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Chapter 55 Han Qi's Review

In front of the person you really like, you will have a lot of fear, you are afraid of doing the wrong thing, you are afraid of saying the wrong thing, you are afraid that she will not like you, you are afraid that she will not get along with you, you will be afraid of everything about her It doesn't fit her heart, you want to give her a perfect you.

It is these fears that imprison your thinking, so you will do wrong things and make mistakes. To put it bluntly, it is very simple. You have no confidence in front of her, and you will be nervous and embarrassing when you see someone you like. heartbeat.

But often people prefer those who are more confident and comfortable.And often the confident and charming ones who shine in front of you are actually those who don't like you very much in their hearts.

That's why there are so many spare tires, and that's why so many people are sad.

A lot of people love a star who shines, looks so glamorous and radiant.And these people never look back at the person who looks stupid in front of them.

"The more you care, the more nervous you are, the easier it is to make mistakes. Everything in the world is just like this." Han Qi sighed.

But it is very consistent with the school period, girls will like you because they simply like you.

So under Ke Jingteng's various efforts, Shen Jiayi seemed to have finally opened up a little bit of her heart to him.

He knew that Shen Jiayi would also want to eat spicy noodles, would not want to go to class, would also pretend to be emo when alone, and would also have a vague yearning for love.

He knew that Shen Jiayi was also an "ordinary" girl.

"If I had been brave then, would the result have been different?" Han Qi was stunned for a moment, and he smiled wryly, because he would only think about this kind of problem when he really looked into it.

"This director is really brilliant." Han Qi decided to send a message to his teacher, recommending this good seed.

The following story, just like all third-rate romantic movies, Ke Jingteng treats Shen Jiayi very well, just like you treated your goddess when you were a teenager.

Shen Jiayi also thought that Ke Jingteng could stop fooling around, she kind of wanted to go to a university with Ke Jingteng.

But Ke Jingteng really didn't seem to be good at studying. No matter how hard Shen Jiayi tried, Ke Jingteng's grades still only improved slightly.

Of course Ke Jingteng was also in a hurry, because he also wanted to go to the same university as Shen Jiayi.

At this time, Ke Jingteng suddenly learned that he could learn acting, take the path of art, and use art points to replace part of his grades.

So Ke Jingteng studied art.

But learning art is also difficult. No matter in form or theory, Ke Jingteng is a pure novice, but because of Shen Jiayi, he persisted.

And Ke Jingteng seems to have fallen in love with this charming art day after day.

However, the art and college entrance examinations are getting closer and closer. Under the double influence of studies and pressure, Ke Jingteng also began to have disputes with Shen Jiayi.

And one quarrel can lead to countless quarrels.

Although one person will give in every time, there will always be a day when no one wants to give in.

"The biggest mistake a person can make in life is to constantly worry about making mistakes."

So Shen Jiayi chose to remain silent, and Ke Jingteng chose to escape.

This may be a common problem for all of us when we were young.

Ke Jingteng fled to Chengdu to take the school exam. After the school exam, he went to the theater to watch a play called "Reckless Love".

But having the courage to watch a drama does not mean having the courage to look back.

After watching the drama, he returned to the rented dance classroom and performed a one-man show for Shen Jiayi.

"Hope she understands.

I don't want to bury all this in my heart, but I can do nothing about it.

I want to end the torment every night, and I also want to end myself.

Let's stop here, I'm out of the game, and so are you.

Are you afraid, if you miss it, you really can't go back.

If you figure it out today, you won’t be able to do it tomorrow.

I have been saving myself, and I have been falling.

People really want to move forward generously, but which side is the front and which side is the back.

How long will it take to be the cure

Every day I struggle between being able to figure it out and not being able to figure it out, why bother.

You become me, so you understand my sadness and helplessness.

Not a valley, so no echo.

I thought she was salvation, but I didn't expect it to be another abyss.

I'm slowly forgetting you, so don't bother me, I don't want to be sad.

My love of sewing, that's all.

I don't want you to be unhappy and jealous that you are too happy with others.

Everyone will live a good life, right?

It's really my problem that I can't go far with anyone.

Maybe she'll come to me and I'll stay.

I hope that the wind in winter can blow away all the regrets left in the year.

Can't we just apologize to each other and go back to the old days, it doesn't seem possible.

It would be nice to have some things, but I never knew if I had them. "

But Shen Jiayi doesn't have clairvoyance, she should have no idea that there is such a boy thousands of miles away who performed such a one-man show.After Ke Jingteng finished acting, he was just sad and purely moved by himself.

So after Ke Jingteng finished his art exam, he decided to escape from school and go to a small class outside.

Shen Jiayi found out, and asked Ke Jingteng to meet on the rooftop.

So they really just met.

Ke Jingteng was discouraged, just like countless of us in our youth.

Shen Jiayi didn't miss her anymore, she gave up.

It may also be completely heartbroken.

Ke Jingteng fled to the small class, although she would often think of her, but it was just a thought.

He didn't even dare to say the name.

And when he heard from other people that Shen Jiayi got the first place in the city's joint exam, he also lost the courage to celebrate and even watch.

The three words "Shen Jiayi" have become a secret that Ke Jingteng may keep for a lifetime.

Finally, the college entrance examination was over, Ke Jingteng was admitted by Chuanying, and he heard that Shen Jiayi went to Peking University and became the pride of the school.

But this has nothing to do with Ke Jingteng.

But when Ke Jingteng went back to school to get the admission letter, he heard that Shen Jiayi also went back to school to visit the teacher.

It might be "ghost obsession", Ke Jingteng chased after him.

After catching up to see Shen Jiayi got on the bus.

This is his greatest bravery.

"Hello? Teacher? I'm Han Qi." Han Qi was holding his mobile phone and talking on the phone.

From the other end of the phone came a voice that made people feel refreshed but seemed to have a bit of majesty.

"Xiao Qi, did you find out again?"

Han Qi was a little excited, but more respectful: "Well, teacher, I discovered a genius, no, no, I discovered a ghost."

"Oh?" The person on the other end of the phone seemed to be stunned for a moment. After all, the title of ghost is rarer than genius. If he didn't know the strength and character of this disciple, he would have hung up the phone long ago.

"Speak in detail, I'll listen."

　It is really important to follow up, really, really, Mengxin begs to follow up.

　　Recently, I can’t move after reading, it’s too painful, Yan Zu
　　It’s just too painful to live, woo woo X﹏X
　　
　
(End of this chapter)