department.When I was young, my manager was Park Zhuyong.

Kim Taeyeon shook her head slightly: "Don't get me wrong, I really appreciate oppa's concern."

Staring at the song "God's Jealousy" by Lee Seung Chul that was still playing on the phone screen, Kim Taeyeon said softly, "Some things are not what you think..."

Looking up at her manager, Taeyeon smiled: "And even if that's the case, if you report it to the company...they won't respond."

The manager was taken aback for a moment, but he wasn't out of his mind.Although he didn't know what Taeyeon's weird attitude meant, the manager nodded and didn't say anything more.Only wait until later to understand clearly before choosing what to say and what not to say, what to do and what not to do.

However, it is also a good way to change the topic.Young but already the top girl group in the Korean music industry.After only three months in SM, he was assigned to be an assistant manager next to him when he was young, so he was naturally lucky.He is the only one among the new recruits who has such a good job, of course he will cherish it very much.

"What song are you listening to? So engrossed. I called you twice... Let's listen to it together."

The manager smiled and asked Kim Taeyeon.

Kim Taeyeon was taken aback, and smiled casually: "It's an old song, I'm afraid oppa won't like it."

The manager shook his head: "I'm older than you, you can listen to it, why can't I accept it...as long as it's not Wen Xijun's rock and roll."

With a puff, Taeyeon laughed. After the members of hot went solo, Moon Hee Joon's own music line gradually deviated without mentioning others.That kind of unacceptable alternative rock is music and art.

It's just that there are too few people who can accept it, and there are many people who can't even accept the curse.The manager can tease it casually, thinking that he must also like listening to music.At least he can be an agent of an artist in an entertainment company, how can he know nothing about it?

Rubbing the phone, Taeyeon slowly pulled out the earphones.The music naturally resounded in the car.The manager casually smiled and said that it was this song, but Kim Taeyeon didn't care, she just turned the volume up to the loudest, while listening to the song, she stared outside in a daze, silent.

"How many times does a person have to watch love wither

only willing to hibernate in solitude

The first love is more like a flame

In the end the more will be extinguished by the wind

sometimes the truth is too sharp

some people have to tell lies

what can i do if the time comes

Find what you didn't say but want

If I don't let you go many years later

would blame me hate me or move

Thinking if is the most empty pain"

This song is also playing in Wen Xingyou's nanny car.But it's not Wen Youyou's own phone, but Li Fengdong's.Flashback, bit by bit through various narrations, Wen Youyou understood all the memories that disappeared after he was drunk last night.

The original source was found at the end.

Because of this old song, I started to get drunk from myself who has strong self-control and never gets drunk, let alone get drunk.

(The songs of Xin Orchestra are really good. But it was only when I wrote Korean entertainment that I discovered that almost all of his famous songs are Korean covers. For example, "I will love you when I die", the cover is Park Wankui's "Millennium Love". "Broad sea and sky ", a cover of Wax's "The Reason for Leaving Me". "Li Song", a cover of "but.im.sorry" by Kim Momo. In addition to this song "If", it is a cover of "God's Jealousy" by Lee Seung Chul. They are all good songs, but it is Korean entertainment after all, since it is a cover of others, everything respects history. The original Korean version is the main one.)

"I sang this song before I started drinking?"

Wen Youyou suddenly looked at Li Fengdong and asked.

Li Fengdong was stunned, looked at the rearview mirror and nodded: "I also drank at the beginning, but after singing this song, they clapped their hands and praised you for singing well, but you have been drinking non-stop since then... until drunk."

Wen Yuyou smiled with the corners of his mouth pulled up, and didn't speak any more.

It was Li Fengdong who paused for a while, and looked tentatively at Wen Yuyou: "This song... has it aroused something in your mind?"

It stands to reason that Li Fengdong would not ask.But because I follow Moon Jung-woo, I understand his character.He never cares about what others ask him, because he doesn't care if he can talk, and he can tell you casually.If you don't want to talk about it, it's useless for you to ask.

Wen Youyou paused for a moment, then looked up at Li Fengdong: "I didn't like singing at the beginning. But later I fell in love with it, and I also like to create, do you know why?"

Li Fengdong shook his head: "I don't know... But it doesn't necessarily need a reason."

Wen Yuyou nodded: "Not necessarily, but I have."

Wen Youyou leaned on the back of the chair and looked at the front: "I always feel that the song is to sing what I want to say in my heart, and what I care about is often not the superficial melody and the rhyme of the lyrics. So when this song resonates with you , you will really get into it. Even if you are tone deaf, you can still move people.”

Exhaling a breath, Wen Yuyou said, "It's just that it is impossible to have a song that is exactly the same as yours. Later, I gradually liked to create by myself."

Li Fengdong nodded, and looked at Wen Youyou with a strange expression after a while: "Then this song "God's Envy"...is it close to your heart?"

Wen Youyou was silent, and after a while raised his head and said, "It should be on everyone's mind."

Leaning over to look at Li Fengdong, Wen Yuyou asked: "Have you ever thought about something, if you had chosen a different way, would the ending be different now?"

Li Fengdong thought for a while, then nodded casually: "I thought about it when I was your manager. If I hadn't struck up a conversation with Minister Li Yingui in the club, maybe I wouldn't know what I was doing today."

Wen Youyou smiled: "That's right. So after singing this song, I just drank the wine one by one, and finally got drunk."

Li Fengdong smiled lightly: "If you do it all over again, you would still sing this song last night, and then get drunk and..."

Li Fengdong didn't continue, Wen Youyou touched his nose and waved his hands casually: "If it is meaningless in itself. How can I have a chance to do it again?"

Li Fengdong nodded: "So in fact, if it's not the point, the point is not to make the most correct choice, and don't let yourself regret it."

Wen Youyou shook his head: "Which choice is the most correct? You never know what will happen after you choose, maybe you will regret something because of something."

Li Fengdong said casually: "Then what do Youxi think?"

Wen Yuyou was silent for a while, and said softly: "I can't be sure that my choice is correct, and there is no assumption at all. Then let the decision I made...become the same choice again."

Li Fengdong frowned and thought for a while, then suddenly smiled: "It makes sense. I will do it again, so I don't need to do it again."

Without further ado, the car headed all the way to the TV station.It's just that along the way, two cars driving in different directions somewhere, playing the same song, but they don't know each other.The world is often like this.You will never know whether your current thinking will change in the future, and you will never know whether your choice at the beginning, if you really do it all over again, will you really make that decision again.

Life is full of unknowns, and it is the splendor that belongs to life alone.

The wonderful thing is that it has never been smooth sailing, always accompanied by pain and growth, and finally the so-called goals and results will be obtained.However, Wen Youyou, who just said that if he did it all over again, would still do it again, slowly entered sbs, and when he came to the center where "Strong Heart" was recorded and saw the guests and mc, that thought was thrown away.

What he intuitively wants to do is to avoid it, and since he has avoided it, how can he have the momentum to do it all over again?But in the end, we have to face it. Sometimes Wen Youyou also feels that life is full of helplessness, which is also the reason why he hates dog blood the most.

No.11 is updated.Sika crude card.

If I don't let you go many years later

Will blame me for hating me or moving (to be continued. Please search, the novel is better and updated faster!)