Chapter 521, let me think about what Cheng Xiao said made Lin Xia very educated, and she listened very carefully.
He is not someone else, he is a man who almost gave his life for her. She doesn't need to listen to what others say, but she will listen carefully to what he says.
She also knew that he was worried about herself, and even knew that what he said made sense, but she also had her own distress and persistence in her heart.
Looking gratefully at the person on the hospital bed, Lin Xia smiled bitterly, and did not retort as fiercely as in the past, but opened her heart to him in a heart-to-heart tone.
"Cheng Xiao, I admit that your words are very convincing, and I also know that you are doing it for my own good. But, you are not me, and you will not understand how I feel in my heart."
"Yes, I admit that I am not as strong as everyone sees. I am a typical person who is strong on the outside and soft on the inside. In fact, Yanyan is much stronger than me, she just looks weaker. Many times, I It's all a deliberate disguise to make myself look tough and less annoying, so that others won't bully me. I think this may be a common problem for children in single-parent families. As you said, the marriage of parents The blow to me was so great that I was full of rejection from the world. Before I met you, I really didn't feel safe at all. Anyone who knows me well knows that I have always been an unmarriageist. It’s not that I don’t want to love. As you said, I actually lack love. I want to find a shoulder to lean on when I’m old, but I dare not. I’m afraid. , just like a cowardly tortoise. It is very curious about the outside world, and it is obviously eager to understand the creatures like men, but because of the shadow in its heart, it does not dare to take a step out of its shell, so it sneaks on the edge of the shell to spy Facing the outside world, living cautiously and exhaustingly.”
"However, your appearance made me strong and brave. At that time, even though I knew that being with you was a road of no return, I still couldn't resist the temptation you brought me, so I desperately I walked out of the shell and ran towards you without hesitation. Although I used you during this time, and we were separated due to misunderstandings and various reasons, I never regretted giving my heart to you. Facts have proved that I The only brave decision in this life was right, and I won the bet because I got a good man who loves me so much."
"Cheng Xiao, you said that I am very precious to you. In fact, this sentence is exactly what I want to say to you. Do you know that you taught me to love others, and you let me taste the feeling of being loved. If Without you, I really don’t know how happy and happy it is to be loved and loved by others. Because of you, I began to open my heart and accept the world. Because of you, I Start thinking of people in a positive light."
"In short, I can't live without you in this life. I really love you, love love, and my love for you is actually no less than your love for me."
Taking a deep breath and curling her lips in a self-deprecating manner, Lin Xia continued to say to Cheng Xiao, "To tell you the truth, I was really happy when I found out that he had liver cancer and it was in the advanced stage. I really want to Laughing, I really want to run wildly on the street, I really want to scream up to the sky, and shout loudly: Oh, so there is karma in this world! Jiang Daohan, your karma is here! Hahaha, you have cancer, you are going to die, you deserve it Ah you! Who told you to abandon your wife and daughter, who told you to betray my mother, who told you to go away with a vixen! It’s too cheap for you to get liver cancer, and people like you should go to hell!”
"However, I don't understand myself. I am obviously very happy. You must know that I have really hated him these years, and hoped that he and your mother would die every day. However, when this day really comes, when I know that he is about to When I was not long in the world, I thought I would go crazy with joy, because for so many years, I had held too much dissatisfaction and hatred for him in my heart. However, I was wrong. It turns out that happiness is only temporary, like a meteor piercing through In the sky, there is only a moment, it is fleeting. On the contrary, after the brief happiness, there is an unspeakable pain in my heart. Up to now, I don’t know how to describe my current mood.”
"All I know is the look he gave me when he was about to leave, the hesitant look, the haggard inhuman appearance, and the regret and guilt that I can understand in his eyes, and the way he turned around. The lonely figure at that time kept swaying in front of my eyes, making me upset. I don't understand how I became like this, and I was soft on that kind of person. You know that he doesn't deserve sympathy at all. After so many years, He didn't care about me, he gave Xi'er a birthday, and carefully selected gifts for her. At that time, did he ever think that he had a daughter, and that daughter also had a birthday, but did he remember, probably not? ?”
"Cheng Xiao, I really hate myself at this moment. I think I'm sorry for my mother, and for the sufferings our mother and daughter have suffered over the years. That man, he is a beast that is not as good as a beast. He is not worthy of being a father, but what should I do? , I’m just so disappointed. I feel so uncomfortable. I’ve fantasized about his tragic death countless times, but that’s just limited to fantasy. I didn’t expect him to get cancer, I didn’t expect him to really die... Cheng Xiao, tell me why my heart hurts so much, why I can't bear him to die...why..."
Before he finished speaking, Lin Xia leaned over, covered his face and burst into tears.
Seeing her helplessness and pain, Cheng Xiao pursed his lips in distress.
Enduring the wound on his body, he moved his body forward, and he stretched out his hand to bring the little woman who was lying on the edge of the bed crying hysterically into his arms.
Hugging her tightly with all his strength, feeling her body trembling slightly because of crying, the distress and pity in Cheng Xiao's eyes inevitably deepened a little.
With his chin resting on her shoulder, Cheng Xiao tilted his head and lightly pecked at the hair next to her ear, his lips couldn't help evoking a gratifying arc, "My dear Xia Xia, do you know? I'm so happy to hear you say that , I knew my Xia Xia was not the kind of hard-hearted person."
"Xia Xia, I know you feel uncomfortable. To be honest, I don't know how to persuade you. You know, I am a stupid person. But, what I want to say is that I am very happy to hear your truth. I’m happy, and I feel so relieved. Don’t be too sad, no matter what, I will always be by your side. There are also children, too, and we will cheer you up with loyalty and help you get out of your knot.”
"Since you don't want him to die, then persuade him to actively treat him. If you have hatred and anger in your heart, you don't have to forgive him for the time being. You just tell him, very confidently, 'Jiang Daohan, since you know you are wrong Well, then live well for me, and only by living can I repay the debt you owe us mother and daughter! Isn’t it too cheap for you to die now? If you are a man, actively cooperate with the doctor for treatment, Otherwise you're a coward! It's easy to die, but it's not so easy to live. You're not allowed to die until I forgive you, you hear?""
Cheng Xiao's joking words made Lin Xia in his arms couldn't help laughing, she laughed while crying, raised her teary eyes and gave him a funny look, she raised her fist and lightly slapped him on the shoulder One punch, "Stupid!"
"Hehe, I told you that I don't know how to coax people. But if you smile, it's not in vain for me to waste so much tongue." Raising his hand to caress her tear-stained face, Cheng Xiao's warm and moist eyes flashed. He stared at her for a moment, "Seriously, do you want to try the trick I just said, huh?"
"I don't want it, so that doesn't mean I forgive him, I don't want it!" Shaking his head without hesitation, Lin Xia reached out and tapped his handsome nose, and glared at him coquettishly, "You can't do that!" Trick me, I know you want me to forgive your Uncle Jiang, right? But, I don’t want to, why forgive him, what he did deserves my forgiveness!”
"I didn't tell you to forgive him, but I just want you to persuade him to get treatment. Think about it, it's better for him to be alive than dead. If he's alive, you can stare at him as much as you like, and you can sarcasm him as much as you want. In other words, it's better than getting angry at a tombstone, right?" Cheng Xiao smiled, and continued to use the aggressive method, he could see that his little woman seemed to be moved, and a sly look flashed across his eyes.
No matter how I heard this, I felt a little teasing myself. Lin Xia glared at Cheng Xiao angrily, strangled his neck, and asked him angrily, "Cheng Xiao, you are mocking me, mocking me when I saw it. He's either staring at him or making fun of him, right? Well, I found out that you really hide deep enough, and you don't use dirty words when you curse. Which country are you from, tell me!"
Cheng Xiao refused to admit it to death, squinted his eyes and smiled harmlessly, "No way, you think me too smart, I don't have that IQ!"
Squeezing his face, Lin Xia flattened her lips angrily, "Hmph, don't think I can't hear it, you are using aggressive methods to persuade me to go for treatment!"
"Eh..." Well, since he was spotted, he didn't want to pretend anymore, "Then, are you going or not? If you go, I can accompany you. Mom has a very strong personality, and I don't want to force her She, after all, she is the most direct victim, and she is the elder. But Xia Xia, you are different, you are the younger generation, Uncle Jiang is no better than a beast, you are his daughter, without him, there would be no you. So , I think it's more appropriate for you to go. Let's not mention the things we didn't forgive, and just persuade him to get treatment. In short, we just have a clear conscience, huh?"
"No, I don't want to see him!" Lin Xia shook her head firmly.
"If you don't want to see him, why don't you just look at him when you're talking, you can just look at the wall. How about we come back after we finish talking?" Cheng Xiao coaxed him nicely.
"Or don't! I'll feel sorry for my mother!"
"No, I can see that after Mom heard that Uncle Jiang had cancer, she seemed a little sad, but she hid it well."
"really?"
"Yeah. Let's go, huh? My Xia Xia is the most understanding, let's go, okay?" Someone began to act like a baby, shaking the shoulders of the little woman in his arms non-stop.
"Don't act like a spoiled child to me, I... I'll think about it..."
He is not someone else, he is a man who almost gave his life for her. She doesn't need to listen to what others say, but she will listen carefully to what he says.
She also knew that he was worried about herself, and even knew that what he said made sense, but she also had her own distress and persistence in her heart.
Looking gratefully at the person on the hospital bed, Lin Xia smiled bitterly, and did not retort as fiercely as in the past, but opened her heart to him in a heart-to-heart tone.
"Cheng Xiao, I admit that your words are very convincing, and I also know that you are doing it for my own good. But, you are not me, and you will not understand how I feel in my heart."
"Yes, I admit that I am not as strong as everyone sees. I am a typical person who is strong on the outside and soft on the inside. In fact, Yanyan is much stronger than me, she just looks weaker. Many times, I It's all a deliberate disguise to make myself look tough and less annoying, so that others won't bully me. I think this may be a common problem for children in single-parent families. As you said, the marriage of parents The blow to me was so great that I was full of rejection from the world. Before I met you, I really didn't feel safe at all. Anyone who knows me well knows that I have always been an unmarriageist. It’s not that I don’t want to love. As you said, I actually lack love. I want to find a shoulder to lean on when I’m old, but I dare not. I’m afraid. , just like a cowardly tortoise. It is very curious about the outside world, and it is obviously eager to understand the creatures like men, but because of the shadow in its heart, it does not dare to take a step out of its shell, so it sneaks on the edge of the shell to spy Facing the outside world, living cautiously and exhaustingly.”
"However, your appearance made me strong and brave. At that time, even though I knew that being with you was a road of no return, I still couldn't resist the temptation you brought me, so I desperately I walked out of the shell and ran towards you without hesitation. Although I used you during this time, and we were separated due to misunderstandings and various reasons, I never regretted giving my heart to you. Facts have proved that I The only brave decision in this life was right, and I won the bet because I got a good man who loves me so much."
"Cheng Xiao, you said that I am very precious to you. In fact, this sentence is exactly what I want to say to you. Do you know that you taught me to love others, and you let me taste the feeling of being loved. If Without you, I really don’t know how happy and happy it is to be loved and loved by others. Because of you, I began to open my heart and accept the world. Because of you, I Start thinking of people in a positive light."
"In short, I can't live without you in this life. I really love you, love love, and my love for you is actually no less than your love for me."
Taking a deep breath and curling her lips in a self-deprecating manner, Lin Xia continued to say to Cheng Xiao, "To tell you the truth, I was really happy when I found out that he had liver cancer and it was in the advanced stage. I really want to Laughing, I really want to run wildly on the street, I really want to scream up to the sky, and shout loudly: Oh, so there is karma in this world! Jiang Daohan, your karma is here! Hahaha, you have cancer, you are going to die, you deserve it Ah you! Who told you to abandon your wife and daughter, who told you to betray my mother, who told you to go away with a vixen! It’s too cheap for you to get liver cancer, and people like you should go to hell!”
"However, I don't understand myself. I am obviously very happy. You must know that I have really hated him these years, and hoped that he and your mother would die every day. However, when this day really comes, when I know that he is about to When I was not long in the world, I thought I would go crazy with joy, because for so many years, I had held too much dissatisfaction and hatred for him in my heart. However, I was wrong. It turns out that happiness is only temporary, like a meteor piercing through In the sky, there is only a moment, it is fleeting. On the contrary, after the brief happiness, there is an unspeakable pain in my heart. Up to now, I don’t know how to describe my current mood.”
"All I know is the look he gave me when he was about to leave, the hesitant look, the haggard inhuman appearance, and the regret and guilt that I can understand in his eyes, and the way he turned around. The lonely figure at that time kept swaying in front of my eyes, making me upset. I don't understand how I became like this, and I was soft on that kind of person. You know that he doesn't deserve sympathy at all. After so many years, He didn't care about me, he gave Xi'er a birthday, and carefully selected gifts for her. At that time, did he ever think that he had a daughter, and that daughter also had a birthday, but did he remember, probably not? ?”
"Cheng Xiao, I really hate myself at this moment. I think I'm sorry for my mother, and for the sufferings our mother and daughter have suffered over the years. That man, he is a beast that is not as good as a beast. He is not worthy of being a father, but what should I do? , I’m just so disappointed. I feel so uncomfortable. I’ve fantasized about his tragic death countless times, but that’s just limited to fantasy. I didn’t expect him to get cancer, I didn’t expect him to really die... Cheng Xiao, tell me why my heart hurts so much, why I can't bear him to die...why..."
Before he finished speaking, Lin Xia leaned over, covered his face and burst into tears.
Seeing her helplessness and pain, Cheng Xiao pursed his lips in distress.
Enduring the wound on his body, he moved his body forward, and he stretched out his hand to bring the little woman who was lying on the edge of the bed crying hysterically into his arms.
Hugging her tightly with all his strength, feeling her body trembling slightly because of crying, the distress and pity in Cheng Xiao's eyes inevitably deepened a little.
With his chin resting on her shoulder, Cheng Xiao tilted his head and lightly pecked at the hair next to her ear, his lips couldn't help evoking a gratifying arc, "My dear Xia Xia, do you know? I'm so happy to hear you say that , I knew my Xia Xia was not the kind of hard-hearted person."
"Xia Xia, I know you feel uncomfortable. To be honest, I don't know how to persuade you. You know, I am a stupid person. But, what I want to say is that I am very happy to hear your truth. I’m happy, and I feel so relieved. Don’t be too sad, no matter what, I will always be by your side. There are also children, too, and we will cheer you up with loyalty and help you get out of your knot.”
"Since you don't want him to die, then persuade him to actively treat him. If you have hatred and anger in your heart, you don't have to forgive him for the time being. You just tell him, very confidently, 'Jiang Daohan, since you know you are wrong Well, then live well for me, and only by living can I repay the debt you owe us mother and daughter! Isn’t it too cheap for you to die now? If you are a man, actively cooperate with the doctor for treatment, Otherwise you're a coward! It's easy to die, but it's not so easy to live. You're not allowed to die until I forgive you, you hear?""
Cheng Xiao's joking words made Lin Xia in his arms couldn't help laughing, she laughed while crying, raised her teary eyes and gave him a funny look, she raised her fist and lightly slapped him on the shoulder One punch, "Stupid!"
"Hehe, I told you that I don't know how to coax people. But if you smile, it's not in vain for me to waste so much tongue." Raising his hand to caress her tear-stained face, Cheng Xiao's warm and moist eyes flashed. He stared at her for a moment, "Seriously, do you want to try the trick I just said, huh?"
"I don't want it, so that doesn't mean I forgive him, I don't want it!" Shaking his head without hesitation, Lin Xia reached out and tapped his handsome nose, and glared at him coquettishly, "You can't do that!" Trick me, I know you want me to forgive your Uncle Jiang, right? But, I don’t want to, why forgive him, what he did deserves my forgiveness!”
"I didn't tell you to forgive him, but I just want you to persuade him to get treatment. Think about it, it's better for him to be alive than dead. If he's alive, you can stare at him as much as you like, and you can sarcasm him as much as you want. In other words, it's better than getting angry at a tombstone, right?" Cheng Xiao smiled, and continued to use the aggressive method, he could see that his little woman seemed to be moved, and a sly look flashed across his eyes.
No matter how I heard this, I felt a little teasing myself. Lin Xia glared at Cheng Xiao angrily, strangled his neck, and asked him angrily, "Cheng Xiao, you are mocking me, mocking me when I saw it. He's either staring at him or making fun of him, right? Well, I found out that you really hide deep enough, and you don't use dirty words when you curse. Which country are you from, tell me!"
Cheng Xiao refused to admit it to death, squinted his eyes and smiled harmlessly, "No way, you think me too smart, I don't have that IQ!"
Squeezing his face, Lin Xia flattened her lips angrily, "Hmph, don't think I can't hear it, you are using aggressive methods to persuade me to go for treatment!"
"Eh..." Well, since he was spotted, he didn't want to pretend anymore, "Then, are you going or not? If you go, I can accompany you. Mom has a very strong personality, and I don't want to force her She, after all, she is the most direct victim, and she is the elder. But Xia Xia, you are different, you are the younger generation, Uncle Jiang is no better than a beast, you are his daughter, without him, there would be no you. So , I think it's more appropriate for you to go. Let's not mention the things we didn't forgive, and just persuade him to get treatment. In short, we just have a clear conscience, huh?"
"No, I don't want to see him!" Lin Xia shook her head firmly.
"If you don't want to see him, why don't you just look at him when you're talking, you can just look at the wall. How about we come back after we finish talking?" Cheng Xiao coaxed him nicely.
"Or don't! I'll feel sorry for my mother!"
"No, I can see that after Mom heard that Uncle Jiang had cancer, she seemed a little sad, but she hid it well."
"really?"
"Yeah. Let's go, huh? My Xia Xia is the most understanding, let's go, okay?" Someone began to act like a baby, shaking the shoulders of the little woman in his arms non-stop.
"Don't act like a spoiled child to me, I... I'll think about it..."
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