Looking back on 2009

Chapter 90 Will I Die?

With the meal in hand, Chen Zhihe came to the inpatient department of Lu General Hospital.

The inpatient building was too big, so Chen Zhihe found the place after calling Lu Caiwei.

When Chen Zhihe arrived, Huang Huan didn't know whether he was still in a coma or fell asleep, his eyes were tightly closed, and Lu Caiwei was sitting beside Huang Huan's hospital bed.

The ward is a room for four people, not too small, and there are patients lying on the four beds, but it doesn't look crowded.

When Chen Zhihe walked in, it was very quiet, no one spoke, and there was a sense of dead silence, only the TV hanging high on the wall was silently playing advertisements.

Huang Huan's hospital bed was leaning against the window, and Lu Caiwei stared motionlessly at the night sky outside the window, fascinated.

Chen Zhihe coughed.

When Lu Caiwei heard the voice, she turned her head, saw that it was Chen Zhihe, and nodded.

Passing the bought meal to Lu Caiwei, Chen Zhihe said softly, "Eat something, it's a hard night."

"Yeah." Lu Caiwei took the rice and began to eat in small bites.

Chen Zhihe turned his head to look at Huang Huan lying on the bed, and sighed.

Glancing around, Chen Zhihe found a plastic stool and sat next to Lu Caiwei.

Suddenly, Huang Huan woke up, Chen Zhihe hurriedly stepped forward to check, and Lu Caiwei also put down her chopsticks and looked over.

Turning his eyes a few times, Huang Huan looked at Chen Zhihe and Lu Caiwei suspiciously.

"Where am I?" Huang Huan asked weakly.

Squeezing out a smile, Chen Zhihe said, "You're in the hospital, how do you feel now?"

Trying to move, Huang Huan supported his body with his hands, trying to sit up.

Chen Zhihe hurried forward and picked up a pillow and put it on her back, letting her lie on her back.

"My head is a little dizzy and hot. What's wrong with me?" Huang Huan asked with a pale face and a smile.

Chen Zhihe gestured and described to Huang Huan what happened after she fainted.

Huang Huan let out an "ah" and said, "I'm sorry to trouble you, I'll treat you to dinner later."

Hearing this, Chen Zhihe couldn't help having a sore nose, forced a smile and said, "No problem."

After finishing speaking, he said to Lu Caiwei, "I'll call the doctor."

Lu Caiwei nodded, and Chen Zhihe walked out of the ward.

After talking to the doctor on duty, he followed Chen Zhihe into the ward.

Huang Huan was sitting on the hospital bed and chatting with Lu Caiwei in a low voice.

The doctor on duty asked about the situation and told Huang Huan to take a good rest. Before leaving, he asked, "Who will accompany you to bed tonight? There are folding beds for rent opposite the duty room. If you need them, you can ask."

After looking at Lu Caiwei, Chen Zhihe said to go and have a look, and followed her out.

At this time, the family members beside the bed came back with food, sat down and began to eat with the patients on the bed.

Huang Huan licked his lips, feeling a little thirsty, and was about to get up and get out of bed, but Lu Caiwei hurriedly stopped her.

"What are you doing up, lie down?"

"Thirsty, I want to drink water."

"Lie down, I'll pour it for you."

After speaking, Lu Caiwei went out to the nurse's desk, ready to ask the nurse for a cup of hot water.

When she came back with a cup of hot water, Huang Huan was leaning on the bed with a pale face.

Noticing Huang Huan's strangeness, Lu Caiwei put the water on the bedside table and asked with concern: "What's the matter, what's wrong?"

Huang Huan shook his head, pulled out a smile, and said it was all right.

Lu Caiwei thought that Huang Huan was not feeling well, so she didn't ask any more questions, and handed the water to her.

At this time, Chen Zhihe walked in carrying a folding bed.

Putting the folding bed against the wall, Chen Zhihe asked, "Is there anything else I need, I'll buy it in the afternoon?"

Lu Caiwei shook her head.

Looking at Huang Huan, he also shook his head.

After thinking about it, Chen Zhihe asked Lu Caiwei: "Can you do it alone, or can I go back later?"

Lu Caiwei was about to refuse, when Huang Huan suddenly said, "I don't want you to accompany me, you can go back."

Chen Zhihe was startled, and looked at Huang Huan suspiciously, only to see Huang Huan looking at him stubbornly.

Turning to look at Lu Caiwei, Chen Zhihe found that the other party looked at him puzzledly, and shook his head.

Chen Zhihe had no choice but to say, "Then I'll go back and call if I need anything."

Shaking his head, Chen Zhihe left with a puzzled expression.

……

After Chen Zhihe left, Huang Huan collapsed on the hospital bed like a deflated ball.

Lu Caiwei thought she wanted to rest, so she started to turn her head to eat.

After a long time, Lu Caiwei put away the lunch box after dinner and put it in a bag, and was about to throw it away.

"Caiwei, am I going to die?" Huang Huan asked suddenly.

Lu Caiwei was startled, brushed the hair next to her ear with her hand, and said seriously: "What nonsense, take a good rest."

Huang Huan didn't speak, and suddenly tears flowed out.

"You can't lie. I know why you lied to me."

It turned out that when Lu Caiwei and Chen Zhihe went out, Huang Huan chatted with the bed next door, and only after asking did he find out that this was the oncology ward.

At first, he thought that he was suffering from some minor illness caused by a cold, but Huang Huan never thought that it would be a tumor.

Lu Caiwei was silent for a while, not knowing how to answer Huang Huan.

Everyone is going to die, it's just a matter of time, but it's impossible for her to say such words.

When she was very young, Lu Caiwei understood this truth, because she was used to this kind of scene, but it didn't mean that she could calmly accept this kind of thing happened to her.

She went out to throw away the garbage, and when she came back, Lu Caiwei found that Huang Huan was lying flat with her eyes closed.

It's just the corners of her eyes, tears are still flowing out.

Lu Caiwei looked at Huang Huan in a daze, and suddenly sighed.

She is really not good at lying, nor is she good at comforting people. At this time, she doesn't know what to say.

Her family is considered a medical family, and she almost grew up in a hospital since she was a child, but in her generation, her mother is desperately unwilling to let her study medicine anymore.

In the hospital, there are too many life and death.

Looking at the night outside the window, there are lights flickering in the distance, flickering on and off.

Suddenly, a meteor streaked across the sky.

Silent all night.

……

On the way back in the car, Chen Zhihe felt a little disappointed.

Not wanting to go to the Normal University alone, Chen Zhihe chose to go back to the dormitory.

When Chen Zhihe went back, everyone in the dormitory was there, but everyone was a little depressed.

This is probably the first time in their lives that they have experienced such a thing.

Seeing Chen Zhihe returning with a calm face, Xu Xiaoran hesitated to speak, wanted to say something, but felt that he didn't know how to speak.

"Brother Chen, do you think Huang Huan will die?" Xu Xiaoran hesitated for a while, and finally asked.

Chen Zhihe shook his head, saying he didn't know.

He really didn't know that in later generations, he had vaguely heard the news that leukemia could be cured, but he wasn't sure if it would work now.Moreover, Huang Huan is in his late stage, so it's even harder to say.

"Don't think about it so much, go to sleep, everyone is very tormented." Chen Zhihe didn't really want to talk about this, he just wanted to sleep, and hoped to wake up, all this was just a dream.

Woke up the next day and the sun was rising as usual.

It was just an ordinary day.

Get up, run out, eat breakfast, Chen Zhihe's life rhythm has not changed.

When he returned to the dormitory, no one was there, so Chen Zhihe took a shower.

Although he felt better after running, Chen Zhihe didn't want to be idle.

After driving the car back to the Normal University, Chen Zhihe turned on the computer and forced himself to write a thesis instead of thinking about Huang Huan.

Chen Zhihe, who entered the working state, was very focused.

Staring at the computer, he temporarily put aside everything else.

……

　I don't know what to say, just ask for a ticket

　　
　
(End of this chapter)