Mad owl

"Brother Cheng, Miss Meiyan is awake and her condition is basically stable. You can..."

Outside the sterile intensive care ward of the base hospital, the doctors and nurses who had finished the examination came out and reported the situation to Di Cheng who had been waiting outside for two days, but Di Cheng had already opened the door and walked in before he finished speaking.

Annie thanked the doctors and nurses, signaled them to leave, and arranged for the guards to block the end of the corridor to prevent outsiders from disturbing them.

The beauty surgery was completed two days ago, and through the hard work of Changsun Qianwen, the process was very successful.However, Meiyan's physical condition was extremely weak due to excessive blood loss and long-term lack of treatment. A large number of wounds were infected, especially on the right arm, and even Changsun Qianwen almost chose to give up.After the operation, his vital signs were very unstable, and his life was in danger at one point, so such a sterile nursing ward was specially set up, and no one, including Di Cheng, was strictly prohibited from entering.

For two days, Di Cheng has been standing outside the window, suppressing the anxiety and worry in his heart, waiting patiently, waiting quietly, never sleeping, not speaking, just standing still and watching.After learning that Yang Jing and Fang Zhongshou were going to assist Yu Xiaotian that day, they transferred the guards over and strictly prohibited any approach, and did not want to receive any outside news.

Wait, just wait!The frequent absent-mindedness, the frequent trance, and the worry revealed in their expressions made both Annie and Ye Wantong feel a little apprehensive, but the gradually haggard complexion and blood-colored eyes made the two girls feel distressed.

The light in the ward was dim and quiet, and the air was filled with a strong smell of medicine, mixed with a touch of blood.Meiyan was lying quietly on the hospital bed, covered with needles and testing equipment, her immature and delicate face was haggard, her face was as pale as paper, her cheeks were slightly sunken, she looked very weak and pitiful.

Di Cheng walked gently to the hospital bed, knelt down slowly, stared quietly, and remained silent for a long time.He wanted to call out for beauty, but for some reason he couldn't open his mouth, a bitterness mixed with guilt flowed in his heart.

She regards herself as the only relative in this life, a beloved relative, silently dedicating everything, silently guarding herself, but she has never asked for anything extravagantly, and she has never asked for a single cent, maybe...staying by her side is to love her. Her greatest comfort.

For this former younger sister and current lover, Di Cheng once promised a lot, vowed to make her happy, promised to marry her, love her and cherish her, and promised to hold hands and heart to heart in the blooming mountains and flowers in the future.

But...ask yourself...have any promises ever been fulfilled?

Di Cheng owed Meiyan so much...so much, he couldn't believe it, and felt sad for Meiyan.

For two days, he stood quietly outside the door, thought a lot, and understood a lot.

The reason for this situation is that because of the over-reliance on beauty, I have developed a 'habit' and taken it as a 'natural'.Unknowingly ignored her, forgot her.Many times, in many situations, beauty is regarded more as a 'goal god', as a 'thug', and how many times is it regarded as... a 'lover'?How many times have you cared for and cherished her like a baby?

Maybe not……

Di Cheng could use a 'too busy' excuse to escape, and a 'situation' to evade.But in fact, it was Di Cheng who didn't think about it deeply, and didn't care about it carefully.

Because of Meiyan's suffering experience, because of too many ups and downs and twists and turns, her attachment to herself has almost reached a morbid level, which is an incomprehensible obsession.

Whoever it is, should be more cherished and cared for.But what have you done? ?no... really no...

On that day, Meiyan and Yaya were killed at the same time, the one he should have rescued was actually Meiyan, but it was Yaya who had to be saved.In the end, reason overcame emotion and abandoned beauty.Although the cold front troops were given almost harsh and severe orders, after all, they didn't go there by themselves, and the meaning was quite different.

Fortunately, Meiyan was rescued, otherwise...he didn't know how to face Di Yunyi, how to face his own conscience, how to face Meiyan's accident.

Looking at the pale and indifferent cheeks on the hospital bed, and the little hands wrapped in bandages that were still clenched, Di Cheng could clearly feel Meiyan's 'insecurity' and her loneliness.In the underground world, she is a quasi-emperor and a ghost-like puppet master, but in fact... she is a girl, a girl who is afraid of loneliness and needs care.

Meiyan and Yaya have too many similarities. Their 'coldness' and 'cruelty' are actually a kind of self-defense. They are the most lonely and insecure people.

Di Cheng stared at Meiyan's pale face, feeling pity in his heart. He didn't even know how to face Meiyan, how to explain the "abandonment" at that time.

Di Cheng closed his eyes, lowered his head, crossed his hands and put them on his forehead, secretly adjusting his emotions, trying to make himself smile, hoping to feel warmth when Mei Yan opened her eyes.

But... because of the guilt and pity in my heart, the simple action of 'smiling' seems so difficult today. Several times of hard work and several times of helplessness make the smile feel normal.

But when he raised his head again, Meiyan opened her eyes at some point and was looking at him quietly.

When the four eyes met and intertwined, the guilt in Di Cheng's heart suddenly became stronger, but Mei Yan...slowly smiled.

Perhaps because of the pain and weakness, Meiyan's smile was very shallow, which only melted the indifference on her face.

Di Cheng's heart trembled slightly, and he held Meiyan's hand carefully: "You are already at home, safe, no one can hurt you again."

Meiyan looked at Di Cheng quietly, and after staring for a long time, the smile on the corner of her mouth slowly widened a bit, but a little bit of haze appeared in her eyes unknowingly.

She is not good at expressing, and never expresses, but the smile and tears at this moment contain too much, especially the attachment to Di Cheng.

From running away from home, to experience in Outer Mongolia, from being ambushed, to struggling to escape, to being seriously injured and comatose, to being captured and taken away.Meiyan has always been indifferent, indifferent, indifferent, without showing any timidity, never begging for mercy, or even showing anything other than 'indifference'.She looks at everything with cold eyes and treats everyone with indifference.

But in fact, when facing death, difficulties, loneliness and pain, there was no longing in her heart, and during the ten days of limpness on the grass, she never wanted to be cared for.

It's just that she won't reveal it in front of outsiders, because she doesn't trust anyone and has no sense of security for outsiders.

Only Di Cheng! !Only this 'big brother'.She is the only one, her relatives, who can bring her a sense of security, make her feel relaxed, and can trust and rely on without reservation.

After a long period of turbulence and pain, until now, I saw Di Cheng and felt the temperature from his hands.Only then did Meiyan truly find safety, and slowly loosened her tense nerves and vigilance.

It's been half a month, she... tired...

"It's safe, we're safe." Di Cheng gently wiped away the tears dripping from the corners of Meiyan's eyes, and tried to smile: "It will never be like this again, absolutely never. My brother promises you, never."

Meiyan nodded slightly weakly, and raised her body with difficulty.Di Cheng hurriedly sat on the bed, carefully and gently helped Meiyan into his arms.

Meiyan greedily inhales the scent of Di Cheng, like a lost child who has found a loved one again after suffering, the smile on her face is actually attachment and longing.Meiyan's body was full of scars, and the slightest movement would tear the wound, causing severe pain, but at this moment, she was snuggling tightly into Di Cheng's arms, holding her tightly, letting the pain stimulate the nerves, letting the blood ooze red bandage.

She just wants this warmth, this embrace, this breath.

Want this security and care.

Before traveling to Outer Mongolia to start her experience, Meiyan once felt cold and lonely for Di Cheng's gradual neglect, as well as pain and resentment, and this is the reason for leaving quietly.But after experiencing a long and lonely life, the struggle of hunting and fleeing, as well as the long-term wandering on the line of life and death, and the endless darkness, she truly discovered and understood that she could never forget this feeling, and could not leave this embrace. .

So, she's back, and she's... smiling...