Chapter 454, Love is so helpless. My daughter has talked about this. Although Lin Wanrou is heartbroken, she can't bear to push her anymore. If she continues to push her, she will really push this child to a dead end.
Holding her daughter back into her arms, Lin Wanrou caressed her hair, "You child, why are you so stupid, how hard it is to raise a child by yourself, and how much gossip you will suffer, have you ever thought about it?"
"It's okay mom, you can raise me alone, why can't I?" Nestled in her mother's arms and smiling at her with tears, Lin Xia comforted her while raising her hand to help her mother wipe away her tears.
Touching her daughter's face, Lin Wanrou gave her a distressed look, "Can it be the same? I have no other choice. Back then, your father didn't want you, and besides, I couldn't possibly hand you over to them. Just go to Xu Na's virtue, you follow them. It's strange to have a good time."
"Mom, to be honest, thank you. For me, you really suffered a lot. It was so difficult, and I was brought up." Holding her mother's hand instead, Lin Xia smiled at her with tears in her eyes. She really didn't mean to blame her mother at all. On the contrary, she felt that her mother was so pitiful. Thinking about it differently, if she stood in the mother's perspective, she felt that she would feel chilled.
That's right, it's because she doesn't live up to expectations, who doesn't love, but loves the son of the third party who destroys their family.
Just ask anyone on the street, probably no one would want such an unfilial daughter like her.
Holding her mother's hand tightly, Lin Xia continued what she had just said, "Mom, don't be sad, okay? Let's take care of your illness. During this period of time, it was my daughter who was too selfish and didn't consider your feelings. I'm sorry, I won't be willful anymore. Mom, promise me that you won't do stupid things anymore, okay? In this world, I'm just a relative to you. If you're not here, what do you want me to do? "
"Son, do you think I'm willing to let you go, does mom let you go, mom is just mad..." Before she finished speaking, Lin Wanrou covered her lips and began to cry bitterly.
"Mom, don't cry, don't cry, it's my fault, I will never be angry with you again, I swear!" Reaching out to help her mother wipe away the tears from the corners of her eyes, Lin Xia coaxed her with a smile.
"Really?" Lin Wanrou asked her with tears in her eyes as she raised her head in doubt.
Nodding without hesitation, Lin Xia once again stretched out her hand to embrace her mother, "Really."
Lin Wanrou was very relieved by her daughter's words. She believed that after she committed suicide this time, the child would not break her promise. However, when she thought that an unmarried girl was pregnant with a child, she couldn't help but feel sorry for her. She was worried, "Then...then do you really want to have a baby alone? Human words are scary!"
"It's okay, I don't care." Holding her mother's thin shoulders tightly, Lin Xia lay on her shoulders, shaking her head and smiling indifferently.
This is the crystallization of her and Cheng Xiao's love. Since they can't be together, she must keep this child no matter what.
Slowly breaking free from her daughter's arms, tears lingered on her for a long time, seeing her look so haggard, her eyes full of sadness, Lin Wanrou closed her eyes in pain, and decided to compromise.
Waving her hand, she turned her face away, and said with a bitter smile, "Come on, I lost, you can go to him. You can marry or elope as you like, as long as you don't waver in front of me. As for Xu Na , you can figure it out for yourself. Don't worry, I won't do stupid things anymore. No wonder people say that mothers are here to pay off their children's debts in this life. This is true. I pull it out alone. When you grow up, only I know all kinds of bitterness. It’s good that I have experienced that kind of pain once, and I don’t want my daughter to repeat my mistakes. Xia Xia, go find him, marry him, and have a legitimate life Child. Mom doesn’t want you to suffer from other people’s gossip, and I don’t want the child in your womb to be deprived of father’s love like you. Go, go, go to him, go and tell him to marry you!”
Speaking of excitement, Lin Wanrou stretched out her hand and pushed her daughter off the bed.
After throwing her off the bed, Lin Wanrou beat her chest and cried loudly.
Seeing this, Lin Xia hurried forward and hugged her excited mother. Her appearance really made her feel distressed.
She knew that her mother would compromise because she cared about her and was afraid that it would be too hard for her to give birth to a child by herself. In the end, parents love their children far more than children love them.
But mother didn't know, the more she was like this, the more uncomfortable she felt, the more she wanted to kill herself.
Look what she's done to hurt her mother like this.
"Mom, mom, don't get excited, listen to me. I really figured it out, I won't lie to you again, and I won't hurt your heart again. Cheng Xiao thinks so too, we really don't fit together , being together will be more painful, so we decided to separate. Mom, don’t blame yourself, I don’t mean to blame you, it’s because my daughter doesn’t live up to expectations. Don’t be sad, it doesn’t matter if I raise the child by myself. Does anyone bring a child? Besides, there is you, you can take it for me when I go to work..."
"You dead child, mom agrees, why don't you go find him..." Lin Wanrou slapped her daughter's shoulders angrily, and suddenly felt that she had done too much, "I'm sorry, girl, mom made a mistake, mom really knows it's wrong Yes. You go to find him, go to get married, and raise children together after getting married. The pressure to raise children alone is really great..."
"It's okay, Mom, I'm not afraid." Holding her mother's shoulders, Lin Xia smiled at her with tears in her eyes, "Mom, don't talk about it anymore, this matter is decided. What you have to do now is to take good care of your illness, don't worry about it. I won't allow you to think about it any more. Well, quickly control your emotions, I'm pregnant now, so I can't keep crying, mom will take care of me and don't make me cry, okay? "
Then, helping her mother wipe her tears, Lin Xia squatted down, found the washbasin and towel under the bedside table, and walked towards the corner bathroom, "Mom, wait for me, I'll twist a towel to wipe your face .”
After finishing speaking, Lin Xia pretended to be okay and smiled at her mother, then turned around and went into the bathroom.
The moment the door was closed, Lin Xia leaned against the door panel weakly.
He raised his head, closed his eyes, took a heavy breath, and let the helpless tears flow across his face.
She blamed herself fiercely in her heart, it was all her fault, it was she who didn't know the heights of heaven and earth, and actually fought against fate with brazen words, so that she hurt the two people she loved so deeply.
The images of Cheng Xiao's departure and her mother's helpless compromise flashed alternately in her mind. When she thought that these two people were making sacrifices for her, she wished she could slap herself to death.
At a moment of despair, she suddenly remembered that there was still a little life in her belly, a seed sown by a man she loved. Lin Xia couldn't help but smiled and lowered her head, stroking her lower abdomen with her hands in turn, "Baby, mom is really happy!" I can't go on anymore, and now you are the only one who can give me motivation. You have to be obedient inside, grow up healthy and healthy, and don't let mom worry, okay? Mom really misses it so much, I really want to see you soon your turn……"
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At one o'clock in the afternoon, Cheng Xiao finally drove the car crookedly into the underground parking lot downstairs of his apartment.
Originally, it was less than nine o'clock when we set off, and it only took two hours to come back. If it is faster, we can arrive after ten o'clock.
But because he was in a bad mood and couldn't concentrate, he had to stop for a while to blow some air, take a rest before continuing, which delayed a lot of time.
Coming out of the elevator with an ashen complexion, he stared blankly in the direction of home, and mechanically took out the keys in his coat pocket with his right hand.
But that damned hand suddenly became ineffective, and the key fell to the ground as soon as he took it out of his pocket.
In desperation, he had to squat down to pick it up.
The moment he stood up, a pair of brown leather boots appeared in his eyes. He raised his head subconsciously, and met a pair of familiar eyes in the next second.
Standing up quickly, and politely bowing to the visitor, Cheng Xiao forced himself to smile, "Jiang... Uncle Jiang, why are you here?"
"Why, you're not welcome?" Jiang Daohan joked.
"How could it be? It's too late to be happy." Cheng Xiao shook his head hastily, and quickly took the key to open the door, "Uncle Jiang, please come in!"
No matter how Jiang Daohan looked at him, he felt that the child's complexion was not quite right, so he raised his eyebrows in doubt, and made fun of him as he walked into the room, "Xiao'er, the complexion is not very good, could it be the child with Yiyi?" Have you had a fight?"
Hearing this, Cheng Xiao, who entered the door after him, couldn't help laughing at himself, and murmured, "It would be nice if we quarreled."
His voice was very soft, Jiang Daohan heard it, but he didn't know what he said, after he sat down on the sofa, he couldn't help turning around and asking him, "Xiao'er, what did you just say?"
It was a self-deprecating remark, but I didn't expect him to say it. Before Uncle Jiang heard it, Cheng Xiao, who closed the door and came here, quickly shook his head and smiled, "No...it's nothing."
Afraid that he would get to the bottom of it, Cheng Xiao scratched his head, walked towards the kitchen with a smile, and asked him, "By the way, Uncle Jiang, do you want coffee or tea?"
Jiang Daohan shook his head and beckoned him to sit down, "Don't be too busy, Xiao'er. Come here, uncle is here today, I have something to tell you."
"Oh." Cheng Xiao walked over immediately and sat down next to him.
Holding Cheng Xiao's hand, Jiang Daohan asked him with a smile, "I heard from Xi'er that you and Yiyi have reconciled, is it true?"
"This..." For a moment, Cheng Xiao looked embarrassed, not knowing how to answer.If he hadn't received that call in the morning, he thought he might be able to categorically say yes, but now, he couldn't say it, because he was dumped again, and of course, it couldn't be considered dumped. To be honest, Xia Xia It is also quite bitter.
After hesitating for a while, Cheng Xiao decided to tell the truth, this kind of thing can't be hidden for long, and he felt that he should tell Uncle Jiang about Aunt Lin's attempted suicide by drinking medicine.
"Uncle Jiang, I'm sorry. After careful consideration, Xia Xia and I decided to separate. Auntie still couldn't accept me. When she learned that Xia Xia and I got back together, she chose to commit suicide by drinking medicine just this morning."
"What? Wanrou committed suicide?!" Hearing that his ex-wife had committed suicide, Jiang Daohan jumped up from the sofa excitedly, and was in shock.
Holding her daughter back into her arms, Lin Wanrou caressed her hair, "You child, why are you so stupid, how hard it is to raise a child by yourself, and how much gossip you will suffer, have you ever thought about it?"
"It's okay mom, you can raise me alone, why can't I?" Nestled in her mother's arms and smiling at her with tears, Lin Xia comforted her while raising her hand to help her mother wipe away her tears.
Touching her daughter's face, Lin Wanrou gave her a distressed look, "Can it be the same? I have no other choice. Back then, your father didn't want you, and besides, I couldn't possibly hand you over to them. Just go to Xu Na's virtue, you follow them. It's strange to have a good time."
"Mom, to be honest, thank you. For me, you really suffered a lot. It was so difficult, and I was brought up." Holding her mother's hand instead, Lin Xia smiled at her with tears in her eyes. She really didn't mean to blame her mother at all. On the contrary, she felt that her mother was so pitiful. Thinking about it differently, if she stood in the mother's perspective, she felt that she would feel chilled.
That's right, it's because she doesn't live up to expectations, who doesn't love, but loves the son of the third party who destroys their family.
Just ask anyone on the street, probably no one would want such an unfilial daughter like her.
Holding her mother's hand tightly, Lin Xia continued what she had just said, "Mom, don't be sad, okay? Let's take care of your illness. During this period of time, it was my daughter who was too selfish and didn't consider your feelings. I'm sorry, I won't be willful anymore. Mom, promise me that you won't do stupid things anymore, okay? In this world, I'm just a relative to you. If you're not here, what do you want me to do? "
"Son, do you think I'm willing to let you go, does mom let you go, mom is just mad..." Before she finished speaking, Lin Wanrou covered her lips and began to cry bitterly.
"Mom, don't cry, don't cry, it's my fault, I will never be angry with you again, I swear!" Reaching out to help her mother wipe away the tears from the corners of her eyes, Lin Xia coaxed her with a smile.
"Really?" Lin Wanrou asked her with tears in her eyes as she raised her head in doubt.
Nodding without hesitation, Lin Xia once again stretched out her hand to embrace her mother, "Really."
Lin Wanrou was very relieved by her daughter's words. She believed that after she committed suicide this time, the child would not break her promise. However, when she thought that an unmarried girl was pregnant with a child, she couldn't help but feel sorry for her. She was worried, "Then...then do you really want to have a baby alone? Human words are scary!"
"It's okay, I don't care." Holding her mother's thin shoulders tightly, Lin Xia lay on her shoulders, shaking her head and smiling indifferently.
This is the crystallization of her and Cheng Xiao's love. Since they can't be together, she must keep this child no matter what.
Slowly breaking free from her daughter's arms, tears lingered on her for a long time, seeing her look so haggard, her eyes full of sadness, Lin Wanrou closed her eyes in pain, and decided to compromise.
Waving her hand, she turned her face away, and said with a bitter smile, "Come on, I lost, you can go to him. You can marry or elope as you like, as long as you don't waver in front of me. As for Xu Na , you can figure it out for yourself. Don't worry, I won't do stupid things anymore. No wonder people say that mothers are here to pay off their children's debts in this life. This is true. I pull it out alone. When you grow up, only I know all kinds of bitterness. It’s good that I have experienced that kind of pain once, and I don’t want my daughter to repeat my mistakes. Xia Xia, go find him, marry him, and have a legitimate life Child. Mom doesn’t want you to suffer from other people’s gossip, and I don’t want the child in your womb to be deprived of father’s love like you. Go, go, go to him, go and tell him to marry you!”
Speaking of excitement, Lin Wanrou stretched out her hand and pushed her daughter off the bed.
After throwing her off the bed, Lin Wanrou beat her chest and cried loudly.
Seeing this, Lin Xia hurried forward and hugged her excited mother. Her appearance really made her feel distressed.
She knew that her mother would compromise because she cared about her and was afraid that it would be too hard for her to give birth to a child by herself. In the end, parents love their children far more than children love them.
But mother didn't know, the more she was like this, the more uncomfortable she felt, the more she wanted to kill herself.
Look what she's done to hurt her mother like this.
"Mom, mom, don't get excited, listen to me. I really figured it out, I won't lie to you again, and I won't hurt your heart again. Cheng Xiao thinks so too, we really don't fit together , being together will be more painful, so we decided to separate. Mom, don’t blame yourself, I don’t mean to blame you, it’s because my daughter doesn’t live up to expectations. Don’t be sad, it doesn’t matter if I raise the child by myself. Does anyone bring a child? Besides, there is you, you can take it for me when I go to work..."
"You dead child, mom agrees, why don't you go find him..." Lin Wanrou slapped her daughter's shoulders angrily, and suddenly felt that she had done too much, "I'm sorry, girl, mom made a mistake, mom really knows it's wrong Yes. You go to find him, go to get married, and raise children together after getting married. The pressure to raise children alone is really great..."
"It's okay, Mom, I'm not afraid." Holding her mother's shoulders, Lin Xia smiled at her with tears in her eyes, "Mom, don't talk about it anymore, this matter is decided. What you have to do now is to take good care of your illness, don't worry about it. I won't allow you to think about it any more. Well, quickly control your emotions, I'm pregnant now, so I can't keep crying, mom will take care of me and don't make me cry, okay? "
Then, helping her mother wipe her tears, Lin Xia squatted down, found the washbasin and towel under the bedside table, and walked towards the corner bathroom, "Mom, wait for me, I'll twist a towel to wipe your face .”
After finishing speaking, Lin Xia pretended to be okay and smiled at her mother, then turned around and went into the bathroom.
The moment the door was closed, Lin Xia leaned against the door panel weakly.
He raised his head, closed his eyes, took a heavy breath, and let the helpless tears flow across his face.
She blamed herself fiercely in her heart, it was all her fault, it was she who didn't know the heights of heaven and earth, and actually fought against fate with brazen words, so that she hurt the two people she loved so deeply.
The images of Cheng Xiao's departure and her mother's helpless compromise flashed alternately in her mind. When she thought that these two people were making sacrifices for her, she wished she could slap herself to death.
At a moment of despair, she suddenly remembered that there was still a little life in her belly, a seed sown by a man she loved. Lin Xia couldn't help but smiled and lowered her head, stroking her lower abdomen with her hands in turn, "Baby, mom is really happy!" I can't go on anymore, and now you are the only one who can give me motivation. You have to be obedient inside, grow up healthy and healthy, and don't let mom worry, okay? Mom really misses it so much, I really want to see you soon your turn……"
____________________________________________________________________
At one o'clock in the afternoon, Cheng Xiao finally drove the car crookedly into the underground parking lot downstairs of his apartment.
Originally, it was less than nine o'clock when we set off, and it only took two hours to come back. If it is faster, we can arrive after ten o'clock.
But because he was in a bad mood and couldn't concentrate, he had to stop for a while to blow some air, take a rest before continuing, which delayed a lot of time.
Coming out of the elevator with an ashen complexion, he stared blankly in the direction of home, and mechanically took out the keys in his coat pocket with his right hand.
But that damned hand suddenly became ineffective, and the key fell to the ground as soon as he took it out of his pocket.
In desperation, he had to squat down to pick it up.
The moment he stood up, a pair of brown leather boots appeared in his eyes. He raised his head subconsciously, and met a pair of familiar eyes in the next second.
Standing up quickly, and politely bowing to the visitor, Cheng Xiao forced himself to smile, "Jiang... Uncle Jiang, why are you here?"
"Why, you're not welcome?" Jiang Daohan joked.
"How could it be? It's too late to be happy." Cheng Xiao shook his head hastily, and quickly took the key to open the door, "Uncle Jiang, please come in!"
No matter how Jiang Daohan looked at him, he felt that the child's complexion was not quite right, so he raised his eyebrows in doubt, and made fun of him as he walked into the room, "Xiao'er, the complexion is not very good, could it be the child with Yiyi?" Have you had a fight?"
Hearing this, Cheng Xiao, who entered the door after him, couldn't help laughing at himself, and murmured, "It would be nice if we quarreled."
His voice was very soft, Jiang Daohan heard it, but he didn't know what he said, after he sat down on the sofa, he couldn't help turning around and asking him, "Xiao'er, what did you just say?"
It was a self-deprecating remark, but I didn't expect him to say it. Before Uncle Jiang heard it, Cheng Xiao, who closed the door and came here, quickly shook his head and smiled, "No...it's nothing."
Afraid that he would get to the bottom of it, Cheng Xiao scratched his head, walked towards the kitchen with a smile, and asked him, "By the way, Uncle Jiang, do you want coffee or tea?"
Jiang Daohan shook his head and beckoned him to sit down, "Don't be too busy, Xiao'er. Come here, uncle is here today, I have something to tell you."
"Oh." Cheng Xiao walked over immediately and sat down next to him.
Holding Cheng Xiao's hand, Jiang Daohan asked him with a smile, "I heard from Xi'er that you and Yiyi have reconciled, is it true?"
"This..." For a moment, Cheng Xiao looked embarrassed, not knowing how to answer.If he hadn't received that call in the morning, he thought he might be able to categorically say yes, but now, he couldn't say it, because he was dumped again, and of course, it couldn't be considered dumped. To be honest, Xia Xia It is also quite bitter.
After hesitating for a while, Cheng Xiao decided to tell the truth, this kind of thing can't be hidden for long, and he felt that he should tell Uncle Jiang about Aunt Lin's attempted suicide by drinking medicine.
"Uncle Jiang, I'm sorry. After careful consideration, Xia Xia and I decided to separate. Auntie still couldn't accept me. When she learned that Xia Xia and I got back together, she chose to commit suicide by drinking medicine just this morning."
"What? Wanrou committed suicide?!" Hearing that his ex-wife had committed suicide, Jiang Daohan jumped up from the sofa excitedly, and was in shock.
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