On the wedding night, the boss is addicted to molesting his wife

Chapter 229 229, affectionate confession

Lu Juanchen turned her face away, with a serious expression on his face, he couldn't agree with her opinion:

"I'm still from the army. According to what you said, I have to find a woman who is a soldier, preferably a special soldier. Only in this way can we have more common languages, and we can learn from each other when we are free."

"That's how it should be. Only in this way, your direction is the same, and your spiritual world can be more compatible. Lu Junchen, we have to admit that a man and a woman put aside the initial freshness period, and finally let them stick to each other until they grow old. The beliefs in each other's inner world. Sometimes, some small habits of life that do not give in to each other can make each other part ways.

She has a friend who is an emotional psychologist who specializes in solving psychological problems for people. The failure of marriage sometimes starts with some seemingly insignificant problems.

Lu Juanchen couldn't agree more, and continued to ask:
"Then I'm retired now, so I should find a strong business woman, right? Only in this way can we reach more business consensus..."

Shi Qing nodded again: "A strong alliance, appreciation of each other, will strengthen the marriage."

Lu Juanchen gave her a sideways look, and shouted angrily: "That's right... The one you're looking for is the kind of person who feels comfortable with each other.

"In the army, looking for a female soldier to be a woman, in my opinion, is to find a brother to be a wife, and it's scary to think about it.

"It's even more important to find a strong woman. During the day, I discuss projects in the company. I have exhausted all the organs. Should I continue to discuss projects at night? Such a day and night job will kill people."

This is a fallacy.

But Shi Qing couldn't find words to fight back.

The man's face suddenly came closer: "Shi Qing, don't tell me, you are very uncomfortable when you are with me... Whether it is physically or psychologically, you are actually happy, aren't you?"

The last sentence made Shi Qing's face flushed, and he pushed the person away - without him, this one is talking yellow again.

"Lu Juanchen, speak seriously..."

He smiled lowly, his rigid facial expression was unbelievably soft.

Yes, he hinted at it, but seeing her shy, he was extremely happy in his heart.

"Why am I not serious. I'm telling the truth...... Didn't we get along happily before?"

He leaned close to her ear again, gently provoking the sensitive sense of touch in her ears with a vague breath.

She dodged, reached out and pushed him away again:

"Are you serious? Lu Juanchen, don't push yourself too far."

From a close distance, the man's face is clean, with smooth lines, and the corners of his lips are slightly hooked, which makes people unable to take their eyes off it.

"Okay, let's talk seriously..."

He sat upright, stopped teasing her, and continued: "When people get along with each other, sometimes they can get close because of similar interests, and then they can make progress together in life. Besides, it can also be a complementary effect ...I think that you and I are a kind of complement..."

Heh, this guy can really break.

She raised her eyebrows:
"Okay, then tell me, how do we complement each other?"

"I have been a soldier for ten years, and I have been on many missions, and I have been injured many times. Every time I see a comrade-in-arms being injured or sacrificed, I always ask myself: As soldiers, what is the meaning of existence? What?"

He stood up, leaning his back against the railing, looking at her, admiring her peaceful and pretty face:

When she smiles, it can make people feel that the whole world is full of sunshine; when she is quiet, it can make people feel that the years are quiet and beautiful, which is the ultimate beauty.

"Have you found the answer yet?" she asked.

"At first I was a soldier, just as an experience. I secretly signed up for the special reserve army when I was 15 years old. I officially joined the army at the age of 16. At that time, I thought being a special soldier was very cool and I could learn a lot. But I also experienced a lot of ordinary people. It was unimaginably difficult. I once doubted my own value. Later, I finally truly affirmed my value... I also found the answer..."

(In this article, men at the age of 16 can serve as soldiers. Readers and friends, don’t be too serious!)
He looked at her deeply:

"That is to let a cute little girl like you laugh and dance freely around the bonfire by the sea, and enjoy the rare comfort and happiness in a peaceful country.

"I told you before, eight years ago, when you were 16 years old, I saw you at the beach, and that night, your smile was very healing.

"On the same day, I found the meaning of my existence, which is to be an iron wall for the country and the people, to protect the weak, to protect the bright smiles of the children, to protect the prosperity behind me, and the people living in the prosperity, to let them I can walk freely under the sun every day without fear or humiliation..."

While speaking, he pointed to the bustling area not far behind him.

Compared with those people covered in copper stink, this kind of Lu Juanchen is very charming - as a soldier, he has a different personality charm.

At this moment, she was in a trance for a moment, and once again thought of the friend with whom she was born and died six years ago——Steve.

He seems to have said the same thing: "Soldiers march forward with heavy burdens in order to allow more ordinary people to live a stable life. Defending the country is the most glorious thing for a man. Helping the weak is the unshirkable responsibility of soldiers. .”

He's great, upright, and sunny.

Back then in West Africa, she knew so many people, and he was the only one she admired—with him, she would have an unspeakable sense of security.

Lu Juanchen is also very good, these soldiers, they all have a heart for the country and the people - it makes people feel that with them around, nothing will happen if the sky falls, they will stand up to it.

Not all men can give people such a sense of security.

Or, the reason why the amnesiac self was easily captured by this man is probably because of such a trait in him!

"Then why did you retire? Your family wanted you to come back and inherit the family business?"

She instinctively thought so, as far as she knew, he was the only heir to Lu's family.

"No. I took a mission, got seriously injured, and had an accident. I retired because of the injury, and I retired because of the blame..." He smiled, "I will pick a time to tell you about this in the future Listen, now we're back to business..."

"Okay, you continue."

In fact, she originally wanted to take this opportunity to ask him if he recognized Steve, but because of his words, she shrank back when she reached the point of her mouth.

Lu Jun continued to say:

"In the past few years, I have been busy earning money abroad and exploring various markets. I have earned a lot of money and met a lot of new friends, but I find it very boring. Don't call me hypocritical, it's really boring... ..."

Shi Qing interjected: "Do you feel that no matter how much money you earn, it's just a change in the numbers on the books. For people like you who have too much money to count, the more money, the more empty the heart. "

Lu Juanchen smiled slightly, this girl, these words really touched his heart:
"Well, when I am no longer a soldier, the various things I run lose their greater meaning. Apart from generating income for the company, my personal value cannot be reflected.

"For example, in the past, I performed missions for the sake of the country. This sense of honor and responsibility to serve the country can satisfy a man spiritually.

"Now, I create wealth for the group. Apart from leading my team to realize the wealth value and expand the group's international influence, the only added value is to let outsiders know more about our country's culture. But That's not what I want.

"In the past six years, I have been busy and busy. When I took a break, I found that I have nothing and I have no motivation to strive for it."

If other people listen to these words, they will think that he is really hypocritical. He has everything, but he says "I don't care about all of them", and he will complain sourly:
"This is the prince's illness."

Shi Qing can understand him.

People's initial requirements may be food and clothing, and when they are full, they will want to live well, and if they live well, they will want more money, because people will be afraid of falling into poverty overnight.

But when a person has enough money, money is really insignificant to him.

They may want two other things: fame and power.

Power can control more money, control a country, and control the fate of more people, which will give some men a sense of superiority.

Some people may just leave their names in history, and live for a hundred years. If you don't leave your name in history, no one will know that you have been in this world. If you leave it in the annals of history, everything during your lifetime has the meaning of being passed down for thousands of years.

Some people may want to change the rules of the world, become the master of the country, create a better life for more people, and create greater value for themselves...

Therefore, from ancient times to the present, countless men with ambitions will do everything they can to gain rights.

"So, what do you want now? Do you want to serve the country better? You have thought about entering politics, and use your political ideas to make this country develop in a better direction."

She thought he was more ambitious.

But he smiled, with a very warm smile: "I thought about going into politics and going in this direction, but after I met you, I had another idea..."

"what idea?"

She asked curiously.

"No matter how strong the walls are, soldiers are just ordinary people. After they take off their military uniforms, they don't have to worry about being a hero. He can also be an ordinary person."

He came to her, knelt down and looked at her level:
"From the time I joined the army to the time when I retired, in the ten years, I just want to be a soldier; from the time I retired to the present, I want to be a son who makes my parents proud; now, I want to slow down and find The woman you like, enjoy life, be an ordinary man, have children with the woman you like, be the simplest self..."

This sudden confession made her startled.

"I married you in the first place because of my teacher's entrustment. It's also because you look good to my liking—don't laugh at me. I love beauty. Everyone has the desire to love beauty. I'm not immune to it."

He laughed at himself: "After I recognized you as that girl back then, I was very pleasantly surprised. I sighed that God really treated me so kindly..."

As he said that, he stretched out his hand to hold his hand, "At that time, the only thing I was curious about was: what made you lose your smile, wanted to enter your heart, and wanted you to restore your smile.

"Later, you lost your memory, and you seemed to be that girl again, quiet, with a clean smile, warm to people, saving children who fell into the water, saving pregnant women, prescribing prescriptions for neighbors, studying hard, and getting drunk I seem to have found another kind of sustenance... because of you and Xiao Gege, I feel that my house is no longer just a house, but a home full of laughter...

"Shi Qing, with you, I have a sense of belonging, which balances the frustration that is stuck in my heart after retiring. You make me feel that it is good to be an ordinary person, at least after I come back from busy work, Someone in my family is looking forward to me, and I can have a different life in the future.

"This kind of life is, with the person you like, in a peaceful country, living some ordinary little days that you yearned for when you were a soldier."

He stated calmly, and when he looked at her, his eyes were extremely gentle: "What I mean by complementary is that you make me want to start a family, and make me willing to slow down, get to know girls, and find out In her heart, learn to love someone... Your petiteness, your softness, your tenacity hidden in your bones, your kindness, and your doctor's heart are very suitable for me..."

He didn't make a draft, and he said these words in a casual manner, and the words were sincere and beautiful.

Shi Qing's heart is constantly tightening, this man's eloquence is really good, she will be moved by his words, and she dare not face his eyes:
"As long as you are willing, there will be many people who are willing to give you this sense of belonging."

"People and people's feelings, if it is so easy to call, then there is no love at first sight. Shiqing, you are avoiding me. You still have some thoughts about me, don't you?"

She hides.

He suddenly hugged her.

"What are you doing?"

"I want to see how your heart beats faster."

He let her sit on his lap, stroked her heart with his hand, and said solemnly:

"Your heart rate betrays you. Psychologically, only when one has feelings for the other will the heartbeat go out of control. Shi Qing, tell me, why don't you want me? Look at me."

She had to look at him.

His eyes were so intense that it almost melted her.

"We are not suitable." Thousands of words, in the end, she only burst out these five words.

"Why is it inappropriate?"

"One, I have a daughter, Lu Junchen, and I have loved others. Listen to me..."

She suddenly stroked his lips, not allowing him to speak:

"Second, I have a life I'm used to. Your world is too complicated, and I don't want to blend in.

"Three, my heart is very small, so small that I only love my children and my work, there is no room for you.

"So, Lu Junchen, please let me go?"

She is so calm.

It will make people feel that she is really not interested in him.

Lu Juanchen's hand touched her cheek, caressing it lightly, then slowly lowered his head, trying to hold her soft lips in her daze, but she hurriedly dodged away.

"Your heart is beating wildly again. Shi Qing, you're duplicity again...

"Now, you need to hear what I have to say about that."

He picked her chin and said seriously:

"First, it doesn't matter if you have loved others. I didn't participate in your past. You will fall in love with others. That is your life experience. I can't change it, so I will face it calmly. But you have to understand one thing Just because you liked it before doesn’t mean you’ll always like it in the future. People’s hearts will change. Sometimes, if you miss it, you’ll miss it.

"Second, you have a life you are used to. If you are not used to my life, then let me adapt to you. I am very adaptable.

"Third, your heart is very small, you only love your children and work. It's okay, I can love you instead. Feelings need to see people's hearts for a long time. When you and I get along, you will move out A little space to fall in love with me. I wait.

"So, Shi Qing, don't rush to reject me, you have to give me a chance to try.

"One's life is only a few decades, and it cannot be missed or wasted.

"Six years ago, when I fell in love with you at first sight, I didn't get to know you at first sight, and I still regret it to this day. Now, I don't want to miss you anymore... think about it carefully, give me a chance, and give you a chance , let's try again, shall we?"

　This chapter has four thousand words.Today is more complete.Continue tomorrow.Ask for tickets, ask for red beans...

　　
　
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