Song Ye's white moonlight stand-in, I'm not right

Chapter 55 Song Zhaoyan's suicide note
Your mistress is the most beautiful woman I have ever met in my life. Before I met her, I thought all women in the world were so ordinary. After I met her, women in the world could no longer be in my eyes.

Falling in love is so natural and so fast.That period of time can be said to be the happiest period of my life.

Don't you think the teacher is vulgar, even a god can't hide from love. As a mortal, I don't long for love in my heart, do I live only to breathe?
After we got married to your mistress, we moved out of the house.I work at school, and your wife is doing design at home.

By the way, when I said this, I remembered that she left a treasure, which is my last and most precious property. After much deliberation, I decided to give you all the inheritance under my name, just these things, little You don't need to play him.

I wrote a suicide note a few days ago, and it is recognized by the law. If you like that wedding dress, you can use it as the wedding dress you and Xiao Yan will wear when you get married. If you don’t like it, don’t throw it away at will. , the teacher is asking you.

After talking about your mistress, let's talk about you.

Xiaoyue, I am very lucky to meet a student like you at J University, and you have met all my requirements for students.

You are a very talented and creative child, you are willing to spend time and patience to do what you like, just take painting as an example, you are always more patient than others.

I also felt that you were obscure and difficult to understand, but later I realized that it is your inner world. If you want to understand you better, you must find your key to open your heart.

Perhaps I have done something to make you have a vague love for me, but, child, you have to understand that some emotions are unethical after all, and they are not favored by the world after all. That vague love may not be considered emotion. It might be the fatherly love you hoped for.

Don't blame me for not daring to resist the world. I have never loved you, so I have no reason to resist.

You know, the teacher has always been a person who cherishes talents. I am willing to pass on all I have learned in my life to you, so I often stay late in the studio with you. During that time, your teacher lost her child because of an accident. I even He couldn't stay by her side to take care of her day and night.

She always understands me very well, and she is so caring that makes people feel distressed.

Even if I stayed in the studio with you until late at night, she never doubted me, so how could I let her down for such a good person?
Xiaoyue, I didn’t say this to prove anything, but just to let you understand that one meets many people in one’s life, and it’s not easy to have someone who can accompany you till old age.

Child, I have always known your pain, but I am sorry that I cannot respond to you.You may feel depressed, sad, you are still young, it is okay to suffer a little setback.

You are always depressed, and you don’t know if you are dissatisfied with something. I have always told you that if you want to be happy, you have to make things you don’t like into likes.If you understand this, your future life will definitely be a life you are satisfied with.

Whether it's being with Xiaoyan, or finding someone you like more, I always hope that you can live a better life, at least you don't have any regrets.

Child, you see, I will always regard you as a child, a student I love.

Knowing that you and Xiao Yan are together, I am both happy and scared.

I don't know you very well, but I know Xiao Yan.

I watched Xiaoyan grow up as a child, a little bored, unable to speak, when he likes someone, he wants to do something for her, even if she doesn't like it.

You are also a child who doesn't take hard things and likes to be reasonable. To be honest, I always feel that you and Xiao Yan are not suitable.

Now that you come together, I think this is also fate.

I heard from Xiaoyan that you have been together for three years. You know, companionship is the longest confession of love. A lot of love begins with long-term love. If Xiaoyan really doesn’t have the slightest feeling for you, I will I won't believe it.

He may just not be very good at expressing his love, maybe he used the wrong method, you are older than him, sometimes you still understand him better.

Xiaoyue, I didn't force you to be with Song Yan. You still have to walk the road ahead by yourself, and you have to choose alone. I just hope that you can be happy.

Many things cannot be solved by reasoning. In this world, everyone has emotions and desires. Emotions are the link to maintain relationships, and reason is the criterion that restrains behavior. You should understand.

In the end, I hope everything is cherished.

Book by Song Zhaoyan. 】

Qi Yue read the entire three-page letter in silence. In a sense, it was Song Zhaoyan's suicide note to her.

There is no time to sign the money, maybe he has already written a suicide note.

There were water stains on the paper, and the pen and ink were scattered. Qi Yue wiped his face with his sleeve, closed the envelope, and squatted quietly in the room, staring at his toes dully.

In the letter, Song Zhaoyan stated that he actually knew everything.

Knowing that Qi Yue likes him for so many years, she also knows that this kind of liking may be her wrong grafting of father's love.

Song Zhaoyan knew it all, but he never said it.

In fact, they all know what they will face if this layer of window paper is pierced. Song Zhaoyan made it very clear, not because they are afraid of the world, but because they don't love.

No, it's not even love, he is stingy in giving even the slightest liking.

Qi Yue should now be thankful that she resisted the impulse and listened to Yu Xi's words, and didn't run over to express her love like a fool.

The door was opened from the outside with a "click", and Qi Yue turned to look at the person. Song Yan stood tall and tall, looking down at her from the doorway.

"Don't cry, it's too ugly." Song Yan said.

Only then did Qi Yue realize that her face was wet, and he thought she had wiped it clean.

Song Yan closed the door, walked over and squatted beside her, wiped the tears on her face with dry and soft fingertips, and said, "What did he write to you?"

Qi Yue clutched the envelope tightly to prevent him from reading it.

Song Yan didn't say he had to see it, but moved closer: "Go to the incense sticks, the cemetery is ready, and the burial will be tomorrow."

Qi Yue recalled the contents of the letter, lowered her eyes and asked him: "What's the purpose?"

"In Victoria Hill Cemetery, my ancestor's grave is over there."

Qi Yue grabbed Song Yan's sleeve and said, "Don't be there, the teacher said, go somewhere else."

Song Yan frowned slightly: "Where?"

Qi Yue doesn't know exactly where it is, but only knows the way, and she can be sure that it must be opposite to Weijing Mountain.

"I can take you there, but don't bury him in Viking Hill."

Song Yan grabbed her hand backhand: "There is no other way. In the future, if grandpa passes away, or if I die, they will be buried there. That is the ancestral grave. If it is not in Weijing Mountain, grandpa will not agree."

"no!"

Song Zhaoyan didn't want to go to Weijing Mountain. Could it be possible to disrespect his ideas and forcefully bury him in Weijing Mountain after he died?
After all, Qi Yue still didn't understand the unspoken rules of the Song family. She just refused instinctively. In fact, this refusal was not even mentioned by Mr. Song.

"Qi Yue! This is my family's business!" Song Yan frowned and reminded her, "You are just an outsider."

(End of this chapter)