Jiaolong Jue
Chapter 318 The Heart of the Murderer
After finishing speaking, he was about to bow down again, but was held back by the Tongtian Hermit, he sighed again, and continued:
"When our big ship was hit by a hurricane, my junior brother and I wanted to protect Mr. Zhang to leave, but he insisted on not obeying. We wanted to sink into the sea with him to die for our country, but he refused. Die, tell my junior brother and I to go ashore with the remaining soldiers, stop doing anti-Yuan things, go home and live a good life!
We had no choice but to bid farewell to him with tears, obeyed his orders, boarded ashore, and prepared to go home, but who knew that along the way, when we were suffering from hunger and cold, none of the people around were willing to help us, and some even went to secretly We reported our whereabouts to the Yuan soldiers, and in the end thousands of us were surrounded by Yuan soldiers.
Only my junior brother and I escaped, and the rest were buried alive by Zhang Hongfan's army..."
Speaking of this, Tongtian Hermit was already in tears when he recalled the tragic situation back then.
"So, I can't figure out why we sacrificed our lives to fight against the Mongolian Tartars for the sake of the Song Dynasty, the country, and the common people. In the end, our compatriots refused to save us, but they were the ones who betrayed us!
Even those who buried thousands of my brothers alive were not Mongols, but soldiers from the Song Dynasty led by Zhang Hongfan!They are ten times more ruthless to us than the Mongols!
Since then, I have hated, hated all the descendants of the Song people, hated their betrayal, hated their lack of backbone, I just don't want them to have a good time!
So in those years, I didn't kill the Mongols, I didn't kill the Yuan soldiers, I went to kill those my compatriots, and saw them die in my hands, dripping with blood, and I felt extremely relieved. Die tragically, cry and cry, my heart is full of joy!
Later, my younger brother Huang Xingri couldn't stand it anymore, so he tried to persuade me repeatedly, but I didn't listen at all!His persuasion annoyed me, and the two fought, he was no match for my Thirteen Dragon Slaying Styles, just when I was about to beat him to death, I suddenly remembered, Master Zhang has a hundred thousand troops in this world, only The two of us were left, sad and soft-hearted, so he escaped, and since then he left me and never saw each other again!
Without him as a hindrance, my murderous intentions were even more serious. Later, I felt that it was not enough to vent my anger by myself, so I recruited those who suffered from the sufferings of the world and harbored slander as disciples, and trained them into peerless masters to help me Carnage Wish Fulfilled!Therefore, there are four magical islands in the East China Sea that make the world terrified! "
Su Yu was shocked when he heard this, and asked unconsciously, "Senior killed so many innocent people in order to take revenge on those who hurt you, can you really feel at ease?"
Tongtian Hermit shook his head, and continued:
"At first, I was really comfortable and happy, but... as time passed, as time passed, the hatred in my heart gradually faded, and I became more and more uneasy!
I don't know if it's right or wrong for me to take revenge on those people crazily?So, I came here and hid, but even so, my heart was still uneasy, and I asked myself the same question every day, that is, I killed so many innocent people for hatred, was it right?Should it?I'm alone here, so no one answers me!no one......"
Speaking of this, he almost lost his composure, grabbed Su Yu and asked again and again:
"My dear boy, tell me, am I right or wrong? Speak! Speak!"
Su Yu looked at him squarely, and Ling Ran said: "It's definitely not right for you to do this! The Buddha said that all living beings are equal, that is, we should not hurt any small bug or ant, let alone those ordinary people who have no grudges against you. , you killed them, and I don’t know how many families and wives will be separated, and the families will be destroyed! How can you be right in doing this?”
The old man said anxiously: "I did it for revenge, shouldn't I take revenge?"
"You can take revenge, but those people have no revenge against you! If you are like this, you can't take revenge, you can only add to your own sins! Don't say that your junior brother refuses to agree, but Master Zhang has a spirit in the sky. He is loyal to the king and loves the people all his life. I won't agree either!"
Tongtian Hermit trembled all over, with a look of panic on his old face, he asked anxiously: "You mean, Mr. Zhang, my benefactor...he wouldn't approve of me doing this?"
Seeing Su Yu nodding at him, Tongtian Hermit's face suddenly darkened, he let go of Su Yu's hand, turned around, walked a few steps with his body swaying slightly, then waved his hand back and said slowly:
"Okay! Child, I understand! You can go! You... go!"
After all, he wobbled and walked forward slowly.
Su Yu was worried and hurriedly followed behind him.
At this time, Tongtian Hermit was feeling sad, but he didn't realize it.
When he turned around the slope, a bamboo forest appeared in front of him. Su Xin walked along the path in the forest until he came to a courtyard and opened the door to enter.
There are three huts made of green bamboo in the yard, which are very elegant and unique.
Tongtian Hermit opened the door and entered, and saw an altar in the main hall, with a black lacquer and gold character ranking placed high on it, he lit a stick of incense, knelt down slowly on the futon under the altar, kowtowed several times, and said Li murmured:
"Master Zhang, your subordinates, please pay my respects! Ever since I said goodbye to you, my subordinates have missed you for a moment! And I have never forgotten your deathbed instructions! But... all these years, I have I was blinded by hatred, killed so many innocent people, and tarnished my great demeanor of being loyal to the emperor and loving the people!
You have dishonored your lord's fame for the rest of your life, and you have failed your lord's upbringing and reinvention!If it wasn't for being reminded by that child today, the subordinates wouldn't know it!The subordinates deeply hate it!No more shame in the world!
Here, the subordinates offer another stick of incense to the lord, and then go to join the lord!I also hope that my lord will not give up and let me be under your account again! "
After all, he knelt down on the ground again, weeping uncontrollably.
After a while, he got up slowly, and inserted the stick of incense with cigarette smoke in his hand into the three-legged purple-gold incense burner under the row.
Immediately, he took a gleaming golden weapon from the wall next to him and held it in his hand. At this moment, he heard something trailing in from outside, poking his head to tear his skirt.
When Tongtian Hermit saw it, he quickly squatted down, stroked its big head back and forth a few times, and then said in a deep voice:
"Hey! Old man, you have been with me for so many years, and now I should go too! Master Zhang is now in the middle of his military service, and I am going to help him! You, from now on, stay here alone to look after the house! My heart I'm dead, I can't accompany you anymore!"
After finishing speaking, he held its head in his arms again, paused for a while, then let it go, stood up and said:
"Okay, there is no permanent banquet in the world! Old man, you go, I should go too!"
After all, no matter the giant beast was still by his side, reluctant to let go, he knelt on the futon again, raised the weapon in his hand, and was about to smash it down on his forehead with all his strength.
He only heard someone yelling outside, and the figure flashed, and he was already in front of him.
Tongtian Hermit suddenly raised his head and was also taken aback and said:
"Son, why didn't you leave?"
After that, he smiled frankly and said:
"Oh! I forgot! You want me to save your loved ones, right? That's fine, let me, a body full of sins, do one good thing before leaving! That's fine!"
He waved the weapon in his hand, and said, "This is the Golden Light Subduing Demon Pestle, which has been with me for decades! After I finish the matter, you can take it to the God of East Sea Crocodile, and he will let you go!"
After finishing speaking, he squatted down and stroked the giant beast's head, saying, "If you can't find the way, I can tell it and let it take you there!"
After finishing speaking, he muttered a few words next to the giant beast's earhole, and then raised his finger to point at Su Yu.
Afterwards, he turned around and knelt on the futon again, and said, "Son, you go out first! I have something to do, so come in later!"
Seeing that Su Yu didn't respond, Tongtian Hermit became a little anxious, turned his face and said angrily: "My child, I have already promised to save your relatives, don't waste my time, you hurry out!"
But Su Yu walked up to him in a few steps, knelt down on the ground, stretched out his hand to embrace the golden light subduing magic pestle in his hand, and said:
"Senior! I know what you want to do! I can't watch you die and ignore it!"
Tongtian Hermit heard that there was some difference, but also some sentimentality. He looked at him for a long time before saying:
"Son, I want to thank you for your kindness! You make me feel my sins even more! Because of my momentary anger, how many kind people like you have I killed!
I am a bloody villain!You shouldn't have stopped me!Because only when I die can my heart be at peace, and those people who were wrongly killed by me can also rest in peace!Just don't stop me!Hurry up and go outside! "
Su Yu hugged the golden light subduing magic pestle and did not let go, shook his head anxiously and said:
"Old man, you can't do this! My teacher and father once told me that everyone in this world will make mistakes. For example, the Buddha said not to kill, but who can not kill at all?
We are vegetarians every day, but there are also rice worms in the rice, small black worms in the noodles, and mung beans that have been aged for a long time. When we walk, we will inadvertently trample ants and bugs to death. All living beings are equal. How is it different from murder?
If we do not forgive, there will be no Buddha in this world.The so-called putting down the butcher knife and becoming a Buddha immediately refers to people who have committed serious sins. As long as they realize their mistakes, change their past mistakes, and become enlightened, they can also become Buddhas.
You have done wrong before, as long as you sincerely repent, the Buddha will forgive you!If you want to commit suicide, it is even more wrong, because suicide is also killing, and using violence to control violence is against the teachings of Buddha!Everyone doesn't deserve to die, everyone should have the chance to change their ways, including you, senior! "
The Tongtian hermit was startled, stared blankly at Su Yu, and said in a trembling voice after a while, "Son, do you really think I can be saved? Is it worth forgiving? Don't you think I'm a big devil who kills without batting an eyelid?" ?"
Su Yu shook his head and said, "Senior, you once resisted foreign humiliation for the sake of the country and the people, and spilled blood on the battlefield. You are a great hero? You only became obsessed with anger and hatred later, that's why you are not a big devil! ! And now that you can recognize your past mistakes, correct your mistakes, and become enlightened, you can immediately become a Buddha!"
There was a wry smile on the corner of Tongtian Hermit's mouth, and he said dejectedly:
"Becoming a Buddha? What kind of Buddha can I become! Son, don't comfort me! Anyway, I still want to thank you for your kindness! Whether it's true or not, if you can say that, I'm sure I'll feel better!"
Su Yu said again: "I'm not consoling you, the master in my temple really told me so! He said that a person who uses violence to control violence can become a Buddha after he has thoroughly enlightened himself! But The most difficult thing for such a person to let go is his own inner attachment!
His remorse will torture himself constantly, and he will never forgive and forgive himself until he dies!Such a person recognizes his mistakes and can correct them, but he cannot become a Buddha, because he is obsessed with inner entanglements and refuses to give himself a chance to be transformed! "
Tongtian Hermit seemed to have realized something, nodded and said: "I have killed people all my life, and I don't know anything about Buddhism! Is that what your master really said?"
"When our big ship was hit by a hurricane, my junior brother and I wanted to protect Mr. Zhang to leave, but he insisted on not obeying. We wanted to sink into the sea with him to die for our country, but he refused. Die, tell my junior brother and I to go ashore with the remaining soldiers, stop doing anti-Yuan things, go home and live a good life!
We had no choice but to bid farewell to him with tears, obeyed his orders, boarded ashore, and prepared to go home, but who knew that along the way, when we were suffering from hunger and cold, none of the people around were willing to help us, and some even went to secretly We reported our whereabouts to the Yuan soldiers, and in the end thousands of us were surrounded by Yuan soldiers.
Only my junior brother and I escaped, and the rest were buried alive by Zhang Hongfan's army..."
Speaking of this, Tongtian Hermit was already in tears when he recalled the tragic situation back then.
"So, I can't figure out why we sacrificed our lives to fight against the Mongolian Tartars for the sake of the Song Dynasty, the country, and the common people. In the end, our compatriots refused to save us, but they were the ones who betrayed us!
Even those who buried thousands of my brothers alive were not Mongols, but soldiers from the Song Dynasty led by Zhang Hongfan!They are ten times more ruthless to us than the Mongols!
Since then, I have hated, hated all the descendants of the Song people, hated their betrayal, hated their lack of backbone, I just don't want them to have a good time!
So in those years, I didn't kill the Mongols, I didn't kill the Yuan soldiers, I went to kill those my compatriots, and saw them die in my hands, dripping with blood, and I felt extremely relieved. Die tragically, cry and cry, my heart is full of joy!
Later, my younger brother Huang Xingri couldn't stand it anymore, so he tried to persuade me repeatedly, but I didn't listen at all!His persuasion annoyed me, and the two fought, he was no match for my Thirteen Dragon Slaying Styles, just when I was about to beat him to death, I suddenly remembered, Master Zhang has a hundred thousand troops in this world, only The two of us were left, sad and soft-hearted, so he escaped, and since then he left me and never saw each other again!
Without him as a hindrance, my murderous intentions were even more serious. Later, I felt that it was not enough to vent my anger by myself, so I recruited those who suffered from the sufferings of the world and harbored slander as disciples, and trained them into peerless masters to help me Carnage Wish Fulfilled!Therefore, there are four magical islands in the East China Sea that make the world terrified! "
Su Yu was shocked when he heard this, and asked unconsciously, "Senior killed so many innocent people in order to take revenge on those who hurt you, can you really feel at ease?"
Tongtian Hermit shook his head, and continued:
"At first, I was really comfortable and happy, but... as time passed, as time passed, the hatred in my heart gradually faded, and I became more and more uneasy!
I don't know if it's right or wrong for me to take revenge on those people crazily?So, I came here and hid, but even so, my heart was still uneasy, and I asked myself the same question every day, that is, I killed so many innocent people for hatred, was it right?Should it?I'm alone here, so no one answers me!no one......"
Speaking of this, he almost lost his composure, grabbed Su Yu and asked again and again:
"My dear boy, tell me, am I right or wrong? Speak! Speak!"
Su Yu looked at him squarely, and Ling Ran said: "It's definitely not right for you to do this! The Buddha said that all living beings are equal, that is, we should not hurt any small bug or ant, let alone those ordinary people who have no grudges against you. , you killed them, and I don’t know how many families and wives will be separated, and the families will be destroyed! How can you be right in doing this?”
The old man said anxiously: "I did it for revenge, shouldn't I take revenge?"
"You can take revenge, but those people have no revenge against you! If you are like this, you can't take revenge, you can only add to your own sins! Don't say that your junior brother refuses to agree, but Master Zhang has a spirit in the sky. He is loyal to the king and loves the people all his life. I won't agree either!"
Tongtian Hermit trembled all over, with a look of panic on his old face, he asked anxiously: "You mean, Mr. Zhang, my benefactor...he wouldn't approve of me doing this?"
Seeing Su Yu nodding at him, Tongtian Hermit's face suddenly darkened, he let go of Su Yu's hand, turned around, walked a few steps with his body swaying slightly, then waved his hand back and said slowly:
"Okay! Child, I understand! You can go! You... go!"
After all, he wobbled and walked forward slowly.
Su Yu was worried and hurriedly followed behind him.
At this time, Tongtian Hermit was feeling sad, but he didn't realize it.
When he turned around the slope, a bamboo forest appeared in front of him. Su Xin walked along the path in the forest until he came to a courtyard and opened the door to enter.
There are three huts made of green bamboo in the yard, which are very elegant and unique.
Tongtian Hermit opened the door and entered, and saw an altar in the main hall, with a black lacquer and gold character ranking placed high on it, he lit a stick of incense, knelt down slowly on the futon under the altar, kowtowed several times, and said Li murmured:
"Master Zhang, your subordinates, please pay my respects! Ever since I said goodbye to you, my subordinates have missed you for a moment! And I have never forgotten your deathbed instructions! But... all these years, I have I was blinded by hatred, killed so many innocent people, and tarnished my great demeanor of being loyal to the emperor and loving the people!
You have dishonored your lord's fame for the rest of your life, and you have failed your lord's upbringing and reinvention!If it wasn't for being reminded by that child today, the subordinates wouldn't know it!The subordinates deeply hate it!No more shame in the world!
Here, the subordinates offer another stick of incense to the lord, and then go to join the lord!I also hope that my lord will not give up and let me be under your account again! "
After all, he knelt down on the ground again, weeping uncontrollably.
After a while, he got up slowly, and inserted the stick of incense with cigarette smoke in his hand into the three-legged purple-gold incense burner under the row.
Immediately, he took a gleaming golden weapon from the wall next to him and held it in his hand. At this moment, he heard something trailing in from outside, poking his head to tear his skirt.
When Tongtian Hermit saw it, he quickly squatted down, stroked its big head back and forth a few times, and then said in a deep voice:
"Hey! Old man, you have been with me for so many years, and now I should go too! Master Zhang is now in the middle of his military service, and I am going to help him! You, from now on, stay here alone to look after the house! My heart I'm dead, I can't accompany you anymore!"
After finishing speaking, he held its head in his arms again, paused for a while, then let it go, stood up and said:
"Okay, there is no permanent banquet in the world! Old man, you go, I should go too!"
After all, no matter the giant beast was still by his side, reluctant to let go, he knelt on the futon again, raised the weapon in his hand, and was about to smash it down on his forehead with all his strength.
He only heard someone yelling outside, and the figure flashed, and he was already in front of him.
Tongtian Hermit suddenly raised his head and was also taken aback and said:
"Son, why didn't you leave?"
After that, he smiled frankly and said:
"Oh! I forgot! You want me to save your loved ones, right? That's fine, let me, a body full of sins, do one good thing before leaving! That's fine!"
He waved the weapon in his hand, and said, "This is the Golden Light Subduing Demon Pestle, which has been with me for decades! After I finish the matter, you can take it to the God of East Sea Crocodile, and he will let you go!"
After finishing speaking, he squatted down and stroked the giant beast's head, saying, "If you can't find the way, I can tell it and let it take you there!"
After finishing speaking, he muttered a few words next to the giant beast's earhole, and then raised his finger to point at Su Yu.
Afterwards, he turned around and knelt on the futon again, and said, "Son, you go out first! I have something to do, so come in later!"
Seeing that Su Yu didn't respond, Tongtian Hermit became a little anxious, turned his face and said angrily: "My child, I have already promised to save your relatives, don't waste my time, you hurry out!"
But Su Yu walked up to him in a few steps, knelt down on the ground, stretched out his hand to embrace the golden light subduing magic pestle in his hand, and said:
"Senior! I know what you want to do! I can't watch you die and ignore it!"
Tongtian Hermit heard that there was some difference, but also some sentimentality. He looked at him for a long time before saying:
"Son, I want to thank you for your kindness! You make me feel my sins even more! Because of my momentary anger, how many kind people like you have I killed!
I am a bloody villain!You shouldn't have stopped me!Because only when I die can my heart be at peace, and those people who were wrongly killed by me can also rest in peace!Just don't stop me!Hurry up and go outside! "
Su Yu hugged the golden light subduing magic pestle and did not let go, shook his head anxiously and said:
"Old man, you can't do this! My teacher and father once told me that everyone in this world will make mistakes. For example, the Buddha said not to kill, but who can not kill at all?
We are vegetarians every day, but there are also rice worms in the rice, small black worms in the noodles, and mung beans that have been aged for a long time. When we walk, we will inadvertently trample ants and bugs to death. All living beings are equal. How is it different from murder?
If we do not forgive, there will be no Buddha in this world.The so-called putting down the butcher knife and becoming a Buddha immediately refers to people who have committed serious sins. As long as they realize their mistakes, change their past mistakes, and become enlightened, they can also become Buddhas.
You have done wrong before, as long as you sincerely repent, the Buddha will forgive you!If you want to commit suicide, it is even more wrong, because suicide is also killing, and using violence to control violence is against the teachings of Buddha!Everyone doesn't deserve to die, everyone should have the chance to change their ways, including you, senior! "
The Tongtian hermit was startled, stared blankly at Su Yu, and said in a trembling voice after a while, "Son, do you really think I can be saved? Is it worth forgiving? Don't you think I'm a big devil who kills without batting an eyelid?" ?"
Su Yu shook his head and said, "Senior, you once resisted foreign humiliation for the sake of the country and the people, and spilled blood on the battlefield. You are a great hero? You only became obsessed with anger and hatred later, that's why you are not a big devil! ! And now that you can recognize your past mistakes, correct your mistakes, and become enlightened, you can immediately become a Buddha!"
There was a wry smile on the corner of Tongtian Hermit's mouth, and he said dejectedly:
"Becoming a Buddha? What kind of Buddha can I become! Son, don't comfort me! Anyway, I still want to thank you for your kindness! Whether it's true or not, if you can say that, I'm sure I'll feel better!"
Su Yu said again: "I'm not consoling you, the master in my temple really told me so! He said that a person who uses violence to control violence can become a Buddha after he has thoroughly enlightened himself! But The most difficult thing for such a person to let go is his own inner attachment!
His remorse will torture himself constantly, and he will never forgive and forgive himself until he dies!Such a person recognizes his mistakes and can correct them, but he cannot become a Buddha, because he is obsessed with inner entanglements and refuses to give himself a chance to be transformed! "
Tongtian Hermit seemed to have realized something, nodded and said: "I have killed people all my life, and I don't know anything about Buddhism! Is that what your master really said?"
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