Doomsday Simulation: This Is Not a Game

Chapter 94 The Blackened Celia and the Second Personality

The next morning, the workers from the farm community came to get water from the equipment room as usual, and then followed Song Han's previous instructions and dispersed before nine o'clock.

Seeing that there was still one minute until nine o'clock, Qin Shuo, who was walking at the end, took out a thermos he found yesterday, and continued to fill it with clean water to take some back.

After all, no one can have too much water.

At nine o'clock, when Qin Shuo had just finished drinking the water in his hand and was about to get up, he suddenly heard the sound of an iron door opening behind him.

Qin Shuo originally thought it was Song Han who had come out, but he was taken aback for a moment when he turned his head and saw who was coming.

What I saw coming out of the iron gate in front of me was not Song Han, but the girl Xue Er who had met several times in the underground passage before, but later heard that she had disappeared mysteriously!
"Xiaoxue?"

Qin Shuo was stunned for a moment, and then asked Celia who was also stunned after hearing his name:
"Why are you here? Where's Brother Xiaohan?"

However, what surprised him was that after hearing Qin Shuo's words, Celia's face suddenly changed for no reason!
In the underground passage, Celia also knew Qin Shuo.

After all, in the environment where people are not human, Qin Shuo in front of him is one of the very few people who has his own bottom line, so he is naturally a bit conspicuous among the group of people.

But even so, she couldn't ignore the despair and fear in Qin Shuo's mind after calling her "Xiaoxue"!

Before the cataclysm, she had her own name.

But just like she told Song Han before, she didn't want to mention that name again in this frightening and hopeless environment.

Because that name represents all the good memories of her past, and she is unwilling to mix the good things of the past with the pain of the present, so that she will lose the last fantasy about good things in her heart;

In the same way, the name "Xiaoxue" has become a synonym for her self who has been struggling in pain and despair, hovering on the verge of death and collapse since the catastrophe happened!
She thought that with a new name and a new residence, she would have a new beginning, and she had deliberately suppressed the dark experience during that time in the deepest part of her heart.

Even if she can, she would rather forget everything about the past, as long as she can completely separate the past from her present self!

But now, with Qin Shuo's "Xiaoxue", those dark and desolate days were suddenly revealed in Celia's mind, and then exposed again nakedly behind her preset psychological defense line outside!

So at that moment, Celia, who had never had any pessimistic emotions on her face during this period of time, suddenly turned gloomy!

The anger and indifference in those eyes seemed to be a different person in an instant following Qin Shuo's claim. He looked at Qin Shuo in front of him coldly and said in a bad tone:

"Time is up."

"...Ah, I know, I was about to leave. I thought Brother Xiaohan came out. It turns out that you also entered this building"

Qin Shuo was taken aback by her sudden change of attitude, he raised the water bottle in his hand in embarrassment and said something casually, thinking that he finally met an acquaintance with a good impression and wanted to chat with Celia :
"I was still thinking about where you disappeared suddenly, and it really took someone like Brother Xiaohan to take you away without anyone noticing, right, Xiaoxue!"

"I told you, it's time!"

Before Qin Shuo finished speaking, he was abruptly interrupted by the girl in front of him!
He raised his head in astonishment, but saw that the face of the girl in front of him had become gloomy again, and the unfriendly and cold look in her eyes looked at him as if she was looking at an enemy, which made him feel a little flustered for no reason. Feel it!

What surprised Qin Shuo even more was that the girl in front of her suddenly took out a pistol from her pocket, and immediately loaded it skillfully!

That's a pistol!

Even the group of the third elder brother didn't have many hands!

"No, I just want to chat with you casually."

A stiff smile appeared on Qin Shuo's face: "Since you don't want to, I'll leave now."

"But now, I have a few words to tell you!"

Celia stood there with a pistol in her hand, as if she had changed her whole body, she took a step towards the nervous Qin Shuo, then narrowed her eyes slightly, gave him a cold look, and said Slowly say:

"First, I am not called 'Xiaoxue' or 'Xue'er'. I have my own name, and my name is Celia!"

Celia?
With a little embarrassment, a little surprise, and more nervousness in Qin Shuo's eyes, he carefully looked at the girl in front of him and the weapon in her hand.

Feeling a little different?
The girl from before was weak and pitiful but kind-hearted, and she floated back and forth in the tunnel every day as if she might seek death at any time;

And the girl in front of me is resolute, but she doesn't seem to have a good temper, and she doesn't communicate well. She even draws her gun if she doesn't agree with her. Don't!

However, it looks so similar, or did I go wrong in that dark tunnel? ?
"Secondly, there is no one named "Xiaoxue" or 'Xueer' here. I don't know who the brother Xiaohan you mentioned is. I am Celia, and he is my master!"

As if seeing Qin Shuo's doubts and surprises in front of her, Celia looked at him and said coldly again, and Qin Shuo could hear a feeling of gnashing of teeth in the voice she said every word:
"This is the stable life I dreamed of betting with great difficulty! You people, don't even think about bringing me and him back to the old days!"

"The former Xue'er and the former brother Xiaohan are both dead! Only Celia and her master live here now!"

"That's all!!!"

Damn, is this girl crazy? ?

After listening to what Celia said, Qin Shuo instantly confirmed that the girl in front of him was indeed the same person as Xiaoxue!

However, why do you feel that your personality has changed so much and so extreme?
But thinking about it carefully, Xiaoxue's mental state at that time was indeed not optimistic. I heard Da Zhuang say several times that she was often seen wandering alone on the edge of the garbage collection station, as if she was a little overwhelmed.

But at that time, everyone was too busy to take care of themselves, so how could they have the time to care about the mental state of others?
It was probably at that time that Xiaoxue in front of her was rescued by Song Han, and she also lived a stable life like herself and others now.

But what is different from others like myself is that the girl in front of her may be due to the contrast between the two extreme life states before and after, which finally made her psychology suddenly go to the extreme between the sudden changes of ups and downs!
Qin Shuo guessed right.

When the girl in front of her is facing Song Han and living in her new living environment, she is still the weak and kind Xiaoxue in the past;

But once she stepped out of her psychological protection zone, especially when faced with the familiar environment and people and evoked the memory she least wanted to recall, in order to protect her psychological defense line, she also To protect the last piece of pure land that she had been looking forward to in her heart, this girl unexpectedly gave birth to a second resolute and courageous character!
Because she once had it and lost it, so now she must firmly guard what she has now!
That's why Qin Shuo's simple address made Celia's face change instantly!
"Okay, Celia, right? I understand. It's already past nine o'clock, I'll go back now. Cough to Xiao Han for me, and say hello to your master"

After swallowing nervously, Qin Shuo fled with his thermos filled with water!
　Thanks to the book friend 20220210034928301 for the reward!Thank you for your support and encouragement!
　　Nucleic acid in the morning and antigen in the afternoon, I feel like my throat is about to be stabbed.

　　When I first started home isolation, I was still wearing a down jacket, but now I wear short-sleeved shorts every day.The sunshine outside the window was just right, but we missed the whole spring.

　　Finally, I would like to thank the medical staff who do nucleic acid for us every day, thank you!

　　I also wish all the book friends here to be healthy and always have enthusiasm and hope!
　　
　
(End of this chapter)