I created the Anomaly Control Bureau

Chapter 359 356. Crazy
Wang Yang flew out of the corridor with a livid face, with black resentment floating all over his face, he ran amok in the corridor regardless, and flew directly to the outside of this federal building. People, drink their blood.

"Calm down, calm down." The gentle and cowardly boy's voice sounded in his head, "She is deliberately trying to provoke you, Kania must know that you are easily influenced by this topic, don't let your nature dominate."

But at this moment, Wang Yang didn't want to pay attention to the voice in his head, and flew out of the tall building directly. Just as the voice he heard said, it is impossible for Kania not to be aware of her irritability and resistance. She must know the continuous stimulation It was easy for him to show his true nature, but this made him even more unwilling to restrain himself.

Because even if he was affected by resentment at this time, he could vaguely judge Kania's purpose in doing so. Her purpose was not to really make herself lose control. Back to sanity.

Before meeting Shen Xiao, he and Wang Yin were in such a bloodthirsty state, no different from the rumored wraith. If anyone dared to mention anything that made him unhappy, he would follow his own rules. The year's bloodlust killed them brutally.

It wasn't until they met Shen Xiao that they regained their sanity.

But even if they just met Shen Xiao and were forced to calm down, if they heard what Kania said, they would definitely tear her into pieces like hungry beasts regardless of their own life or fate.

Even though he looks so much like a living person now, he is still a resentful dead man in essence. He was brutally killed by the evil alchemist many years ago, and he is able to act now because of the powerful spirit guided by that alchemist. resentment.

If he really abandoned the resentment, it would be impossible for him to survive.

This is the real him.

"Even killing a few people can change anything? Don't forget what she taught you." The boy's voice sounded again, "We don't want to live like monsters. Even if we want to satisfy our nature, we can't just pursue the lowest level of pleasure. .

"Now that you've come this far, don't give in to your own nature."

Wang Yang still ignored his auditory hallucinations. In fact, the reason why he was angry was that he might not be able to get out of Kania's calculations. She repeatedly mentioned the things about Shen Xiao and himself before because he was full of resentment. This is also impossible.

Under normal circumstances, it is impossible for him as a wraith to answer this kind of question, because it will only arouse his resentment, and the wraith will not face up to his own resistance, just like they have never accepted that they have dead fact.

Only when he really falls into this state, will he face the most contradictory thing in his heart-the real god in his heart.

"Yes, it is your nature to be easily influenced by a few words." The boy continued, "But you can defeat him. If you are still alive, it is impossible to fall into this kind of frenzy because of Kania's few words. You Think this is really what you want?
"Of course you can vent your emotions at will now and follow your instincts to fight like a child, but you have to think clearly about the price you will pay in the end, and the future you expect will never come true.

"You can also choose to think about what Kania's purpose is, what you are worried about deep down in your heart, and what she expects you to say."

Wang Yang said dissatisfiedly:
"You are not a real thing at all, just an illusion after I fell into madness."

The boy replied:
"Or I am yourself—you who are more rational, what you hear is indeed just the auditory hallucination of the resentful spirit's instinct, but isn't your hallucination a part of you?

"And even Kania can see something in your heart that you don't want to face, can you really turn a blind eye?

"Do you want to escape for the rest of your life?"

Wang Yang gradually realized that his hallucinations were true, he also calmed down a little bit, and the black air around his body became a little dimmer, and Kania's irritation was not out of malice.

At least not quite.

He did have some hard-to-face knots in his heart, and there was something Kania wanted to know hidden in it.

Unexpectedly, the illusion that trapped them and led the vengeful spirits to kill wildly would now become an obstacle in front of his madness. What Shen Xiao taught them back then was really incredible.

Wang Yang, who finally calmed down a little, began to think about what he was unwilling to face.

Is it the state before I met Shen Xiao?Or was it the help she gave herself?Or to avenge my kindness...

No, neither.

He had figured out these things a long time ago. Although Shen Xiao helped him get rid of the instinctive control all day long and expelled those crazy illusions from his mind, they didn't need to regret their betrayal.

They are Wraiths—a race of inherently evil and bloodthirsty.

Doing good deeds may bring satisfaction to the living, but it will only cause trouble for resentment, while doing evil will often bring guilt and guilt to the living, just like Jiang Yuanda who betrayed the gods , but the wraith will only get pleasure.

So these are not the issues he is conflicted about, what is the real question...

Wang Yang slowly fell into the memory, and the clips of getting along with Shen Xiao in the past kept flashing in his mind, trying to find out from his own memory what he was worried about.

But not only did he not find the reason for his worry, but he felt a little weird. After betraying Shen Xiao, he never recalled her in his memory as sincerely as he does now, so he only vaguely realized something was wrong until now.

At that time, she didn't do many things that seemed normal, but those behaviors that made him and Wang Yin feel that Shen Xiao was crazy, now he can understand somewhat.

Wraith, who was sinking into the quagmire of memory, didn't realize that the black resentment on her body became more intense after she calmed down.

"I finally understand what I'm worried about." Wang Yang said with relief, "Since I betrayed Shen Xiao, I have been worrying about her regaining her freedom every day and night, and I am afraid of the punishment that may befall me.

"I think it may be that the image of her victory in all battles is too deep, so that some people have not reacted from her defeat."

"You're right, so..." the boy's voice replied, but the tone suddenly distorted, "Do you really believe that I will lose?"

Wang Yang froze all over.

A soft and heavy hand rested on his shoulder, and a peaceful voice sounded familiar to him:

"Maybe there is such a possibility that the worries in your heart are not wrong at all, and the reason why you collapse so easily to the point of resentment is because you have realized very clearly that this is true. In fact, you are not like It's how vulnerable they feel.

"It's better to lie to yourself than to live in fear every day, isn't it?"

He opened his mouth almost tremblingly, but he couldn't utter a single word from his body.

"Don't open it, I know what you're going to say, you want to say that I'm just your hallucination, the embodiment of your fear of God, and the crazy thoughts influenced by resentment, these are all right, I'm not real of God.

"But how do you know it's not what I expected?"

After slowly accepting the fact that she is not Shen Xiao, Wang Yang finally said tremblingly:
"I'm scaring myself. You don't exist at all, and you can't possibly pose any threat to me. Now Shen Xiao has been completely imprisoned by the Federation. It is impossible for you to take revenge on us..."

Shen Xiao smiled lightly and said:

"Really? Didn't you hear what the Federation said? They said that I will leave the prison and go to Atlantis soon. If this does not happen, you can still use this excuse to lie to yourself.

"But now do you still think it's an accident, don't you think it might be in my expectation, or do you really think I can't seize this opportunity, have you forgotten what I have done today ?”

But Wang Yang calmed down a lot more than before, and finally he could say in a normal tone:

"Yes, I am indeed worried about your return, and this recent incident has undoubtedly exacerbated my fear, but it also shows that you at this time are nothing more than my delusions in panic. objective and rational."

"Oh? So you think my existence is objective and rational?" She asked with some amusement.

Wang Yang swallowed, then summoned up his courage and said:

"That's right, I don't think your total victory is a myth. You can always win not because you can't lose, but because you are so strong that you are almost invincible. But when you meet an opponent stronger than yourself Naturally, you will lose, you and us are the same.

"And as you once taught me, surrendering to fear only makes it stronger.

"I won't kneel to you either."

Shen Xiao said:

"It seems that I didn't teach you in vain. You did learn some things, but some things can reflect the truth more than words. No matter what I said at the time, you should have seen a fact-those who did not yield to me They're all dead."

Unknowingly, Wang Yang clenched his fists:
"You are also human, as long as I can do the right thing, I can defeat you. Even if you are really the embodiment of Shenxiao's will, your presence here also means that my submission is meaningful to you. You need me to come Help you out.

"Conversely, as long as I insist on confronting you, I can prevent your return. Kania has already noticed that I am wrong. I just need to inform them of your appearance, and the Federation will prevent you from escaping."

Shen Xiao said calmly:
"So this is your idea? Against the world's strongest V-level ability user, and then pray that you can survive, then can you explain how you can do things that other V-level ability users can't do?
"You can choose to refuse to accept the facts, but can you really continue to live after I come out?"

Wang Yang's mind is running at an unprecedented high speed:
"Of course, you are just my illusion. I know very well what kind of person the real Shenxiao is. She will not take revenge on us, not only because she is not as narrow-minded as us bad guys, but also because she cares more about the future than she does now. .

"You're not her at all, don't know her, you're not even me, just my fear."

Shen Xiao said with a smile:

"I see. You always thought I was a lunatic, but now you suddenly realize that I won't take revenge on you. Since you think so, you might as well think about it from a different angle. If I come out, I will kill you. Do you know why?

"Because I'm a prophet, of course I won't kill you because I hate you, you know I don't care about this, but I think you have learned something about my way of looking at things after following us for so long, otherwise you wouldn't You may hear the next sentence.

"Shen Xiao will kill you just because you have not accepted my proposal now

"The reason she 'will' be doing this is for our conversation at this moment.

"That's how she sees time."

Wang Yang can understand the meaning of his hallucinations, because he knows that Shen Xiao is a prophet, so he knows that Shen Xiao may indeed do it because he does not accept the proposal of hallucinations now, although according to the logic of normal people at that time, no matter how she Nothing can affect the present.

But this is not the way Shenxiao thinks. The past is meaningful to her, because time is relative to Shenxiao, and the so-called past can also be the present relative to the future.

"She won't succeed." Wang Yang said, "The Federation will protect me. They gave me a promise when they betrayed you, and you are just my illusion, not the real prophecy of God."

Shen Xiao behind him laughed out loud:
"This is the most unacceptable thing for you. You are still saying that I am an illusion. Haven't you thought about why I found you? Haven't you realized a very interesting thing?

"It is because of you as wraiths that I can drill into your mind when your power is completely suppressed. I bring you by my side just so that you will fall into frenzy due to fear at this moment, and I I think you already understand why I did this.

"Because only in this way can I install my own undercover agents within the Federation. When you betray me, the Federation will use various methods to test your determination. If you follow me sincerely, it is impossible to gain the trust of the Federation.

"I'm an all-out winner, and you know what that means...

"Wang Yang, I have never lost at all."

The boy's body paused, and then the palm on his shoulder finally disappeared.

He couldn't tell if it was a prophecy or a hallucination. Given his own fear of Shen Xiao and the characteristics of resentful spirits, it is quite normal to have hallucinations of this degree, and it is very likely that Shen Xiao could not have predicted that far at all. The place.

But is this prophecy or hallucination...

Does it really matter?
(End of this chapter)