Doomsday Simulation: This Is Not a Game

Chapter 39 Pray
There was silence in the darkness on the opposite side for a while, but Xue Er whispered again: "I heard that third brother wants you to go to the ground tomorrow?"

"Yes!"

Song Han bluntly admitted.

"Then you...wouldn't be very dangerous...can you come to my side, I can't see you, I'm a little scared."

Song Han was speechless: "Don't you understand why I was sent to the ground by the third brother? Why did you come to find me in the middle of the night? And let me go to your side?"

The girl in the dark was silent for a while, and then said with a choked voice: "So even you hate me, right? It's all because of me, and it hurts you too."

"It's meaningless to say these things now. I'm not a special person. You don't have to worry about whether I hate you or not!"

Song Han murmured in the dark, not knowing how this girl who has always had a lack of brain and no vision has survived until now.

"If you're here to tell me that, then you can come back."

Before he finished speaking, Song Han suddenly felt something moving in the darkness in front of him, and a warm and trembling body threw himself into his arms!
"Please take me away."

Song Han was stunned.

"After you said I was ugly that day, I took a shower and washed my face with rainwater. I just want to tell you that I am not ugly."

"But from then on, I was afraid of the way each of them looked at me, I was really scared!"

In the darkness, the girl tightly grabbed the clothes on Song Han's chest, her suppressed voice was full of trembling and despair, as if she instantly opened up the collapsed heart that she had been forcibly suppressing all this time, and finally burst into tears in front of Song Han!

"For more than a year, I seem to have experienced a nightmare that seems to never wake up. I hover on the verge of collapse every day. Sometimes I want to die but dare not, but at the same time I hate myself for being cowardly. I don’t even have the courage to die.”

"I'm scared. I'm really scared! I'm afraid that I will fall into their hands when the time comes, and I won't even want to die! Save me, save me, okay?"

"I know you are a good person, I know that you overheard their conversation that day, and then came to join them must have your purpose! I believe you, no matter what, as long as you take, take me away .”

After the girl said these words, the pessimistic emotions of grievance, fear, despair, etc. that she had suppressed forcibly in the past surged up uncontrollably, and finally turned into a big cry like venting !
And the expression on Song Han's face also changed from the original impatience, and finally began to feel a little unbearable after the girl in his arms broke down and cried.

After all, for me, this is just a game, so not only will I not feel worried or hopeless about my current situation, but the more real and miserable the situation is, the more excited I am and the more I can make myself feel better. Experience the fun of the game yourself!
But people here are different.

They have really experienced a period of tragic times that ordinary people can't understand, and even experienced horror and despair that ordinary people can't imagine, as well as life and death happening all the time!
The gasps of men and women can be heard all the time in the passageway, intertwined back and forth in the darkness where you can't see your fingers, as if playing some kind of music, those who don't know it think this is some kind of paradise on earth.

But actually?

Killing, terror, fleeing, the panic and struggle to survive without seeing the light of day, betrayal and abandonment, the despair of cannibalism.
Those who survived basically became lunatics.

Just like the girl in front of her, at the age of a teenager, she has to choose between death and survival. At this moment, the wall in her heart is like being buried with black powder, and the collapse is about to happen sooner or later!

After all, although begging to die requires courage, choosing to survive requires more than courage, and you may not be able to survive in the end.

The girl lay in his arms and whimpered and cried for a long while, but found that the boy in front of her still hadn't moved at all, so she mistakenly thought that he didn't really want to take her away, so she suddenly stretched out a hand to grab him. Song Han's hand hanging by his side pressed it against his face, allowing him to feel his smooth face that had just been washed and washed by the rain:

"You touch me, I'm not ugly, I'm really not ugly"

"You take me away. I believe you please take me away"

The girl kept sobbing, as if begging for the last chance of survival.

Song Han let out a long sigh.

It's all here, so what's the point?

If this is a real doomsday world, and he is also a real part of this world, then he will definitely not be such a saint.

Struggling to survive in this world with a girl who is obviously not suitable for living in the doomsday world is tantamount to courting death!
But now for me, this is a game after all!

For them, there are countless choices to choose from.

But they can only choose to live or die!
Maybe this is the plot. Bah, maybe this is God's will
"Okay, okay, don't cry!"

Song Han's hand touching her face exerted a little force, and wiped away the tears streaming down her face: "I'll take you away"

It's just that before he finished speaking, Song Han suddenly had a flash of light at the end of his peripheral vision!
At the other end of the passage, suddenly a man with a light in his hand flashed out, and while teasing the writhing and panting body on the ground, he strode towards him with great strides!

It was Meng Laoyue who spoke with a high-pitched voice!

"Hey, you little bastard is quite nostalgic, yesterday was this and today is this? Haha!"

"Isn't this the girl who asked me for water yesterday? Why, she slept with someone else today? It's okay, you sleep with yours, I'm just passing by! Haha, passing by!"

His goal must be himself!

It's just that the light in his hand has limited illumination, like a torch that can only illuminate his vicinity, so although he can't see Song Han and the others standing in the dark, Song Han can see him clearly!

And at this time, the girl in Song Han's arms also seemed to have noticed Song Han's strange behavior, and when she looked back, she was so frightened that she even forgot to cry!

"Damn! If they come and find me with you."

"You just know?"

Song Han was a little speechless: "So why did I just tell you to leave without saying anything?"

Xue'er's face in the darkness turned pale with fright, and even Song Han seemed to have seen the despair in her red eyes:

"Sorry, I hurt you again, I just wanted to"

(End of this chapter)