Mad owl

After [-] days of comprehensive treatment, Di Cheng's injury has improved significantly. The plaster cast on his shoulder was knocked off yesterday evening. After a night of observation, there is basically no serious problem.The originally pale complexion regained its luster, the messy breathing was calm and natural, and the steps were smooth and normal. From the appearance alone, it was no different from ordinary people.

Changsun Qianwen's superb medical skills have been confirmed again, and Lian Dicheng was surprised by this amazing recovery speed, and jokingly wondered if he had given himself some hormone drugs and was "pull back the seedlings".

Not only Di Cheng herself, but also Guan Ying, who lives in the intensive care unit, also got rid of the oxygen mask and the hospital bed. Although her face is still pale and her steps are a little sloppy, she can try to walk on her own after all, as long as she doesn't do strenuous exercise and doesn't take a long time activities, there is no big problem.

When Jin Xuan walked into the room, Guan Ying had just been pushed out of the room by the nurse.She knew that Di Cheng must have something to discuss, so she was considerate and asked to go outside to breathe fresh air.

Di Cheng and grandson Qianwen were sitting at the dining table, talking about something in detail, when they saw Jin Xuan coming in, he motioned for him to come over and sit down: "I haven't had a stable meal for a few days, come here, let's eat together, Qiao Yun I made it with my own hands, it tastes very good, you are lucky."

Before Jinxuan came in, he came up with more than a dozen opening words. He planned to see Di Cheng's attitude before deciding whether to be honest about his mistakes first, or to fight for some benefits for the four thousand brothers who had left Tianmen, or to ask to return. Tianmen.

But after thousands of thoughts and thousands of considerations, he never expected to see the scene in front of him.

Changsun Qianwen carefully savored the thick but not thick, fragrant but not greasy fish soup: "It's a rare delicacy, nourishing Qi and nourishing the body. If you miss it, you will never have another chance."

Jin Xuan didn't understand the meaning implied in this sentence, but after a little hesitation, he still sat in front of the square table and picked up the bowls and chopsticks in front of him. The mood is complicated and confused, and I really have no appetite to taste any dishes.

Di Cheng looked up at him, put a few green vegetables into Jin Xuan's bowl, and smiled with a strange expression: "It's cruel enough, there are 300 people!! I never thought that there would be such Many people are willing to leave Tianmen for you. When I heard the news, I didn't fall asleep for two days and two nights. I know that no one expected this kind of situation, and it wasn't that you deliberately opposed the headquarters. ... 300 people!! [-] armed forces! Jinxuan, oh Jinxuan, you let me Dicheng have this face... where do you put it??"

Jin Xuan's face was burning hot, and his hands holding the bowl and chopsticks trembled slightly.Facing Emperor Xi Yu, Peng Hou, and even thousands of Tianmen tribesmen, he could use some reason to relax his guilty heart a little, but... facing Di Cheng...

It was as if thousands of ants were crawling up and down all over his body, and that weird feeling was indescribably uncomfortable.

Di Cheng exhaled lightly, maintaining that calmness: "Come here today, what do you want to say?"

"You can pretend that I don't exist, I'm just a foodie." Changsun Qianwen smiled gently, and continued to savor the dishes in front of him carefully, eating very slowly and rarely, but every time he savored carefully and enjoyed The feelings are beyond words.

Jin Xuan wanted to smile back apologetically, but the corners of his mouth twitched, but what appeared was bitterness: "I... came to apologize to you..."

"Huh? What are you apologizing for?" Di Cheng looked at Jin Xuan, but he didn't make a special expression, but seemed a little careless.

"I didn't put myself in the right place, and I didn't forget my past identity. I was in a daze for eight years. During the few days in the hospital, I thought a lot, understood a lot, and really examined myself for the first time. As a result... ..."

Jin Xuan exhaled quietly, shook his head slowly, calmed down for a while, and sighed: "I should thank you, thank you for letting me see myself clearly, and see the road I have traveled all these years. I thought I was a successful person, a person worthy of people's admiration, but until now, I realized that I had failed so far, and took the so-called arrogance for self-confidence.

The so-called name and identity are so childish and ridiculous. I once hated the past and didn't want to recall the past, but what's ridiculous is that I've been living in the shadow of the past.I only have subordinates, no friends, only memories, no reality. "

Di Cheng paused for a while, then smiled silently: "I'm glad to hear these words from your mouth."

Jin Xuan shook his head weakly: "For eight years, I thought I had integrated into Tianmen, but suddenly looking back, I was always on the edge. You have done a lot for me and paid a lot. I should be grateful and abandon the burdens of the past. It's easy to start again, to really join Tianmen, but... for eight years, all I have done is training, pure training.

I have worked hard for the strength of Tianmen, and I have paid for its rise, but I found out in a trance that I never regarded it as my dream to fight for it in my heart.

For you, I am ashamed, for Tianmen, I am guilty.

Before returning to Tiancheng Hospital, I thought about asking you why, why you are so cruel to ballistics, why you have to 'centralize power'.But now... I figured it out, what they said is right, if you want to maintain the long-term stability of Tianmen, and if you want to gather 60 people to support Tianmen, you must have a unit that is absolutely loyal to the owner of the sect, and no deviations are allowed .And the ballistic force is just one of the alternatives. It should be the most loyal supporter, but it has become a dog of others. Even if it were me, I would make the same decision-severely punish Ballistic. "

Both Di Cheng and Changsun Qianwen stopped their bowls and chopsticks, and quietly looked at Jin Xuan who was lost in thought.

"These days when I was in the hospital, I thought of the Black Armed Forces, the Iron Law Force, the Guards, the Dragon Flame, and the Earth Snake. Before, I always thought their overly strong loyalty was ridiculous and childish. Now, I understand Faith, the life of a person is loyal and successful. Without loyalty, it is difficult to stand on one's own feet, and without faith, it is difficult to achieve brilliance.

Faith is something, once contaminated, it is a lifetime.Once a group has its own unwavering beliefs, its existence can be stable and long-lasting, and it can have strong cohesion.

The development of Tianmen is too rapid, all kinds of powerful people are chaotic, the requirements for faith are particularly important, and the requirements for cohesion and leading combat groups are more stringent.If you can't do this, if there is a mistake in the middle link, Tianmen will eventually be short-lived! "

"Faith is a thing, once it is contaminated, it is a lifetime." Changsun Qianwen savored this sentence silently.

Jin Xuanyou sighed, his expression was a little lonely, and even a little bit melancholy: "The ballistic troops have been expelled, and it is no longer possible to return, but it is not too late to make up for it. I only hope and will work hard, It’s really like Xi Yuhuang said, you and I can be friends, and the ballistic troops can continue to guard the gate of heaven.”

"Well said, it's much better than I imagined. Please forgive me for using such extreme methods, but the times are different, the situation of Tianmen is different, you really need a change, and the ballistic force needs a change even more." Di Cheng's face was full of relief, such a purpose was exactly what he expected.He could feel it, Jin Xuan's sigh came from the heart, Jin Xuan's eyes were no longer arrogant, the most expected change... Jin Xuan made it!

"I will change the ballistic force. Even if they are separated from the Tianmen organization, they will be dedicated to guarding the Tianmen. Believe me, there will be no more accidents. The dream of the Tianmen... count me in." Jin Xuan said this While speaking, I suddenly felt an inexplicable sense of relief in my heart. I took a deep breath, picked up the bowl and chopsticks, and said with a smile, "I'm hungry, can I eat?"

Di Cheng quietly looked at Jin Xuan smiling but with hazy eyes, and fell silent.Changsun Qianwen unconsciously held the chopsticks, but did not touch the food in front of him.

The atmosphere suddenly became a little silent and weird.

Jin Xuan looked at Di Cheng, then at Changsun Qianwen: "I...can't eat?"

Di Cheng and grandson Qianwen looked at each other and smiled knowingly: "Yes."

"Can you eat whatever you want?"

Di Cheng nodded with a smile, remained silent for a while, but said, "Do you know why I insist on expulsing the ballistic troops? Why do I have to drive you out of Tianmen?"

"The black sheep should be eliminated. What's more, in this way, it can also deter the 60 troops of Tianmen, thereby consolidating the power of the sect master and enhancing the cohesion of Tianmen. These are all important reasons." After Jin Xuan finished speaking, he found that the atmosphere was not right. Cheng's smile is also a bit complicated. "Any other reason?"