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Chapter 583, Ending · 07 · Suffering is rewarding!For several days, Cheng Xiao was depressed.

Obviously, his mother's sudden death had hit him too hard, and he couldn't accept this cruel fact for a while.

The funeral was arranged by good friend Lei Yao and future brother-in-law Shaoqian. My mother had no relatives, so everything was kept simple.

After returning from the cemetery, the most common thing he did was lie on the hospital bed holding a picture of his mother in a daze.

Occasionally, when Lei Yao and the others came to see him, he just nodded politely, and he would never talk to them in a flat tone like he did just after waking up from the car accident.

Overnight, he changed back to the restrained Cheng Xiao he used to be, and because of his mother's recent death, he became even more taciturn than before. I have to get used to it.

How much he misses his dead mother, how much he blames himself, how much pain he feels in his heart, Lin Xia knows all of these, and sees them all.

Whenever the injection is finished, he will reflexively take out the photo of his mother Xu Na from his body, and look at the photo and think about others.

Every time she saw his sad face, Lin Xia felt very distressed, and blamed herself so much that she wanted to kill herself.

After learning about the cause of his mother's death from Xi'er and the others, even though he said that he didn't blame her, but in Lin Xia's eyes, his behavior was tantamount to Ling Chi.

She thought, he should hate her to death, right?

Otherwise, why hasn't he said a word to her these past few days.

In fact, for fear of getting in his way, she really wanted to leave.

But he was worried about him, so he had no choice but to stay cheeky and annoy him.

I thought, forget it, let her leave after he is discharged from the hospital.

After all, she indirectly killed his mother, she is equivalent to a murderer.

Let me ask, who would want to share the same bed with a murderer?

Even though she was so reluctant to part with him in her heart, she was ashamed to face him again.

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On this day, after finishing the drip, Cheng Xiao took out the photo of his mother Xu Na as usual, and stared blankly at the photo.

Lin Xia was sitting on the stool beside the bed peeling oranges, although she lowered her head, she could see his movements from the corner of her eye.

There was a subconscious throbbing pain in her heart, as if a knife had been pierced into her chest, making her feel suffocated.

Stopping the movements in her hands, Lin Xia took a deep breath, mustered up the courage to raise her head, looked apologetically at the person on the hospital bed who was staring at the photo in a daze, and spit out lightly but it made her breathless Three words, "Sorry."

I also know that it is useless to say sorry now, after all, everyone is dead, but Lin Xia still wants to apologize to him solemnly.

Touching his mother's graceful face in the photo with nostalgia, Cheng Xiao didn't look up at Lin Xia, but shook his head expressionlessly, "No need to apologize, it's not your fault .”

"No, it's my fault. If it wasn't for saving me, your mother..."

Before she could finish speaking, Cheng Xiao put the photo in his hand on his chest, and then raised his eyes, meeting her clear eyes with obvious self-blame in the air.

"I ignored you these days, you think I'm angry with you, don't you?"

"Isn't it?" Lin Xia looked at him, and smiled self-deprecatingly, "Actually, you should be angry, and I don't blame you."

"You think too much, girl." Cheng Xiao touched her thinning face with his arm, and there was obvious distress in Cheng Xiao's eyes, "Actually, I don't mean to blame you, but until now, I still don't care. I haven't recovered from the pain of losing my mother. I didn't deliberately ignore you, but I was very depressed and didn't want to talk. You see Xier and the others came, and I didn't pay much attention to them, did I? "

I don't understand why he suddenly called her girl, but Lin Xia has to admit that she really likes to hear him call her girl, especially at this time, it feels like there is a taste of pampering in it.

With that girl's cry, she successfully drew out the tears she had been holding back for a few days without daring to shed in front of him.

Putting the half-peeled orange on the bedside table, holding the big palm on his face with both hands, Lin Xia said to him with tears in his eyes, "I beg you, don't be like this, okay? Hit me, It's okay to scold me, just don't be sullen. You already have injuries on your body, if you become ill again, I will want to kill myself even more. "

Kissing his thick palm while weeping, Lin Xia's voice was choked up, "I'm sorry, I really didn't expect to make things like this. If I knew she would save me, I would definitely not go Meddle in your own business...Cheng Xiao, I'm really sorry...Don't worry, when your injury heals and you're discharged from the hospital, I'll disappear from your eyes right away, so that you can't see it. "

Hearing this, Cheng Xiao immediately pulled his hand out of her palm angrily, and stared at her coldly angrily, "What do you mean, do you still want to leave me?"

"Lin Xia, Lin Xia, do you want to see me die in front of you to be satisfied?"

Seeing that his face was livid with anger, Lin Xia suddenly shook his head like a child who made a mistake, and waved his hands to explain to him, "Don't be angry, I... that's not what I meant..."

It's not that she doesn't know how much she blames herself, otherwise she wouldn't have said that she wanted to leave him, but Cheng Xiao was still very angry, angry that she didn't understand him so much.

He reached out and clasped her chin, pressing her face to his eyes.

Staring at her beautiful tears, Cheng Xiao smiled helplessly, his eyes were full of sadness and the bloodshot eyes caused by not closing his eyes for a few nights, "I beg you, Lin Xia, don't torture me anymore, I'm really lucky to be alive! If it weren't for my fate, you would never have the chance to see me again now. And, now, I'm a child without a mother again, do you have the heart to abandon me? "

"I can't bear it either, but...but I really don't have the face to face you. Cheng Xiao, I'm sorry, the last thing I want to see is you being sad, but...but I killed your dearest person, How do you want me to face you in the future?"

"To tell you the truth, in the past few days, I have opened and closed my eyes just like your mother died tragically. I can't forget it, no matter what. I don't think we can go back, because there is a life between us. Even if you and Xi'er are generous and don't blame me, I can't forgive myself."

"I really never dreamed that your mother would save me... Although, I won't lie to you, I cursed her to die countless times, but those were just angry words. I didn't expect that one day she would really die , and still died in front of me, to save me..."

Before she could finish speaking, Cheng Xiao took her into his arms, "Silly woman, it's none of your business. I've heard it all, and you are helping others. Although your behavior is a bit reckless, but , I think, the situation should be too urgent at that time, otherwise you would not have made such a move, after all, you have never been an impetuous person. If I were you at that time, I think I would have done the same. So, stop I blamed myself. I really didn’t mean to blame you, but I just felt very sorry for Mom, because of my injury, I couldn’t even wear mourning clothes. It was Xi’er who kowtowed in mourning all by herself, and Lei Yao and the others were responsible for the funeral. I helped. As a son, I feel very unfilial. In addition, before my mother was alive, I rarely called her mother. I usually called her by her first name. Every time I met her, I quarreled with her, and she suddenly left like this Yes, I regret it and blame myself, because of this, I don't want to talk, not because I blame you."

"There is a saying that is really true. You must be kind to your parents when you are alive, otherwise you will regret it when your parents are no longer there. Do you know, Xia Xia, I really regret it now. I regret that I didn't treat my mother well." Be better. No matter how wrong Mom is, she is still Mom. Look at what my son has done for her? He has never done anything..."

"You really, really don't blame me?" Although it was clear that he was not lying, Lin Xia still couldn't believe it.

"What are you to blame for? In the dark, there is a destiny. Mom, she left in this way. Although it is regrettable, it resolved a 20-year-long grievance, didn't it?"

"Xia Xia, don't blame yourself anymore, I won't allow you to think about things. I just haven't come out of the grief, and I'm more decadent. Give me a while, and I will definitely recover. But, don't worry Don't talk about leaving me anymore, or you will be too sorry for my love for you. For you, I can even give up my life. I am not afraid of death or suffering, but I am afraid of not having you by my side. Promise me, don't leave me again, really don't leave me again. Do you know how grateful I am to God for bringing me back to life, because I can finally see your face again, and finally let our child be born. You can see my father now. Mom has already left, I only have you and Xier as my two closest people, don't abandon me, don't leave me, okay?"

"Well. As long as you don't blame me, I thought you didn't want to see me anymore." Lying on his chest, Lin Xia smiled at him with tears streaming down her face.

"Stupid or not!" Pinching her wet cheeks, Cheng Xiao finally showed a long-lost smile on his face.

"Cheng Xiao, believe me, I will love you twice in the future, make up for my mother, love you and the baby twice..."

"What did you call my mother just now?" Cheng Xiao looked at the little woman in his arms in surprise.

Wiping away tears, Lin Xia looked at him with crooked eyebrows and smiled, "Call me, your mother is still my mother, I won't hate her anymore."

Touched by her words, he squeezed her tightly into his arms again, and called her name excitedly, "Xia Xia..."