After the rebirth, the beautiful and tragic heroine was madly criticized

Chapter 161 The oath of the mountain alliance is sometimes exhausted

"My lord, is your current life what you want?"

When Yan Jun heard her question, he replied, "Yes! No!"

Miss Zhong said, "My family doesn't understand."

Yan Jun said, "People like me have already embarked on the prescribed path since birth. Before the age of three, they didn't know anything. They were surrounded by many servants in the mother's courtyard. After the age of three, they became independent courtyards and began to be enlightened. I started to go to school officially at the age of seven. The homework I learned, the friends I made, what I would do when I grew up, and what kind of wife I would find were all planned. So, what I think and do are all within this scope people and things. There is no chance for me to go out of the circle. You, or have thought, to go to the other side of the mountain, to the beginning and end of the boat. And I, have never had such an idea. No chance to think, no idea To try to live a different life."

He drank another glass, obviously not much, but the warm wine, with the spicy ginger, let his thoughts and words flow out uncontrollably.

"My wife..." He paused.

Lin Jiangwan at that time flashed in my mind.

The first time I saw her, she was 13 years old.Her appearance was still youthful, but her demeanor was so proud and confident, as if she was born to be praised by others!She can handle anything.

My ignorant young heart jumped violently...

The two of them get along in natural harmony!

A year later, when his mother asked him, he still nodded in a panic.And in the days to come, pamper her, pamper her, and be willing to do everything that can make her happy.

"She and I are the same kind of people. Our marriage is the same as the plan made for me. The slightly different thing is that I liked her very much at that time. There were also... sworn vows!"

Zhong Shuyi looked at him with an inexplicable feeling in her heart.

This man is noble and elegant, with extraordinary conversation, steady and dignified.

Although she has a special original intention, how can a woman like herself not like a man like him?
At this moment, she felt that it seemed to be a bad thing... I am afraid that she is going to fall into it!

She was a little flustered, lowered her eyes, drank the wine, and poured another glass, but without paying attention, she poured too much.

Yan Jun was expressionless, but recalled with a hint of bitterness in his voice, "I like it... I am willing to just guard her. Unlike my friends and relatives... there are concubines at home, and there are concubines outside."

Miss Zhong wanted to keep smiling, but she couldn't.After taking a sip of the wine, my heart was beating wildly, and I felt that the wine was a bit bitter.

But Yan Jun didn't look at her, but was immersed in the past.

"Originally, my life should go on like this. It's complicated, but it's simple! Don't think about it, just do it well. But, something happened... That is, she only gave birth to two daughters and no son .”

Everything starts to turn around from here...

"At the beginning, I didn't pay much attention to it! I always felt that I was still young and had a chance! Later, seeing her in such a hurry and pain, I didn't want to stimulate her anymore. Then...in the end it all became my burden .”

He smiled wryly, drank wine, and ate fish.

"I am the eldest son. My father is old and feels that he is not energetic enough. He said a few years ago that he would give way to me. But, I have no son. I have no son! Who will I give way to in the future? My younger brother is innocent but stubborn. I often think that I am self-righteous, his ability is far inferior to mine, and it will not work if the Yan family is entrusted to him. But he has only three sons! If in the future, my burden will be handed over to his son. In the future, his son will be the master of the Yan family, what about me? ? Who am I working hard for? This is not the point. The point is, will the future Patriarch agree with what I have done? The eldest son of the second brother is already sixteen. I have been preparing for an engagement, but... the marriage of the eldest son Can it be the same as the ordinary Yan family's children? My wife felt that she could no longer control the Yan family, so she wholeheartedly hoped that the daughter in the palace could support her. All kinds of property were sent innumerably. The entire Yan family was dissatisfied with me. But she had no scruples, and only complained to me, always feeling that I didn't try my best! She always thought that she didn't have a son, and I wasn't good enough for her... Haha!"

He poured a glass and finished it again.

Miss Zhong said, "Your eldest daughter has been made a concubine Xian. Is that right, and it's settled?"

Yan Jun shook his head, "How is it possible? Don't say that she is just a concubine, no matter how high she is, she can't reach the Yan family's title. There will still be problems that should be faced. So I don't understand how a wife who is as smart as her Don’t you know this? How could you rush in desperately?”

Ms. Zhong said, "Is it because...she is proud, that's her position, her face, she can't lose?"

Yan Jun smiled wryly, "Yes. It's ridiculous, right?"

The lining is gone, and I need to save face.

For the sake of face, desperate.

Ms. Zhong took a sip of her wine, "Oh, you're not among them, maybe you can't appreciate the hardships in it? At the beginning, my grandparents worked hard for most of their lives, and they lived a prosperous life. After the sons became adults and got married, they first divided the family property. , the property my parents got was in Wuxi. This property was originally a very inconspicuous part of the family property. But my father was smart and hardworking, hardworking and lucky. Within a few years after taking over, he became a well-known rich man in the local area. As a result, a lot of earning money has been added. Hehe, compared to the original Zhong family..."

Yan Jun looked at her.

Ms. Zhong said, "Later, my parents died of illness, and this property..." She sighed deeply.

"Being envied by the Zhong family, even grandparents...hehe, they all snatched it up. My brother and I, who are young, how can we take care of them? When we scrambled, we were like wolves. We changed our appearance when we saw the blood! In the end, the two of us, If I don’t run away, I’m afraid my life will be gone... Hehe, who would have thought of that? That’s the family member who gave us lucky money during the Chinese New Year. My parents only gave birth to our siblings. Many years ago, our siblings looked forward to them If we can come home, we can go to their home. There are so many people, we can eat delicious food from all over the world, and there are always fresh jewelry and toys... Such relatives, once turned, become people we never knew."

Yan Jun said, "What happened next?"

Ms. Zhong said, "Later... we didn't starve to death. We met a noble person who helped us. After all the hard work, we only got back less than half of the family property... so that we won't be hungry anymore. I said my brother is not good. He likes to study, but in fact, he is afraid of hunger! He is afraid that he will not be able to pass the exam by studying, use up his savings, and go hungry and cold, and be bullied by others. Therefore, he wanted to learn skills early on. Raising a family. Before the world, who is not difficult?!"

Yan Jun was very surprised. He didn't know that this talkative, funny, capable and agile woman had such a miserable past.

"Do you need my help with your family's affairs?" He can help if he thinks about it!

Ms. Zhong shook her head, "Forget it. My brother and I are not so attached to property. These unpleasant things have already happened. No matter how they are resolved, I will not be happy. If they end up miserable, I'm afraid I will Thinking back to the eagerness of expecting them to visit relatives at the beginning... Those delicious and fun things, those smiling faces! Then, it will be another kind of sadness. Simply, let it go! The present and the future are the most important! Compared with family property, parents I definitely hope that our sister and brother can be safe. Although my brother is working hard now, he is very happy. My own spirit is not high. For example, today, I can cook a fish, have a drink, and talk to adults Son, it's fine."

She didn't mean it.

Yan Jun's heart was pounding.I don't know if it's the smell of alcohol or the turmoil in his mind, but his face is slightly red and his eyes are bright.

Just like that year, when I heard my mother ask, "What do you think of her?"

That night, he slept in the front study and had a dream.

That woman walked briskly and chattered something, but she couldn't really hear it.

As for him, it feels like he is smiling, gently.

Then, he reacted.

After waking up, seeing his state, he shook his head and smiled wryly... Do you still look like a young man?
He stared at the dim light outside the window, enjoying the joy of this moment.

Those former vows, like faded paintings, slowly fade away, and the original face cannot be seen clearly.

If this continues, what should I do?
　Once you choose your own direction, the harder you try, the farther you will go.

　　
　
(End of this chapter)