Immortal entertainment

Chapter 111 Darkness!

Bright and soft porch lights, magnificent decorations, and mirror-smooth marble floors.

Su Yiyang supported the stumbling Qin Xiaoyu and walked towards the elevator.

But just two steps away, Qin Xiaoyu suddenly broke free from Su Yiyang, ran to a nearby trash can, and retched.

"vomit……"

Su Yiyang hurriedly followed, patted Qin Xiaoyu on the back to calm her down, and at the same time was very puzzled.

In his impression, Qin Xiaoyu is a very quiet and beautiful girl, usually very quiet, with a standard image of a good girl.But why did you drink so much alcohol uncharacteristically today?

Qin Xiaoyu retched for a long time, until he couldn't vomit anymore, and then slowly straightened up.

Su Yiyang frowned, asked the waiter for a box of tissues and a bottle of mineral water, and handed them to Qin Xiaoyu.

Seeing that she had relieved a bit, Su Yiyang helped him again and walked to the elevator.

The floor where their room is located is on the 16th floor. Su Yiyang just wanted to press it, but Qin Xiaoyu took a step ahead and pressed it on the 26th floor, which is the top floor of the Shangri-La Hotel.

"Xiao Yu, you are..." Su Yiyang looked at Qin Xiaoyu with some puzzlement.

Qin Xiaoyu smiled drunkenly, and said softly: "I feel sick to my stomach, I want to go to the rooftop to blow some air, so I can take it easy."

Thinking of Sister Zheng's exhortation just now, Su Yiyang frowned slightly, opened his mouth, but said nothing, and accompanied her up to the 26th floor.

The roof of the building is an open-air terrace, near the middle of the night, there is no one on the terrace, it is empty and lonely, the lights are dim as far as the eye can see, and you can overlook the whole Yanjing.

Su Yiyang pulled two chairs, and the two sat on the edge of the glass guardrail, silently, just looking at the bright night scene below.

After a long time, Qin Xiaoyu suddenly spoke.

"Su Yiyang, tell me...why is it so tiring to be alive?"

Qin Xiaoyu's eyes were empty, the originally aura eyes seemed to have lost their soul at this moment, there was no vitality, only dead silence.

Su Yiyang frowned when he heard Qin Xiaoyu's words, and the feeling of weirdness in his heart became stronger.

Before he could open his mouth, Qin Xiaoyu went on talking on his own, as if he was telling himself, or telling Su Yiyang.

"You know, I really envy you all, I envy all of you, you have a happy family, you have parents who love you, but I have nothing, my parents..."

Qin Xiaoyu stared blankly at the scenery below, his voice was like a whisper, his whole body was full of depression, simply put, he was extremely depressed.

Listening to Qin Xiaoyu's self-report, Su Yiyang's eyes flickered. He didn't expect this weak girl to have such an unfortunate life experience.

Her parents are divorced, and her father is a gambler, a complete jerk.After her mother divorced her father, she remarried and gave birth to a son, and she followed her mother.

Qin Xiaoyu seemed to be a superfluous person. Her mother gave all her love to her son, and almost ignored her daughter. She even felt that Qin Xiaoyu was her burden. Her mother treated Qin Xiaoyu like this. It is conceivable that her love at home What is the status.

The most disgusting thing is that after she grew up, her stepfather was greedy for her beauty and harassed her many times. Although he failed, he left a great shadow on her.

After 18 years of hard work, she finally left that home and took advantage of the three-month vacation to work part-time at more than a dozen jobs. She used her enthusiasm to make up enough money for college tuition.

Entering university, she thought it was a new beginning of her life, but it turned out that it was the beginning of another tragedy.

She has never experienced warmth and concern. She fell in love with a boy in college, and the boy loved her very much. After the second anniversary of their relationship, she gave all of herself to that boy, but what she got in return was cruelty. betrayal.

To put it simply, it was a story of a phoenix man who kicked her, a girl with no background, away for the sake of a smooth future career. It was a cruel mess.

When Qin Xiaoyu said this, her face was already full of tears, she looked into the eyes of the bright Yanjing, her teary eyes caressed, it seemed like a huge world, but there was no room for her at all.

"Later, when I was down and out, poor and almost unable to afford food, scouts found me, and I joined the current company."

"Once again, I foolishly thought that this was a turning point in my life, but it turned out that this f*ck turned out to be another pit, and this pit was deeper and darker than the previous one."

Qin Xiaoyu turned her head, smiled and cried, which was her state at the moment.

"It's said that the entertainment industry is a big dye tank. Haha, I didn't believe it at first. I thought that as long as I worked hard enough, was good enough, and worked hard enough, I could always have a bright future and make those who ignored me regret it for the rest of their lives!"

Qin Xiaoyu, who was usually weak, showed a completely different kind of vigor at this moment, which made Su Yiyang dumbfounded.

"The result..." Qin Xiaoyu laughed, with tears in his smile: "I was so stupid and naive."

……

"Later, an opportunity enough to achieve Nirvana was presented to me. I chose to compromise, and I went."

When Qin Xiaoyu said this, his voice fluctuated slightly, and he suddenly closed his eyes...

"Later, I took this opportunity to stand up completely, but my heart can no longer stand up, and I will always live under these shadows."

Quiet, time and space seem to freeze at this moment.

Su Yiyang was silent, but his heart had already set off a flood.

Light and darkness always exist, but many people can only see the light, but it is difficult to see the dark side.

Since his debut, Su Yiyang has never suffered any grievances, nor has he ever suffered any injustice. He has traveled smoothly to the present day, and his journey has been frank.And his best friend in the circle, Yun Wanyi, is also happy every day, has a generous career, and is even more willful than him.

This gave Su Yiyang an illusion that the whole circle was like this, and that thriving fair competition was the main theme.But today, this illusion was completely torn apart in front of his eyes, and the filth and filth were nakedly exposed before his eyes, which was shocking and shocking.

Only now did he realize that for some people, some opportunities that he had at his fingertips, but for some people, they had to pay for their dignity!

(End of this chapter)