Song Ye's white moonlight stand-in, I'm not right

Chapter 195 The So-Called I Love You

Yu Xi pretended to be sullen and complained a few words, then gave a few words of advice, and hung up the phone in the last sentence "I'm sorry".

Qi Yue put the phone in his pocket, looked up at the receding scenery outside the car window, and sighed.

Having been friends with Yuxi for many years, it seems that they still can't reach the level of "girlfriends", and they can only be friends.

Neither the degree of intimacy nor the degree of invisibility can reach another level.

Those who opened the studio, the wind blowing in the late spring and early summer brought a burst of fresh woody fragrance in the studio, mixed with the faint fragrance of the paint, blowing head-on, as if standing in the mountains to collect wind.

She didn't visit the studio for about a week, and the oil paintings she painted a few days ago just happened to be dry, so she put away the paintings and put them together with the previous ones, and picked out a few for framing in two days.

While ordering takeaway and waiting, she put on an apron to organize the paint.

The call for takeaway didn't arrive, but Song Yan's call instead.

Song Yan knew that she had sneaked back to Jiang City by herself, so she called and persisted in calling, but Qi Yue didn't answer until the phone rang a few times.

"Why did you answer the phone?" Song Yan expressed dissatisfaction with her neglect.

Qi Yue accidentally dripped a little green paint into the pure white paint, her mood was not very enlightened in an instant, she put the paint down, and said, "What's wrong with being a little late for something? You treat me like I'm standing next to the phone every day waiting for you to call me." phone?"

Song Yan shrank immediately, and his tone softened: "...Yaya, why didn't you tell me when you returned to Jiang City?"

Qi Yue said lightly: "You are not here, how can I tell you?"

Song Yan is reasonable, and Qi Yue is also reasonable. She is free and can go wherever she wants, why must she stay by Song Yan's side?
"Yaya, can you stop making trouble? You left quietly, I am very worried about you. Just don't bring up what I did to you. Why do you want to punish me by disappearing again?"

"Shen Kai said that you were in the company when he went to the company. I don't understand why you didn't want to expose Qi Huan yesterday, but today you took the initiative to find her. What are you going to do? Can you tell me what you want, okay? I will solve it for you."

Qi Yue became angry all of a sudden: "Can you solve it? Will you follow me in whatever I want to do? If it wasn't because you refused, why should I come here so early in the morning?"

If he hadn't rejected her request last night, how could she catch the earliest flight from X city to Jiang city.

Song Yan choked up, facing Qi Yue's questioning, he also had no understandable reason at all.

No matter how you explain this matter, it seems that he is thinking about Qi Huan, and it is normal for Qi Yue not to believe it.

Song Yan couldn't reason with Qi Yue in a polite voice, and his voice couldn't help but tinged with anger: "Then what do you want to do? Do you want Qi Huan to go to jail for leaking commercial secrets? Qi Yue, I said, If she did something to hurt you, I will definitely make her pay for it. But now she hasn't hurt you, wouldn't it be good to let all bad ideas be snuffed out in the cradle?"

Through the phone, Qi Yue couldn't see Song Yan's expression, and Song Yan couldn't see her expression either.

Qi Yue was a little aggrieved, obviously Song Yan kept saying that he loved her, loved her and would do anything she wanted for her, but he was unwilling to stand by her side when things came up.

Qi Yue simply broke the jar and expressed all her resentment all the time: "Song Yan, why do you always do such things that disappoint me so much? I gave you many opportunities, but every time, I'm very disappointed in your choices."

"I indulge you and trust you without a bottom line because I believe that one day my position in your heart will surpass your position in Bai Yueguang, but now I seem to find that I never will."

"Every time I quarrel with you, it's because of Qi Huan. I wonder if it's because I'm narrow-minded that we've come to this point?"

"Song Yan, I have been examining myself, what about you, have you examined yourself? Do you feel sorry for me for every choice you make? You love me, is it because it is suitable or because the number one is not in the first place? Got to choose?"

"Don't you love me, but think about it for yourself, do you really love me by acting like this?"

"Do you think that buying a ring to propose, bowing your head and apologizing after a quarrel, and then taking me to other provinces to accompany you when I'm sick is love for me?"

"Do you love yourself or do you love me?"

She has accumulated a lot of resentment, and now she has said everything she has never said to Song Yan, without facing his face, she can say whatever she wants.

Song Yan never knew that Qi Yue had so many thoughts in his heart. When Qi Yue was by his side, he was used to it. Even losing his temper was nothing more than doing something missing or something insignificant. For the first time, she was really Arguing with him is really getting angry.

Song Yan didn't know much about the matter between Qi Huan and Qi Yue, and thought that all their conflicts were caused by him, so he tried his best to stay away from Qi Huan.

He didn't understand that what Qi Yue cared about all along was his attitude, not Qi Huan.

After Qi Yue said those words, she hung up the phone, and Song Yan couldn't answer the call again.

To vent her anger, she mixed green paint and black paint together to create a dark green paint, and then threw a smear on a large piece of drawing paper.

I don't doubt that Song Yan loves her, what I doubt is how long his love can last.

several years?Over ten years?Or a lifetime?
Song Yan will be like Song Zhaonian, will he be like Song Zhaonian, and will he be like Song Zhaoyan? ?
If he can automatically avoid all those who have fantasies about him like Song Zhaoyan, even a suicide note will break their fantasies.

So so?

Impossible, Song Yanhui?He will not.He will only endlessly consume your trust in him, will break your illusions in different ways, will disappoint you time and time again, and will let you understand bit by bit that you will always be a substitute, and Not the only one.

There is one and only one, which is just a fantasy you have for him after you have hope for him and consider him into your future.

Qi Yue liked Song Zhaoyan before, she knew what it was like to really like someone, those days of being cautious and treating Song Zhaoyan as the only one for so long, she also slowly got over it, so seeing Song Yan like her today, it was very pleasant It's hard not to compare.

She doesn't expect Song Yan to like her like she likes Song Zhaoyan, she just hopes that when she slowly gives her heart to Song Yan, Song Yan can be more mature, able to accept her likes, and give her what she wants of those who care.

But Song Yan responded to her with only superficial liking.

(End of this chapter)