Looking back on 2009

Chapter 387 Feels Good

When Chen Zhihe came back, the lights in the room were already dimmed, only the lamp by the bed was left.

The orange light softens the atmosphere of the room a lot.

Lu Caiwei was lying on the bed, covered with a thin quilt.

When he came over, Chen Zhihe actually struggled in his heart.

For Lu Caiwei, Chen Zhihe never had that kind of thought, more of a feeling of friendship between gentlemen.

It's best to take it lightly.

After packing up his things, Chen Zhihe still planned to go there.

He felt that Lu Caiwei should have the same idea as him.

Walking in the door and sitting down on the chair, Lu Caiwei was flipping through the book returned by Chen Zhihe with great interest.

Seeing Chen Zhihe sitting down, Lu Caiwei looked up, closed the book and put it aside.

Chen Zhihe smiled and said, "Is this a candlelit night talk?"

Lu Caiwei also chuckled, "It's a pity that there are no candles."

Chen Zhihe said: "I remember several times, such scenes happened on moonlit nights, but unfortunately there is no moon tonight."

Lu Caiwei sat up, thought for a while, and said, "Actually, it's not bad under the stars."

With that, she got up and went straight to the balcony.

Chen Zhihe followed.

There are two chairs on the balcony, and they sit next to each other.

The sky washed by the storm was exceptionally clear, and the stars were shining brightly.

Looking up, Chen Zhihe smiled and said, "You're right, Under the Starry Sky is really good."

"Can I ask you a question?" She raised her foot and put it on the railing of the balcony, revealing Lu Caiwei's white and smooth calf.

Chen Zhihe looked at Lu Caiwei and asked curiously, "Tell me."

"What kind of person do you think you are?"

Chen Zhihe thought for a while, and said, "Your question is a bit too broad, what specifically are you referring to?"

Lu Caiwei thought for a while, and said, "For example, who do you think you are more like as the protagonist in the two novels?"

After finishing speaking, she looked at Chen Zhihe with burning eyes.

Chen Zhihe was stunned for a moment, he didn't know why Lu Caiwei made such an analogy.

No matter how you look at it, the two protagonists are not good people in the popular sense, and both have elements of scum.

Looking at Lu Caiwei, Chen Zhihe said, "Why do you think so?"

He actually wanted to ask, why do you think I am that kind of person.

Lu Caiwei continued to stare at Chen Zhihe, and opened her mouth lightly: "Ruan Mi, Lin Qingxuan, or others I don't know..."

Chen Zhihe froze a little.

When Lu Caiwei said these two names, he guessed what she already knew.

Sighing, Chen Zhihe shook his head and said, "Would you like to hear my story?"

Lu Caiwei tilted her head and said, "All ears."

After sorting out his thoughts, Chen Zhihe looked at the night sky in the distance, starting from the time of rebirth...

About the matter between him and Lin Qingxuan.

About the matter between him and Ruan Mi.

These things have actually been hidden in Chen Zhihe's heart for a long time, but he has never told anyone about them.

But Lu Caiwei was different, since she asked, he felt he could say it.

Intermittently, Chen Zhihe finished telling his story with Lin Qingxuan and Ruan Mi, and then heaved a long sigh of relief.

"It's probably like this... Actually, sometimes I don't know what kind of person I am."

When he finally said it, Chen Zhihe felt much relieved.

After listening to Chen Zhihe's story, Lu Caiwei nodded, and after a while, said softly, "Then I understand."

Chen Zhihe asked, "What did you understand?"

Lu Caiwei smiled and said, "I understand your troubles."

Chen Zhihe nodded and said, "Thank you for listening to my rambling."

Lu Caiwei shook her head, smiled, and said, "No, I also thank you for your frankness."

The night wind blows, the stars shake, the wind is silent, so are the stars.

"Can I borrow your hand?" Lu Caiwei laughed softly, looking at Chen Zhihe.

Chen Zhihe was a little confused, and stretched out his hand subconsciously.

Lu Caiwei took his hand naturally, and seemed to feel that the posture was wrong, so she clasped her fingers tightly instead.

All of this happened so suddenly, Chen Zhihe was a little unresponsive.

But he didn't break free, but let Lu Caiwei pull him.

The distance between the two chairs was about [-] centimeters. Lu Caiwei held Chen Zhihe's hand and gently shook it between them.

After a while, Lu Caiwei let go of her hand and smiled lightly.

Seeing Chen Zhihe looking at her, she blinked and said, "It feels pretty good."

"..."

These words left Chen Zhihe speechless, what does it mean to feel good?
"Did I ever say that I like you?" Lu Caiwei asked with a smile looking at the speechless Chen Zhihe.

"Said."

"Then I won't say it this time."

"..."

In the middle of the night, Chen Zhihe went back to his room.

Lu Caiwei is not quite right today, Chen Zhihe is worried that something will happen.

After Lu Caiwei knew her situation, she took the initiative to hold her hand, which actually showed her attitude.

He didn't want to be a gentleman, he just wasn't sure he could control himself, so he could only leave.

……

At four o'clock in the morning, Chen Zhihe woke up.

In fact, he didn't sleep all the time, one was afraid of missing the plane and overslept, and the other was thinking about Lu Caiwei.

This is not the usual Lu Caiwei, there must be a reason for her abnormality.

He always felt that Lu Caiwei seemed to want to express something more, but he just couldn't grasp it.

After thinking about it for a long time, he couldn't think of a reason, and Chen Zhihe didn't bother to think about it anymore.

Picking up the things, Chen Zhihe was about to call Lu Caiwei when there was a knock on the door.

After opening the door, Lu Caiwei who had packed up her things was waiting for him at the door.

"Is everything packed?"

"Packed up."

"Let's go then."

Following behind Lu Caiwei, Chen Zhihe was in a daze, as if the previous Lu Caiwei had returned.

If it hadn't happened last night, he even felt like a dream.

Along the way, as usual, the two of them didn't say much.

Board the plane, take off, catch up on sleep on the plane.

When he woke up, he had already arrived in Jiangcheng.

After returning from the airport and sending Lu Caiwei to the door of the dormitory, Chen Zhihe went directly to the new house.

It's already a little hot in April in Jiangcheng, and it feels like early summer.

In the distance is the sparkling East Lake, and the breeze is mixed with the smell of plants and water vapor.

On the balcony, Chen Zhihe squinted his eyes, relaxing in the wicker chair.

The journey is not tiring, but the spirit needs to be cultivated.

After a while, the sun was too hot, Chen Zhihe returned to the bedroom and continued to sleep.

After waking up, he felt a little hungry, and Chen Zhihe, who had no food at home, planned to go out to eat something, but received a call from Xu Xiaoran.

"Brother Chen, where are you, have you eaten yet?"

"Outside, planning to eat, what's the matter?"

"Don't eat yet, go back to the dormitory and go out to eat later." There was a trace of excitement in Xu Xiaoran's voice, which seemed to be a good thing.

"What's the matter, so happy?" Chen Zhihe asked with a smile.

……

　This chapter was very difficult to write, and I didn’t write it well, but I don’t know how to write it, so I can only do this~
　　
　
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