into the bosom

Chapter 425 You Are Selfish

"It's okay, if you don't say it, I'll say it." Princess Huiming suppressed her smile, her usual dignified and elegant face was covered with ice and snow.

"Father said that if you want to fool a man with deep thoughts like Mo Chuochuluo, it's best to be a blank slate. Therefore, the best way is that I really don't know him, or even know myself, Forget the hatred, come to him as a real stranger, maybe you can gain his trust. There are many capable people in Wenlou, and I have a senior brother who is superb in the way of crossing acupuncture points with a golden needle, which can be sealed with acupuncture. The blood, and then seal the memory, so that I can truly achieve what my father said, the pure posture like a blank sheet of paper."

When Xu Jiao heard this, his heart suddenly turned cold.

The eldest princess was also shocked, and even the queen mother suddenly looked up at Princess Huiming in shock.

The sadness and resentment in her eyes have spread to every strand of hair, "Of course, he didn't force me to make my own choice. Sadly, at that time, all I could think about was revenge for my parents and share his worries , I was even more convinced that he would never harm me, so I agreed to use his method without hesitation."

"Since the memory is sealed, I naturally don't know the cause and effect, and I don't even know who I am, so he sent someone to sell me to Beijie in the name of a human trafficker."

Speaking of this, whether it was intentional or not, she raised her eyes and glanced at Xu Jiao very quickly, instead of looking at the queen mother and the eldest princess, she said in a quiet tone, "In Beijie, I am just a female slave, maybe it was his private arrangement. , let me be favored, and was given to Mo Chuochuluo as a gift. At that time, I didn't even know who I was, and I didn't even know that my fate was being manipulated. When carrying out those plans, my father The emperor has never worried about what kind of person Mo Chuochuluo is, and what will be waiting for me."

"However, fortunately, my biological parents are probably protecting me in the dark, so I didn't die in Beijie. I don't know anything. The three years at Mo Chuluo's place were considered to be pampering and loving me. I gave birth to a son for him, but at that moment, my good father sent someone to knock me out and give me acupuncture, which made me remember everything."

"Can the queen mother and elder sister imagine how I felt when I thought of everything and faced those ridiculous three years? Beijie and I have a deep blood feud, but I married my enemy and paid for him. Having children... you don't know, at that moment, I really wish I could die immediately and not face all of this."

The eldest princess suddenly thought of something, looked at her indistinctly and said, "You gave birth to a son for Mo Chuochuluo? Could it be... Mo Chuohe? That rumored mother is a grassland god of war from the Central Plains?"

Princess Huiming didn't respond directly, but raised her eyes, and glanced at Xu Jiao very quickly, which was caught by the eldest princess, with a slight frown between her brows, she also glanced at Xu Jiao.

Xu Jiao struggled to keep her face full of guilt, and only looked back at them with confusion, but she suddenly understood the reason why Princess Huiming asked her to be present, just to let her listen to these things on purpose, right?

"I'm in so much pain at that time, I'm afraid my sister can't imagine it."

"But you still made a choice, didn't you?" The eldest princess's face turned slightly pale, but her eyes were calm.

"Isn't that obvious at a glance? It seems that sister still knows the father very well, and said that she made a choice, but at that time I had no choice at all. Even if I was willing to let go of the hatred and endure the humiliation, for the sake of the child, for the sake of the three Nian's love chose to stay in Beijie and stay with the enemy, sister thinks, will father spare me?"

"I have to fight for a way out for myself. What's more, from that time on, I suddenly woke up. I became a mother. I know the heart of being a parent. If the person I keep claiming to be the father is really as he said You love me as much as you said, and you will never treat me like that.”

"Once a person becomes suspicious, he will notice many clues that he hadn't found before. I also have to let myself come back and gather strength to investigate some things clearly." Princess Huiming smiled, but there were tears in her eyes , There is an inexplicable power in the words.

"So, that year Beijie sent troops suddenly, but they defeated Beiguan and Qilang Mountain because of you..." At that time, the eldest princess was also in the army, and she always felt that the victory was too easy. In this way, it all makes sense.

"Yes!" Princess Huiming confessed, "Mo Chuochuluo really treated me very well. I burned his food and grass, stabbed him, and made him mess up. Arrived in the Central Plains." Princess Huiming's tone was calm and cold, her gentle appearance was no longer there, her eyes were like arrows, and she couldn't hide her sharpness.

The Eldest Princess didn't seem to have thought of it, but she felt that it should be so, "As a mother, you actually abandoned your own child."

Princess Huiming's eyes flickered, and she looked away, "That was also forced by the emperor. If I live, our mother and son will meet again, but if I don't leave him, I will die, and there will be no one else." Protecting him, is it any different from me leaving?"

"Of course it's different. You left after doing those things, didn't you think about how Mo Chuochuluo would treat that child?" The eldest princess said in a deep voice, "In the final analysis, you are selfish!"

Xu Jiao thought, maybe this is the most important thing that the eldest princess said to Princess Huiming?In my impression, the Eldest Princess treats her younger sister really well, she never speaks softly or even harshly.However, with today's words, Xu Jiao... feels sorry for her.Especially the one who was left behind was Mo Chuohe, and she knew more about the inside story, and knew better what kind of life he lived when he was young, so she felt pain in her heart, and naturally blamed him, the mother who gave birth to him, but, This one obviously still feels that he is not wrong even now.

"I originally thought that you really admired Li Chongwu, so you decided to marry him regardless. So there was another reason?" The eldest princess looked at Princess Huiming because she knew the whole story, and she couldn't figure it out before. The things that happened immediately became clear as if they were enlightened.

"Sister, I was precarious at that time. How could I have the time to love my children? Although I have come back, my father is so suspicious, so I naturally suspect that I will be angry with him and blame him. He is always on guard against me. If I stay in his nose I'm afraid that I will die sooner or later, so I can only think of my own way. At that time, Lu Xili's family was my father's confidantes. Only when I marry into his family will my father feel that I am still under his control. Only then can he truly rest assured." As for how to be considerate after marriage, that is her business.The sky is high and the emperor is far away, so it is much easier to hide the sky and cross the sea.

She said it lightly, but no one knew how she walked on thin ice in Lucy at first, and how she was in danger at every step, and how she only walked for a few days.Even Li Xie was born weak for a reason.

Speaking of this, Xu Jiao still admired her a little.

"So... including the current rebellion of the Li family, it's all because of you..." The eldest princess looked at Princess Huiming with disbelief in her eyes.

"It's not all because of me. My sister, as the royal family of Wei, is high above you. How can you see that the people of Wei are in dire straits under the pressure of power. Of course, I can't say that the Li family is only for the people of the world. They are so noble, they have been ministers of the Yang family for several generations, and they have accumulated for several generations. They naturally have their own ambitions. Besides, sister thinks that it is only the work of the Li family? Does our father do anything against his will? The one at my house? It’s far more than that.”

Speaking of this, Princess Huiming laughed briskly again, and glanced at Xu Jiao meaningfully, "Father thinks he is wise, but he doesn't know how many loyal ministers' hearts have been chilled. My family is just one of them. What Lou did, what he did to the Jing family, what he did to Mr. Jiuyi, these... don't sisters know?"

"Shut up!" When the Jing family was mentioned, the eldest princess suddenly became flustered, she scolded, and subconsciously looked at Xu Jiao, she saw a peaceful smiling face, a pair of clear eyes, The eldest princess couldn't help being in a trance.

However, Princess Huiming snorted softly, "The times make heroes, and everything is just following the trend. Whether it is the Li family or anyone else, they all have their own calculations and goals, and so do I. I will not deny my own I also have selfish intentions, my parents died under the jealousy of the emperor, and my whole life was manipulated and destroyed by the man I call my father, so why can't I seek justice for my parents and myself?"

"Besides, sister, even if she doesn't want to admit it anymore, the emperor in Zichen Palace, my brother, has inherited his father's insidiousness and hypocrisy very well in his bones. It's just a pity that he is not as thorough as his father. Look at him The things you did..."

"The Pingnan Palace in the early days, the refugee camp later, from He Lianshu to Ziyiwei, they were full of rabbits and dogs, and all birds were hidden. How can such a vicious and violent person become the king of a country and be superior?" Speaking of this, Princess Huiming's voice became cold along with the light in her eyes.

"Sister, actually think about it, you are not pitiful. Although you are the biological daughter of the father, he naturally loves you and dotes on you, raises you like a man, teaches you to ride horses and archery, and allows you to gallop on the battlefield. After all, when there is a conflict of interest between you and Jiangshan Sheji, he also chooses to sacrifice you. He knows that you and Du Wenzhong are in love, but because he decided to attack Wenlou long ago, isn't it the same as beating a mandarin duck? Back then, for Du Wenzhong, you knelt in the rain with a big belly and begged for mercy. Did he half break up and show mercy? But because of this, my sister had a rift with the son-in-law, so that the son-in-law quarreled with you, and he rode out on a rainy night and fell off the cliff and die."

Xu Jiao really didn't expect that there would be such twists and turns, and the expression he looked at the eldest princess changed slightly, and his eyes became even more complicated.

"Shut up!" The princess's blood had completely disappeared, she squeezed her palm tightly, and shouted in a cold voice.

"What? Did you hit my sister's sore spot?" Princess Huiming sneered, "I used to think that my sister was capable of both literature and martial arts, and she would never give up to a woman. In fact, my sister is the real coward who has escaped for so many years. , because the truth is cruel and you refuse to face it. In the final analysis, the misery of your life is not because of him, isn't it because you worship and respect your father as a god?"

"Shut up!" The eldest princess raised her voice once.

Seeing her like this, Princess Huiming felt very happy, and naturally she would not stop, "Even if he is dead, I still need to use your respect for him to keep you firmly in this prison of Dawei. Let you always think about Dawei, even bear the hatred of your own daughter, I don't know if Wuyang knows under the spring, seeing my mother clearly knows the cause of her death, but cruelly pretending that she doesn't know anything, still How would you feel if you want to guard this country, power and wealth for that murderer, her good brother? Sister, you really have such peace of mind, are you not afraid that after death, you will have no face to face your son-in-law and Wu Yang?"

"Shut up!" the eldest princess shouted with red eyes, her eyes stared at Princess Huiming with tears in her eyes.That cry almost exhausted all her strength, and the next moment, her whole body seemed to lose all strength, and she was on the verge of falling.

Seeing her swaying unsteadily twice, Xu Jiao's complexion changed, and he called "Mother", and hurried forward, stretching out his hand to support her.

Hearing the mother, the eldest princess turned her head to look at her, thinking of something, tears streaming down her eyes.

Seeing this, Princess Huiming's eyes darkened slightly, and she raised her hand to wipe the corners of her eyes, "I think the relationship between sister and Yingyue is really no worse than that of a biological mother and daughter, so sister is really not afraid because of you. Your forbearance and concessions, let some people go further and further, and make you lose a daughter?"

Her words were light and light, but they sounded like thunder in the ears of the eldest princess. She froze suddenly, and tightly grabbed Xu Jiao's hand with such force that it hurt Xu Jiao.

But looking at the trembling, pale and dazed eldest princess, she couldn't do anything other than hug her tightly and call "Mother" repeatedly.

"Princess... everyone thought that a person who is rich and precious, must be loved by thousands of people. Who knew that sister and I are actually the most pitiful people in the world." Princess Huiming smiled wryly, with tears in her eyes. It is also rolling down.

Xu Jiao listened, but her heart was burning. She wanted to say that what the eldest princess said just now was true. Princess Huiming was really selfish. She was pitiful, but she couldn't wantonly hurt others just because she was pitiful.Moreover, after listening to her words, no matter how the first emperor's family could not forgive her, but the eldest princess never let her down.However, she pierced according to the pain of the eldest princess, no matter what her purpose was, she never considered the eldest princess at all, it was selfish.

Xu Jiao gritted her teeth, and was about to say something. On the low couch next to her, she had been silent since just now, but the queen mother, who was like a clay sculpture, said at this moment, "Enough, let's stop here!"

That sound was extremely hoarse, Xu Jiao followed the prestige, looked at the Queen Mother at this time, and was suddenly startled.The Empress Dowager stood there completely exhausted, her whole body seemed to be covered by a dark cloud, but in such a short moment, her whole body seemed to be engulfed in it, lifeless.

(End of this chapter)