The Emerald at Hogwarts

Chapter 194 Words are like knives
They lived together in the castle for five days, and this was the time when the first Dark Lord Grindelwald spoke the most. He threw his opinion to Ada, and then continued to enjoy his own breakfast.

Grindelwald eats very slowly. At this age, coupled with the life of a prisoner alone, his body is already a candle in the wind, which may be extinguished at any time. Even if he wants to, he can't get up soon.

Regarding the infighting with Gryffindor classmates, Ada has similar thoughts to Grindelwald.She knew that she was not a charismatic person, nor a very brainwashing person, so she tried to teach the group a lesson.It's just that she thought too much, so when she was ready to make a move, it was too late, and she was stopped by Snape who arrived in time.

"I should be glad I was stopped, otherwise I should have been expelled. Just like you were expelled by Durmstrang." Ada said.

"I wasn't expelled for attacking my classmates. The reason I was expelled was that ordinary people can't understand the concept of genius. Besides, what is the difference between your current situation and being expelled?" Grindelwald sneered, "Being expelled Brought away from the school and exiled to Nurmengard, there are no friends, no classmates, only a dying Dark Lord to accompany you. Except that you can go out and wander around at will, what is the difference from Azkaban? Don’t talk about dementia Strange, only the weak are afraid of that thing."

One word is deadly, I can't talk anymore today.Ada said: "Then what can I do? Recklessly kill them all with the Killing Curse, and then have my wand broken and thrown into Azkaban to die?"

"At a young age, don't be full of fighting and killing. You can only use killing to exaggerate your strength? Killing is the last way, and there is no way." Grindelwald said dissatisfiedly, "When other people When they don’t want to listen to you, you can force them to listen to you, but the method is definitely not killing. You can use appropriate force to suppress them to show your strength and exaggerate your kindness.”

"But if I do this, Dumbledore will not show me his kindness. What do you want to do to form your own influence in the school? Become the next Voldemort?" Ada disagrees with Grindelwald's From her point of view, she thinks that she can do something to her classmates, but she cannot exert her influence on them, which will remind Dumbledore of the bad past.

Grindelwald was very dissatisfied with Ada's useless performance, and he asked: "Are you so afraid of your principal? You didn't do anything, how do you know that your principal will definitely treat you as that idiot? It depends on you Are both from orphanages?"

"It's not pure fear, but I always thought that as long as I worked hard enough and obeyed the arrangements, I could grow up under Dumbledore's protection and be free from the threats of Voldemort and Death Eaters." Ada said self-deprecatingly, "It's ridiculous, isn't it? But I really thought so, until I found out that I'm not the person Dumbledore needs, and I can't be that person..."

"So, why don't you make up your mind to be the next Albus Dumbledore?" Grindelwald put down the bread in his hand and said with a serious expression, "Or the next Gellert Grindelwald?"

"I need time……"

"Excuses! You have even made excuses for your weakness. Why are you valued? And why are you strong?" Grindelwald's expression was very disdainful, as if looking at a useless doll, "Does it depend on your talent? You don't even have the heart to become a strong man. Even if you have such a talent, you can only be a loser in this life, a pitiful and pathetic mudblood!"

These words hit Ada's sore spot. She got up angrily, slapped the table with both hands, and shouted loudly: "I am a loser, aren't you a loser? Your followers were hunted down by Aurors, and all countries Judgment by the Ministry of Magic, but you can only hide in Nurmengard, what did you say just now... By the way, linger on!"

"I did fail, but at least I once climbed to the top. A weak person who can only look up at the top of the mountain humblely at the foot of the mountain, and pray to the people on the top of the mountain to give him some mercy. You are not qualified to mock the weak person who walked down the mountain. Me." Grindelwald said slowly, putting the emphasis on the words "top of the mountain" and "foot of the mountain."

Gellert Grindelwald, one of the two most powerful wizards in the magic world, a wizard who turned his hands into clouds and rain, he once climbed to the top of the mountain, and finally fell from the top of the mountain.And Ada is just a person who has just started climbing, she is not qualified to make irresponsible remarks to Grindelwald, because she has never enjoyed the scenery on the top of the mountain.

Ada sat back on the high-back chair dejectedly. Even today, Grindelwald's name is still taboo throughout Europe. She is also a loser, but she is far behind Grindelwald.

"He said that he saw some shadows of me in you. I think he was probably blinded by old eyes. I only saw a cowardly girl sitting in front of me, not another Gellert." Grindelwald continued. , "At your age, I am ready to be the master of the Deathly Hallows, instead of saying to myself: I need time. Like a bitch!"

In Grindelwald's view, the girl in front of her is indeed extremely talented, but she is not prepared accordingly and does not have a strong heart.When doing things, she looks forward and backward, delays the opportunity, and is not as calm as the strong. If she has always been like this, it would be a waste of money to put this talent on her.

Grindelwald's ridicule continued, and he said: "I heard that you just killed three people, and you are worried that you are addicted to the pleasure of killing, unable to extricate yourself, and then you are afraid of left and right, and you are full of fear of black magic? If this is the case, you might as well put on some nice clothes, go to the streets of Diagon Alley, or be hidden in the manor, it’s better than waving your magic wand, wasting your youth and wasting this beautiful skin.”

Ada raised her head and looked directly at Grindelwald, the anger in her eyes could even burn him to death eight hundred times.

"Why, is it ugly or disgusting? Then I apologize to you." Grindelwald got up and walked up the stairs slowly, "You only deserve my sincere apology, respect is something you have to fight for yourself, and you, Do you have the strength and determination?"

Grindelwald's words were very harsh, as if he had slapped Ada severely, or pierced her eardrum with a needle.There is no need for a heavy hammer to beat the drum, but Grindelwald used this method to arouse Ada's shame, and made Ada look directly at herself in this way.

If Ada looks at herself squarely and finds her strong heart, everyone will be happy.If it just fell into a slump, it can only be said that Dumbledore was wrong, and Ada was just a piece of mud that couldn't be lifted.

It's really cruel to put these words on a girl, let alone bear it at this age.If Ada were just an ordinary girl, no one would say these humiliating words to her, she would be cared for and loved, and she would receive a doll as a gift on her birthday or Christmas.

But Ada is not an ordinary girl, she has an amazing talent, so she is destined to experience these wind and frost swords early.Either she is amazingly talented and stands on the top of the mountains, or she turns into mud and is trampled by others, it depends on whether she has firm beliefs and a heart that is not afraid of everything.

Ada, who was beaten to pieces, sat in her own position in a daze, and didn't get up for a long time.Ada has been pursuing a more perfect magic operation and a more efficient fighting method, but she has never paid attention to her own heart.Even if one possesses extreme strength, but does not have the heart to match it, this strength still cannot be brought into play.

Ada was afraid of Dumbledore's strength, afraid of Voldemort's return, worried that she would fall in love with killing, and stayed away because of the negative effects of black magic... Too many things made her feel afraid, and her heart became unknowingly No longer sharp, and no more courage to give up.

So what if you have the system to help?Ada will only become the next Dumbledore's tool man, the best knife in the hands of others, and will not become the next Dumbledore, Esmeralda Drizzt.

I don't know how long it took, Ada finally woke up from the loss of her soul, she stood up and left the long table, her emerald green eyes regained their brilliance.

It’s still the same clothes when I got up early, and it’s still the girl who didn’t celebrate her 15th birthday. Nothing has changed, and everything seems to have changed again.

(End of this chapter)