Buddhist small green plum

Chapter 350
It was also that night that Li Qingran, who had stopped having nightmares, began to have nightmares night after night.

In the dream, she was sitting alone in the black boat, surrounded by accusations, accusing her of being capricious and selfish.

She was mentally haggard, but she still couldn't help looking at Xie Ying'an after studying during class time.

Li Qingran felt that she was going crazy, that she was about to be driven crazy by this uncontrollable emotion.

She is still silently fighting against this invisible and intangible control, and she doesn't know why, maybe it's just to find a reason to live strong.

The relationship between Xie Ying'an and Wen Shiyi has been warming up, and because they participated in the physics evening self-study together, some people have secretly rumored that the two of them are together.

Don't say that Li Qingran didn't believe it, even Ruan Ruan didn't believe it.

"Are you kidding me?" Ruan Ruan lay on the desk and whispered to Li Qingran: "Anyone with a discerning eye can tell, brother An just likes Wen Shiyi, but the two of them are definitely not together."

Li Qingran's writing hand trembled suddenly, she tried her best to pretend to be calm and looked at Ruan Ruan: "How do you know that Xie Ying'an likes Wen Shiyi?"

"This..." Ruan Ruan scratched his head, hesitantly said: "I don't know what to say, since Brother An picked Wen Shiyi up and left without saying a word on the playground that day, don't you like it?"

Li Qingran stopped talking, and her vision of reading the question began to blur a little bit, but she didn't cry.

It may be because she always cries at night. During this period of time, she obviously felt that there were some minor problems with her eyes, that is, if she looked at something for a little longer, either her eyes would become painful, or her vision would become less and less focused. more blurred.

Knowing that it was a small problem, she never thought of going to the hospital to see her. After all, no matter how much her father doesn't like her now, when he heard that she was sick, he would rush home to see her as soon as possible.

In order not to affect his work, Li Qingran would never go to the hospital to see a doctor unless he was too sick to get up.

Probably because the preliminary competition of physics competition is approaching, Li Qingran seldom sees Xie Ying'an even in the class recently, and the students who want to compete are often called out by the physics teacher.

Xie Ying'an, on the other hand, would send Li Qingran a WeChat message every night, and the word "good night" could never be shaken.

Li Qingran would be full of joy when she received the WeChat message at first, as long as she met Wen Shiyi outside the classroom that day, Wen Shiyi who came to meet her said "good morning" with a smile on the corner of her mouth.

At that moment, Li Qingran was struck by lightning, and she finally understood why Xie Ying'an, who never liked to say good morning and good night, started sending good night.

She thought, maybe he sent it to the wrong person, or he just practiced with her first, so that he would have experience chasing girls in the future.

So, Li Qingran, who would reply to him at the beginning, stopped replying to his messages from a certain day on.

Just treat it as out of sight and out of mind, she comforted herself.

After two days like this, I met Xie Ying'an at the school gate once, and on the way to the classroom together, Xie Ying'an, who had been silent for a long time, suddenly asked her: "Is the injury on the arm healed?"

Li Qingran was stunned for a long time before she came back to her senses, and her first reaction was to look down at her arm: "It's almost ready."

She lied, what's going to happen soon?

The strength of the ball flying over is not small, and even though her face is a little dark, the skin on her body is very white, even if it is white, it is still a little tender, and even if it is accidentally touched there, it will often turn blue. One piece of purple, like a fragile porcelain doll.

So, even after a few days, her arms are purple and black, so what is going to get better?

But...it turns out that he knew about the fact that she was hit by a basketball and hurt her arm that day?
Xie Ying'an seemed to give a very light "um" and said, "Remember to wipe the medicine on time for that bottle of medicine."

medicine?
Li Qingran was completely confused, what medicine?

But before she could figure out why, Xie Ying'an said, "Are you busy recently?"

Li Qingran subconsciously ignored the question just now, and shook her head: "I'm not very busy, it's just that it takes a lot of work..."

She paused halfway through her words, and didn't say any more.

Xie Ying'an was not stupid, so he heard her hesitate to speak. He took a deep look at her, pressed his painful temple, and said slowly: "After the competition is over, I will make up for you."

Then I don't know that I have to wait until the year of the monkey.

Li Qingran nodded, indicating that he heard it, but there was no look of expectation on his face.

Seeing this, Xie Ying'an, who had been paying attention to the changes in her expression, darkened a little.

When he was about to reach the back door of the classroom, Xie Ying'an said again: "You should take a look at your phone more or less before going to bed, I will have a time to remind you to apply medicine..."

Seeing Li Qingran looking sideways at him, he seemed to touch his nose in embarrassment, but there was a little annoyance in his expression: "Also, I've always wanted to explain something to you."

He opened his lips again, but he didn't say a word after that, so his expression became even more ugly, and he didn't explain anything after all.

For a moment, Li Qingran suddenly thought: Could it be that Xie Ying'an is like her, some things cannot be controlled by him?
It's just that this thought dissipated instantly after seeing Wen Shiyi in the classroom.

Since the last incident, it was obvious that Wen Shiyi had alienated her a lot, and even became hostile towards her.

It was as if she silently agreed that she threw the basketball at her on purpose.

Li Qingran believed that he had done nothing wrong. Perhaps when he saw a basketball flying towards his face, he would subconsciously stretch out his arms to block it, right?
And the basketball bounced out and hit Wen Shiyi, is she to blame?
Shouldn't it be the people who played the ball?

She just subconsciously defended herself, is she going to take the blame for others?

It doesn't matter if Wen Shiyi doesn't want to talk to her, anyway, she never thought of having anything to do with her.

From the back door, Li Qingran had to pass Xie Ying'an's position, and she walked to her seat without looking sideways.

"Hello!" came Huang Qianyu's voice behind him.

Li Qingran looked at Huang Qianyu with a cold expression.

Huang Qianyu smiled at her with his teeth bared, and then gave her a thumbs up: "If you want to say the best, you, Li Qingran, are the best."

What's the mess?

Li Qingran stopped looking at her, and sat on the seat and took out the book to read. After only a few glances, she couldn't help but looked at Xie Ying'an again.

Coincidentally, Xie Ying'an was also looking at her at this meeting, but there seemed to be no focus in his black eyes.

The mid-term exam was about to come, and Li Qingran withdrew his gaze expressionlessly, and began to fight against that unknown force again.

(End of this chapter)