my fairy fiancee

Chapter 30 Don't let you be mediocre in this life
"I don't know how many times I want to die. I don't have any relatives in this world. I can't find the meaning of my life."

Zhao Yi continued: "Until that girl appeared in my world, she descended like an angel and slowly melted me who was buried deep in the iceberg. At that moment, I felt that the whole world was illuminated , I found the meaning of existence and the motivation to live. I loved her with all my heart, but at that time I was still a bit machismo, and I made her think what was wrong when I thought it was wrong. Tell her not to do it either... As a result, it has brought about the current ending."

When Zhao Yi finished speaking these words, he didn't notice other things around him, let alone Ai Lian who had been standing behind the gazebo for five or six minutes.

Originally, after Ai Lian came here to find Zhao Yi, her heart just relaxed, and then when she wanted to go forward to comfort Zhao Yi, she found that Zhao Yi began to "talk to herself" over there.

She stopped in her tracks, looked at him and asked the air beside him, "Do you really want to listen? Well, then I'll tell you..."

As if there was really someone standing next to him, his half-smiling half-crying appearance was very sad.

Seeing this scene, his loving heart trembled secretly. Could it be that all these years, the object of his complaints is the air around him...

Ai Lian heard from the chairman that she was very sorry for her son and her husband, but Ai Lian really didn't expect that Zhao Yi would have such a hard life.

Ai Lian is an orphan, and has never experienced the love of his parents. He has envied those children with parents since he was a child.

But now she looked at Zhao Yi, and suddenly realized that she might not be the most unfortunate.

If you don't get some things at the beginning, you will get used to them slowly. On the contrary, if you get some things at the beginning, but then lose them painfully, people will not be able to accept them, and even fall into the abyss.

After listening to his "talking to himself", Ai Lian couldn't help but want to step forward to comfort him, but then she thought about it and let it go, at this time, if she didn't handle it well, she might be hated by him, Besides, she really didn't know how to comfort him.

Moreover, she was sent by the person Zhao Yi hated.

After some ideological struggle, Ai Lian decided that it would be better to leave here quietly, and let him confide in himself for a while.

No one noticed Ai Lian's quiet arrival and departure, not only Zhao Yi, but also Yu Xi who is a soul body.

She is still too weak now, and she can't even use the extremely low-level ability to perceive the surrounding environment.

After listening to what he said, Yu Xi said, "If I'm not mistaken, you have been in a bad mood these days, not because of something between your relatives, but because of that girl."

After all, the matter of his parents has passed for so long, no matter how much he hates in his heart, it has been buried deep in his heart, and that kind of hatred will never be displayed on his face every day.

What's more, Zhao Yi has been in a daze on the surface. If you look closely, there is a slight sadness, but there is absolutely no hatred.

It was clearly none of his hating mother's business.

"That's right, it's because of her..." Zhao Yi sighed, "She's back. I haven't seen her for three years. She has become a very high-status and very dazzling person in this era, and I am just that ordinary person who can't be seen anymore. Ordinary people have to take a lot of care when they want to talk to her, and they don't even get to see her at all."

"You can't go on in such a bad mood." Yu Xi said, "If you continue like this, you may die, and I may also die because I don't have a vessel."

"I don't want to, but things like mood are really beyond my control. At this time, only being in a daze can make me more comfortable." Zhao Yi said.

Yu Xi was silent for a while before saying, "The complex is hard to understand."

"Yeah, it seems that there should be no other way than getting back together?" Zhao Yi asked.

"No, there are many ways to unravel the complex, but they may not be suitable for you." Yu Xi said.

"for example?"

"Like living brighter than her."

"Live more dazzlingly than her?" Zhao Yi laughed when he heard this: "This kind of thing is really not suitable for me, just think about it, how can I, an ordinary person, live more dazzlingly than her? Besides Even if it really comes to that time, I might still not be able to let it go."

"If you don't do it, how would you know that you would make such a choice at that time?" Yu Xi said again.

Zhao Yi sighed and said: "Yuxi, although I am very touched by your encouragement, I really have no hope of doing this kind of thing. I have no talent for fighting, no ability gene, and almost nothing about science. It’s impossible for someone who is not good at military academy at all.”

At this time, Yu Xi suddenly turned her face and looked at Zhao Yi with a layer of long black hair on her face, and said, "In this world, nothing is impossible in my eyes."

"But that's you, not me."

"But maybe I can help you."

Zhao Yi smiled: "How can I help... You don't mean to teach me how to cultivate?"

"Of course I won't teach you how to cultivate, not to mention that you and I are too involved in cause and effect. It is not a good thing for you or me. Moreover, you are born without wisdom roots, so you can't cultivate even if you cultivate. But although you can't teach You cultivate yourself, but there are other ways to make you infinitely brilliant in this galaxy and this era."

"..."

Upon hearing this, Zhao Yi was stunned, "Are you serious?"

"Why do you have to doubt my words?"

Yu Xi's voice was still so pleasant, but when she said this, there was some undeniable seriousness in her tone - it was a sense of majesty.

Zhao Yi shook his head and smiled and said, "Oh, if there is such a time, then I really look forward to it."

Obviously Zhao Yi still doesn't quite believe what Yu Xi said, even the legendary cultivators don't just do whatever they want in this era.

The technology of this era has reached an unimaginable level, even a missile may not be something a cultivator can withstand, not to mention that Yu Xi is just a wisp of soul now.

Yu Xi wanted to help him, it was true, Zhao Yi was very moved, and felt the warmth from this nominal "wife".

Zhao Yi suddenly stood up from the gazebo, put away his previous expression, wiped his face with a wave of his hand, and said with a smile: "Okay, don't talk about that. Today you can listen to me tell the sad things in the past, My mood is already much better, and I will try my best to be happier in the future, and work hard to restore my physique, supply blood to you, and let you quickly recover your sanity."

"It's best for you to think like this. Since you are the husband in name, no matter what, I will not let you be mediocre in this life."

Yu Xi's voice came again.

(End of this chapter)