Chapter 165, After what kind of mother expressed her dissatisfaction and doubts, Lei Yao raised his head, looked at the starry night sky above his head, and took a deep breath of pain.
A pair of eyes full of sadness and resentment closed forcibly, and then slowly opened, and looked at Yu Xuan again, accompanied by a bone-piercing sneer on his thin lips.
He was waiting for her answer. He wanted to know why a mother could be so indifferent to her son!So blind!
Everyone in the world said that flesh and blood are connected, his heart has been so thoroughly hurt by her mother, can't she feel it?Won't she be in pain?
As early as the moment he suddenly approached and yelled at her, Yu Xuan was startled.
All along, it's not that she didn't know that he had a big opinion of her. To be honest, that's what she wanted.
However, she never expected that he would hate her so much.
Who let his mother take away her husband's love, as the son who trampled on his life, shouldn't he bear it?
Five years, she was cheated by her husband for five full years!
She loved him as her own for five years, but in the end, she realized how stupid she was. It was her husband's child born to another woman who treated her sincerely. How could she not be heartbroken!
Pressing her chest, with a pair of erratic eyes flashing, Yu Xuan stared in disbelief at her son who would never blatantly disobey her like this. For a moment, she felt as if she had never understood him before.
At this moment, under the night sky, he looked at her with such strong hatred and incomprehension in his eyes, and the sneer on his lips was also so determined, which made her startled.
"Why don't you talk, huh? Tell me, what did I do wrong to make you hate me so much?" Yu Xuan's silence completely angered Lei Yao, he took a step forward and clamped her hands Shoulder, shaking vigorously.
"Am I your son? You treat Ruoyi and Qingzi better than me! At least, you can smile at them and talk to them softly. But what about me, Mom? From five years old At first, when I threw myself into your arms, you would push me away cruelly; in thunder and rain, my father was not at home, and I was terribly scared, and wanted to sleep with you, but my hands hurt from knocking, and you just refused to open the door; You went too far, you cruelly left me and went to France alone, and you can't come back a few times throughout the year, and even when you come back, you don't even look at me!"
"At first, I couldn't figure out why your attitude towards me changed 180 degrees. I asked my dad, and he just sighed every time. Later, I grew up and had some understanding of things between men and women. I think Your hatred of me may have something to do with Dad's infidelity. During your separation, I ran into Dad with another woman outside. I warned him and drove the woman away with money. That's when I understood , It turns out that you also have difficulties. Then, I persuaded myself again and again, don’t hate you, don’t blame you, my mother actually loves me very much, at least you were really good to me before I was five years old. I think it’s because I hate you Dad even hates me, so I have tried my best to endure all these years no matter how dissatisfied I am with you."
"I always thought, study hard, work hard, and make the Leiting Group run well. One day, my mother will see my hard work and feel proud and proud of having a son like me. But, after so many years, I just No matter how well you did it, you never praised me, not even a word."
Sighing, Lei Yao shook his head and smiled, and continued, "A few years ago, you brought Ruoyi back, and the relationship between you and Dad has eased a lot since then. I'm really happy that you moved back here. Finally, our family has become lively again after being deserted for so many years, although your attitude towards me is still so bad, but I can bear it. "
"You asked me to date Ruoyi, even though I didn't have feelings for her, but seeing that you and Dad are so enthusiastic, I didn't say anything. Actually, I don't like her, I didn't feel it at first, but because she is what you like Man, I still force myself to get in touch with her. I always comfort myself like this, mom, she is actually a knife-mouthed bean curd heart, if she doesn't care about you, would she care about your life-long affairs, she is making a wife for you, It means that she has you in her heart. That's why I didn't push Ruoyi away. If I had known that things would develop to where it is today, I should have made a more ruthless decision. It was my indecision that hurt me and hurt me. Ruoyi."
The son's words pierced deeply into Yu Xuan's heart like sharp thorns, and before he finished speaking, she had already burst into tears.
If he didn't say it, she really didn't realize that she was so cruel!She had done so much to him!
The endless haze shrouded his eyes, Lei Yao pursed his lips in pain, shrugged his mother's shoulders, and continued to complain.
Today he wants to vent all the dissatisfaction in his heart. He has had enough, really enough!
Before he met Lan Yan, he felt that he didn't live like a person at all!
"If Ruoyi had an accident to save me, I am very grateful to her, and I also blame myself. As a man, as a person, I must stand up and take responsibility. But to be honest, the past three years have really been my responsibility. The longest time in my life. Wherever I go, the shackles of guilt will follow. If possible, I would rather be me instead of Ruoyi, at least I won’t feel like a sinner.”
"You asked me what's wrong with Ruoyi. In fact, I don't know how to answer this question. She is very good, she is very good everywhere, but if she doesn't feel it, she doesn't feel it. There is nothing I can do."
Freeing up one hand to press tightly on his chest, Lei Yao smiled bitterly, "Lan Yan, although I haven't known her for long, I love her not because she is prettier than Ruoyi, nor because Ruoyi Yi Tan can’t do anything on the bed, but she can satisfy my desire! People say that men are animals that think from the lower body, but that’s not always the case. Lan Yan can make pastries for me, and she can wear an apron in the kitchen Li is busy for me, even frying a plate of very simple shredded potatoes will make me feel warm."
"My nails are broken, and she will be very nervous, and carefully cut them off with scissors. When I say my ears are itchy, she will help me dig them out with ear picks. I just read the sentence "What kind of food do I like to eat?" , she will always keep it in her heart. Do you know how strong the contrast is between being neglected for a long time and being held in the palm of one's hand?"
"Have you done these things for me? No, nothing! Apart from giving me a cold face, you just turned a blind eye to me. It's like just now at the door of the ward, you have something to tell me and ask me to come up with you, you Did you glance at me when you were talking? Mom, I’m a human being, I don’t see a lifeless wall, I also have a heart, and my heart hurts!”
Yu Xuan was dizzy from being shaken by her son, but facing his reprimand, she was speechless to refute.
She couldn't remember how long she hadn't heard him call her mother. Today he called, but why did she feel so uncomfortable when she heard it?
"So, you hate me so much?" Yu Xuan asked her son with a wry smile, raising her misty eyes slowly.
When he first heard the word hate, Lei Yao sneered abruptly, "Hate? Hehe...I'm afraid it's not just hate! I'm disappointed in you, no, to be more precise, it's despair!"
Suddenly let go of the hand on his mother's shoulder, Lei Yao looked at her blankly and smiled, clutching his chest and stepping back step by step, "If possible, I would rather be born in an ordinary family. Even if my parents They are all laid-off workers, or migrant workers working in the city, even three meals are a problem, but as long as they love each other and love me more, I will be happy."
"Yao'er..." Biting her lips, looking at her son in pain, Yu Xuan felt a dull pain in her chest that she was about to die.
God, what has she done to her son all these years!
The mood suddenly became extremely bad, and he wanted to find a place to vent.
He doesn't want to see this face again, don't think of the things she did to him again!
Turning his back and walking in the direction of the corridor entrance, Lei Yao pulled the tie on his neck with difficulty breathing, while slowly opening his lips, his voice hovered in the night sky sonorously,
"I repeat again, you'd better give me up on the idea of letting me marry Ruoyi. Even if you kill me, I won't marry her. Of course, I also know that doing so will hurt her a lot, but if I If you marry her, she will be hurt even more. Over the years, I have never violated your will, but I want to make decisions about marriage. I will either be single for the rest of my life, or if I get married, I will marry the woman I love! "
Seeing that he seemed to be leaving, Yu Xuan covered her tear-wet face and wanted to catch up, but Lei Yao suddenly turned around and stopped her with a sneer, "I know what you're going to say. No, I will try my best to spend time with her, this is my bottom line. If you force me again, I will have to—"
Yu Xuan looked at him in surprise with tears streaming down her face, but felt that the smile on his face gave her a creepy feeling.
——"Give her back the parts below the waist. In this way, I don't have to live in guilt all the time."
When he finished what he hadn't finished speaking, Yu Xuan was so frightened that her face turned pale, she staggered and took a step back, and almost fell down.
"Tell Ruoyi for me, I'll come and see her tomorrow."
After finishing speaking, Lei Yao curled his lips coldly, turned around and entered the corridor without looking back.
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Such President Lei is a bit distressing, what do you guys think?
Some relatives may think that President Lei is not strong enough, but I believe Yingzi, President Lei is definitely a good man with courage and flesh and blood.
A pair of eyes full of sadness and resentment closed forcibly, and then slowly opened, and looked at Yu Xuan again, accompanied by a bone-piercing sneer on his thin lips.
He was waiting for her answer. He wanted to know why a mother could be so indifferent to her son!So blind!
Everyone in the world said that flesh and blood are connected, his heart has been so thoroughly hurt by her mother, can't she feel it?Won't she be in pain?
As early as the moment he suddenly approached and yelled at her, Yu Xuan was startled.
All along, it's not that she didn't know that he had a big opinion of her. To be honest, that's what she wanted.
However, she never expected that he would hate her so much.
Who let his mother take away her husband's love, as the son who trampled on his life, shouldn't he bear it?
Five years, she was cheated by her husband for five full years!
She loved him as her own for five years, but in the end, she realized how stupid she was. It was her husband's child born to another woman who treated her sincerely. How could she not be heartbroken!
Pressing her chest, with a pair of erratic eyes flashing, Yu Xuan stared in disbelief at her son who would never blatantly disobey her like this. For a moment, she felt as if she had never understood him before.
At this moment, under the night sky, he looked at her with such strong hatred and incomprehension in his eyes, and the sneer on his lips was also so determined, which made her startled.
"Why don't you talk, huh? Tell me, what did I do wrong to make you hate me so much?" Yu Xuan's silence completely angered Lei Yao, he took a step forward and clamped her hands Shoulder, shaking vigorously.
"Am I your son? You treat Ruoyi and Qingzi better than me! At least, you can smile at them and talk to them softly. But what about me, Mom? From five years old At first, when I threw myself into your arms, you would push me away cruelly; in thunder and rain, my father was not at home, and I was terribly scared, and wanted to sleep with you, but my hands hurt from knocking, and you just refused to open the door; You went too far, you cruelly left me and went to France alone, and you can't come back a few times throughout the year, and even when you come back, you don't even look at me!"
"At first, I couldn't figure out why your attitude towards me changed 180 degrees. I asked my dad, and he just sighed every time. Later, I grew up and had some understanding of things between men and women. I think Your hatred of me may have something to do with Dad's infidelity. During your separation, I ran into Dad with another woman outside. I warned him and drove the woman away with money. That's when I understood , It turns out that you also have difficulties. Then, I persuaded myself again and again, don’t hate you, don’t blame you, my mother actually loves me very much, at least you were really good to me before I was five years old. I think it’s because I hate you Dad even hates me, so I have tried my best to endure all these years no matter how dissatisfied I am with you."
"I always thought, study hard, work hard, and make the Leiting Group run well. One day, my mother will see my hard work and feel proud and proud of having a son like me. But, after so many years, I just No matter how well you did it, you never praised me, not even a word."
Sighing, Lei Yao shook his head and smiled, and continued, "A few years ago, you brought Ruoyi back, and the relationship between you and Dad has eased a lot since then. I'm really happy that you moved back here. Finally, our family has become lively again after being deserted for so many years, although your attitude towards me is still so bad, but I can bear it. "
"You asked me to date Ruoyi, even though I didn't have feelings for her, but seeing that you and Dad are so enthusiastic, I didn't say anything. Actually, I don't like her, I didn't feel it at first, but because she is what you like Man, I still force myself to get in touch with her. I always comfort myself like this, mom, she is actually a knife-mouthed bean curd heart, if she doesn't care about you, would she care about your life-long affairs, she is making a wife for you, It means that she has you in her heart. That's why I didn't push Ruoyi away. If I had known that things would develop to where it is today, I should have made a more ruthless decision. It was my indecision that hurt me and hurt me. Ruoyi."
The son's words pierced deeply into Yu Xuan's heart like sharp thorns, and before he finished speaking, she had already burst into tears.
If he didn't say it, she really didn't realize that she was so cruel!She had done so much to him!
The endless haze shrouded his eyes, Lei Yao pursed his lips in pain, shrugged his mother's shoulders, and continued to complain.
Today he wants to vent all the dissatisfaction in his heart. He has had enough, really enough!
Before he met Lan Yan, he felt that he didn't live like a person at all!
"If Ruoyi had an accident to save me, I am very grateful to her, and I also blame myself. As a man, as a person, I must stand up and take responsibility. But to be honest, the past three years have really been my responsibility. The longest time in my life. Wherever I go, the shackles of guilt will follow. If possible, I would rather be me instead of Ruoyi, at least I won’t feel like a sinner.”
"You asked me what's wrong with Ruoyi. In fact, I don't know how to answer this question. She is very good, she is very good everywhere, but if she doesn't feel it, she doesn't feel it. There is nothing I can do."
Freeing up one hand to press tightly on his chest, Lei Yao smiled bitterly, "Lan Yan, although I haven't known her for long, I love her not because she is prettier than Ruoyi, nor because Ruoyi Yi Tan can’t do anything on the bed, but she can satisfy my desire! People say that men are animals that think from the lower body, but that’s not always the case. Lan Yan can make pastries for me, and she can wear an apron in the kitchen Li is busy for me, even frying a plate of very simple shredded potatoes will make me feel warm."
"My nails are broken, and she will be very nervous, and carefully cut them off with scissors. When I say my ears are itchy, she will help me dig them out with ear picks. I just read the sentence "What kind of food do I like to eat?" , she will always keep it in her heart. Do you know how strong the contrast is between being neglected for a long time and being held in the palm of one's hand?"
"Have you done these things for me? No, nothing! Apart from giving me a cold face, you just turned a blind eye to me. It's like just now at the door of the ward, you have something to tell me and ask me to come up with you, you Did you glance at me when you were talking? Mom, I’m a human being, I don’t see a lifeless wall, I also have a heart, and my heart hurts!”
Yu Xuan was dizzy from being shaken by her son, but facing his reprimand, she was speechless to refute.
She couldn't remember how long she hadn't heard him call her mother. Today he called, but why did she feel so uncomfortable when she heard it?
"So, you hate me so much?" Yu Xuan asked her son with a wry smile, raising her misty eyes slowly.
When he first heard the word hate, Lei Yao sneered abruptly, "Hate? Hehe...I'm afraid it's not just hate! I'm disappointed in you, no, to be more precise, it's despair!"
Suddenly let go of the hand on his mother's shoulder, Lei Yao looked at her blankly and smiled, clutching his chest and stepping back step by step, "If possible, I would rather be born in an ordinary family. Even if my parents They are all laid-off workers, or migrant workers working in the city, even three meals are a problem, but as long as they love each other and love me more, I will be happy."
"Yao'er..." Biting her lips, looking at her son in pain, Yu Xuan felt a dull pain in her chest that she was about to die.
God, what has she done to her son all these years!
The mood suddenly became extremely bad, and he wanted to find a place to vent.
He doesn't want to see this face again, don't think of the things she did to him again!
Turning his back and walking in the direction of the corridor entrance, Lei Yao pulled the tie on his neck with difficulty breathing, while slowly opening his lips, his voice hovered in the night sky sonorously,
"I repeat again, you'd better give me up on the idea of letting me marry Ruoyi. Even if you kill me, I won't marry her. Of course, I also know that doing so will hurt her a lot, but if I If you marry her, she will be hurt even more. Over the years, I have never violated your will, but I want to make decisions about marriage. I will either be single for the rest of my life, or if I get married, I will marry the woman I love! "
Seeing that he seemed to be leaving, Yu Xuan covered her tear-wet face and wanted to catch up, but Lei Yao suddenly turned around and stopped her with a sneer, "I know what you're going to say. No, I will try my best to spend time with her, this is my bottom line. If you force me again, I will have to—"
Yu Xuan looked at him in surprise with tears streaming down her face, but felt that the smile on his face gave her a creepy feeling.
——"Give her back the parts below the waist. In this way, I don't have to live in guilt all the time."
When he finished what he hadn't finished speaking, Yu Xuan was so frightened that her face turned pale, she staggered and took a step back, and almost fell down.
"Tell Ruoyi for me, I'll come and see her tomorrow."
After finishing speaking, Lei Yao curled his lips coldly, turned around and entered the corridor without looking back.
__________________________________________________________________________
Such President Lei is a bit distressing, what do you guys think?
Some relatives may think that President Lei is not strong enough, but I believe Yingzi, President Lei is definitely a good man with courage and flesh and blood.
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