Buddhist small green plum

Chapter 191 Love and Hate Are Romantic

The three top students were all doing their homework, and only Song Shize was alone in the living room playing games with his mobile phone, so he could play well.

In the evening, the four of them sat around a dining table for dinner. During the meal, Song Shize stared at Qingran the whole time.

Qingran was very uncomfortable being watched by him, she frowned and looked at Song Shize: "You don't eat well, what do you want me to do?"

"Tsk!" Song Shize bit his chopsticks and sighed pretendingly, "I haven't seen you in a day, like three autumns, Li Qingran, count yourself, how many springs and autumns have we not seen each other?"

Xie Ying'an glanced at him indifferently, with a cold expression on his face.

Qingran: "..."

Inexplicably feel that this product is greasy, what's the matter?

Li Qingmo also flew over and kicked Song Shize's stool, warning him: "Speak well."

Song Shize sat upright, cleared his throat, and seemed to really decide to speak up: "There is one thing I haven't said—"

He paused, then looked at Qingran again: "Actually, when I came to your house today, I met more than one person on the way."

Qingran continued to eat without responding. She was not interested in who Song Shize met when he came.

Not only was Qingran not interested, even the other two seemed to lack interest.

Seeing this, Song Shize didn't give a damn anymore. He sat upright and his tone returned to normal: "I also met Ji, God Ji, right? What's his real name? Can't remember, you said he Is it because you are not in good health, and your complexion is so bad..."

Ji Shen?Not feeling well?

Qingran slipped his hand, and a chopstick fell from his hand to the floor.

Song Shize stopped talking, and three pairs of eyes with the two people next to her looked at her in unison.

Qingran lowered her head and was thinking about things. She was always as keen as her, but now she didn't notice the sight they were looking at her.

Xie Ying'an took a deep look at her, knelt down, picked up the chopsticks and went to the kitchen.

Li Qingmo raised his eyebrows in confusion: "Why don't you just talk about Ji Shen? Why are you so excited?"

Song Shize also looked at Qingran with a half-smile, with an expression of 'I know everything, but I won't tell'.

Qingran looked down at the half-eaten rice in the bowl, and suddenly felt that he lost his appetite.

Xie Yingan had already come out of the kitchen, and he handed Qingran a pair of new chopsticks in his hand.

Qingran didn't answer, just said that he was full, put down the bowl and went upstairs.

Li Qingmo was still in a dazed state, he asked the other two people: "What is Li Qingran going crazy all of a sudden?"

Xie Yingan ignored him, put down the bowl and chopsticks and followed Qingran upstairs.

Song Shize patted Li Qingmo's shoulder and smiled: "Brother, I really envy you that you can live carefree like a fool."

"Fuck! Who the hell are you calling an idiot?"

Li Qingmo pulled back Song Shize's hand that was patting his shoulder behind him, making him unable to move.

Song Shize pressed in a low voice with pain on his face: "Ah ah... Take it easy... It hurts..."

After returning to the room, Qingran sat leaning against the desk. She opened the window and looked into the distance. In summer, the days are always longer than the nights. It’s not completely dark yet, and the towering houses and dense forests in the distance block the view. caught her sight.

During this period of time, she was busy with competitions and studies, and she really hadn't thought of Ji Yanchen for a long time.

Suddenly hearing Song Shize mention it today, she actually didn't feel anything in her heart anymore. What really made her feel uncomfortable was that Ji Shen's complexion and health were not good after Song Shize's words...

Ji Yanchen did not receive treatment abroad for three years like in the book, but his body did not recover either. When he came out as a villain at the end of the book, his mind might be a little unhealthy, but his body was very healthy.

That is to say, he came back from abroad before he recovered from his illness.

Qingran didn't dare to think about the reason for Ji Yanchen's return, but her mind was all-encompassing, and she could not know the answer to some things just because she didn't want to.

Likes, loves and hates in teenage years are all romantic.

But she thinks that her affection for Ji Yanchen is limited to liking, not beyond liking.

And that thread of liking came about for some unknown reason, and when she found out by herself, she quickly pinched off those buds of liking that had just sprouted with her own hands.

Every time someone mentions Ji Yanchen, Qingran always thinks of Ji Shen's ending uncontrollably. When such a man with such a beautiful scenery jumped down from a tall building, he showed a face that he had never seen in half his life. A genuinely happy smile.

Qingran didn't dare to think about his ending, just like she never dared to think about her own ending.

She only thinks that she is now relying on her studies and relying on Xie Yingan's aura as the heroine to resist the development of the plot and the aura of the heroine in the book.

Can you really resist it?If you really resist, why would Liang Fan confess to her in the book where Xie Ying'an and Li Qingmo were stinging for a meal?

During this time, she knew in her heart that the only thing she changed was her grades.

Everything is fate, what do you use to fight against fate?
Qingran thought, maybe she shouldn't just try to change her own destiny. Both she and Ji Yanchen are discarded pawns in the author's writing to promote the plot, so why should she walk alone when she wakes up today?
How about looking for an opportunity to change fate together with Ji Yanchen, and the two of them should work together to try to live to death?

It means that the result cannot be as expected, but I hope that after hard work, I have a clear conscience.

The hot summer wind blows from the window, and the cool breeze blows from the air conditioner inside the house. Sitting between the heat and the coolness, Qingran suddenly feels like she is in the current situation, stuck between her own destiny and Jishen's destiny. In between, a dilemma.

Help, I am afraid that if my willpower is not firm enough, I will fall.

Don't help, she couldn't bear it in vain for such a young man.

The sky darkened a little bit.

Qingran took a deep breath, closed the window and turned around to see Xie Ying'an leaning against her door.

The young man was slender, looking at her black eyes seemed to lose a lot of light suddenly and seemed to be suppressing his emotions.

Seeing Qingran turn around, Xie Yingan came back to his senses. He reached out to turn on the light in the room, closed the half-closed door, walked to the desk and asked Qingran: "Are you still studying at night?"

Qingran was taken aback for a moment, then nodded a little dull.

Xie Ying'an pulled out the chair for her, and sat down beside her. He randomly took a test paper, and then there was the rustling of pens on the paper in the room.

Qingran, who had just thought about a lot of things, was not in the mood to do her homework, so she secretly glanced at Xie Yingan beside her.

Xie Ying'an didn't look at her, and was still writing with downcast eyes, but there was a somewhat indifferent aura exuding from her body, as if she rejected people thousands of miles away.

Xie Ying'an usually only uses this kind of expression to face others, but today he will face her?
Too!Qingran herself also knew that just now she had planned her future life for a long time, even Ji Shen planned it, but she didn't plan Xie Ying'an beside her.

Then why didn't she plan Xie Ying'an in her future life?

Maybe it's because this boy is always in a place where she can see it when she raises her eyes, or maybe it's because this boy was born with the aura of the protagonist that she can't envy...

What about yourself?

When he needs the aura of the protagonist, he tries to get close to him in every possible way. Those who don't need the aura of the protagonist,
I wish I could stay away from him.

So how are her actions different from the scumbag she has always hated?

Today, she can think about pulling Ji Shen ashore, why does she leave aside Xie Ying'an who has been so kind to her?
The ballpoint pen in his hand seemed to weigh a thousand catties, Qingran put down the pen in his hand, and suddenly took Xie Ying'an's writing hand.

Xie Ying'an looked at her sideways in surprise, and then landed on the hand she was holding him. Looking from the side, his thin lips were tightly pursed into a straight line, and his eyelashes were half drooping, covering the emotions in his dark eyes without revealing anything. landscape.

Qingran didn't let go, and she didn't hold Xie Ying'an's hand purposefully, which didn't repel her in her heart.

"I don't want to do my homework, do I want to go for a walk?" she asked.

Xie Ying'an turned her head, broke away from her hand with a little force, and then held it tightly in the opposite direction.

The indifference all over the young man dissipated without a trace in an instant, his black eyes were filled with a slight smile, and there was a bit of unconcealable joy in his voice: "Let's go!"

(End of this chapter)