I really don't want to be a novelist

Chapter 50
"...Hey, young man, don't go forward, the blind road ahead is blocked by parked cars."

A young man wearing dark glasses and holding a blind stick is walking along the blind path.

Ahead, a car crossed the blind road, blocking the way.

Seeing that the young man was about to bump into him, an elder sister who was passing by while shopping for vegetables saw her and hurriedly greeted him.

The young man could only stand where he was, and raised his blind stick as if wanting to probe forward.
It seems to be afraid of scratching other people's cars,

He reached out to touch it, but couldn't touch it, so the young man wearing dark sunglasses slowly squatted down on the ground, stretched out his hand and groped on the ground,

Move forward a little bit.

In the end, it was the eldest sister who gave the reminder, and hurried over.

"Young man, I'll take you away, you hold my arm and put it on my shoulder."

The elder sister walked up to the young man, and instead of rushing to help him, she stretched out her hand to the young man and said aloud at the same time.

"……thanks, thanks."

The young man seemed to have heard the voice of the elder sister next to him, put away his blind stick,
After groping, he put his hand on the elder sister's body.

"Okay, set it up, I'll take you there, there's a car in front of us blocking the blind road, I'll take you around."

The eldest sister walked forward with the young man, bypassing the car.

"...Young man, why did you come out alone?"

"...I'm going out to have breakfast. There is also a blind road outside. I thought it should be okay, so I came out."

The young man answered, and asked again,

"Elder sister, have you taken care of the blind? Just now, elder sister, if you came up and arrested me, I think I would be scared enough."

"The old man in the house was also blind in the past, and he took care of him for a while. This guides the blind man. Either you grab his blind stick, or you let him put it on your arm or shoulder, or you just go straight Just go up and grab his hand, he doesn't know what's going on around him, what's the situation, he can't see the surroundings, and he can't control where he goes, he doesn't know if he will step on the pit, he will be afraid... ..."

The eldest sister smiled and said a few more words,
"...The blind road is still well set up. It can be found everywhere. The government still considers the blind, but the blind road is broken from time to time."

"……yes."

The young man seemed to speak from the bottom of his heart.

"...Okay, let's make a detour, and there will be no cars blocking the road any further, young man, clear the blind road."

The eldest sister led the young man around the car on the blind road, brought him back to the blind road, and said aloud,

"...Thank you, thank you big sister."

"...You're welcome, young man, you can walk the rest of the way by yourself, be careful. If I wasn't in a hurry to go home and cook for the child, I would send it back for you. I'm really sorry."

"It's okay, thank you, thank you big sister."

"Young man, you know the way. There is an intersection ahead. There is no blind road at the intersection. You have to cross the road to get there..."

After saying a few more words, the eldest sister left with the dishes.

The young man turned sideways in the direction where the elder sister seemed to be leaving, hesitated for a while,

Then I took the blind stick and poked forward again, and then walked forward.

This young man is Ye Linghan.

Of course he is not blind,
But the sunglasses he was wearing were opaque.

His eyelids were taped to prevent him from opening them even if he wanted to.

Starting from the book push video he was going to make for the new book "Seven Days of Hell" by the author of the dog,
He was thinking about how to do this book push video,
To speak dryly?Tell me about the plot outline of the new book by the author of Xiagou?

It seems meaningless.

later,

He had an idea, thinking that the new book by the dog author is not a disaster caused by vision loss?

He made a video about experiencing blindness for a day,

So, this morning he started to try,

After sticking tape, wearing sunglasses, and temporarily blinding yourself,
Putting on his blind cane, he went out normally, and even called a friend to follow him far away to shoot.

Just now, when the elder sister left,
Ye Linhan hesitated for a while, should he tell her that he was pretending?
But after thinking about it, I still gave up. If you don't tell me, it's a good thing the eldest sister did.

If you tell me, the kindness of the eldest sister will give a small test, so forget it.

So Ye Linhan continued to walk forward,

It was pitch black,
Can only hear some noisy voices on the side of the road,

These voices were not as easy to distinguish the far and near directions as he imagined,

Sometimes when a vehicle on the road next to it honked its horn, he would startle, and then froze in place at a loss,

He didn't know if he was blocking someone else's car, and he didn't know how to go if he stepped aside.
Leaving the blind path, he lost his way,

I always freeze in place for a while, and when I find that there is no sound again, I move forward again.

After going on for a while,

He arrived at the intersection where the elder sister reminded him earlier,
He could feel the disappearance of the blind way,

There is a small ramp down, he should have reached the sidewalk,

He wants to cross the road,
But he can always feel that there seems to be a vehicle passing in front of him,
He didn't even know if it was an illusion.

And he can't see the traffic lights, let alone the surrounding environment.

I can only hesitate in place, not knowing what to do again,
at last,

He opened his mouth, tried to open his mouth towards the front, towards the front of his body,
"... anyone? Can you show me the green light?"

At the beginning of the first utterance, he spoke in such a low voice that only he could hear,
"Anyone? Can you see the green light for me?"

The second sound was louder,

He said to his side,

He doesn't even know if there are people around him.

In fact,

It was the green light at this moment, and there were no other pedestrians around him,
It's just that there are still turning vehicles passing by him from time to time,

He didn't know what to do, didn't know if he should move on,

He didn't even know if he was on the sidewalk or not.

Inexplicably, there was a heavy sense of grievance and frustration in my heart.

There is also a strong feeling of wanting to retreat.

Just then, someone came to help him,
A car parked in front of the sidewalk gave way to the side of the road. After stopping,

Come down a child and a woman,
The child is only eight or nine years old,
"...Big brother, do you need help?"

The child's crisp voice rang in Ye Linhan's ears, making him want to cry at this moment.

"…Need, thanks. Can you tell me it's green light now?"

"It's a green light, big brother, let me take you there."

"...Take this brother's blind stick, don't run, walk slowly, wait for brother."

At this time, the woman who followed the child talked, and Ye Linhan realized that there was someone beside him, so he hurriedly thanked him again.

"thanks, thanks……"

"...Well, big brother, give me the blind stick..."

As the child said, he led Ye Linghan across the intersection.

"……thanks, thanks."

"You're welcome."

"Okay, little brother, go slowly, we are leaving too."

The women and children left.

Ye Linghan crossed the road and returned to the blind road.

Continue to stumble forward.

Waiting for him to go home,

It's been over an hour,

He didn't know that it would take him so long to go out for breakfast and come back.

When fumbling for the key several times before opening the door,
Ye Linghan wanted to give up,

How about a morning experience?
Thinking about it, he still chooses to continue to experience,

In this blindness, continue to live today,
Until the evening, after dinner.

He just tore off the tape on his eyelids,
I don't care about the pain of tearing off the tape,
It is to see the light again, and breathe a sigh of relief.

This day was more difficult than he imagined.

(End of this chapter)