Looking back on 2009

Chapter 113
A bottle of wine happened to fill two glasses, and Ruan Mi pushed one of the glasses in front of Chen Zhihe.

Seeing the 500ml glass filled to the brim with wine, Chen Zhihe couldn't help feeling his scalp tingle.

Ruan Mi didn't speak, raised his wine glass to touch Chen Zhihexu, and drank first.

Chen Zhihe picked up his wine glass and took a sip.

The tempting aroma comes out, and the wine tastes sweet, sour, bitter, pungent, fresh and astringent, which is very special.

It's not bad to drink, but for Chen Zhihe, dry drinking is really unbearable.

So, Chen Zhihe got up, ran to the kitchen and searched, but there was nothing, let alone appetizers.

Chen Zhihe said, "Wait for me, and I'll be right back."

The shop in the downstairs community was still open. Chen Zhihe bought a few bags of fennel beans and dried tofu, and came back soon.

Open the door, the room is pitch black.

"Is there a power outage?" Chen Zhihe asked in confusion, the elevator was still working just after going upstairs.

In the dark, Ruan Mi said, "I don't like turning on the lights, it's too dazzling."

"...".

Forget it, I had no choice but to follow her at this time.

After reaching into the study, Chen Zhihe took out the desk lamp.

After the electricity was turned on, Chen Zhihe turned on the switch, and the living room was instantly filled with orange light, which was warm and soft.

"Isn't that dazzling?" Chen Zhihe asked.

Ruan Mi gave a "hmm" and didn't say anything.

Went to the kitchen and took out two bowls, washed them with water, Chen Zhihe poured the fennel beans and dried tofu into the bowls, and brought them to the living room.

Pointing to the two bowls, Chen Zhihe said, "Appetizers for wine."

Ruan Mi cast a glance at Chen Zhihe: "How can I eat without chopsticks?"

Chen Zhihe didn't bother to take it anymore, and said, "Use your hands."

After speaking, he twisted a fennel bean with his hand and threw it into his mouth. The aroma of fennel mixed with the unique aroma of rice wine had a special flavor.

Ruan Mi hesitated for a moment, and was about to take the fennel beans with his hands, when Chen Zhihe said leisurely, "I just washed my hands."

Ruan Mi glared at Chen Zhihe, got up and ran into the kitchen, and came back after a while.

She didn't take the chopsticks and chose to wash her hands.

Under the dim light of the desk lamp, the two of them sipped the wine silently while twisting the fennel beans and dried beans with their hands.

Chen Zhihe drank slowly, while Ruan Mi drank quickly, the glass was full, and he drank half of it in a short while.

Suddenly, Ruan Mi said: "It turns out that rice wine with fennel beans is really delicious. You understand it quite well."

Chen Zhihe remained silent, held back for a long time, and said, "There aren't even peanuts downstairs, only this."

In fact, he originally wanted to buy peanuts.

Ruan Mi didn't answer Chen Zhihe's words, and said to herself: "When I was young, my dad liked to drink rice wine like this. Once, when I was in the first grade, my dad secretly gave me a sip while drinking. When my mother came back, she smelled me drinking and had a violent fight with him."

"Since then, my dad has never drank in front of me. But I know that there is always a bottle of rice wine hidden in the cabinet in his study."

"He has suffered from drinking all his life. My mother divorced him because of his drinking. Now she is also drinking because of drinking. She is not too old and has a stroke."

Ruan Mi took a sip of the wine and laughed at herself: "But that's it, he still doesn't repent, and I caught him secretly drinking in the study today."

"This bottle of wine is the one he has been hiding all the time. I originally planned to throw it away. I thought it should be good wine after he has hidden it for so many years. I was not willing to throw it away."

Glancing at Chen Zhihe, Ruan Mi said, "You mean, is this fate?"

Chen Zhihe shook his head and said, "That's the thing. Everyone has their own destiny. Many things seem to be chaotic, but in fact most people are being led by fate."

Ruan Mi chuckled: "I didn't expect you to believe this. Shouldn't you say that man can conquer heaven?"

Shaking his head, Chen Zhihe said: "I don't know about others, but with me, my fate is up to me and God."

If it were in the previous life, Chen Zhihe might not believe it, but even paradoxical things like rebirth can happen, it is hard for Chen Zhihe not to be in awe of fate.

"Do you remember Huang Huan? It's the girl we met once when we were eating on the second floor of the cafeteria."

Ruan Mi was taken aback, tilted her head to think for a while, and asked, "Is that the girl who gave you flowers at the party that day?"

Chen Zhihe nodded, picked up his wine glass, and took a big sip.

"Why are you talking about her all of a sudden?"

"She passed away, leukemia, terminal."

Ruan Mi was shocked, died?

Chen Zhihe took another sip of his wine and said, "Do you understand that feeling of powerlessness? It's the frustration that you know that no matter how hard you try, you can't change the ending. I once thought that I was a person favored by the heavens, and I should be killed if I died. Xiang, this incident gave me a blow in the head."

Being able to be reborn is lucky enough in itself, who can not be stunned by this big pie, and think that he is the protagonist of God.

Ruan Mi sighed, and said, "That's really a pity."

After being silent for a while, Ruan Mi said, "However, you're right, it's really powerless. But people are mortal, and no one can escape it. It's just a matter of time."

Chen Zhihe looked at Ruan Mi in surprise: "So negative?"

Ruan Mi stared straight at the desk lamp, and said faintly: "It's not that I'm negative. You know, on Christmas night, my father was drinking in the study and then passed out. I panicked at the time, called 120, and took After he went to the hospital, the doctor asked me to sign the critical illness notice. At that moment, my hands were shaking so much that I couldn’t even write my own name.”

"Of course I am afraid, but I can only convince myself to accept the death that may come."

Chen Zhihe nodded, but unfortunately, he happened to be away that night.

"I wasn't afraid of death before, but now I'm afraid, even though I know that people will die eventually. People have to find the meaning of life. My meaning is to change the world, even if it's just a little bit, otherwise it would be a waste of time Back, let down the kindness of God."

After hearing Chen Zhihe's words, Ruan Mi suddenly laughed: "It sounds a little bit secondary, are you trying to comfort me?"

Chen Zhihe said: "It's not. As I said, my fate is up to me, so I have to work hard to reach the heights I can reach, to protect what I want to protect, to change what I can change. My fate is up to God, That’s when I tried my best and still couldn’t change the result, I would willingly accept my fate, I didn’t work hard, so why should I accept my fate.”

Ruan Mi burst out laughing: "If you are trying to persuade me, then you have succeeded."

In fact, what she didn't know was that this was Chen Zhihe's true inner thoughts.

That is to say, after drinking too much wine and just in time to talk, Chen Zhihe only said so much.

"Come on, cheers. Anyway, live in the moment."

Rolling up his sleeves, Ruan Mi leaned over and raised his glass to touch Chen Zhihe's.

After speaking, he drank the remaining half glass of wine in the glass in one gulp.

Looking at the half glass of wine he had left, the corners of Chen Zhihe's mouth twitched.

"Live in the moment, only one bite."

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(End of this chapter)