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Chapter 71 Belated True Love

Song Jiang calculated the time, and it was almost the time to give cold clothes every year, so he sighed, "It's almost the first day of October, it seems that Liu Yin is not the only soul who died at this intersection!"

Unexpectedly, Meng Zhe pushed the door and got out of the car and said, "There are not so many coincidences in this world. It seems that the guy who is going to burn paper at the intersection should be the heartless Mr. L."

The man was taken aback by Meng Zhe and Song Jiang who suddenly got out of the car and walked towards him. He explained with an embarrassed face, "I...my friend had an accident here some time ago, I just want to pay homage to her, I don't know You can't burn paper here."

Seeing that the other party had misunderstood, Song Jiang was about to explain, but suddenly Meng Zhe asked in a cold voice, "What is the name of the friend you are going to pay homage to?"

The man was stunned and said, "Who are you...why? Why do you ask?"

Meng Zhe looked at the man without saying a word, his eyes were full of contempt, and Song Jiang who was at the side hurriedly said nonsense, "We are friends of Liu Yin, are you here to pay homage to her?! Mr. L..."

The man's expression changed after hearing this, and he said with dodge eyes, "I... I don't know what you mean."

Meng Zhe snorted softly after hearing this, and said coldly, "What are you afraid of when people are already dead? Are you afraid that her ghost will haunt you?"

The man immediately denied it, "I didn't mean that..."

"Then what do you mean? Pity her? Or do you want to remember your unforgettable first love?!" Song Jiang asked angrily.He thought that the other party would carry out the behavior of the scumbag to the end, but unexpectedly, the man suddenly cried at this moment, crying so sadly that he couldn't punish Song Jiang anymore.

The man said with tears streaming down his face, "We... were together, in the last days... It was really painful to get along... I can feel that she is very tired every day, and I know that she does this Just to catch up with my pace... But people have different talents. I tried hard to take her forward, but the end result was that she was tired and I was even more tired. I also thought about it Forget it, two people who love each other don’t have to be particularly good. I’m the man in the family. As long as I’m strong enough, she can be whatever she wants, as long as she’s happy. But I gradually discovered that, Things are not as simple as I thought. When the gap between the two of us is getting bigger and bigger, our vision, attitude towards problems, and even our thoughts on the future are completely different. I know she is working hard She wants to break the status quo, but the reality is an extremely hard barrier. No matter how much she tries, it will be in vain. I also know that she wants me to take her to meet my colleagues and friends, but I am afraid that she will Hurt, because usually when only the two of us are together, I will consider her feelings, so I am still me in her eyes, but when she really understands my world, she will find that the gap between us is her It will never be possible to catch up. Instead of watching her live so hard every day and be so cautious, it is better to let go of each other while she is young and let her find someone who is more suitable for her... But I did not expect her to be like this I left. I was in a daze when I received the call from the police. I thought it was just a malicious joke made by others. But when I saw Yinyin's body, I knew I was wrong. What? The gap, what kind of vision is all bullshit! I'm a coward! I thought it was all for Yinyin's good, but in fact I didn't want to face future troubles, thinking that loving her was just a habit... But I didn't I was told this habit would never be broken. The saddest thing is that by the time I figured it out, I had lost her forever."

Song Jiang originally wanted to laugh at the other party's belated affection is often the most ridiculous, but seeing the man crying like a child, he had no choice but to sigh helplessly, then walked over to take the ingot candle in the other party's hand, squatted on the ground and burned it bit by bit. Get up... The man wiped the tears from his face when he saw it, and knelt down silently to help Song Jiang add paper money to the fire.

At this time, Song Jiang said in a deep voice, "Liu Yin...she loves you very much, and will love you until she dies."

After the man heard this, tears flowed down again, and the fire in front of him shone hotly in his eyes, just like Liu Yin's love for him, but as the Yuanbao paper money slowly burned out, the light in the man's eyes also disappeared. Bit by bit, it faded away, and finally there was only a dead silence...

Song Jiang looked at the back of the man leaving, and said helplessly, "Why do you always know how to cherish it after you lose it? If he hadn't broken up with Liu Yin... Maybe none of this would have happened."

Meng Zhe said in a deep voice, "The most difficult thing to sort out in this world is the relationship between men and women. If they don't break up, who can guarantee that they won't become a couple after many years? It cost each other everything. It was only after I was young that I realized that the two of them were not suitable at all."

After hearing this, Song Jiang asked in confusion, "Does it mean that two people who love each other must walk at the same pace?"

Meng Zhe shook his head and said, "Of course not necessarily. It mainly depends on how each other views this matter. In fact, the opinions of outsiders are not that important. Only they know whether two people are compatible or not, so they broke up. The real reason is that I can’t pass my own level... There are many people in this world who always like to live in the eyes of others and use other people’s standards to judge whether they are good. Such people often live very tired, because you have no way to please Everyone, there will always be someone who thinks that you are not good enough. Instead of caring too much about other people's eyes, it is better to be your true self. The guy just now may really love Liu Yin, but he cares more about how others judge For himself, he is afraid that his colleagues and friends in the company will laugh at him for finding such an ordinary woman, and he is also afraid that one day he will regret finding such an ordinary woman. Living with a person who cares so much about other people's eyes, Mr. Liu Yin One day I will feel tired, and finally I am disappointed and choose to give up.”

After hearing this, Song Jiang talked and said, "Maybe they were wrong from the beginning... People who love each other should not only supervise and improve each other, but also learn to tolerate each other's differences."

As soon as Meng Zhe heard it, he raised his hand and knocked him on the head and said, "Your talk is clear, you seem to have a lot of experience! You can go to the radio station to be an emotional expert! Oh? No! Aren't you still a virgin? !"

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